Hearing this, Xie Shu smiled at Guang Mohan and said, "I'm afraid."
He is afraid of death.
No one has experienced the pain that comes from the internal organs and the darkness in front of the eyes when drinking poison.
That kind of despair is more like falling into hell.
His whole body felt like it was being burned by heat, and the next moment it felt like he was walking in a world of ice and snow.
He wanted to faint immediately, but he couldn't.
Those pains made him unable to live or die.
He ate too little food laced with poison, so his mother would give him the antidote with her last breath before she died.
Later, he was rescued by subordinates of the Xiao family and barely managed to save his life.
However, since then, his health has never gotten better.
Living is more like a poor guy, lingering and panting.
Sometimes, living may not be good, but people who die are liberated.
When dreaming back at midnight, Jie Shu would often dream about the past.
He stood in a cage and saw how his parents and relatives used the poisoned meals.
In the end, everyone cried and begged that they did not want to die.
His young child My sister, her clear eyes gradually became blurry and even bled.
She said, brother, save me, brother, it hurts me so much.
He watched, but there was nothing he could do.
He could only dream, watching his relatives slowly being tortured to death by poison.
Every time he wakes up from a dream, he hates himself for being cowardly and unable to avenge his parents.
He is really afraid that if he dies, who will watch the Bo family really collapse, and who will give his parents a clear day?
time.
Sweeping graves.
If he was gone, the Xiao family would really be gone.
Sometimes, choosing to escape is not what he wants.
He hoped that he could have enough strength, even if it was only for a few years, so that he could at least not fall into a coma when winter came.
In this way, he can also lead the former subordinates of the Xiao family to avenge his parents.
However, when he saw that the former subordinates of the Xiao family also had children and wives, he hesitated.
If he fails, it doesn't matter if he loses his life or those who follow him.
It means that the family is broken up and people are dead.
He over the years.
I have experienced too much warmth and coldness outside, but I don't want the children of these loyal people to end up like him.
Moreover, Emperor Yuan Ding was not a mediocre emperor.
If he takes revenge.
There will be another storm.
Maybe someone from the Bo family took the opportunity to ascend to the throne.
The people who will suffer next are the people all over the world.
Therefore, Xie Shu hesitated.
He also chose to give up revenge.
What he has to do now is to live well.
Only by living can he watch the Bo family seek death.
"Are you afraid?"
Guang Mohan stood up from the stool, "Xiao Yuheng, you have changed.
You were not like this before."
"Time will always change a person easily."
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Xie Shu smiled very lightly, "I will change, it is human nature.
Since the emperor gave the letter to you, he has never thought of taking your life.
Now you Don’t think about anything else, just live well.”
When Guang Mohan heard this, he was very ungrateful and said, "You are so cowardly."
Xie Shu was stunned for a moment, and then felt helpless.
He had heard the same words from the mouths of old members of the Xiao family many years ago.
They said he was too cowardly to come forward.
Now Guang Mohan also says the same "I have always been cowardly.
I won't refute this."
Xie Shu looked at his fingertips and spoke slowly, "You should know why Miss Liu died.
One reason was despair, and the other reason was nothing more than hope for preservation.
You.
When she passed away, she wrote down the accounts and things done by the Bo family over the years and gave them to the Shen family.
If she really didn't care about you at all, why would she keep them?"
Liu Wenxian's death did not let Xie Shu feel relieved.
Although Liu Wenxian did do many wrong things, speaking of it, Liu Wenxian was also a poor person.
Liu Wenxian was obviously heartbroken, but he left these behind.
She wanted to protect Guang Mohan.
In fact, Liu Wenxian also knew that it was impossible for her to live too long.
She knew too many things, and knowing too much was the cause of death.
Although the Bo family won't take action against her yet, it will only be a matter of time before they do.
As soon as the Bo family starts to rebel, she will be the first person to be silenced.
Rather than die in the hands of the Bo family, it would be better for her to end her life early.
After all, she has no love in life.
When Xie Shu mentioned Liu Wenxian, Guang Mohan's expression became a little bad.
He was shivering so much that he didn't know how to answer Xie Shu at this time.
He had always known Liu Wenxian's affection for him.
After a long time, Guang Mohan said, "I'm not afraid of death."
"Then tell me, what are you going to do?
Tell the emperor and ask him to help you, or go to the Bo family and die in vain?"
Xie Shu directly told what Guang Mohan could do, "Even if you want to use other What is the difference between human strength and delusion?
The Bo family is not as weak as you think.
Now the attacks of Rouran and Wuhuan are not enough to explain the problem."
The Bo family has been planning for many years, how could they let their guard down at this time?
During these days, although Shen Yanshan was in the capital, he was living a very hard life.
Even Duke Dingguo, who had promised not to care about anything outside the capital, had to return to the Shen family in person to take charge.
Duke Dingguo's health deteriorated day by day, and he vomited blood twice on the road after just a short journey.
His ability to survive until now depends on his last bit of faith.
Although Duke Dingguo didn't want to interfere in the Shen family's affairs, he didn't want his children to suffer either.
On the surface, he let Shen Yanshan handle everything, but in fact, he just wanted Shen Yanshan to choose the future monarch.
If Shen Yanshan succeeds, then the monarch may look at the past friendship to prevent the Shen family from being destroyed in the future.
Even if the monarch does not look at the past friendship, he must know that the Shen family has never been interested in the throne.
A minister, always a minister.
Never contaminate things that should not be contaminated The tempers of Ding Guogong and Shen Yanshan are indeed somewhat similar.
They never say the reason for what they do.
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Even if he does something for your own good, he will never say anything.
Xie Shu thought of Yan Jin's smile that was so dazzling.
Only when Yan Jin met Shen Yanshan did he break his calmness and reveal his daughter's side.
It is also Shen Yanshan's blessing to have a woman like Yan Jin as his wife.
The Shen family has indeed raised a good child.
But his father has such a cowardly son.
Guang Mohan stood in front of Xie Shu for a long time, and finally seemed to compromise, "In that case, I will go to the Shen family first."
"Now, if you go, you will only alert the enemy."
Jie Shu stopped Guang Mohan's movement and raised his head, looking at the wall not far away and said, "Go to Yan's parents' room, you will see the person you want to see." s: I don’t go to work tomorrow, so I will stay up late tonight to update.
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