"Goodbye Mr.
Big Big Wolf" "I will definitely come back, damn Pleasant Goat" I suddenly raised my head between my legs, only to see that the Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf that had been playing on the screen were finished.When I woke up from the big dream, everything around me was exactly the same as before, and only the Pleasant Goat on the TV was still broadcasting.On the coffee table was the supper that Aunt An had prepared for me when she came home, but it had already cooled down.The incense in the living room was still there, as if nothing had changed.The ashtray on the table was already full of cigarette butts, the water in the teacup had already been drunk, the living room was still dark, only the fluorescence of the TV was still on, and Su Zhiyang still didn't go home today.What was I expecting, knowing early in the morning that he wasn't going home.The faint moonlight sprinkled on the floor through the window and glowed with a little halo, and my body was a little cold when I touched the moonlight, I curled up and tightly clutched Xu Cheng's shirt buttons, nostalgic for the time when I was with him.I lost Xu Cheng and lost my lover forever.The sound of the key inserting into the locked door sounded from outside, and I looked up and saw Gu Xi dragging his tired body in.He closed the door and tore off the tie on his suit, and when he saw me sitting on the floor shrunk up, he hurriedly ran over and hugged me on the sofa. ”I half-buried my head in the blanket and breathed in the heat, but I didn't speak.Gu Xi sighed helplessly, put his hand into the blanket and held my cold feet, he rubbed my feet, and said, "Su Han, remember to put on your socks next time, you see that your feet are cold." ”Seeing that I didn't speak, Gu Xi couldn't do anything until he covered my feet before he turned around and walked into the bathroom.The sound of "whooshing" water came from the bathroom, and after a while, Gu Xi walked out of it and asked me softly: "Su Han, the hot water is ready, go take a bath to warm up." ”I nodded, stepped off the sofa, and walked barefoot towards Gu Xi.He looked down at my bare feet, and he felt like he wanted to speak.I still didn't say a word, and slowly walked past Gu Xi, but I was hugged by him behind me: "Don't turn around Su Han, just let me hold like this for a while." ”Gu Xi I'm sorry, forgive me for not being in the mood to talk now, I'm really sad, I'm so afraid that I'll cry as soon as I open my mouth, I like Xu Cheng so much but he still left, and I attended his funeral today.In the beautiful rose garden, where his tombstone stands quietly, I pay tribute to my dead lover with the most beautiful red roses.Gu Xi buried his head in my neck, his voice was a little choked, and he was restraining the sadness.He slowly let go of me, grabbed my hand tightly and said, "Su Han, don't do stupid things. ”I turned around and took his hand away, pulled the corners of my stiff mouth, and tried to make my voice lighter: "How could I be Su Hanxi" "Don't laugh stupidly, it's ugly" Gu Xi's red eyes seemed to be about to cry at any time, he stretched out his hand and wanted to pull my face like before, but he was still helpless in mid-air, hanging down weakly.It was very heavy, as if Gu Xi's helpless sigh sounded in my ears again, accompanied by the pouring rain outside the window, it suddenly dripped on the ground, splashing a large area of sadness.He was also sad, but he was still alone.I gently tugged at the corners of my mouth again, but it hurt the weakest thread in my heart, my nose suddenly became sore, I ran into the bathroom and locked it up, covering my mouth to prevent myself from crying, but tears poured out of my eyes like a tide.Gu Xi sighed again outside, followed by the sound of footsteps walking away.I finally shouted Xu Cheng's name and cried hysterically.I really like Xu Cheng so much.When he came out of the bathroom, Gu Xi was already leaning on the sofa and falling asleep.Half of the cigarette that fell in the ashtray was still burning, and the cold supper on the coffee table had become a mess, and Gu Xi must have been hungry and panicked to fill his stomach.Looking at Gu Xi's somewhat puffy eyes, I picked up the blanket and covered him in distress, but I didn't want to wake him up even if I slowed down my movements.He grabbed my hand, squinted his eyes slightly, and said a little vaguely, "Su Han, I'm sorry I accidentally fell asleep."
Are you hungry, I'll help you prepare something to eat" I shook my head, pulled my hand out, got up and poured a cup of hot water for Gu Xi, and said, "Ah Xi, do you feel sorry for yourself?"
Gu Xi took the water and drank it all, but accidentally scalded his tongue, stuck out his tongue and screamed "hot" inarticulately.I laughed softly, reached out and pulled the bangs on his forehead behind me, looking at Gu Xi's smooth forehead, my heart couldn't help but tremble.I never thought that Gu Xi would get his bangs up, and they were so attractive."
Haha, I'm fascinated by the handsomeness of this handsome guy" Gu Xi raised his eyebrows slightly, and evoked his usual bad smile.I laughingly tapped him on the chest and said, "You're narcissistic." ”Gu Xi didn't laugh angrily, curled up a strand of my long hair with his slender fingers, and said lightly: "Am I narcissistic, at least that's the truth" Just when I was about to say something, the mobile phone that was put aside rang.Without waiting for me to react, Gu Xi picked up the phone, and was stunned for a while before hesitatingly handing the phone to me: "It was Xu Xian calling." ”I didn't take the phone, my smile froze on my lips all of a sudden, and I looked directly at Gu Xi in disbelief.Gu Xi seemed to remember something, lowered his head in some annoyance and didn't dare to look at me, his mouth opened and closed, and finally pursed his lips and said nothing."
Gu Xi, won't you give me an explanation" I took the phone funny, habitually scratching my hair but not answering the phone.I haven't saved Fairy Xu's number, why did Gu Xi know that it was Fairy Xu who called after just a glance Why when Xu Cheng entered the hospital, Gu Xi would know that his last call was to me Why was Gu Xi also present at Xu Cheng's funeralWhy did Aunt Xu recognize Gu Xi Why was she hostile to Fairy Xu at today's funeral Gu Xi, how much did you hide from me, the Pleasant Goat on the TV was still broadcasting, and with the gray wolf once again "I will definitely come back", It's the giggling and cheerful laughter of the sheep.The dim moonlight slanted on Gu Xi's eyelashes, dyed with a faint melancholy, his brows furrowed deeply, and thousands of thoughts flashed in his eyes.He took out a cigarette from his pocket, skillfully took out a lighter and lit a fire and smoked it, in the circle of smoke, he blurred his face, and his hoarse voice sounded low in the living room: "Su Han I'm sorry, I knew them before you, and that's the only thing I hid from you." ”"A-Xi, you won.I believe you. ”Under Gu Xi's stunned expression, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.The moonlight was unusually cold this night, but it was very soft.Looking at Gu Xi in the intertwined moonlight and smoke, I smiled softly and saw a field of stars through the window.Silly Gu Xi, how could I doubt you, but I really understand the fact that you are good to me.The phone was still ringing, so I took a deep breath and pressed the green answer button.The familiar voice rang again, the moonlight was still soft, her tone on the phone was as cold as usual, and the first sentence she said was: "Su Han, cry out if you are sad, don't suffocate it." ”Looking at himself in the mirror, he painted faint thin eyebrows, thin lips dipped in a little pink, a shallow smile on his plain face without powder, and two small pear vortices at the corners of his mouth.Long hair and high bunches are dressed in simple clothes, as if yesterday was still in front of me, and I returned to the innocent appearance when I had a crush on Xu Cheng in my first year of high school.I like the scent of flowers in the beige square and his shallow deep kisses, the twisting of the flower rope to tease his bad taste, the mottled shadows of the trees to play with him and the cat, and the embarrassment of him who dozed off in class and was found by passing by the window, like the teacher of Chatang catching a sleeping student.It seems that everything happened yesterday, Xu Cheng and I never went far, staying in the first and best years, we didn't complain or quarrel, only each other secretly fell in love with each other but was afraid to open up.That day, Fairy Xu called, and the first thing she said forced me to cry uncontrollably.She is always like that, if she doesn't speak, she is the surface of the water, and when she speaks, she is the turbulent waves.I've only met twice officially, but she can always pierce the deepest secret in my heart in one bite.That day, I cried hysterically at her on the phone, crying all the things on my mind over the years, and she always listened to me silently as a listener.That's why I hate her, I hate her to death, I'm so sad and sad, but I still have to comfort others.Exhaled deeply, looking at the mirror, I grinned at myself, Su Hanxi, it's time to say goodbye to bitterness.I grabbed my schoolbag with one hand and dragged my suitcase with the other hand to walk out the door at Aunt An's behest.Time is still the same, Xu Cheng, I will prove it to you, without you, I will work hard to make myself happy.In the first locked drawer on the left under the desk in the room, there was a white button, and in that small button was buried a long story.I said goodbye to everything, my first love, and my college career.When I arrived at the gate of the university, Xu Xianzi and Gu Xi were already waiting there, and I smiled with satisfaction, without Xu Cheng, at least I still have your company."
Su Han, can you have a sense of time, it's too slow" Fairy Xu pursed her lips dissatisfiedly and looked at me with some disgust.I wasn't angry, after Gu Xi took the suitcase, I hugged Fairy Xu, and said with a smile: "I'm sorry Fairy, it's a big deal, I'll have a big meal." ”"Don't, you'll get fat" "Then what do you say" "Accompany me to the concert, don't sleep" "Okay, Miss Xu said anything." ”Indeed, I lost Xu Cheng, but I have the friend of Xu Xianzi.After that phone call, our relationship became very good, and I also found that Xu Xianzi was not so cold, and even when he quarreled with me, he would expose his tsundere attributes.When we filled in the voluntary application after graduating from high school, we tacitly agreed that we were all in the universities in the city, and we did not pursue better universities in other provinces.Just because, this place is the closest to Xucheng
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