After two days of confusion, I sneaked out again at night and went to the slow-roll bar where he had been before.
I found a booth where he had been sitting.
I was drinking alone at the small table opposite.
From time to time, I looked at the old bar.
Where he is.
It’s not that I’m not strong or that I can’t let go, I just want to find more ways to vent to help myself get through this.
I have suppressed it for too long and it has never felt like this before.
If I don't vent it out, I feel like I will have a mental problem.
Like a pile of mud.
Lying down on the card table in the slow-rocking bar, looking in the direction of the card table where he used to sit in the middle of the dance floor, giggling, drinking, and recalling what he used to be like.
It seemed like I was letting myself think about him hard for the last time, thinking about everything in my life, and then let it go, he lived his life, and I lived mine.
Suddenly a hand came out of nowhere and reached out to my chest unceremoniously, "Fuck you, you don't want my hand anymore."
I instinctively kicked away the drunk man who rushed towards me.
"Miss, your wine."
The waiter came late with a tray and wine.
"It's so slow, I can't do business anymore."
I lit the fire like a shrew.
The waiter ignored my woman who looked like she was about to die.
The look in his eyes told me that that was how he described me.
I felt dazzled, "I tell you, I don't want to die, but I, Lorna, never want to die."
The waiter was a little embarrassed, smiled and hurriedly went to other booths.
I took a deep breath, picked up the beer bottle, bit the lid open with my teeth, and continued drinking.
"Wine is really a good thing."
In a trance, I seemed to see the old woman next to me having a passionate fight with a man wearing flashy clothes.
I know that the man is here to accompany me.
Seeing the waiter walking past me, I grabbed his arm and said, "Call two ducks and drink with me.
Hey, I'm a lady or something."
When I said this, I couldn't hold back and wanted to cry again, loudly and loudly.
He added, as if he was scolding Huo Hanyu, "Don't you men also accompany women?
Isn't it all about money?
I will use your money to find ducks."
After saying that, I let the waiter leave, but no one came to pay attention to me for a long time.
I was about to get angry, but the manager came to me with a smile and said, "Miss, this place is full.
It's not okay to call you Master."
It’s convenient, otherwise let’s go somewhere else.”
"Where can I change?"
I jumped off the high stool and stood in front of the manager holding on to the card table.
The manager asked a waiter to help me out of the Slow Bar and into a private room in KVT.
I sat on the sofa, couldn't help but smile bitterly, and waited quietly for the channel selection.
I didn't ask for a song, but this time, I was just a guest.
The taste was bitter and unbearable, and it seemed very happy.
The private room was extremely quiet.
I could only vaguely hear the frolic and music outside.
But it seemed like I had been waiting for a long time.
All the drinks I ordered were served.
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I drank two or three bottles and no one came.
Are you kidding me?
I stood up with the microphone and shouted, "Someone is here."
This one couldn't stand firmly and collapsed to the ground.
At this time, someone finally arrived.
I saw the door of the box open, and a pair of feet wearing black leather shoes walked in.
"Why did he come here?
He is so unprofessional and doesn't know how to make money to make the customers happy.
Why should I pay him back?"
I instinctively cursed again, just like the customer who once cursed me, but The visitor saw me on the ground who had not yet gotten up.
He actually remained calm and didn't come to help me.
"It's really not like this.
You can make money this way."
I got up angrily and looked at the duck in front of the dark screen angrily.
When I saw Huo Hanyu, I was completely stunned and couldn't stand where I was.
I couldn't help but burst into tears again.
Am I dazzled?
is it him
I was a little afraid to recognize him, because his hair was white and gray, which was very eye-catching.
Huo Hanyu leaned against the screen, holding his hands with one hand and tilting his head to look at me.
The eyes were lukewarm and lukewarm, and they were glowing with starlight under the light.
His cheeks looked tired and weathered under the gray hair.
"Sister, how much money do you plan to give?
It's very cheap for me."
Huo Hanyu took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, still leaning on the screen and yawning lazily.
"Is there no one else?"
I clenched my fists and sat back on the sofa.
I don’t know how to talk to him anymore.
I just thought about giving up.
"No, I'm the only one left now."
Huo Hanyu stretched his waist.
Seeing that I didn't respond, he couldn't help but said again, "Fuck, do you want it?
According to the usual practice, I can just sit down."
He walked over to me and sat down, "Then, when I drink with you, I'm still the same as a lady.
You can take off your clothes and touch them.
Then you have to pay extra.
How much money will you bring with you?
Is that enough?
Although I'm cheap, I'm not worth 1,800 yuan.
I'll have to pay it back separately.
He doesn’t have a thousand or two thousand yuan, so he wants to take me away?”
"Ah" I roared angrily and collapsed, "Don't be angry with me."
"Look down on this business."
Huo Hanyu took a deep breath of cigarette and blew it towards my cheek.
I choked and almost coughed, then I was relieved and fell on the sofa.
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Looking up at him.
"I'll give you a show, remember to pay."
Huo Hanyu bit the cigarette butt, opened two bottles of beer, tilted his neck, poured the two bottles of beer into his mouth together, and drank them all in a few seconds.
He burped.
As if to remind me deliberately, "Isn't it worse than you were back then?"
I seem to remember that when he came out of prison that year and the private room was full of people looking for me, I was performing and drinking for that guest.
Huo Hanyu smiled bitterly and drank two more bottles, "I'm so damn bloated, rich lady, can you order something expensive?
What are these things?"
I looked at him, just watching so quietly, no matter what he said.
They didn't seem to want to answer.
"Give me money, fuck."
Huo Hanyu couldn't help but stand up and kicked the heels of my shoes that were hanging by the sofa.
Seeing that I didn't respond, he sat back on the sofa.
Quiet, he leaned on the sofa, raised his feet, put them on the coffee table, turned his head and looked at me who was lying there motionless, just looking at him with his eyes open.
I don't know how much time passed, but he finally couldn't hold it any longer and said as if he had no patience, "I don't know how to coax people, have you done enough?"
"We haven't seen each other for three days.
I'm old."
I still looked at him calmly, although deep down in my heart, I was already alive again because of his words.
Just now, all the shrews seemed to have disappeared, and I couldn't get angry when I spoke, even suddenly.
I feel like I was wrong.
I don’t know what men are like, but women always seem to be like this.
In front of the man you love deeply, after an argument, the other person’s tenderness often makes you feel ashamed, especially when you are in love with someone.
Subconsciously you know very well that sometimes you are actually wrong, and you still have to argue and feel ashamed.
Although, Huo Hanyu showed some differences in his tenderness towards me.
Huo Hanyu hesitated for a moment, as if he didn't want to say, "Think for yourself."
"For you.
I don't want to think or guess by myself."
I responded coldly, stubbornly wanting him to say it.
"Then you go and talk to others."
Huo Hanyu gritted his teeth, stood up and left, "Don't drink too much and drink too much, he's going crazy, he's annoying to death."
"You're crazy if you don't drink too much.
I'll calm down."
I couldn't help but reach out and hold his hand, "Sit down or you won't have any money."
Huo Hanyu gave a bitter smile and sat down on the sofa.
He couldn't help but stretch his legs and put his feet on the coffee table.
"Very good.
Feel free to insult me with your money.
I don't care.
Do you want me to go out and accompany other women?
Let you see."
How can your man make money by doing this?"
"OK."
"Okay."
When Huo Hanyu heard my response, he couldn't help but get up and leave again in annoyance, but I didn't let go of his hand.
"Stay with me first."
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I pursed my lips and looked up at him with tearful eyes.
"Yes.
That's it."
Huo Hanyu chuckled, "What you, Lorna, are most capable of in your life is torturing me.
I am Huo Hanyu, I am Huo Hanyu."
He smiled bitterly, pointed at his chest with his other finger, and said casually. , his eyes lowered and tears filled up again, as if he was just facing me at this moment Angry, he raised his hand and pointed at my nose, "You want to round me up and flatten me.
What do you want to do?
Is it still lengthening or shortening?
The rubber band can also be stretched."
Isn’t he the only one who is the one who broke it?
Is it because I was a young lady or something?
I talk about it every day.
Is it because I look down on you?”
I lowered my head and fiddled with his long fingers in my hand.
Listening to his words and feeling his subtext, I wanted to laugh several times, but it seemed that the atmosphere was not right and I shouldn’t laugh.
He held my cheek with one hand and looked at me seriously.
She couldn't help but raise her finger and point at his gray hair, "Did you see it?"
"What did you see?"
I responded naturally, as if I was no longer in the same dimension as him.
Huo Hanyu suddenly trembled with anger and his slender eyes widened in disbelief, "Am I trying to be cool?"
"Do it again."
I ignored what he said, pulled him down, sat next to me on the sofa, and tried to look directly into his eyes.
"What?"
He was a little surprised and didn't understand what I was talking about.
"I said, change the version and repeat it again, otherwise I won't understand."
I suppressed a smile and looked at him very seriously, "Be gentler, more affectionate, and express what you just wanted to express.
Do it again.”
"Am I fucking you?"
Huo Hanyu became angry and glared at me, as if he was about to kick me out the next second.
"Do it again."
I repeated softly with a smile on my lips
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