The April day here is always so capricious, changing when it is said, making people unprepared.Stepping off the bus, I hugged myself tightly, shivered in the cold wind, and slowly walked to the public phone booth in the cold.After paying the bald old man, I picked up the phone with my cold red hands and dialed a long-distance number.The cold wind outside was still blowing, and the raging roar made there few passers-by, and the street lamps seemed particularly lonely.Listening to the busy sound in the microphone, I couldn't say that I was anxious, but my heart gradually became cold.When no one answered several calls, the bald old man took a hard puff of his cigarette and said to me in his usual trill, "Little girl, it's so late, maybe the family is asleep" "Well, I should be asleep." ”Although my mouth was so in response to the bald old man, I still didn't give up and called again.Listening to the beep inside, just when I was about to put down the microphone, the phone was connected, and from the other end came her old and tired voice: "Hey, who" "Mom, I'm Shang Shang, did I wake you up" As soon as she heard my voice on the phone, she laughed and said thoughtfully: "It's okay, isn't this half awake."
My family Shangshang called me, and I was really happy. ”I looked at the stars outside the window, raised the corners of my mouth happily, and whispered, "Mom, don't worry, I will call back as soon as I am free at school."
Don't be reluctant to spend the money you sent last time, remember to eat better.Although it's already April, the weather is still so changeable, you can't reduce your clothes, don't get cold.I'm fine at school, I'll come back to see you during the holidays. ”"Silly girl, how old is my mother, I still want you to teach, it's enough for you to have this heart.You have to cherish your body, don't be sick and suffer yourself, mom has enough money to spend, don't go around to work, now is the time to grow your body, don't get tired. ”When she said this on the phone, she was already faintly sobbing, one after another, and it was very uncomfortable to fall on my heart.She must have been crying again."
Mom, don't worry, there are bursaries in the money sent back, so don't worry about it.The last time I represented the school on the TV show, did you see that I worked very hard" "Well, I have seen it all, my family is still the best, and the nurses and ladies in the hospital praise you for being great" She laughed again, and her words were undisguised, with a proud tone."
Are you okay in the hospital, if you need anything, call the nurse to help you, don't be afraid to trouble people.""
Okay, okay, Mom knows."
After a moment of silence, I took a deep breath, so nervous that I could hear my own heartbeat going up and down.Exhaling deeply, I told her with the determination and courage, "Mom, I'm in love with a boy." ”There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and when I thought I was going to hang up, she spoke slowly, without a trace of unnecessary ups and downs: "If you really like it, I don't object." ”I was overjoyed, and I was so desperate to tell her everything about Xu Cheng, word for word, and tell her how much I liked him.How much I like that gentle and elegant, who is a standard male god-type elder in the eyes of everyone, and the Xu Cheng who makes my heart move.Later, I talked to her a lot, and every sentence was indispensable to Xu Cheng, and after hearing her voice a little sleepy, I reluctantly let her go to bed early, and hung up the phone.Walking out of the phone booth, the wind continued, but it was no longer as strong and cold as before.Suddenly remembering Xu Cheng, I resisted the urge to cry, straightened my long curly hair that was blown by the wind, and looked at Gu Xi, who was standing on the platform not far away and had been waiting for me, and I raised a relieved smile.He smiled back and waited quietly for me to walk over.When I walked up to him, he took off his coat and put it on me, and said in a magnetic voice, "It's windy outside, don't catch a cold." ”I said "um" softly, hugged Gu Xi's arm as a matter of course, and said happily: "She said she didn't object." ”"Isn't that great" Gu Xi hugged me tightly and said, "When will you go back this time?"
"Tomorrow." ”"Don't you want to play for a few more days?"
”I leaned on Gu Xi's body, now he is no longer the boy who has been bullied by me, he is already a head taller than me, bringing me too much peace of mind, making me very dependent.He didn't say anything more, and after a while I asked him, "I really don't plan to come back to high school" "Well, it's good here, what, I miss me so much" He raised a wicked smile and looked at me with bad intentions."
I miss you very much, how about being by my side all the time."
After saying this, my nose suddenly became a little sour, it turned out that it was Gu Xi who I was most afraid of losing, not Xu Cheng.Everything Xu Cheng brought me was so beautiful that as long as I was with him, I would feel very romantic about anything.But that beauty is so unrealistic, just like the story of Cinderella, if the shoes fit, they would not have fallen off and picked up by the prince in the first place, and the life after marrying the prince was not necessarily happy.Maybe it's like The Little Mermaid, who paid so much but still couldn't be with the prince in the end, and the story of turning into a bubble guard is very beautiful but so cruel, I admit that I think too much about fairy tales, but the reality is more cruel than fairy tales, and it hurts heartbreaks, and we can't beat the vicissitudes of the sun and moon updates.I can lose a relationship that has not yet blossomed, and no matter how chic I turn around, I will never cry to death, but I can't lose anyone who can give me peace of mind, such as Gu Xi.Just when I was thinking nonsense, Gu Xi rubbed my hair gently, and a gentle but reassuring voice sounded: "Halva, I will always be with you." ”"Even if you and I have a relationship and have our own lover, I will always be with you.""
Because you are Su Hanxi, I am Gu Beixi."
That was when I remember Gu Xi being the most affectionate to me, I walked out of the phone booth, and he picked me up and went home.I told him about my worries, and he affectionately promised me, "I will always be there for you." ”Gu Xi, even if I really lose Xu Cheng, as long as you are here, I can continue to be strong.As you said, you are Gu Beixi, my Gu Xi."
I'm sorry, the call you dialed can't be reached for the time being" The dawn light slipped in through the car window, and I leaned on Gu Xi's shoulder a little drowsy, and the gentle wind swept in my ears, bringing the coolness after last night's rain, blowing my brain and making me half unconscious and half conscious."
He still hasn't answered your call" Gu Xi kept tapping on the phone screen, and when he heard the cold system sound coming from my phone, he couldn't help but ask me.I replied weakly, but the hot heart gradually cooled down, without a trace of enthusiasm.Since Xu Cheng was hospitalized, we have not had any contact, he seems to have disappeared out of thin air, but he has pulled others into my sight in an instant.Gu Xi didn't speak anymore, he also turned off his phone and looked out the window, when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, I seemed to hear Gu Xi whispering in my ear: "Su Han, let's all be brave, okay" "Han Xi, Cinderella is really happy when she marries the prince" In the summer afternoon, I was still singing a little tune, and one or two little wild cats occasionally ran through the lush forest, accompanied by a long meow, the wings of the plane swept across the sky, and the birds chirped non-stop between the blue sky and white clouds.I sat on a long and wide stone bench, stretched out a pair of bare legs, supported the stool with one hand, and stretched out the other hand lazily in front of me, looking at the blue sky and the sun through my fingers, I replied to her casually: "Yes, they are all married to the prince." ”"But the slippers don't fit."
She pursed her lips, and her little faint eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together, as if she was not satisfied with my answer, and even more skeptical of Cinderella's story."
Classmates who have fairy tale dreams, please wake up" I put down my hand and sighed, looking at her helplessly as she was obsessed with fairy tales."
Han Xi, do you believe that any of us will meet a first love who likes and likes very much, but that is just the most beautiful dream, because it is said to be the first love."
She giggled, revealing two small pear vortices at the corners of her mouth, very well-behaved and cute.I looked straight at her, and the smile suddenly twisted and reluctant, stained with layers of sadness in the summer."
Su Han, get out of the car."
I was woken up by a jolt, and when I opened my eyes, Gu Xi's handsome face was magnified n times, he pursed his lips, and said unhappily, "I also obey you, you are still asleep along the way, and it seems that you are still dreaming." ”I nodded and whispered to him, "Well, I'm dreaming of her again." ”Gu Xi was stunned, pursed his mouth and didn't speak, pulled me up and got out of the car.Standing on the platform, he put his coat on me and said thoughtfully: "I'll go home later, sleep well, and ask for leave if you don't want to go to school, don't feel sorry for yourself."
I'll go back over there right away, you" Gu Xi didn't say any more, because he followed my gaze and also looked at the other end of the zebra crossing, the white shirt and washed jeans, that was the elder I hadn't seen for a long time.I looked at Xu Cheng in a daze, Gu Xi pulled my hand tighter and tighter, and it was already a little painful, and he seemed to be unresponsive, holding me tightly, as if a spark was about to pop out in his eyes."
Gu Xi" I called Gu Xi tentatively, and he immediately let go of my hand and laughed miserably, which was extremely distressing."
Su Han, I'm going back."
He said softly, his voice was a little choked, and what flashed from his eyes was distress and injury I opened my mouth, and before I could say anything, I was grabbed by Xu Cheng, who rushed over, and he pulled me behind him, glaring at Gu Xi with slight anger.Gu Xi smiled bitterly, turned around and left.Looking at Gu Xi's thin body gradually moving away, I suddenly became sad, and the scorching temperature of Xu Cheng came from the palm of my hand."
Han Xi, is Cinderella really happy when she marries the prince":