Huo Hanyu was speechless.
He frowned and looked at me helplessly.
After a long time, he said, "You are overthinking."
I wiped away my tears, held on to the door frame, and smiled bitterly, "The bride is very young and beautiful."
Huo Hanyu took a deep breath, seemed a little impatient, turned around and walked out of the bathroom, returned to the sofa and lay down.
But he seemed to be listening attentively.
"Default" I asked relentlessly, maybe I really drank too much and refused to face certain realities.
"You are really getting married" Huo Hanyu hesitated for a moment, but still didn't respond.
"You have nothing more to say to me."
Inexplicably, I became calm, as if I didn't have the strength to scream, as if I knew that everything was going to end.
I was very frightened and uneasy, and I didn't even want to think about it.
He was getting drunker and drunker.
My heart was about to jump out of my chest.
I leaned against the wall and looked at him coldly and contemptuously, "Can you say something to me?
Are you mute?"
Huo Hanyu bit his lower lip, stood up and walked to the window again.
He took out a cigarette, put it to his mouth and lit it.
After smoking the cigarette, he popped the cigarette butt out of the window.
"Speak."
I couldn't bear it.
The silence of these few minutes seemed to be suffocating me.
"If I really love you, I should let you go when there is a man who loves you very much by your side."
Huo Hanyu still looked out the window and said this calmly, "I can't give you what you want.
Maybe I won’t be able to give it in my lifetime.”
"Do you know what I want?"
After hearing this, I couldn't hold myself any longer and stepped forward.
Walking up to him, she turned his body around and looked at him blankly.
"I know that he almost died for you."
Huo Hanyu lowered his head slightly and looked into my eyes.
"I know you.
It's normal that you were very touched and tempted at the time.
Just like when you could die for me, I This kind of feeling, when I heard this, I really felt that you were going to leave me."
I was stunned, without any strength to refute.
I was indeed moved.
At a certain moment, I did appreciate Hong Luoyu, felt practical, and yearned for a peaceful life, but that was not love.
"We all hurt the people around us because of too many twists and turns."
Huo Hanyu turned around again.
The moment he turned around, he glanced at the door of the room and couldn't help but reveal a wry smile, "I can say that I also have feelings for Feng Xueyan. "?"
Hearing his words, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
My mind was blank and I just felt uncomfortable.
The man I loved so much said to myself in front of me that I had feelings for other women, "Why are you so full of feelings?"
"Forget what Feng Xueyan did to you, just talk about me and her," Huo Hanyu said with a hint of annoyance and couldn't help but yell again.
"There are some things I don't want to do, and I don't want to delay her, but there are a lot of injustices in this world, a lot of inappropriateness, and a lot of impossibilities.
I don't know how many times I told her clearly, but she didn't listen.
It seemed like she Loving me is enough.
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She used to be her sister, but later she didn’t even want to be her sister or friend.”
When he said this, his eyes were filled with some debt to Feng Xueyan.
I lowered my head in shame, and tried to think soberly.
I really wanted to say something to him, but I didn't dare.
What I want to say will definitely bring us to an end.
There are a lot of injustices in this world, especially when it comes to feelings.
If you can't control your own feelings, how can you control other people's feelings?
It's unfair.
If it's inappropriate and still entangled, it means torture, and if it's too much torture, the ethereal feelings will be worn away.
It was like this between him and Feng Xueyan.
It's not the same thing between us.
More than anything, it’s just love.
"She asked me why I didn't choose her when we got married, but I couldn't answer."
After a long silence, Huo Hanyu shrugged helplessly and mentioned marriage again.
I couldn't help but interrupt him.
"If you want to get married, are you telling me that you don't love me anymore?"
"Rona."
Huo Hanyu couldn't help but feel like he had a headache.
He held his forehead with one hand and inserted his slender fingers into his hair.
This question was too simple, too straightforward, and too difficult to answer, especially at this moment, he I don’t even know what my heart is.
"Have we reached the end?"
I asked, insisting that he give me an answer.
I can't stand my random thoughts, I can't stand any speculation about him, even good guesses, I feel like torture.
"I think I'm happier with him than with me.
I can't be too selfish."
Huo Hanyu looked out the window, grabbed his waist with his hands, hesitated, and then said, "I've been thinking a lot these days.
Seeing you happy may be the best thing, at least I can’t give you anything now, and you say you’re not young anymore.”
"Yeah, I'm old."
I finally felt stinging from such a word, and I reached out and hit his chest hard like crazy, "You also think that I can become young once in my life when I get older, but Now you want all the hard work I’ve done for you to be in vain.”
"I didn't.
I didn't."
Huo Hanyu turned around suddenly and looked at me very annoyed, unwilling and helpless.
"I don't want to delay any woman's youth from beginning to end.
Don't put such a high hat on my head.
I will grow old sooner or later.
Why should you put all this responsibility on me?"
"But I seem to be aging too fast, don't you like it anymore?"
I giggled and couldn't help but reach out and touch his cheek, "Your skin is really good, so white."
"You really think too much.
No one will grow old, and everyone else will grow old.
No one has ever had pain when they were young."
"If you could do it all over again, what would you choose?"
I grabbed Huo Hanyu's collar and trembled in front of him, eager for his answer.
"I don't know."
Huo Hanyu responded without thinking, reaching out to push me away, but in the end he couldn't bear it.
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"That means you would rather not choose love.
Is it because it hurts too much?"
I couldn't help but ask.
"That's enough."
Huo Hanyu wrinkled his eyebrows and smiled bitterly again, "We are all adults, we have all been crazy, and we are still crazy even now."
"It's really ridiculous.
You are about to get married."
I looked at him.
As if by his last mad words, Guo Zi was pushed to the edge of emotional collapse again, "You just don't love me anymore and you prefer younger, more beautiful women."
Yes, suddenly, I really want to think so.
I just don’t love you anymore, it’s more enjoyable this way.
"Say, say you don't love me anymore, it's over, it's over, you can continue your unrestrained life.
I will find someone to marry immediately, that's it, yes, that's it."
I seemed to be getting happier and happier as I spoke.
It was so enjoyable.
"You drank a fake bar and I really want to have a good chat with you.
Why can't I understand the conversation?
We talked too much today.
We're off topic.
Let's talk about it another time.
You need to calm down."
Huo Hanyu looked back seriously.
He stared at me and finally seemed like he couldn't bear it anymore.
He pushed me away, turned around and strode towards the door.
"Huo Hanyu fucked you, I don't need to calm down at all."
I looked at his back angrily, "No matter what, he can't change the fact that you want to get married.
Break up, break up, and the closing words are all mine.
It’s so happy, so happy.
If you have the ability, don’t let him go and find me.”
"If this is really enjoyable, then so be it."
Huo Hanyu stopped and looked back at me.
"Yes.
It's great."
At this moment, my voice was trembling, "Don't you think that I, Lorna, like Feng Xueyan, will continue to pester you.
If you, Huo Hanyu, let go, I will never pester you."
He didn't respond to me and left directly.
I cried for a long time, and it seemed like I had really calmed down, and it was really time to let go.
I don’t know what was wrong with me at that time.
I couldn’t have a deep understanding and calm conversation, and I couldn’t follow his train of thought and his desired painting style.
But in front of him, I was just a woman, a woman who had been wronged and was very excited and drunk after knowing that the man she loved was getting married.
This is what is called a contradiction.
He probably drank fake wine and was tortured to the point of going crazy.
When I woke up the next day, I found that I was already at home.
I had forgotten how I came back.
After struggling for a while, I seemed to feel really comfortable.
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I could marry whoever he loved.
It has something to do with me.
I thought to myself, if he comes to me again, I will slap him out.
If Huo Tianlong comes to me, I will confidently tell Huo Tianlong that it is your son who pestered me to tell him to get out.
Thinking about it makes me feel refreshed, but after I feel refreshed, I still can't help but shed tears secretly.
What I never expected was that he actually did something that I didn't expect, which brought back this relationship that had gone off track due to various factors.
It makes me never want to think about being humble in front of him.
It makes me never want to let go.
It makes me never think that this love is torture
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