Su Han: I have heard crying in the wind, accompanied by weakness in the rain, who comes to the rain in the wind and goes in the rain just to find a harbor and is willing to keep your time without regrets, and the original intention has not changed.TO: Xu Lulu I think I responded to that title, Xu Cheng kept calling me "Su Han classmate", so that my relationship with him stopped there.After breaking up with Xu Cheng, I never saw him again, and I didn't know anything about him.That's how I entered my senior year of high school and my final year of high school.While everyone was working hard to revise, I was still sleeping on my desk as usual, and I didn't feel any nervousness compared to their hard work.In the days when the college entrance examination was approaching, I thought it would end so dullly, but I received a call from Xu Cheng who had been late for a long time."
Su Han, let's make peace."
Listening to him whispering on the phone, even with a hint of pleading, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.Xu Cheng, I begged you like this at the beginning, but you didn't want to say a word, but now, it has evolved into Do you come to beg me Xu Cheng, if your call comes earlier, I will definitely be able to put down the previous and be with you again, but why, this call is so late Why do you have to come back to me after I am determined to let you go, why do we become what we are now" Xu Cheng, we can't do it. ”I buried my head in the pillow and replied in a low voice.Xu Cheng, I can't do it again with you, I'm afraid of being abandoned again.There is no shortage of people as good as you.You were silent for a while, and then said lightly, "I'm sorry, Su Han, I really don't want to lose you." ”There was no trace of turbulence in your words, I even thought you had become Xu Xianzi, but the familiarity on the phone was so real.Maybe it's because of this time that you have taken away your usual gentleness, becoming familiar and unfamiliar."
Su Han, I'm willing to let go, let's get along" You on the phone saw that I didn't speak, and continued to talk."
I really like you very much, and we'll get married when we finish college, can you Suhan-sama" "I know you haven't liked my mom all the time, it's a big deal that we'll move out in the future." ”"Su Han, I like you, I've let it go" Listening to you say these words affectionately on the phone, it seems that we are back to the past, you are still you, and I am still me.I was almost about to cry, so I hurriedly interrupted you: "You said to let go for me, how much can you put down" Xu Cheng, why do you have to stay at this time to say these words Ah It's okay to say that I drill the horns, I'm really afraid that all this is fake, and in the end I'm the only one left."
Su Han, I'm really" "Xu Cheng, I, Su Hanxi, have only liked you since I was a child, and for you, I am such a strong person crying and begging you, and I will be humbled for you."
When you confessed to me, I even thought we were going to go all the way" "I'm sorry. ”"You said that you Xu Cheng is willing to let go for me, do you know how fake and ridiculous this is, didn't I promise you today, and when you will abandon me again, I admit that I am emotionally weak, I just simply don't want to bear any sadness, I just want a long-lasting relationship" "No, Su Han, classmate won't" "In your Xu Cheng's heart, career and future are the most important, people like me will only ruin you, you will only ruin everything I am a person with such a strong sense of possessiveness, how can I be willing to be only the second"" Xu Cheng, you answer, even if we are together in the future, you will still choose to wronged me or even give up for the sake of your career and future" "I'm sorry" "Xu Cheng, you fucking you're a bastard, I'm willing to give up everything for you, why can't you have what qualifications do you have to say that you will let go for me, what qualifications do you have to let me be with you" "Aren't you just relying on my liking to like you" Speaking of this, I was already in tears, and your voice on the phone finally became choked, but I still refused to speak."
Xu Cheng, don't come to me again.""
After graduating from college, I will find a man to marry."
I hung up the phone, and finally broke out crying bitterly, crying out all the things that were hidden in my heart.Xu Cheng, I don't want to part with you anymore Why do you want to say sorry to me when I ask you what your career and me will choose, do you know that I am almost about to compromise Xu Cheng, I don't want to refuse you at all, but I don't want to torture each other in the future, because of a little discord, I cursed each other with ugly faces, and yelled at each other.I'd rather hurt you now than think that in the end we'd be resentful of each other and regret it in the first place.As long as I have appeared in your life, even if I leave the scene in the end, I will quit perfectly, just because I was proud that I am Su Hanxi.Xu Cheng, you will have better, absolutely, I have always believed it."
Su Han, what did you just say to Xu Cheng Xu Cheng is now in the hospital, and the doctor is still rescuing" It was Gu Xi's anxious voice on the phone, but after I heard this, I only felt that my brain exploded with a "buzz", and there was no response.When I rushed to the hospital, Xu Cheng had already been in the emergency room for more than three hours.As soon as Aunt Xu saw me, she shouted at me regardless of her image: "Su Hanxi, what do you want, my son is willing to stay here to study for you, are you still unwilling, do you have to force my son to death to be willing?"
I lowered my head, and under Aunt Xu's sharp questioning, I couldn't find a word to refute."
Su Hanxi, you are a slut, do you also want my son to be as bad as you, my son is so good, how can he be ruined by you" "Didn't you keep saying that you loved him, why did you destroy him" "Aunt Xu, don't you think you talked too much" Gu Xi suddenly pulled me behind him and said to Aunt Xu in a low voice."
It's too much, this slut doesn't know how excessive it is to say to my son, why don't you die if she's a slut who doesn't know if she's not a virgin," Aunt Xu gritted her teeth and glared at me, looking like I was lying inside."
Mrs.
Xu, I salute you aunt, but please don't insult Su Han in front of me, with me Gu Beixi here, I will never let Su Han be wronged at all, even if it is her who is wrong" Gu Xi glared at Aunt Xu fiercely, and there was a little deterrent.It was Gu Xi I had never seen before, and he wrote all his anger on his face, not at all like Gu Xi, who was always smiling and full of bad water."
Loud noises are not allowed in the hospital, and patients need to rest."
After the nurse came over to warn, Aunt Xu instantly quieted down, perhaps because she remembered her son and was afraid that the doctor would affect the rescue.Otherwise, with her temper, she would definitely quarrel with Miss Nurse.Aunt Xu is still walking back and forth restlessly, as if she has returned to the scene when Xu Cheng was rescued by a knife in her freshman year of high school, and everyone has a heart hanging on her heart.I snuggled into Gu Xi's arms, and I was already starting to get disheartened.For ten hours, no news came out, and this night only felt like the longest night in my life.The pungent smell of disinfectant water fills the deserted hospital, and a few baby cries can be heard from time to time in the empty corridors, which is particularly terrifying at night.The cold light hit my body, like being in a cold kiln, which made me hug Gu Xi next to me even tighter.When it was almost dawn, the lights outside the door of the emergency room finally went out, and the doctor came out of it, but shook his head helplessly."
Mrs.
Xu, we've done our best, I'm sorry" It seemed that something was shattered again in an instant, and suddenly I was so sad that I couldn't breathe, I slowly stood up and walked to the door tremblingly.Before I could take a few steps, my body went limp, and I fell to the ground.What do you mean by doing your best, why do you say sorry, Xu Cheng, Xu Cheng, I really wanted to stand up, but I found that I had no strength at all, and I couldn't stand up at all.My nose was sore, and I began to cry.Aunt Xu stumbled in, followed by her hysterical cries, sad and painful.Gu Xi silently half-squatted beside me, hugged me tightly, did not speak, and maintained the most rational silence.Xu Cheng, I don't believe it, I don't believe you left like this.Later, when Xu Cheng was sent out on a stretcher, he was covered with a white cloth, and I couldn't see his face at this time.I ran as hard as I could, trying to pull him up and scold him for not joking.I even hoped that after hearing my cry, he would sit up and say helplessly, "Su Han, I don't want to tease you like this", but he just lay there quietly without a trace of reaction.I ran, but before I could hold his hand, I was pushed away by Aunt Xu.Her eyes widened, as if she was about to kill me, and the pain in it was exactly the same as the pain when I saw Gu Xi being stabbed.It's that kind of strong desire to protect, so that he can do everything without hesitation to throw away his reason.In the end, Xu Cheng was sent away, and I didn't get to see him for the last time.His appearance stayed in his sophomore year of high school, when we were arguing.I sat on the ground, crying and crying, crying and crying, as if I wanted to cry out all the sorrows and grievances over the years before I would stop.Gu Xi was still silent, he was behind me, and there was nothing he could do in the face of all this.When the sky was dark when I was crying, a delicate figure stopped in front of me, and I looked slowly with a pair of swollen eyes that were crying.Long black hair, delicate face, and fluttering white dress.Standing in front of me at this time is Fairy Xu, who I haven't seen for a long time, and Fairy Xu, who has only met me once, is fresh and refined.She smiled shallowly, handed me a tissue, and said softly, "Su Han, everything will pass." ”When I saw Fairy Xu, I cried bitterly again.She squatted down and hugged me tightly, comforting me softly, it was so warm.Obviously, you are also very sad, why can you comfort me as if nothing happened, I still snatched your lover's person Why, why are you so sad, and you have to comfort your rival Xu Xianzi, I have never opened my mouth to tell you, your arms are really warm, very warm.Later, I heard them mention that Xu Cheng suffered from congenital heart disease, and he should not be happy or sad.In the last summer of my senior year of high school, I completely lost Xu Cheng.Xu Cheng, I'm sorry, I hurt you
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