If Cinderella's fairy tale ends and begins again, will Midnight Magic return her a pair of crystal slippers this time not to be picked up by the prince, just for her poor life?
In the ups and downs of joy and sorrow again and again, can she still believe in love "Mom is a dove of peace" The jury of childhood suddenly covered all the sounds around her, as if the childhood play was still in front of me, I wore a white princess dress and a small crown, and looked at the white doves on the beige square with my mother.People dressed as Mickey Mouse Donald Duck were giving flowers and gifts in the square, and the little girl next to her was meticulously painting porcelain dolls.My mother scratched my nose, wiped the fine sweat on my forehead with a tissue, and handed me a paintbrush with a smile.Everything is as before, and it is not the past.At that time, I was still standing in the center of the square, the sound of the white doves flapping their wings was still ringing in my ears, and there was no longer my mother beside me.Dressed in a white lady's dress and white dancing shoes, I caught a glimpse of one stop after another in my curly hair fluttering in the wind, and I spread my hands and ignored the winter cold, tiptoe to the festive beat, dancing among the crowd.I saw the eyes of admiration fall on me, and I heard the continuous applause, but I forgot the original purpose of the dance.I kept jumping and jumping, and I should have danced to the last moment of my life, just to fulfill my mother's wish.She said that her daughter was destined to be a dancer, a dancer for life.She said her daughter could only practice in the dance studio and could only dance standing on the stage.And at this moment, I am so eager that I am not my mother's daughter.Whether rich or poor is happy or not, I just want to break free from the cold cage and don't want to be her caged bird anymore.It is like Adam and Eve, who tasted sweetness, greedy for the beautiful and seductive forbidden fruit.I touched my mother's bottom line, the first time I danced in the street, and the second time I came to the square to dance.Dancing the ballet that she was proud of, wrapped in a white dress, in the center of the most lively and chaotic square, accompanied by the dove of peace that has disappeared in her memory, she greeted the white dove here, and danced forgetfully.As I stopped, a figure in a big bad wolf suit walked up to me and handed me a bright red rose.I couldn't see the face under the suit, and I didn't want to guess what the gender of this person was, so I wanted to politely say "thank you", but the exclusive bell in my pocket suddenly rang.I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and connected it, afraid that missing this second would be a lifetime for me."
Lin Qi, Lin Qi, I'm so uncomfortable, Lin Qi, where are you, are you dating a wild man, I don't care, I don't care, you come over and accompany me, I'm going to die" As soon as the phone was connected, it was a familiar voice with some unreasonable trouble, and he was talking inarticulately, and there were some cries that made me worry my heart.It's such a scoundrel request again, and it's like this when you're drunk, talking nonsense to me, but aren't you also cheap, you know that he hasn't had feelings for you, you know that he loves another girl, and you only think of you when you know best, and kick you away when you don't want you.But Lin Qi, you are still so cheap, no matter how much you are hurt by him, no matter when he is drunk and rubbing his lower body with you and shouting other people's names, you are so cheap that you are so cheap that you are willing to keep this love, even if you can't get love.Lin Qi, you are really crazy.If you live this life according to your mother's arrangement, then you will not be ashamed of living without a little dignity under a man's crotch.You will dance according to your mother's wishes, become a domestic dance master, and then find a rich child who is the right family to marry.Then you will have a career, you will have children, and you will grow old and live this life.But only if you love this level, you are destined to resist guns and take risks, and go against your mother's wishes to chase the joy that you can't ask for in your life.Because you know exactly that you like him, you won't regret it.Even if it is contrary to my mother's wishes.Hurriedly stopping a car, I went straight to Arlo's rented house, and the red roses clutched in the palm of my hand were already unsightly.I let go of my hand with hindsight, and the red that fell to the edge of my shoe was as dazzling as the glare after that night of absurdity.In that night full of debauchery and unbearable, the heartache that did not enter was like a slap in the face that woke up the elegant mask of more than ten years, and it was a pain imprinted on the bones.The chaotic cries and physical satisfaction of that night are so clear that it seems to have happened only yesterday.I still remember that in those days, because Xiang Qingtian and Arlo were too close, I was in a state of depression, and when I received a call from Arlo to go to his house to accompany him, I agreed without even thinking about it.I mean, if I hadn't gone that day because it was too late, or had not drunk that glass of water in the middle of a firefight, and had turned away with my own mind, I don't think that would have happened that night, and I wouldn't have lived without any dignity in the days to come.I still remember that night I hurried to him as I do now, not wanting to ruin all the regularities of my life with this step.At that time, he was playing an online game in the room, and when I knocked on the door, he never came, and it was not until I called him that he slowly opened the door for me and led me directly into the bedroom.When I got back to the bedroom, he continued to sit in front of the computer as if nothing happened, and let me sit on his bed and stare dryly.In the end, I broke the silence and asked him what was the matter with me, and if it was okay, I went back.He stood up with a wicked smile and strode up to me, his eyes flashing with a playfulness like that of a love veteran.I vaguely guessed the purpose of his coming to me, but I didn't break it, and sure enough, before I could be distracted for a few minutes, he ambiguously leaned into my ear, exhaling warm white air that made my earlobes itch for a while.I heard him say to me in jerky and somewhat non-standard English, Lin Qi, let's play onenightstand.I didn't expect him to be so direct, and I was angry that he said such things casually, and he treated me like a plaything when I was lonely, and I angrily pushed him away with one hand, scolding him for being a bastard, but I had to admit that momentary heartbeat and dirty thoughts.He will never know that I fell in love with him when we first met him in high school, but unfortunately he never remembered me, and I was probably just a female classmate who could flirt with him at that time.I was a little aggrieved, and I thought of the intimacy between him and Xiang Qingtian, and scolded him with excessive emotions, scolding and scolding myself spinelessly crying first.He seemed to be used to seeing girls crying in front of him, so at that time he laughed at me a little mockingly, and finally said to me lightly, Lin Qi, how dissatisfied you are with me on weekdays, but I let you come today, I won't let you go tonight I looked at him in surprise, but saw him leaning down and overwhelming me, holding my face with a frown and kissing it.It was such a hot and plundering kiss, and I, who had never been so close to a boy, cried more and more with mixed emotions.He eagerly pried my teeth open and was skilled enough to tell me how many times he had kissed someone.There is no shortage of girls around him who kiss him, and there is no shortage of girls who rub his lower body with him, but that's it, he won't let me go.I resisted him sadly and bit his lip.He pushed me away from the pain, his mouth opened to scold me, but he still didn't scold, glared at me fiercely and returned to the computer desk.I breathed a sigh of relief, but it was complicated, and finally I walked up to him and said sorry softly.I felt unusually thirsty in my throat at the moment when he said this, and I caught a glimpse of the glass of water beside his table, and I carefully asked him before I dared to pick it up and drink it.But I didn't want this glass of water to quench my thirst, but I became an indirect murderer who pushed me to hell.After drinking the water, I instinctively wanted to go home immediately, but I noticed something strange coming from my body.I blushed and felt a little uncomfortable, staring at Arlo's bitten lip in confusion, and I involuntarily slowly leaned over, and finally it was me who covered the fiery lips again.It was something I had always dreamed of, but now it was the beginning of a life of shame that ignited my life.He was a little impatient, and reached out to hug me on the bed in a daze, and the moment the gun went off, it was out of control.My ignorant life, by me lit the fuse, burned all the unbearable and shameful everything the next day at noon after I was woken up in pain, the first thing my eyes swept was the little red flowers on the white sheets, I covered my mouth and my stomach was full of nausea, even though it was the boy I had thought about for too long, when I touched this bright red, I still couldn't suppress sadness and remorse.Just because at the source of the beginning of everything, the onenightstand he said was destined to be just a game, an unbearable game to pay for the body.I hate him, I hate that he doesn't love me but wants to provoke me, and I hate my tolerance and cheapness."
Classmates, classmates, what's wrong with you, you've arrived," the taxi driver interrupted my memories impatiently, and his thick eyebrows wrinkled me inexplicably reminded me of Arlo again.I apologized to the driver embarrassedly, paid the money, hurried to the door of Arlo's house, took out the key he had allocated for me, and opened the door.The smell of alcohol in my face proved that he had drunk again, and I frowned slightly, and when I changed my shoes, I saw him lying indecently on the sofa, talking drunken words.I bypassed him to the kitchen, poured a cup of sobering tea and came to him, pulled him and said to him: "Get up, drink the sobering tea, see how drunk you are" Arlo opened his eyes with some difficulty, stared straight at the water cup in my hand, and then seemed to remember something, suddenly sat up irritably and knocked off the water glass in my hand with one hand, and yelled at me: "You slut, can you be a little cheaper and take it away, I don't want to see the water glass" I was a little stunned, and it took a while to remember something, and silently rubbed the back of my burned hand, He bent over and picked up the cup that had broken on the floor.He didn't want to mention the ridiculousness of that night's shame, and I didn't want to mention it myself.It's just that I hate him, hate Xiang Qingtian for doing this kind of thing to use him, and he doesn't hate her.But he didn't seem to want to let me go, so he rudely pulled me up and pressed me down on the couch with one hand, and glared at me viciously, as if he was about to eat me.But he didn't do anything, and ended up sobbing quietly in my neck, and I could feel something unusually hot, falling on my neck and causing me a burning pain.It's like this every time, every time I think of me after a fight with her, and then cry like a child in front of me, but in front of her I look like a heartless bastard.I hate such an affectionate and ruthless Arlo, he only has Xiang Qingtian alone in his eyes, so he ignores the hysteria of other girls crying for him."
Lin Qi, why can't she like me" Arlo, then why can't you like me: