I knew that no matter how hard I pressed him, it would be useless.
I gave him a little time.
If he didn't come at dawn, I would really give up.
I really believed that from the beginning to now, I was just a victim.
The tools he used, and he thought he was smart, helped this man I took a taxi to the river where he had held me and wanted to die together that night.
The fence he kicked open had not yet been repaired.
There was a hint of bitterness at the corner of my mouth, and I slipped in through the gap.
It seemed like an irreparable wound.
Looking at the calm river on the surface, I sat on the stone platform with my feet hanging over the river.
It seemed that if I went down a little, my feet would be hit by the water.
Although it was just to threaten him and force him, I really don't know if I would jump impulsively if he didn't show up.
A sane woman has never experienced this kind of emotional pain.
There is no way to reason and control.
The brilliance of the rising sun unknowingly shone on my body.
I smiled bitterly and finally stood up, looking at the endless river.
I was swaying and really wanted to die.
My head feels dizzy.
There is no trace of him around When I close my eyes, I really want to fall down and rest forever.
But I still opened my eyes and touched my belly.
Why die for a man who doesn't love me?
I still have a long way to go.
I still have my children and my Wanniang.
If I am not strong, who will be strong for me?
It is easy to die but difficult to live.
I have seen so many cases of being abandoned by men.
The worst thing I can do is not believe in love in the future, or something.
At this moment, I seemed to understand a lot of things.
But I don’t seem to understand either.
Anyway, what we have to do now is go home.
The moment I turned around, my head suddenly felt dizzy, my body was shaking uncontrollably, and my legs were extremely weak.
In a daze, I seemed to be about to fall.
My last consciousness told me that I couldn't fall in the direction of the river, but my body was completely weak.
He obeyed and fell straight down.
"Lona, what are you talking about?
Are you stupid?"
Huo Hanyu's voice sounded in my ears, and I suddenly opened my eyes again.
At this time, my body was already halfway into the river, and my arm was grabbed hard by a big hand.
"You're here."
I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't.
It wasn't until I was dragged ashore by him, held tightly by him, and looked at his bloodshot and red eyes that I smiled. , "I knew you wouldn't let it go."
No matter what he did to me, during that process, it was true that he really loved me, and that was enough.
If I was willing to be a fool in front of him, my life would not be in vain.
I have also tasted something as torturous as love.
"I fucking thought you could do it, aren't you very strong?"
Huo Hanyu roared angrily, his voice hoarse and frightening.
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I smiled and wanted to tell him that I could do it, but I just fell down because I was weak, and I didn't really want to die.
But no, there is nothing wrong with being weak like this once.
In exchange for his appearance, I saved my dying heart.
"Are you still going to tell me that you don't love me?
Or are you going to say that those impulses in the past were all just acting?"
I smiled.
She reached out and touched his cheek, and the moment she touched his cheek, tears welled up in his eyes.
"No, no acting, okay, fuck him.
Why can't I get rid of you?
You are so mean, you have to stick to me."
Huo Hanyu burst into tears.
Holding me in his arms, he roared and looked like he wanted to strangle me to death.
"You are still so cute.
Just know that that time, you were not acting.
If you want to escape from my clutches, then you have to ask me if Rona is willing.
Monkey Sun is very capable, and he is not suppressed by the Buddha under the Five Elements Mountain. ."
I smiled faintly, but I didn't feel happy about it.
"But how do you understand that I can't be your angel now, I can only be the pain of your devil?"
Huo Hanyu choked, gritted his teeth and squeezed out these words, and the hand holding me slowly loosened.
He opened the door, took off his coat and covered me, lay on the ground, and stared at the sky blankly.
This sentence seemed to wake up the dreamer, wake up me who was lost in the vortex of love and didn't want to see through the reality.
I couldn't help but add, "It seems like we are each other's devil."
That sentence, I really want to be each other's angel, after all I can’t say it, we are not qualified to say it.
"If it weren't for Hong Jintao this time, I wouldn't be able to protect you or the child.
So what if I escape to the ends of the earth?
My father will grow old sooner or later, and my mother needs someone to protect her.
Do you want me to be an unfilial and unjust person?
I still want to Without that ability, you are not suitable for me.
Do you understand that we will not get any blessings and support together?
There will only be countless obstacles, the ridicule of the world, the persecution of the family, and endless traps, unless we die But is it too hasty to die for this love?
We who have passed through the gate of hell are not simple children.
Even if you hide well like you said, I can't see you.
All I have is concern. , terrified, I will always think about whether you will be in danger when I sleep.
It is possible that I will not notice the danger coming, or that there is nothing I can do under my nose.
Moreover, I really bear with how unfair it is to you.
No” I didn't answer his words and let him complain about his worries.
It was the same last time in this place, not only because of our inexplicable emotional entanglement, but also because of his own suffering.
It seemed that he had to fight wits in such a family all his life.
Douyong tortured him, tortured him who was unclear about his rationality, and wanted to die.
"My uncle loves me so much, but he will do anything for money.
When I first found out, I couldn't accept it at all.
After I was released from prison, I had to face him with a smile, the person who had been the best to me since childhood. , my dad is so cruel, isn’t it all for my own good?
My mom has not divorced yet, no.
You are trying to pull me back to the right path with your heartfelt words.
Forget it, the worst case scenario is that if you really die, don't you want such a vigorous and reckless love?
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Don't you leave him?
It's as if I, Huo Hanyu, don't dare."
Huo Hanyu's tone became more and more serious.
As he became more and more tired, he finally slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
I lay on his heart, looking at the birth sun.
He smiled and closed his eyes.
After not sleeping for a while, Huo Hanyu suddenly opened his eyes and sat up, "Let's go, it's too cold here.
I have to see Hong Jintao later."
Watching him stand up, I stood up too.
"Husband Han Yu, can I call you that once?"
Huo Hanyu was a little stunned, and seemed to be aware of my thoughts.
At this moment, he felt a little uneasy.
He quickly stretched out his hand to put on his clothes for me and buttoned them, without responding to me.
He just said, "Don't catch a cold."
"Husband."
I smiled, tears welling up in my eyes, and shouted sweetly.
Huo Hanyu didn't dare to respond, his eyes were wet, and he didn't dare to look at me.
It seemed that he was reluctant to part with this short time.
Only then did I realize that it seemed that what he said just before going to bed was a rational choice passed to me.
"From now on, take good care of yourself."
I stepped forward and helped him tie the unbuttoned buttons of his shirt.
Take his hand.
After crossing the fence that he had kicked down and returning to the roadside, I turned around and looked at him with a smile, "I don't love you anymore.
I will beat the child.
I will continue to live my life as Zhou Xiaoyu.
I will continue to live my life as Zhou Xiaoyu."
Love, forget Lorna’s past, now I turn around and don’t look back, don’t call me, don’t stop me.”
The moment I turned around, I seemed to see the tears in his eyes out of the corner of my eye.
I couldn't help but cry when I couldn't live up to expectations.
I couldn't help but turn around and threw myself into his arms, hugging him tightly and crying uncontrollably.
The hands he wanted to hold me became weak, and they just hung in the air and trembled.
Finally, I gritted my teeth and turned around and strode away.
When I met a taxi, I quickly got in and cried to the driver to drive faster.
None of us have the ability to love.
I don't have Feng Xueyan's ability and background, and Huo Tiancheng doesn't have the ability to be his own master.
Letting go is the best choice for meeting the wrong person at the wrong time, which will save you pain and suffering.
I am satisfied to have been loved like this by him, although there is also a faint reluctance in my heart.
The powerlessness of reality still separated the two of us who were in love.
At that time, I thought we were done, but the story that followed was beyond my imagination
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