But if she really stayed outside for a few years, her parents and family would not agree to anything.
So Chunyu just had a thought.
Although she was basically an orphan in her previous life, she had already been accustomed to living a lonely life for nearly ten years.
Now she still hopes to live a happy life with her family.
It's just that the current situation is not her decision, but she wants to think of a complete solution to prevent her family from being sad for her, and to prevent others from talking about her affairs.
So she thought about it carefully and decided where to go.
After deciding, she wrote a letter to Guo Lin.
Tell him that she is carefully considering their affairs, and if his feelings for her remain unchanged after his position is stabilized, then she will agree to his proposal.
She knew that in order to solve the problem, she might be going against her own will, and it might be unfair to Guo Lin, but she had no other choice.
Perhaps this is the best way to be responsible for yourself, your children, and your family.
You can't raise your children by yourself and face the strange eyes of the people around you.
It will also affect your family.
Or if you randomly find a man you don't know to marry, and you have children with you, you won't be able to find a good one, and you won't necessarily be happy.
People are always selfish.
Chunyu now feels that for her happiness and for her children to grow up happily in the future, she needs to be selfish once.
After agreeing to leave in a few days, Chunyu went to find Zhang Huzi and Chuntao.
He didn't talk about his own affairs, but just told them that no matter what news they heard when they arrived in the capital, they should not tell their parents that they were dead.
When the time comes, she will tell herself.
After hearing this, Chuntao asked the reason but saw that her eldest sister was unwilling to tell her.
She and Zhang Huzi now had a tacit understanding, so she had no choice but to look at each other helplessly, and agreed to Chunyu without asking any more questions.
In fact, Chunyu had her own reasons for doing this.
She was also afraid that if they knew everything after going to the capital, telling her parents would make them even more worried.
Although they knew that her affair with Zhou Xu'an was not known to everyone in the capital, Shun Niang and Wen Zheng knew about it.
Although they did not know the reason for their separation, they at least knew that her marriage to Zhou Xu'an had been cancelled.
Only when he thought about it carefully did Chun Yu realize that things were not that simple.
Although she tore up the marriage contract, as long as Zhou Xu'an did not go to the Holy One to ask for the cancellation of the marriage, others would still think that they were suspending the marriage for a while just because of the Zhou family's affairs, but it would still go ahead.
After all, this was an imperial marriage and it was not casual.
Canceled.
However, Chunyu thought of Zhou Xu'an's equally determined expression at that time, and believed that he also felt that it was impossible for the two of them to be together again.
Therefore, Chunyu thought he would go to the Holy One to ask for an order to cancel the engagement.
Chunyu thought a lot at night, so much so that she had a lot of dreams after going to bed.
But she didn't know if it was because she thought about it too much that she actually made several stories about Zhou Xu'an.
She couldn't remember the specific content, but it probably wasn't a good dream.
Otherwise, how could she see that when she woke up, the pillow was covered with new cry marks covering the old ones.
Due to the reluctance and persuasion of his family to leave, Chunyu's originally expected departure date was postponed for several days.
It wasn't until it was almost the end of the first year that the spring rain was able to leave.
And she promised again and again that as soon as she arrived, she would send letters to her family as soon as possible, and there would be letters exchanged every once in a while, so as not to worry them.
But there is no need for Chunyu to worry about things at home.
Her grandparents are in good health, and her parents are more experienced in business than she is now, so there is no need to worry.
The wedding of Chuntao and Zhang Huzi was scheduled for March 28th, which was a good day for spring flowers to bloom.
Although Chunyu didn't dare to promise them that he could come back, he didn't say much and was vague.
But if she doesn't think of a solution by then and can't come back, she will send a big gift back.
As for Chun Sheng's academic performance, he is also very good.
Now that he is still young, it is the time when he needs to study seriously.
He is just waiting for the provincial examination in more than two years.
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If he can get on the imperial examination and be elected, he will be able to catch up with his adult crowning ceremony.
By then, he will be a 14-year-old Juren master.
If he continues to go to the capital to take part in the imperial examination, he will even have the hope of taking part in the palace exam.
Chun Yu knows that he has great confidence in his younger brother Xiaobaozi, so he thinks so.
In the long run.
On the twenty-seventh day of the first lunar month, the wind was calm and the sun was shining brightly.
The snow that had just fallen had all melted away.
There were also many early spring flowers blooming by the river embankment and pond, including knotweed, winter jasmine, hydrangea, and gerbera.
The red, yellow, yellow, pink, and purple colors make it very beautiful.
It was on days like this that Chunyu was sent by his family on a boat heading south.
She still liked the scenery in the south of the Yangtze River, especially when it was coming soon, the misty rain in March, the plum rain in the green plum season, the misty rain on the grass and the flying flowers on the trees.
Maybe if you write more poems, the warm wind will make tourists drunk, and the mist and rain will make everything live.
The bustling scenery is beautiful and has nothing to do with romance and worldly affairs.
In that beautiful place, she would be able to forget all her worries, be safe and happy, and be ready to give birth.
Thinking about it this way, all the beauty that I had just imagined was gone, and instead, my life has become a peaceful and ordinary life.
"Girl, where are we going?"
Yunxi, who had been standing on the deck waving goodbye to the Li family until the ship sailed, asked in confusion.
Yun Xiao on the side heard this and quickly looked at Chun Yu.
Although they were just following the girl to take care of her, they had to get to their destination.
"My clothes are wet with the apricot blossom rain, and the willow wind is not cold on my face.
Haha, we are going to the south of the Yangtze River this time."
Chunyu recited a poem in a good mood, and then said.
"Girl, the Jiangnan area is so big, there must be a place."
Yun Xi said with a smile. "" Chunyu was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then suddenly laughed, yes, Jiangnan is so big, you have to go somewhere.
The destination of the ship was still Hangzhou.
This time they did not hire a boat, but boarded a delivery ship going south.
It was similar to Uncle Liu's house, but on board was a couple with a seven-year-old daughter.
The couple didn't talk much and were very down-to-earth, and Chunyu was very satisfied.
Now when he heard Yun Xi's question, he suddenly remembered his previous idea of traveling around.
As the saying goes, there is heaven above and Suzhou and Hangzhou below.
Last time she went to Hangzhou, this time she would definitely go to Suzhou to see it.
So thinking of this, Chunyu smiled slightly and said, "Let's go to Suzhou this time."
To be continued.
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