"Beixi, will you always be by my side" "I'm sorry, sunny day. ”"Beixi, I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry.""
Okay.""
Beixi, Han Xi, where is she worthy of your death?"
"If you only have me in your eyes when I like you, it is definitely the most beautiful fairy tale that I am obsessed with."
When the whole city began to be filled with cold, the passers-by spit out circles of white gas, rubbed their hands and faces were red, and slowly put on thick clothes, so at that time, can we be like old husbands and wives, hand in hand, leaning together, warm each other, a little mist on the heavy glass window, the window is white, and the birdsong on the branch no longer sounds.The heating was on in the room, but I could still feel the cold through the view outside the window.It turns out that winter has already begun.I sneezed, my eyelids were a little heavy, and my head was so dizzy that I felt a lot of pain.Glancing at the busy North Seat in the kitchen, I hooked the corners of my mouth, but fortunately it was all worth it.The north seat in the kitchen heard my noise, stretched out his head and smiled at me, and muttered something, and muttered words in his mouth; "You've already woken up on a sunny day, is there any good porridge that has been cooked, you wait, wait until I scrape off the porridge skin, you must know that Su Han hates eating porridge skin the most, haha, she is really noisy, if anyone marries her in the future, he must not die of exhaustion for her" I looked at Beixi who was carefully scraping the porridge skin, and the original emotion became bitter again, I struggled to sit up from the sofa, but my head was dizzy.I rubbed my eyebrows in distress, and only after getting used to the light in the living room did I dare to look straight at the north seat, and the indescribable sourness suddenly came up.Looking at Beixi's careful and gentle appearance, I began to be jealous again, and even the affection in his eyebrows became so scorching.I muttered and said to Beixi with a little dissatisfaction: "But Beixi, Han Xi is not here and I like to eat porridge skin." ”Beixi's hand stopped as I expected, his movements stiffened for a few seconds and then moved again, he sneered, as if looking for himself to go down the stairs: "That's right, look at my memory" "You're thinking about her." ”I laughed mockingly, and said to him again, "Beixi, I want to eat porridge skin." ”"Hmm."
He responded lightly, scooped the porridge skin back into the bowl, and laughed exaggeratedly, "Sure enough, it's a lot more worry-free for a girl like Qingtian, Su Han and she are spoiled, so it's no wonder that she is crazy outside every day." ”However, aren't you also willing to let her and spoil her I responded to him with a bitter smile, and I also knew that Beixi was also very bitter in her heart at this time.How brave do we have to be to have so much determination to walk into that person's world, even if we know that that person is likely not to leave a place for themselves, why are we still so willing to be like a moth to a fire to seek that emotion Looking at Beixi slowly came out with the porridge, I cleaned up all the losses, smiled at him stupidly, and took the bowl of porridge that was unusually hot and cold to me.I threw away the spoon that was a little in the way, gulped down the porridge, and shouted with an exaggerated smile under Beixi's helpless eyes."
Ahem, cough, cough" I blushed, my throat was suddenly choked, I coughed violently, and with a shake of my hand, I knocked over the bowl of porridge carefully cooked by Beixi.I choked back tears aggrievedly, endured the pain in my throat and moved my mouth towards Beixi, and some inarticulate words were obvious crying: "Beibeixi, I was wrong, I didn't mean to." ”Beixi took me into his arms, frowned in distress, gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said softly: "Fool, I don't blame you." ”I hugged Beixi tightly with my backhand, interlocked my fingers with him, and muttered to myself: "Beixi, I really like you so much." ”If I keep my hair the same as hers; If I try to smile like her in the mirror; If I tread briskly enough to be like her; If I dress like hers; If my hobbies had become like hers, would you have looked at me with long hair that was waist-high in the wind, and wore a navy blue pleated skirt with a white shirt and a pair of beige leather shoes.And then the moment you look over, the brightest smile is flashed in an instant, just to get you another look.They say that liking is only to get it by any means, and true love is a blessing without desire.But how false is this sentence, if true love is really desireless, how can there be so many more life and death in the world, love and hatred, because I like it too much, I will never give up, I am unwilling to pay so much in vain, but I just want it more and more for others to be a wedding dress.I think I belong to this kind of person who must be rewarded for what I give.In my worldview, even the people I love the most need to be treated and exchanged equally."
The temperature has gone down a lot, but I still have a low-grade fever."
Beixi took the thermometer and looked at it, and poured me a cup of hot water again, "Drink some hot water and sleep on the sofa for a while, if something calls me or Aunt An, I'll go upstairs first." ”Seeing Beixi get up and plan to leave, I grabbed Beixi's arm and hurriedly asked him: "Beibeixi, why can't I sleep in your room" I lowered my head heavily, although I regretted saying such shameless words, but the words I said were spilled water, so I didn't bother to bite the bullet, and said to him confidently: "I mean, I don't want to sleep on the sofa." ”I hurriedly turned my face away, and I could feel the cold scrutiny and disgust above my head.Obviously trying to keep himself from being annoying, but always making him disgusted with himself.He suddenly chuckled, and the words that came out of his mouth became cold and ruthless: "Xiang Qingtian, don't you understand, I said a long time ago that we can't be, why did you enter my room, classmates, are we friends, didn't you break off your friendship with Su Han or do you say that I am a little good to you, that is, I recognize the relationship with you" I looked at Beixi in disdain, only to see him smile disdainfully, and his eyes flashed with boredom and impatience with me:" Xiang Qingtian is you yourself following me like a pug, okay, if I didn't see that you had a high fever, did you think I would take you home, do you think you did something like that to Su Han, can I still get along with you calmly" "You still said that you want to sleep in my room, do you really think you are Su Han Xiang Qingtian, you have become too disappointed with me. ”Suddenly hot tears fell from my eyes, and I felt a burning pain in my arm, and I touched the hot liquid in a daze, pursed my lips and said nothing.The projection under the light became distorted, and everything was so abruptly funny.Why does everyone accuse me of changing, why does everyone say that they are disappointed in me, why do I try to become strong, try to learn to protect myself, but you all have to stay away from me, and you all have to get rid of me like this, is this me wrong, I just want to protect myself, I want to stand on the same level as Han Xi, it's so simple that I just want the aunt in the cafeteria not to target me, give me more food, I let go and change that cowardly self, Just to be able to enter your world, and to tell everyone as a matter of course, I deserve to be friends with you on a sunny day."
Beixi, have you seen the world in my eyes from my point of view," I laughed far-fetchedly, pointing to my own eyes and said sadly, "Now in these eyes, the world you see is dark, and there is no light. ”Beixi frowned irritably, but immediately turned into a touch of helplessness.He slowly walked over and hugged me, and there was a bit of warmth in his soft words: "Sunny day, don't go on like this" Maybe God really likes to make people happy, when I was greedy for being alone with Beixi, Beixi's mobile phone rang inappropriately.I didn't think he would care about the call, but I didn't want him to stand up suddenly, so I hurriedly took the phone and connected it.The anxious and worried eyes ran into my eyes, and they made me so sad that I was a little suffocated, like a stinger in the eye, which pierced my eyes deeply.Seeing that Beixi was silent, I was a little flustered and wanted to say something, but Beixi picked up the coat on the side sullenly and put it on, turned around and walked to the entrance to put on shoes.I stumbled off the sofa, ran to Beixi's side and hugged him, and asked him with obvious crying: "Is it a call from Han Xi" He took my hand away, and there was a touch of impatience in his cold words: "Yes." ”Even if I knew the answer, I couldn't accept it, grabbed Beixi's hand, and yelled at him: "Gu Beixi, I don't allow you to go, you belong to me, I don't allow you to go to Su Hanxi's slut" "Let go" Beixi pushed me away with an irritated face, and the cold tone was something I had never seen before, "Xiang Qingtian, how cheap you want to be, don't compare me with Ah Luo, you really make me disgusting" "Gu Beixi, you are so fucking hypocritical and fucking hypocritical" "After I come back, I don't want to see that you haven't left yet." ”I grabbed Beixi's arm and asked him in a pleading voice: "Where am I not as good as her Su Hanxi" "On a sunny day, I only have Su Han in my heart, and I can only be her." ”I put down my hand decadently, and there was nothing more desperate than the other party's unwillingness to accept it.I thought you didn't love me because you loved Han Xi, but you didn't want to accept other people's love because of Han Xi
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