When I was a sophomore in high school, Xu Cheng was in my third year of high school.The third year of high school was the most stressful year, and Xu Cheng also resigned as president for his studies.Although he had time to spend with me, his studies were too heavy for him to be with me every day.When I was with Xu Cheng, I still liked to call him "Grown-up" in a joke, and he still kept calling me "Suhan-sang".It seems that we are all used to shouting, and we can't get around for a while, so I also went along and didn't care too much.He is busy with his studies and has a lofty goal of getting into a good school.He even told me that he wanted to study abroad.Xu Cheng spent less and less time with me, sometimes we didn't see each other for four or five days, and the third year of high school was also a two-day one-day exam, a three-day exam.Without Xu Cheng by my side, my days at school began to become boring, and I couldn't bear the boredom, and I seemed to have returned to the days of my freshman year of high school, swaggering around with bad slogans to make trouble."
This girlfriend is still standing here, Xiao San still has the face to continue to stay," I raised my eyebrows lightly, and coldly squinted at Xu Cheng's class flower."
Su Hanxi, you put it cleanly, Xu Chengqing and I are innocent, how can I bear you saying this," Ban Hua suddenly stood up from his seat and yelled at me.I smiled lightly, glanced at Xu Cheng, who didn't react, and continued unwillingly: "Yes, I believe that my family president is innocent, but you can forget it, who doesn't know that you are careful about my family president" "I like Xu Cheng, what's the matter, what qualifications does an unclean green tea like you have to stand with Xu Cheng, and what qualifications are worthy of such a good him" Ban Hua was obviously a little angry after I exposed her thoughts, and scolded me with a blushing face."
It's better than your white lotus" I hooked my lips evilly, looking at Xu Cheng's face that was gradually darkening, but there was no trace of noisy pleasure in my heart."
Su Hanxi, you are a slut, who do you think doesn't know that you got Xu Cheng by unscrupulous means", "If you have the ability, you will try it by any means" "Enough, Su Han, classmate don't be unreasonable, you can go." ”Just when Ban Hua and I were arguing more and more intensely, Xu Cheng suddenly glared at me and yelled at me funny.I laughed self-deprecatingly, what kind of genuine girlfriend is still standing here, he actually went to help that mistress, and actually said that I was vexatious.I hoarsely screamed at Xu Cheng unconvinced: "Xu Cheng, don't come to beg me in the future" "What are you arguing about, this is the library, Su Hanxi, can you settle down for a day, let me out" Just when the atmosphere was getting more and more awkward, the teacher who managed the library came over in time and asked me to leave not so embarrassed.Even if he was blasted out by the teacher, it was much better than being wronged here in Xucheng and running away."
Xu Cheng, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with Su Hanxi."
Ban Hua behind her was still apologizing pitifully in front of Xu Cheng, which was diametrically opposed to the appearance of a shrew to me just now."
It's okay, it's because she's too vexatious, and I don't blame you for this."
Yes, I am unreasonable, you Xu Cheng is very much enjoying the little bird and the girl I grabbed the rubber ring on my hair, and the long hair on my head instantly slipped down my shoulders.Xu Cheng, since you say that I am unreasonable, then I don't have to pretend to be innocent for your long hair and high bunch.Yes, I'm really restless in my bones, Xu Cheng doesn't care about my business anymore, and sometimes he doesn't even bother to call me, which makes me more and more anxious.When he was bored and went to the library to find some books to pass the time, he would occasionally see him and the girls in their class helping each other to study and discussing some ways to solve problems.It's really a good match for a man and a woman, every time I bump into him with other girls, I always make a fuss before I leave, and Xu Cheng is no longer as neutral as before.He scolded me for being vexatious and disturbing his studies.He said that he only had his last year of high school left, and he didn't want to ruin himself.So, are you willing to wronged me to fulfill your studies, I am so possessive, not generous at all, and easy to suffer from gains and losses, I know that I am not good, but don't you like me, if you like me, why do you want me to be wronged, when you are not by my side, do you know how much I miss you, is it not that no matter how hard I try, in your Xu Cheng's heart, I will never be able to compare with your studies and future Xu Cheng is getting busier and busier, and I am gradually discouraged.In the days when everyone thought that Xu Cheng and I were separated, Xu Cheng finally ushered in his college entrance examination."
So Su Han, you did it" He stood straight in front of me, holding the shredded paper in trembling hands, and asked me incredulously, the emotions flowing in his eyes were too complex and too sharp.Looking at his sad and angry face, as if he was about to collapse at any moment, I moved my mouth slightly, and answered him definitely and forcefully: "Yes" He raised his hand violently to hit me, and I calmly closed my eyes, but the slap did not fall for a long time.He sighed helplessly and put down his hand, and whispered to me with anger: "Su Han, you ruined everything for me. ”"Xu Cheng, I ask you, how important am I" Looking at his sad and desperate appearance, my heart also became desperate, restraining the impulse in my heart, I pretended to ask him calmly.He didn't speak, he lowered his head, and the afternoon sun shone lightly on him through the window, exuding a heart-warming halo.The afternoon is the most beautiful love of the day, and at this moment he is standing in front of me, warm but unreachable.I smiled self-deprecatingly, as if to say to him and to myself, "I can't accept it, our love is beyond the reach of thousands of mountains and rivers." ”He still lowered his head and didn't look at me, looking at his indifferent, even unreserved, full of grievances ran out at once, I yelled at him loudly: "Xu Cheng, you're a fucking coward" Sitting on the bus, I leaned against the window in a daze, looking at the scenery that passed quickly, and suddenly remembered Xu Cheng.My nose couldn't help but sour again, and I held my head high and stubbornly didn't let the tears escape.Xu Cheng, why did you choose to go abroad and leave me behind, why did you leave me without saying a word after I tore up your admission letter, is it in your heart, am I really not that important, is it that I am for you, it is just a passing scenery outside the car window, so short that it is fleeting, and you can only accompany you through that short section.I clutched the buttons of your shirt in my palms, and tears eventually poured out uncontrollably, just like my feelings for you.You probably don't know, this is the button you knocked off when you stabbed me, I secretly picked it up and hid it like a treasure.Later, when we were together, you would occasionally mention this incident, saying that the broken button was right in the heart, and it seemed so out of place if it was lost.I wanted to change the buttons again, but I never found the one I was happy with, so you didn't even wear that shirt.You also say you think it's a pity because it's your favorite white shirt.What I didn't tell you is that your button has always been with me, and I have always been reluctant to return it to you.When I miss you, I can't help but giggle when I see it like you're in front of me, it must look like a stupid person.But I'm so afraid, I'm afraid that in the end all I will be with this button, and there will be no more you.I took out my mobile phone and dialed Gu Xi's number, and after connecting, I heard his magnetic and gentle voice calling me, and I cried and said to him, "Gu Xi, I'm so sad." ”On the phone, Gu Xi asked anxiously, and I didn't listen to what I asked, but when I found an outlet, I cried into the phone vigorously.Xu Cheng, don't you want me with a pair of red and swollen eyes crying, I got off the train tremblingly, the cold wind blew on my body and made me have to hug myself tightly, trembling a pair of legs, I found Gu Xi standing on the platform.He hurriedly trotted over, grabbed me who was about to fall, put the coat in his hand on me, and said with some reproach: "I know that the night is very cold, and I am still wearing such thin, I don't know that I feel sorry for myself." ”I rubbed my sore eyes, looked at Gu Xi, pulled the corners of my mouth hard, and said with a far-fetched smile: "It's okay, you borrowed my coat, and you felt sorry for me." ”As soon as I finished speaking, Gu Xi's good-looking eyebrows suddenly wrinkled, he had a black face, pulled my face a little angrily, and pouted and scolded me: "Don't laugh stupidly, it's really ugly." ”"I'm ugly, I'm also Su Hanxi," I pursed my lips a little dissatisfied, and took his hand off angrily.He hugged me and grabbed my hair rudely, but whispered softly to me, "Su Han, everything will be fine." ”In Gu Xi's arms, I felt a warm current surging up from the bottom of my heart, extremely warm.Unlike Xu Cheng's embrace, it won't make me feel like I'm going to lose it in the next second.Because I believe in Gu Xi, he said that if he doesn't leave, he really won't leave.Gu Xi, if you were Xu Cheng, then I don't have to suffer too much, and I won't be so sad anymore.I know I don't have anything to like, but I'm so greedy and warm.If Xu Cheng can give me a hug when I'm sad, I don't need to say too many warm words of comfort, just a hug, and I'll be so happy that I'm going crazy.But Xu Cheng, why don't you come to me when I'm gone, aren't you afraid of losing me I hugged Gu Xi tightly, held back tears, and said to him in a choked voice: "Gu Xi, is it okay to accompany me to see the flowers." ”"Okay
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