Qin Shu woke up and fell asleep, and two more days passed like this.
During this period, Yi Zhen personally took his labor, fed medicine and water, changed clothes and massaged and took care of him meticulously, Qin Shu slept darkly, even if he woke up, it was only a small moment, and he was still delirious, and most of the people who were in a daze were also served and fiddled with by him.
Although the Marquis of Yanzi was condescending to the noble and concurrently had the errand of the little servant, he did not have any complaints and dissatisfaction, but was willing and secretly enjoyed it.
He really put his heart into it, but this trivial matter is not difficult for him, and he tries to think carefully and thoughtfully about everything, although he can't meet the standard of thoughtfulness for a while, it is enough to embarrass ordinary servants.
So Qin Shu, under his careful care, really woke up on the third day since he woke up last time.
When I woke up, it was dusk, and the sky finally stopped raining, but it returned to the cold climate of autumn in the Northern Jin Dynasty.
The sky was still overcast, there was still a faint light outside, and the table was already lit early.
Because Qin Shu's physique is weak, there are also two stoves in the corner of the house, and the whole room is as comfortable as spring, with a kind of smoky warmth.
Qin Shu opened his eyes and saw that there was a pot of lotus on the small table next to the bed, with a half-open and half-closed pink bud on the top, with lush branches and leaves, very vibrant.
And Yi Zhen sat a few steps away with his back to him, and there was a wide-mouth white porcelain bottle on the table in front of him, and there were a few chrysanthemums on the side.
The temperature in the room was just right for Qin Shu, maybe it was too hot for him, and Yi Zhen only wore a slightly thinner ordinary shirt.
Qin Shu looked over like this, and could only see his back, casting a long shadow under the lamp.
After a few days, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and there was a little difference from his impression for a while.
Yi Zhen was completely unaware and set up the vase. sighed with satisfaction, then turned around and saw Qin Shu looking at himself silently.
Yi Jin's mood has precipitated, and he is no longer as happy and helpless as he was at the beginning, and he still has a smile on his face unconsciously.
He walked forward quickly, leaned down and whispered, "You're awake."
As he spoke, he reached out and touched his stomach, feeling that the child was also very quiet, and there was no sign of trouble, so he put his mind at ease, and without waiting for Qin Shu to speak, he naturally helped him up, and did not forget to put a soft pillow under his waist.
Pull over the blanket and cover it.
After doing these things smoothly, he turned around and went to serve the japonica rice porridge that had been warm on the stove.
Qin Shu has been looking at him with this time, but he saw that Yi Jin's whole person was indeed a little thinner, and the contours of his face softened instead, and when he didn't open his teeth and claws, he was also handsome and handsome.
His expression was calm and steady, and there seemed to be something very different from before.
Qin Shu was puzzled, but he couldn't say why, and when he recalled the situation when he woke up at that time, he only felt a dream-like trance in his heart.
Seeing that he was leaving, he called him without much thought: "Master Hou" Yi Zhen stopped his movements, and suddenly turned his head and said in surprise: "You are really awake" Qin Shu hadn't spoken for many days, and when he opened his mouth at this time, he only felt that his voice was hoarse, and his throat was dry and uncomfortable, and he couldn't help coughing twice.
Seeing this, Yi Zhen didn't ask, and hurriedly brought a glass of water and approached Qin Shu very wholeheartedly.
Qin Shu took two sips of his hand, and the water was soaked in honey and chrysanthemum rice, and the entrance was refreshing and very refreshing.
Qin Shu raised his eyes from the rim of the cup and looked at him in slight surprise.
Yi Zhen said softly with a little guilt: "I have fed you water, but you always fall asleep and don't wake up, I don't know if it's enough."
Qin Shu's expression flashed, he paused, lowered his eyes and took two more sips, and then pushed Yi Jin's hand away.
Shaking your head to indicate that enough is enough.
Yi Zhen put down the cup, turned around and sat in front of the bed, looking at Qin Shu and just smiling in a daze.
The expression is sincere joy from the heart.
The two of them didn't speak for a while, and when they saw Qin Shu's gaze fall on the bowl lotus on the side, they explained to him: "There is no earth dragon in this house, and the charcoal fire is too hot, so it is more comfortable." ” Qin Shu served Emperor Jingwen in the palace, so he naturally understood these small tricks in daily life, but he didn't believe that people who were pampered and pampered by Yi Zhen would also know this truth, and stared at Yi Zhen fixedly.
Yi Zhen was obviously relieved, and his tone was much lighter: "It's best if you wake up."
Otherwise, you can only feed porridge every day, so how can you eat enough for two people.
You take care of your body first, and then look at whether you are in good health in advance.
He paused, still refusing to promise Qin Shu that he would save the child, but he never said no words.
Qin Shu heard his vague meaning and raised his head and glared at him.
But I saw that the man only looked at himself in his eyes, full of persistence and worry.
I don't know why, I suddenly lost the mind to argue with him, and because there was a turning point in his words, the spirit that had been tense was finally able to relax, and then I felt that my whole body was sore and uncomfortable, and I didn't have any extra strength for a while.
He had undergone such a great change that it was almost as if he had died once.
The mentality has changed somewhat, and when I think back on all kinds of past events, the loyalty of the family and country is a little distant, except for the child, everything else seems to be no longer so important.
Now it seems that only according to Yi Jinru, trying to take care of the body as much as possible is the real important thing, and the side things can only be talked about later.
Besides, if Yi Zhen is really bent on going his own way, he is helpless.
Since he thought so, he also lost his momentum, so Yi Zhen gained the upper hand and did not shy away from looking at Qin Shu.
The gaze was warm and real, and it seemed that there were some things that Qin Shu had never seen before, and there seemed to be something in it that he didn't understand.
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Qin Shu has been watched by him for a long time, and his heart is actually weak.
This feeling is indescribable, and it is different from the palpitations when the fetus is absorbing the heart's blood, it is not too uncomfortable, but it is overwhelming.
Qin Shu was stunned for a while, and suddenly felt that it was very strange for him to look at Yi Zhen like this, and he couldn't help but tilt his head slightly to avoid Yi Jin's gaze.
The two had different intentions in their hearts, but they both had a tacit understanding and kept silent and did not talk about it in detail.
Yi Zhen had countless people who wanted to talk to him, but he didn't know how to speak for a while.
After being silent for a while, he took Qin Shu's hand and pulled it over and held it in the palm of his hand, unconsciously twisting his fingers to play, which was already a habit he had developed for many days.
He didn't realize that Qin Shu was not made of wood, his face changed, and a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in his mind, remembering that he was floating in pain, and when he was about to sink down, it seemed that there was such a warm and powerful hand holding him and never letting go, like the only driftwood in the endless sea of suffering, a life-saving straw.
Qin Shu's eyebrows moved slightly, and he was in a trance for a moment, which made him not immediately withdraw his hand.
Yi Zhen had already said softly: "I took Jing'an's medicine, and I am not allowed to take it again in the future."
"Recall what the Imperial Doctor said, if the medicine is taken until he gives birth, I am afraid that he can only take the same means as Qin Shu said.
When I thought of it, my heart hurt fiercely, and I was terrified.
He picked and chose what the imperial doctor said and told Qin Shu.
It means to scare Qin Shu a little, the intention is very simple, if it is for the good of the child, he has to do everything possible to protect himself first, and he is not allowed to take care of his body like before.
In fact, Qin Shu fell asleep most of the time without knowing anything, and the person who was really frightened was Yan Zihou himself.
Now when facing Qin Shu again, his attitude is extraordinarily gentle and cautious.
The tone of his voice was not at all vicious, but there was a hint of complaining and worrying in it.
In the end, it is inevitable to blame Jing'an for indiscriminately prescribing prescriptions and almost disregarding people's lives.
When it comes to the sore spots, he is simply filled with righteous indignation, and he can't wait to send troops to arrest Jing'an immediately, and serve him well.
Qin Shu's eyes darkened slightly, he felt that Jing An had a different attitude towards him from the beginning, although there were no outrageous words and actions, but there was definitely no kindness.
But Jing'an is the person who was inserted by his senior brother, and he became more and more ashamed of himself in front of people who knew the roots, and intuitively felt that he was dirty, and now he had a big belly, and he looked like a person who was not a ghost or a ghost.
Can't hold up his head and be a man.
I have always been in awe of Jing'an.
Therefore, for Jing'an, how to administer acupuncture medication.
He had nothing else to think about except the child, and he thought that no matter what Jing'an did, it must be for the good of the fetus, and there was always no objection or doubt.
At this time, listening to Yi Jin's hatred and revenge, Jing An was careless, but he could vaguely figure out that it contained a cleverness that wanted to kill him.
He couldn't understand the reason for Jing An's intentions, and he didn't want to believe that it could be from his senior brother's instructions.
But in the end, I was at a loss and miserable.
Seeing that Yi Zhen gritted his teeth when he said it, he was afraid that he would seriously go to find trouble in Jing'an.
I also had to fight my spirit and whispered: "It was I who asked him to prescribe the fetal prescription."
At that time, the fetus was weak, and I was nothing, of course, for the sake of the baby, and then I kept taking this recipe for several months.
Doctor Jing'an has been away from the Hou Mansion for a long time, how do you know what my situation is, the medicine is my own consumption, and what does it matter to him. ” Yi Zhen knew that Qin Shu regarded this child as more important than his own life, so he didn't doubt Qin Shu's words, but just sighed, half distressed and half blamed: "You don't want to take this medicine again in the future." ” Qin Shu snorted, he slept for too long, and finally recuperated his spirits, then slowly eased up, and suddenly asked, "How long have I been sleeping?"
When Yi Zhen heard this, he pointed his finger and said: "It's been seven days, you don't know, it's almost scared me to death."
Speaking of which, it was still a lingering look.
Qin Shu was stunned at first, and then he was shocked, and couldn't help blurting out: "What about my book?"
"Remember the book" When Yi Zhen heard this, he couldn't help but be a little annoyed, and complained in his mouth: "You made it like this because you still remember this damn book." ” Yi Zhen held down Qin Shu and didn't allow him to get up, but he walked to the side of the table, and after a while, he took a neat stack of sorted papers. handed it to Qin Shu and let him take a look, but refused to let him take it.
"A few pieces of torn paper, look what your baby has become.
Is it because of the broken book, even the baby can't take care of it?
Although it was a reproachful statement, the tone was much gentler than usual, and it was obvious that he had worked hard to restrain his temper.
Qin Shu was originally afraid that he would be angry, so he really burned him for several days.
Now that I can see the handwriting on the paper, it is what I wrote, and I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
He said softly: "This book is still of some use to people in the world, and it is not a broken book as Hou Ye said."
"I know, I know."
Yi Zhen put the pieces of paper far away again, and immediately interrupted him when he heard the words.
"You also want to say that this is related to the safety of the people in the world, of course I know that this is a major matter for the benefit of the country and the people.
But you are only flesh and blood, and how can you save so many people?
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Everyone has his own life, just do your best in everything, how can you be so desperate" Although Qin Shu didn't agree with what he said, looking at his tone and expression, all of them were extremely caring for himself, which was quite unnatural.
Although I feel that this person is obviously unreasonable, I can't bear to argue more.
Just a hmm.
Yi Zhen saw that he agreed, and felt a little relieved.
After a while, I couldn't help but ask him: "The scholars who have entered Beijing to take the exam are almost here, I will show you the directory of Zedi tomorrow, if there are old friends of yours among them, if you are bored, you might as well invite them to come over for a small gathering." ” Qin Shu couldn't figure out his intentions, but said cautiously: "Thank you, Master Hou, this is not necessary." ” Yi Zhen saw his vigilance, and knew that Qin Shuxin had a misunderstanding, but after all, this was also caused by his previous actions.
Instead of being angry, he blamed himself.
I couldn't help but whisper: "I didn't mean anything else.
It's just, it's just that I heard you thinking about your father and sister in your dreams, I'm afraid that you will miss home" In fact, Qin Shu also mentioned Xiao Hei, senior brother or something, which made Hou Ye feel uncomfortable, so he quietly concealed it at this time, and did not mention it to Qin Shu.
It's just that Qin Shu has been sick for a long time, and not no one knows about it, but no one has come to visit and greet him, and Qin Shu himself is ignorant.
Yi Jinliao stayed by his couch for a few days, and felt some empathetic desolation for him.
Qin Shu was taken aback when he heard this, he was afraid that he would say something that he shouldn't have said in his dream, and then he saw that Yi Jin's expression was not different, and he was finally convinced that he had nothing else to do, so he was really grateful, and said softly again: "Thank you Lord Hou for your kindness."
My current reputation, even if it is the old teacher and friend, I don't bother to come to live.
What's more, I don't have the face to go to see the old man with this belly. ” Yi Zhen was silent, and Qin Shu said again: "Master Hou doesn't have to use tricks in secret.
Even if I forcibly bring people in, and the words are not speculative, it is just that I am not bored. ” Yi Zhen was stunned when he saw what he was thinking.
His face was slightly red, and when the red slowly receded, he hung his head and said, "I'm sorry."
His look of frustration and self-reproach seemed to be more sad than Qin Shu's.
Qin Shu's illness really scared him hard.
At this time, I can't help but reveal my true feelings everywhere, In Qin Shu's view, he felt that he had changed his person, although it seemed weird, and he didn't know how to deal with it for a while, but he didn't seem to hate it.
Thinking about his fall into this situation, Yi Zhen is indeed the biggest black hand, but he is still alive this near death, and those hatreds and hatreds are like old things, no longer so unforgettable and vivid.
Yesterday, although I didn't mind it, but looking at Yi Jin, I couldn't help but hate it so much at the beginning.
Yi Zhen said sorry softly, he only felt a hundred flavors in his ears, so he could only act as if he didn't hear it, and was silent and didn't answer.
"I just wanted you to be happy, I didn't want you to be wronged."
Yi Zhen muttered in a low voice.
When Qin Shu heard this, he smiled bitterly: "Qin Shu knows what kind of situation he is, what is there to be wronged about." ” "You're blaming me for hating me" Yi Jin's face suddenly showed confusion and panicked.
"I've corrected all those mistakes, and I'll always be good to you in the future.
I really like you and really want to be with you.
If you want me to do anything to make amends, please forgive me."
"If I say that I have no grudge against Hou Ye, can Hou Ye believe it himself" Qin Shu suppressed his face and looked at him fixedly for a while, as if to be sure that there was some credibility in his words, and only after a long time did he say softly, seeing Yi Zhen showing a frightened and helpless look of injury.
Qin Shu couldn't help but sigh, and his expression couldn't help but be a little hesitant and struggling.
He was stunned for a while, raised his hand to cover his face, and said in a low voice: "But I hate it too much, and I don't want to continue to hate Hou Ye now." ” With the words spoken, it was like a thousand miles of embankment, collapsed in an anthill.
He was alone in the situation that Qianfu pointed out, and he was isolated and helpless.
There will inevitably be moments of weakness and tiredness.
This dangerous state also brought his brittle nerves, which were already too tight, to the limit.
When all he needed was a comforting look, what he received from the king who had worked hard to assist him was unwarranted insults and insults, and when he needed care the most, the senior brother he trusted and relied on was only an unclear calculation.
Everyone's white-eyed ridicule, all kinds of schadenfreude, all kinds of injuries, he holds that little bit of hope like fireflies, and has been silently bearing, but in the end, he is only flesh and blood, a heart can't be broken, and after a long time, there will naturally be times when he can't live in pain.
Even though the bones are still there, the heart is slowly cold.
Now he doesn't think about almost anything except the children.
Although the person in front of him hurt him very badly, he pushed him to a desperate situation step by step.
But now, this person is the only one left who cares about himself, and will cry for him.
Hate is still hated, but in all these ways, the hate has faded a little bit after all.
Although there is still a shadow, it is like an old handwriting, although there are traces to follow, but it is gradually unable to continue.
The sturdy mask only needs to break a single tear, and then it tears more and more along the crack, and finally collapses.
Yi Jin's great sorrow was followed by great joy, he could hardly believe his ears, jumped up from the bed, jumped two laps, and then stared at Qin Shu with joy and said: "Really, you tell the truth" Qin Shu didn't expect him to be so excited.
Slightly stunned, he had to cough, and reminded: "I just said that I didn't want to hate Hou Ye anymore, but I didn't say that I liked Hou Ye" He saw that Yi Zhen didn't pay attention to it at all, and the last sentence couldn't help but raise his voice, He is the kind of person who has deep and introverted feelings, he is upright and dignified by nature, and he never talks about love and the like, and at this time, he was forced by Yi Zhen to say this clearly, and his face immediately turned slightly peachy, but most of them were still annoyed.
Yi Zhen was overjoyed, still turning his circle, and the little bit of stability and integrity that he had finally made had already been thrown out of the clouds.
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His face was full of joy, his eyes were shining, and he only needed a big tail to grow behind him and flutter and shake a few times to express the pleasure in his heart.
The atmosphere that was originally quite serious and sentimental was stirred up by him, and it suddenly became a little strange and inexplicable.
Qin Shu was originally in a state of turmoil, and when he saw him like this, he couldn't cry or laugh, but he forgot two points of sadness. leaned back weakly and said, "Master Hou, you didn't rejoice anything when you heard what I said."
Yi Zhen hurried to the bed in a few steps, hugged him in his arms, rested his chin on Qin Shu's shoulder and nodded repeatedly.
The heat tickled his ears.
"I hear you."
Yi Zhen said.
"I'm glad you're finally willing to tell me the truth.
I know that everything in the past was my fault.
Since you don't want to resent it now, it doesn't matter if you don't like me yet, as long as I treat you well in the future, will you like me one day. ” His mind was spinning very fast at this time. was able to figure out this truth, and at this time to comfort himself, it seems that this is really the case.
Although Yi Hou Ye doesn't like to read, it's not that he hasn't read books, I remember that I have seen in the book that the sincerity of the gold and stone is open, and there is perseverance that the gold and stone can be carved into the clouds, and sure enough, the ancients are honest and do not deceive.
At present, this may also be regarded as a war for jade, then he only needs to work hard, and sooner or later he will be able to make steel into a finger twist.
Yi Jinsi thought about this, thinking of Xiao Shu's gentle words to himself in the future, Gu Pan's smile, and couldn't help laughing twice: "Hehe." ” When Qin Shu heard this, he only felt that what he said was so wrong, what he meant, he just didn't want to face him every day, and stared at him with big eyes. turned his face sideways and said helplessly: "Master Hou, your stupid appearance has changed."
Yi Zhen was elated, and he was not annoyed when he heard the words, and laughed softly: "You are stupid."
You don't know, you haven't woken up in the past few days, you have to shake for a long time to eat, you can't open your eyes when you get up and sit there, you open your mouth when you open your mouth, and you won't let go when you bite the spoon."
Qin Shu's face changed, and he said tightly: "Nonsense, how come I don't remember such a thing." ” Yi Zhen just smiled, he was still not at ease, and suddenly asked seriously in his ear: "What you just said is really not a lie" Qin Shuqi said: "What" "You really don't like me" Yi Zhen asked, he looked worried, and looked at Qin Shu with a probe, for fear that all this was just a dream of his own, and he was afraid that Qin Shu would change his words and say resentful words again.
Qin Shu thought about it, what he said was naturally true, and he felt that although he didn't want to hate anymore, it didn't seem to be to the point of liking him.
But when Yi Zhen asked like this, it seemed that Fang Na's sentence seemed a little bit of a cover-up, and if he was to distinguish it at this time, it would also be suspected of getting darker and darker.
In front of him, Yi Jincheng looked at himself seriously, still waiting for him to answer with an expectant face, and he didn't know if this person was really stupid or fake, and when he was so cunning and ghostly, he only made people secretly grit their teeth, and they couldn't wait to pull a pillow in his face.
The two were stalemate for a moment, and Qin Shu said with a tense face, "I'm going to sleep." ” Yi Zhen was a little disappointed, but he still hurriedly came over to put the quilt pillow for him, as if he suddenly remembered something: "After sleeping for so long, you can still sleep and talk for half a day, I think you are also hungry, it is better to eat something and rest."
What do you want to eat."
Qin Shu slowly turned over, facing the bed, ignoring him.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Yi Zhen took it upon himself to go out and give orders.
There are doctors and subordinates waiting outside at any time.
He said a few words, and then turned back into the house in a moment.
He didn't speak when he came in, he stood in front of the bed and looked at Qin Shu quietly, slowly restrained his smile, stretched out his hand to gently touch Qin Shu's cheek, and said softly to himself: "I really like you." ” I didn't want Qin Shu to open his eyes and look at him, Fang Cai's anger had receded, and a thoughtful look appeared on his face.
Yi Zhen rarely saw him look at himself with such a serious gaze, and suddenly became a little shorter, and his paws were quietly withdrawn, standing under his gaze with trepidation.
"Why does Master Hou like me" Qin Shu looked at him for a while, revealing a puzzled look.
After hesitating for a long time, I finally asked this long-standing confusion.
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