"Sunny, it should be raining like this, you don't have an umbrella with you" A slightly tentative voice sounded in my ears, I frowned slightly, and my eyes were still fixed on the vast and uninhabited playground."
Hmm."
I answered lukewarmly, and looked up at the gloomy sky, and it seemed that a heavy rain was about to fall."
On that sunny day, I'll lend you my umbrella, or I'll get wet when I get back."
Two familiar figures suddenly appeared in my field of vision, and my eyes froze, looking at Han Xi who was side by side with Beixi on the playground, and a strange sour feeling surged in my heart.I tilted my head slightly, and then I carefully looked at the girl I was talking to: about fifteen or sixteen years old, with excessively long straight hair that reached the waist, a little baby fat on her elegant face, an innocent smile on her eyebrows and eyes, and a small and lovely pink lip like jelly, which made people want to step forward and take a bite.My eyes froze slightly, and complicated emotions flashed in my heart, and I pursed my lips and looked straight at her.Wearing a slightly loose sailor suit on her body, it is her boneless body, her overly fair skin is a little unhealthy, and the height line that has just squeezed past the edge of one meter and six is a little unexpectedly cute, and her short body makes people can't help but feel pity.I have always hated slightly sick girls, because such girls can always evoke my memories of the past, recalling that I also had a girlish heart, and firmly believed that as long as I pay, there will be a reward.Every time like this, I can always grit my teeth secretly in my heart, and I wish I could slash the shame imprinted in my heart.People have always been like this, the more they end up, the more ashamed they feel about their past selves, and regard that past thought as the most glaring scar in their hearts.I wanted to scrape it off but was afraid of leaving an ugly scar, but I was unwilling to wait for the immersion of time, so that the scar slowly faded.The "Sunny Day" girl looked at me in a daze suspiciously, and pulled me back into that emotion.I touched my nose to relieve the embarrassment, shrugged my shoulders as if I didn't care, and unceremoniously reached for the little white umbrella with a cartoon pattern in her hand."
Then little girl, see you next time" I played with the umbrella as a matter of course, and the neat appearance was also very comfortable, I waved my hand magnanimously, turned around and strode away."
Sunny day, oh, next time, you can't say that you don't know me" Her sweet voice suddenly sounded behind her, but it was unexpectedly loud, "My name is Cheng Xiaoguang, the word Cheng Cheng, the size is small, and the light is bright" I pulled out a smile helplessly, but a trace of chill passed under my eyes, and even the curvature of the corners of my mouth became far-fetched.The word light is really dazzling and unattainable, and suddenly I remembered Rong Xin, the selfish but gentle Rong Da beauty.She once said that her world is pitch black, and even if she gets the fish to death, she will get her Su Hanxi's eyes in exchange, and even plans to push me to the edge of hell and make me the next her.The difference is that when she was at a loss on the edge of hell, no one came to pull her but pushed her down; And when I was on the edge of hell, the person I had always hated pulled me back at that moment.But what is the same is that, no matter what happens in it, we end up in darkness and become selfish and distort all the good things in the world.Our world is really dark.I hurriedly went downstairs, looking at the sky that was getting darker and darker, and I felt a little bored in my heart.I remembered that the weather forecast had reported that there had been thundershowers in recent days, and I couldn't help but speed up my steps back to the dormitory.Stepping on the dry and sweltering autumn breeze, I was a little impatient, and for the first time complained about the long journey back to my bedroom.still didn't get along with each other for the old and dead, and ran into Han Xi, who he didn't want to see the most."
Hi, Han Xi" I reluctantly slowed down, pulled the corners of my mouth, and politely greeted her.Han Xi, who was slightly sideways, turned around, frowned slightly, and coldly came out with a questioning sentence: "Xiang Qingtian, what did you do to Lin Qi" From now on, Han Xi has basically not called me by name or surname, which can't help but surprise me a little.Looking along the place where Han Xi was looking at the place, he saw Lin Qi standing in the corner of the teaching building with a haggard face.Since that day, she hasn't seen Lin Qi for a few days, but she has changed vividly.Lin Qi, who was originally arrogant and as confident as Han Xi, was languishing at this time, with a wisp of despair flowing between his eyes from time to time, and his chin became thin and sharp as a result.Thinking that I haven't seen Arlo in the past few days, I have vaguely guessed something, but I don't break it.I took my eyes off Lin Qi and smiled at Han Xi's cold face: "I thought Lin Qi had a lot of ability, but I didn't expect to sue as naively as a child, it really disappointed me to say it" Han Xi stared at me coldly, and suddenly chuckled softly, a pair of charming eyes narrowed into a line, revealing a warning: "Xiang Qingtian, don't touch my people, this is my last bottom line." ”I dodged my face, pretending to hook the corners of my mouth with disdain, but my heart was already turbulent: "Han Xi, it turns out that you are also interested in protecting this kind of useless person, so when you think of Rong Xin, don't you blame yourself" Yu Guang swept Han Xi's frozen smile instantly, I raised my eyebrows in a good mood, touched my short hair and continued: "Rong Xin is not too bad, and she is also beautiful, but you indirectly ruined her." ”I laughed sarcastically, and I was about to shake out all the things about Rong Xin in front of her: "She is so young that she is in prison, even if she can come out in the end, her life will be ruined, and she is just to get close to you."
You Su Hanxi is very arrogant, I think she is dirty, how clean is Su Hanxi, besides" "Xiang Qingtian, you shut up for me" She glared at me fiercely and yelled at me, "Don't forget that she used to be the one who wanted to destroy you, you are now helping her to report her grievances to me, what are you pretending to be a slut" Han Xi pulled Lin Qi who walked over slowly, and suddenly blocked in front of Lin Qi, quite protective: "Xiang Qingtian, you are quite good at pointing fingers here, Who do you think you and A Luo's things don't know if Gu Beixi will fall in love with you, it will be frightening, didn't you ask A Luo at the beginning, why didn't you come here when you had an accident?"
"Xiang Qingtian, I tell you, don't overestimate yourself too much, what do you think you are in his Gu Beixi's eyes, no matter if you are the original local sister or the current tide girl, he Gu Beixi will not take a fancy to you" "Xiang Qingtian, what use do you have besides deceiving yourself, yes, you will complain when you are bullied, and find someone to cry when you are sad." , When you are angry, find innocent people to vent, and when something happens, hide and feel sorry for yourself, you say that you are not cowardly, what qualifications do you have to come to us" I clenched my palms tightly and trembled, and I became embarrassed because of Su Hanxi's words that left no room for me.She was right, and it woke me up fiercely, I admit that I have a lot of shortcomings, but I can't help it, I've been deceiving myself, what am I deceiving, and why am I being deceived by myself, I'm cowardly, but I've been brave for you, but you broke my hard-earned determination without a trace of retention.What qualifications do you have to blame me" Xiang Qingtian, you have become too strange to me, you were obviously so innocent at the beginning, and you didn't have a little scheming" I had red eyes, and my round eyes yelled hysterically at Han Xi: "Su Hanxi, no one in this world is qualified to blame me for changing, especially you can't say that I have changed, and I have become like this, isn't it just your group of friends" "Xiang Qingtian, why do you blame Han Xi for your madness" Lin Qi broke away from Han Xi's hand, pointed at me and shouted in a hoarse voice."
Hehe, friend, is this how you should be a friend, laughing at me and sarcastically everyone laughing at me, sarcastically discarding the confidence I have regained, and then pretending that we are friends."
I clutched at my hair in pain, and I was almost in tears for the next second."
Su Hanxi, you said I would pretend, in fact, aren't you the same, the same pretentiousness, shameless, Su Hanxi, you are so fucking disgusting" "You are always so self-righteous, so arrogant that you disdain the emotions that make you a treasure.Yes, we are humble, but we really did see you as a light. ”I sat down in a decadent manner, and the armament that I had forcibly held up immediately disintegrated, and the unspoken emotions that had been hidden in my heart all ran out of the water at this moment."
Do you know the endless darkness, the darkness that is so desperate that you want to die, you run in with the light, only to turn around and shatter all hope.Rong Xin is like this, and I am like this, so how many more people like you Su Hanxi will hurt" I wiped the moist corners of my eyes, trying to suppress the urge to cry, and tried to tell her calmly."
Su Hanxi, you really fucking make me disgusting and perverted" I stood up from the ground with a trembling body, looking at Han Xi with a pale face, but there was no pleasure of revenge, on the contrary, my heart was very bitter and complicated.I really liked Han Xi with a smile, and I tried to accept the self-centered Han Xi, but I did hate Han Xi who was so arrogant that I disdained it."
Sunny day, we" Han Xi trembled and stretched out her hand to me, her beautiful pink lips looked a little pale at this time, she pursed her lips, and the words that followed could not be said after all.I laughed self-deprecatingly, and it was also the most painful and resolute decision in my life: "Su Hanxi, we broke off our friendship, and we will never get along with each other from now on." ”"Xiang Qingtian, do you really want to die."
Just as I turned around and was about to take a step away, a cold word silently burst into my ears and made me stop in my tracks.I looked at the expressionless Xu Xian in a daze, only to see her stepping on small broken steps, pacing from the corridor with an elegant demeanor, her long hair fluttering, fresh and refined, but her cold words carried a warning meaning.It can be said that among the people I have met in my life, there is no one who scares me more than Xu Xian.There was not a single ripple in her words that were as cold as a river, but there were huge waves hidden below, dangerous and unapproachable."
Su Hanxi, it turns out that you are also so bad that you hide behind someone else's back."
I laughed, but I was very envious of such Han Xi, who was selfish but always had someone by his side.Rong Xin was like this before, and now Lin Qi and Xu Xian are like this, even A Luo and Beixi tolerate all her shortcomings and believe in her personality.So, Han Xi, this is what I hate the most, you always don't have to pay anything, you can get everything that I envy."
Lin Qi Lu Lu Han Xi and sunny days" A sweet and familiar voice sounded behind me, and I turned around to look, it was the little girl who had just borrowed my umbrella.I remember her name, Cheng Xiaoguang: