"According to the relevant news, there have been many thundershowers in our city in the past two weeks, please do a good job of cold protection and warmth" "The next stop is XX station, please get ready to get off the bus" The weather forecast intersected with the prompt sound on the bus, and the whistling sound of the cold wind poured in my ears swept by, I grabbed the handrail on the bus and looked out of the window blankly.The crowds under the car are crowded, the neon lights of the high-rise buildings flickering in the night, and there are many people staying outside the dazzling array of goods on the streets, as well as the little sweetness of the little couples playing with each other.I raised my hand and looked at my watch, the time pointed to eight o'clock in the evening, maybe someone came out of the house, and there were also elementary school students who came home during the curfew time.I looked at the scene flying out of the car window in a daze, my nose suddenly became a little sore, and at this moment, I lost the only joy in this world without the North Seat.I don't know where I am, and I don't know where I'm going.Blindly stepping on the snow to cross the mountains and mountains, over the crowds, who am I for, a casual promise that he would always be by my side, but the heartless words really came out of his mouth.Did I take the joke seriously, or was the man too forgetful, "Sunny day, don't come to me again." ”The young man once said to me so ruthlessly, but turned around and promised the other girl tenderly, "Han Xi, are you hungry, after we go back, I will cook for you." ”I put my hands down in a decadent way and shrugged my head, only to be pushed forward by the inertia of the bus stop, and slammed into the passengers in front of me."
I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I steadied myself and lowered my head and kept apologizing, but tears of grievance poured out in an instant."
I'm sorry Beixi.""
You're really out on a sunny day, what's so sorry about this.""
XX station has arrived, passengers who need to get off" The sound of the bus pulled me back to sad memories, and I rushed off the bus with a fever.Standing on the platform in a daze, the buses behind me had already flown away, and the whistles of various cars rang in my ears, I stared at the posters on the platform, and for the first time felt a deep sense of confusion.Looking back at the city, it was bustling, the streets and alleys were brightly lit, and the people around me walked in front of me talking and laughing, leaving me alone, without the direction of the journey and without a home.A sudden heavy rain fell and pulled me back into my sadness, and I looked up at the huge rain, I knew that it would be a long time for this rain to stop.Wrapped tightly in my thin coat, I made my way to the zebra crossing, contemplating where I was going tonight.The green light stops, and the red light comes on.In the pouring rain, I gritted my teeth, but I still couldn't help but shiver.Looking down at the rain-washed white zebra crossing, the shadows of traffic lights shining on the clean water.The cold wind blew, raising a small ripple, and the shadow of the traffic light swayed along the water, and in a trance I seemed to see the faces of Beixi and Arlo intertwined and became distorted.I clenched the palm of my hand on my chest, pursed my lips, wiped the corners of my sore eyes the moment the green light came on, and walked to the other end of the zebra crossing.Our youth is always full of youthful handwriting, painted with a piece of watercolor, maybe hide the unwillingness, less relieved, but we have no way, can not do it again.Just like the beginning of liking Beixi, his name has become the most beautiful love story I have ever heard; His story is a world I have wanted to walk into all my life.I like him, I like all of him; I didn't like him, within the second I lost my memory.The next second passed, and I thought I would still like him again.Even if it is as Han Xi said, he is a free bird, I am a little fish drowning in cold water, I am also working hard, trying to stick to the heart of liking him forever.Even if he once said to me in front of my enthusiasm, "Xiang Qingtian, you really make me sick", I still like him so much, I like his smiling face, and I like the affection behind his gentleness.Before I knew it, I walked outside Arlo's house, and I was a little surprised that I would come to him.After that last incident, I used to really hate Arlo and even disgusted, he kept calling me, but I blacklisted him.He no longer came to me in the girls' dormitory as long as I didn't answer the phone, and in just a month or two, I felt like my world had changed drastically.I didn't expect that I would be standing in Arlo's door today, and I didn't have the determination to open the door.Reaching out and twisting my soaked clothes, I took out the spare key to Arlo's house, inserted it into the lock hole, and tried to open the door.When V came out to find Arlo, he gave me the spare key, and said that he would come to him when he had nowhere to stay, and that there was a spare room anyway.But I didn't expect that after arguing with him, I lost the place to go, and I would still come to him involuntarily, so what about him Will he drive me away Taking a deep breath, I pushed open the door and changed my leather shoes, and I walked towards Arlo's room in a pair of slippers.The door was hidden, but there was no such thing as the usual sound of the game, and as I approached strangely, I heard a sound from inside, accompanied by a coquettish panting.I was shocked, remembered something, and calmly pushed the door open and walked in.Looking at the two people on the bed, although they tried hard to keep themselves from caring, the moment they saw it, their hearts were hurt fiercely, just like the feeling of being betrayed, which made people can't help but be annoyed.Ah Luo and Lin Qi were obviously frightened by my appearance, and hurriedly pulled the quilt to cover it, some of them didn't dare to look me in the eye.I pretended not to care, pulled the chair next to the computer, sat down with a chuckle, and hid the trembling in my words with a smile: "Don't care, you go on, I'll just take a look." ”Lin Qi blushed with shame, and said with a swollen mouth: "Xiang Qingtian, what are you going to do" "Xiang Qingtian, get out." ”Arlo glanced at me coldly, picked up the cigarette case and lighter on the bedtable, took out a cigarette and smoked lightly.In the slowly rising mist, I couldn't see Arlo's expression at this time, and I couldn't help but be angry because of his "roll", I clenched my fists and sneered: "Why can't I see it, I still want to learn it" Arlo gently extinguished the cigarette butt, looked up at me disdainfully, and slowly spit out a cold monosyllable: "Get out." ”"Oh, I can't wait for me to get out of my feelings" I laughed, but the corners of my eyes couldn't stop being lost, I pointed at Lin Qi and yelled at Aluo, "You'd better not regret your decision, you just protect her slut" I glanced at Aluo unwillingly, but saw that his eyes were cold except for the waves.I laughed self-deprecatingly, this is what I did in the end, and finally paid for Arlo, who was standing beside me, was betrayed more and more sadly, I trembled my hands, stiffened and turned my back to Arlo, the tears that swirled in my eyes finally welled up uncontrollably.Why am I sad I was just angry at his betrayal I bit my lip fiercely, raised my heavy steps and ran out.The moment I ran out of Arlo's house, I felt as if the whole world had abandoned me.The boy who had been bullying me, but had always been by my side, also walked away with the boy I loved, and fell to the ground weakly, wiping his palms and oozing a slight blood.I wiped the tears from my eyes vigorously, trying to get rid of all the fragility, but I accidentally mixed it with the sand, which made the tears flow even more happily.The sand in my eyes stinged my eyes fiercely, and I pursed my mouth in grievance, and it became difficult to breathe as the pain in my heart became hard.The heavy rain did not stop at all, and the dense trees around them also hung their leaves weakly, and in the wind and rain, they chose a long silence."
So, Xiang Qingtian, you're so stupid."
A helpless sigh sounded above my head, and in my astonishment, the familiar warmth embraced me, and he held me tenderly, his tall body blocking most of the rain for me.He hugged me tightly and slowly leaned over to me, the warm gas hitting my face and causing me to panic.He took my hand away, gently blew his eyes for me, and said, "The sand will hurt more and more when you rub your eyes, how did you stupid get into college?"
”"Alalo," I called out his name in surprise, I really couldn't believe that the person who was cold to me one second was so gentle to me the next."
Well, I'm here."
He paused, and then said, "It's raining so hard outside, and I didn't let you really leave, it's stupid." ”"Obviously, you complained that I disturbed you and Lin Qi, and then forced me to get out" I pursed my mouth angrily, I still remember the incident that Ah Luo told me to get out just now, "When did I say that I complained about you, and if I want to complain, I will blame you first." ”Ah Luo raised his eyebrows coldly, and the corners of his mouth hooked into a mocking smile, "You already knew that Lin Qi liked me, so you would let me sleep with her, so that I could use me to threaten her."
Xiang Qingtian, you are not small. ”I snorted, and the words that came out of my mouth changed: "Aren't you also enjoying your life?"
”"Where is it worth the time when Miss Xiang is in love, no matter how moisturized it is, there is no moisture you give."
Arlo looked at me mockingly, a palpable look of disgust flashing in his eyes.I deliberately pretended not to see it, and followed his words and asked, "Oh, so I'm better at it"" Arlo stared at me silently, and suddenly laughed again, "Xiang Qingtian, you ruined an innocent girl." ”"Didn't I also be ruined by you, didn't you think about me" I laughed, and when I glanced at Lin Qi with a pale face in the corner of the building, I laughed even more wantonly.Why do you all take it for granted to hurt me and destroy me, and as long as I hurt others, you will be overflowing with compassion and blame me for doing wrong, it is really unfair and makes people angry?