"theetasofanyfoe the petals of many flowers bloom in the sun" did not get a response as expected, I looked out the window at the bare trees, and my mind seemed to flash a touch of summer sea blue, the bearded man holding a newborn toddler in his arms, his eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and the birds on the branches were smiling until the wings were broken.The man with the beard was always smiling, and the flowers of midsummer were reflected in his eyes.He's my dad, the dad I've only seen in photos.Unfortunately, before I was born, he was buried in the deep sea as far as the eye could see.I thought about my father's days at sea, his eyes swollen by the sea breeze were deeply bloodshot, the beard around his mouth was always shaved and long, and the edges and corners were gradually blurred by the turbulence of the sea.He stepped on layer after layer, the waves that refused to be conquered, the clamor of the seagulls on top, his eyes were red and swollen, and he swore to become a hero who conquered the sea.In the five years without father's love, I thought about him crying and crying for his return, but in the belated gift at the age of five, in his notebook full of love, I spent the cycle after year.Although the most written in the notebook is my father's own, I can also feel his longing and reluctance for me, but I don't understand why he chose to be conquered by the sea and die in the field he most wanted to conquer.Didn't it be written in the notebook that he wanted to be a doctor and help the suffering of the world, but why did he choose a job in shipping, he would rather wander outside after being away from home for many years, his father was a wanderer drifting north, his lover was the daughter of a fisherman by the sea, and his mother was a famous dancer.Two women who loved him deeply, one in heaven and one on earth, he still chose that land, just because he loved as he wanted.The sun was shining on the sea that day, and it was calm on the sea, she went out fishing with her father, thinking that she would be able to catch her father to see her when she returned, but she didn't want to suddenly change the sky on the way back, and a tsunami came unprepared.They are in the crucible of love, and Daddy is still sitting on the plane full of sweetness, but the tsunami raging in the distance takes away his lover.Daddy fell in love with her at first sight at sea and let down his mother, who had loved him for many years.A tsunami took his lover and caused him to abandon his doctor and start sailing across the ocean to seas she had never seen.Daddy said in his diary that her biggest dream is to see all the seas in the world with the people she likes.Later, for unknown reasons, my father accepted my mother and quickly got married, but he still embarked on the road of shipping, and it was difficult to go home several times a year.It's like a lover who eventually becomes a family, and in the end, my father died in the sea, and he didn't even have time to see me born.Born in the sunny sea, let yourself die on the bright island, buried in the sound of seagulls one after another.Daddy's notebook reads."
Arlo, how beautiful you say the flowers that grow by the sea will be" habitually likes to talk to him, although his eyes never leave the computer screen, and he maintains an attitude of not hearing what I say."
Idiot" Arlo spat out two words impatiently, and I was a little confused, I was not sure if he was answering me or scolding his teammates in the online game.Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, I guessed that he should have been scolding his teammates in the online game just now, after all, he was regarded as transparent, and he had a lot of time talking to himself alone."
Sunfower Sunflower" As I thought about saying something more, Arlo suddenly turned his head and smiled at me, this time his English pronunciation was surprisingly standard.I was blindsided for a while, and when I heard him call him an "idiot" again, I laughed out loud, and the confusion that covered my heart seemed to be much brighter again.The golden beaches, the singing seabirds, the sparkling sea, the blue skies and the wildflowers on the island all have a reason to be beautiful.The sunflowers that grow in the sea breeze bloom the most beautiful bones towards the blazing sun, and each one is a shining story.In the increasingly clear passing years, I tasted a salty sea breeze, pouring into my mouth and nose and imprinting the vicissitudes of the deep sea in my heart.There is wind on the island, flowers on the sea breeze, and heroes on the flowers.The phone in my arms suddenly vibrate, I hurriedly pulled back my thoughts and nervously took out the phone, when I saw the word "Mom" on the screen, my heart couldn't help but go up and down, until Arlo's impatient voice rang I didn't connect the phone."
Mom" "Lin Qi, you dead girl, where are you fooling around outside, you haven't been to the dance studio for a few days, those dance teachers of yours are calling one by one, what do you want to do when you come back, see if I don't kill you" Mom's voice was even sharper than I expected, even if I didn't turn on the speakerphone, the voice from inside fell into Ah Luo's ears word for word.It was like being scarred, and the ugliest side was shown in front of others, and I felt unspeakable anger and embarrassment at this moment."
Mom, I'm sorry.A good friend of mine was hospitalized with appendicitis, and there was no one around to take care of him, and I forgot to ask the teachers for leave" "Hmph, my mother is busy with work these days and can't manage you, you'd better give me a point, and the teacher will ask me if you make it clear, if I'm done with your busy work, you haven't gone to practice dancing, see if I don't kill you" Before I could respond, my mother hung up the phone on the other end of the phone, completely not giving me room to speak.But to my good fortune, at least she agreed to my "leave" for the first time."
Look at your decay, I'm too afraid of your mother, I can't even lie, saying that you are my woman, and you are really embarrassed" Arlo pursed his lips in disinterest, turned to look at the computer again."
I'm sorry" I bowed my head weakly, unable to refute Arlo's words at all.He's right, I'm afraid of my mother who is so strict, and I don't have any confidence when I speak in front of her."
Hey, are you going to become the turtle you used to be before the sunny day, in my eyes, you have never been involved with the word soil, but your brain is really a little bad."
Arlo said coldly, but he still couldn't help but shudder violently at the mention of her name.Why does our liking always have a vicious circle, why do we always like people who don't like us, is this the jealousy that can't be obtained, is it presumptuous, why do you confirm our relationship between men and women, and even open and close your mouth and shout that I am your woman, but I am not happy at all You only say that you are a woman, but not a lover.I wrapped my arms around Arlo's waist from behind, suppressing my crying and trembling: "Arlo, you're just helping Xiang Qingtian take revenge on me, right""""Because I once trampled on her dignity, bullied her everything, and kept sprinkling salt on her wounds, so she called you to take revenge on me because you liked her." ”I couldn't help but hug Arlo tightly, not afraid of losing him anymore.He remained silent, but reached out and quietly turned off the computer.There was an eerie silence in the room that could not breathe, and there was a faintly suppressed cry in the air, and I heard heavy and light breaths ringing in my ears, with a hint of sadness immersed in the pale cold air.After a long time of no response, I gently let go of my hand and climbed up to his ear, kissing along his sea-blue studs, his body couldn't help but stiffen, and the ambiguous breath slowly rose, but I didn't want to make the next move with him in a rare tacit understanding.Arlo, even if I don't die well in the end, I want you to be happy and have a home of your own."
Ah Luo, let's separate if you force it, none of us want to be too tired, don't we" Let go of the hand around his neck, I suddenly felt relieved, instead of falling into this angular quagmire, it is better to pretend to be free and easy and turn back in time.Living in a world like stagnant water, it may be better than being left with only a quagmire of sadness and despair, and I let go of it, just to get out of the way.When it comes to feelings, I don't have any advantages, I can't make bets, and I can't win happiness.Flowers by the sea, if you encounter an island sinking and the land is cracked and lost in the sound of the waves, how can you turn into a seed in the isolated sea and take root and sprout, and re-breed into the most beautiful seaside flower or a flower of the deep sea, can it be sunny, can it reappear on the surface of the sea and bloom in the sun, the beautiful petals are connected one by one, and the most beautiful love words have bloomed, but why do the petals become bitter and unpalatable, and even the boiled flower tea has become astringent and sad, if everyone has to encounter a catastrophe in their lives, can I die early and leave the cowardly Aluo, The calamity of my life is you, and the great regret in this life is to provoke Xiang Qingtian.If I had been kinder and put away that arrogant shelf, Xiang Qingtian would not have been forced to be like this, and he would not have resented me enough to let you take revenge on me.Arlo, how am I going to face the flame of jealousy of you who don't love me, and I'm afraid that I will lose my mind and give myself a mask of hypocrisy.If letting go is the best option, then dear, forgive me for my cowardice, okay When I was about to leave after a while of my own grief, I was fiercely imprisoned in my arms by the silent Arlo, and the force of the grip on my arm was as if it wanted to melt me into my bones."
Lin Qi, I" Before Ah Luo wanted to speak, the closed door was suddenly opened.Yu Guang caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, and after she was slightly surprised and angry, she said in a faint voice without a little fluctuation: "It seems that I have disturbed you, but I really don't want to leave." ”The hand that was holding me suddenly let go, and then I was pushed away by gravity, falling to the floor and grazing my arm.I laughed sadly, pointed at Xiang Qingtian and roared like a nervous patient: "Xiang Qingtian, don't you just want to see me like this, now that you have succeeded, what do you want" Arlo still maintained the gesture of pushing away, slightly lowering his head and not seeing any expression.I bit my lip stubbornly, and clearly saw Xiang Qingtian proudly mouthing me and saying, I won't let you have such a good time.I slowly got up, and even the thickness of my clothes just now hurt deeply.Seeing that Arlo had been silent, I smiled bitterly and chose to leave on my own, and the provincial waiter would be kicked out."
To the sunny day, you go."
Arlo raised his head slightly, and the cold light in his eyes hit her body, and the nervousness that he had seen her before disappeared all at once.Xiang Qingtian pointed at Ah Luo incredulously, and finally scolded, but was slowly silenced under Ah Luo's tired eyes."
Lin Qi, I won't let you go easily."
Xiang Qingtian glared at me with hatred, and turned to leave proudly with the limited-edition bag in his hand.I chuckled sarcastically, the local girl who used to wear old clothes and canvas shoes is now wearing a famous brand and stepping on noble high heels, and the arrogance in her eyes has long replaced the initial cowardice and inferiority.It's the same person who used to be bullied by me all the time, but now he has made me a mess.How long will it take to resolve the grievances?