These words from Huo Hanyu directly pierced my heart, and I couldn't believe it at all.
I raised my eyes and stared at him blankly.
"You're talking about once" "The child should be beaten."
Huo Hanyu smiled, raised his hand and touched my cheek, stood up, picked up the cigarette case and walked to the bathroom room, "Calculate how much you want, tell me later."
I was stunned, sitting there blankly, watching him walk into the bathroom, close the bathroom door, and the crisp sound of the lighter could be heard.
I never dreamed that he would make such a request, even if he said he would never meet again.
Even if there is no future, why would he ask for it like this?
If he doesn't love me, he will naturally be willing.
I didn't dare to think about it, so I covered my heart and shed tears.
No, no, he wouldn't be such a cruel person.
I wiped away my tears, quietly moved to the bathroom door, and listened to the sounds inside.
It was extremely quiet inside, as if there was no one around.
What was he thinking?
After such a long time, it was time to finish smoking.
He smoked, it was poisonous.
He seems to be avoiding me who is pregnant unintentionally.
How could he not want this child?
But he actually said such stinging words that were unbearable.
These words seemed to make me, a mother, lose my mind.
Hearing the sound of running water, I hurried back to the living room and sat there quietly waiting for him to come out.
When Huo Hanyu came out, although I lowered my head, I also glanced at him sideways.
He seemed to think that I didn't see him.
He leaned weakly against the door frame and breathed deeply.
When he saw me raising my head, he immediately stood up straight again and walked slowly towards me.
When he walked in front of me, he looked at me, couldn't help but change direction, walked to the window, opened the curtains, and looked at the darkness of the night sky outside the window, and the bright moon hanging in the sky that was about to fall.
"I will not abort the child.
The child is mine."
I lowered my head, wiped away my tears, and spoke firmly first.
"I have never loved you.
By today, you should understand that you have always been very smart."
Huo Hanyu clenched his fists, looked out the window, and turned his back to me.
Looking at his back, my vision became blurry.
Intellectually speaking, I had this feeling during the Huangying incident, but I couldn't believe it.
Is it possible that he doesn't love me?
Who would believe it?
Holding back my tears, I stood up, walked over to him, and roared heartbreakingly, "Look at me, look back into my eyes and say."
Huo Hanyu instinctively wanted to turn his head to the side, but stopped.
He frowned and said with difficulty, "I don't want to talk nonsense.
I saved you today just to let you abort the child.
I don't want you to get involved in the future.
Don't think about it."
"More."
"Impossible, what you just said was all fake, didn't you show your true feelings?"
I looked at him in surprise, waiting for him to give me a positive answer, although I knew it was true, and I desperately wanted to catch it.
It's his confidence "It's all fake.
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I just want to lie to you and coax you to have an abortion.
After all, it's a good fight and you can't let me do anything cruel to you."
Huo Hanyu took a deep breath and said the lines as if they were prepared in the bathroom.
Generally, memorize fluently.
"I don't believe it.
Don't do this.
Even if you have any difficulties, just tell me and I will be good and wait for you.
I won't cause you trouble."
My head was a little dizzy and I didn't want to think.
I just want to speak my mind.
"What I said is true."
Huo Hanyu finally couldn't help but turned around and looked at me with a smile.
He leaned slightly sideways against the floor-to-ceiling window glass and looked at me.
His eyes seemed firm, yet erratic and sparkling with starlight.
"No way," I shouted back.
"If you think about it, why wouldn't you let Brother Hu just give me an abortion?
You are lying to me."
"I said, after a good relationship, abortion is too cruel.
I will give you money to go to the hospital to have it done, and I will also give you some physical compensation.
Wait, you tell me what you want.
I am Huo Hanyu, I can do it Give you a lot”
"I don't want it."
I interrupted his calm and ruthless words, "I just want you to say that you are not willing to give up, that's enough."
"I'm not reluctant.
I have never loved you from the beginning.
I don't need the reminders you gave me in the hospital.
I already knew it."
Huo Hanyu stood up straight again, stopped looking at me, and inserted his hands into He opened his trouser pockets and looked out the window.
I wasn't too surprised by this, but I just didn't want to face the answer.
"Four years ago, you went to visit me, and you came to check on me.
Before that, I had already received news that you were using me to show off, and I was also using you to avoid disaster.
Otherwise, I still don't know how I could be so perfect.
I took it out, and I'm still thinking about whether I should get into more trouble, not transfer to a labor camp, and continue to appeal, but I have been in prison for three years thanks to you, how could I not learn anything, so do you think I will still love you?"
When he said these words, his words became cold again.
"It's so ridiculous that a prodigal rich young man falls in love with a young lady.
Love and hate are mixed together.
It's so easy for people to believe that this young man is a good-for-nothing."
"I don't want to hear it."
My heart suddenly hurt.
Suddenly I couldn't be so firm about his feelings for me.
I covered my ears tightly with my hands, but his voice could still come through.
"I know everything, but except for you and Feng Xueyan, what I thought about giving up was because you pounced on me again, including the Huang Ying incident later.
I just used this incident to get rid of a thorn in my side.
It’s a logical solution.
I don’t think I need to explain other things.”
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"Yes" I took a deep breath and told myself to calm down, he had his reasons.
He put down the hands covering his ears and got between him and the glass window.
Looking into his eyes seriously, "You wanted to let go again and again, but it was so painful.
That time by the river, you even wanted to die with me.
You were in so much pain, wasn't it because of me?"
Huo Hanyu instinctively turned sideways again.
He even turned his back to me and walked towards the sofa.
He wanted to reach out for a cigarette but stopped.
After hesitating, he said, "Lona, don't be too self-righteous.
There are some things that I don't want to say.
It's not because of you.
There are many other reasons.
I don't want to talk about it."
I need to explain to you.”
"Do you dare to say that you were acting for your uncle from the beginning to the end?
You have never loved me.
Those impulses to elope for me and beat people for me are all impossible in acting.
I won't let you talk in vain.
Believe it."
I walked up to him, losing control of myself and removing the cigarettes and tea on the coffee table.
The cup, teapot, and lighter were all pushed to the ground, and the sound of banging seemed not to touch him.
I cried, walked around the coffee table, squatted beside his legs, and looked at him pitifully, "Answer me the truth." , give me a little confidence, just a little confidence.”
"Start over again.
You will have a better life, peaceful and without disputes."
Huo Hanyu smiled and gently wiped away the tears on my cheeks, "Thank you for loving me and giving me this perfect life." acting."
This thank you is like a knife piercing my heart.
"I know you are saying this for my own good, but if you are really good for me, you should admit that you really love me.
You are simply driving me to death.
I suffer.
It’s impossible.
Admit it, as long as we work together, there will be no difficulty that we can’t overcome.”
I gritted my teeth and tried my best to calm my trembling breath and control the panic.
"No, I really don't love you."
Huo Hanyu stood up, walked around the coffee table and walked to the center of the living room.
With his back to me, he grabbed his waist with both hands, arched his body slightly, and added coldly, "You are very smart, you understand, this is just a game.
The eover game is over, and if you continue to play, for It doesn’t make any sense to me anymore, you should be lucky that I didn’t kill you or kill you.”
"No, it's all fake.
You lied to me."
I reluctantly got up and sat on the sofa.
My hands are tightly covering my lower abdomen.
I am trying to be strong and hope to have a little confidence.
How can I survive without even the last bit of spiritual strength?
"You asked me to start over like this, do you think I can?
If you have appeared in my life like this, will I still fall in love with someone else?"
After a long hesitation, I only asked him in such a far-fetched way, even with a threat.
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Meaning.
"I will never be good, good or happy in this life.
What's the difference between you and killing me?
I'm going to die now."
"You are so strong.
What does this mean?
You can do it.
Stop thinking about it.
The child is gone.
We all have a new life.
This relationship will pass soon.
There will be new relationships, new ones that suit you.
Someone showed up."
His tone finally softened, but actually He quickly recovered, "You are just a young lady, don't take yourself too seriously.
My mother doesn't like you at all, my father doesn't like you at all, and I don't like you either, so I don't want to see you again.
In order to make up for the harm I did to you, Hong Jintao, I will solve it."
I looked at him, looked at his back, he couldn't control his clenched fists that began to tremble in the air, took a deep breath, hesitated for two seconds, and said, "Beside the river, the same place, at dawn If you don’t show up, I’ll jump down.”
After saying that, I turned around and rushed out of the room
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