"What happened to Teacher Yu Jie later" I closed my eyes in pain, unwilling to look at Cheng Xiaoguang's face again, and my tone became choked up inexplicably: "She is very good, married to her childhood sweetheart who has always liked her.""
Ah, that's good."
It's not good, Xiaoguang is not good at all.Why did everyone seem to be happy at the end of the story, but we were separated forever Yu Jie got married and fell in love last week, why are we the only ones who are separated?
Just like the cries and choked words shattered in my memory, with a "snap", the treasure I cherished ran to the road again.I twisted my face and looked at the red light that lit up in an instant, at this time the sun was shining, why did I feel that my face was wet, is it the sun and rain, it is really hateful" Cheng Xiaoguang" I clenched my fists tightly and roared, trembling and running towards her in the middle of the zebra crossing, and the things that had been picked up were slowly losing little by little.I suddenly heard the clown whimpering, took off the mask and cried the makeup on my face, and still raised the corners of my mouth stubbornly, smiling and laughing embarrassed.In that late autumn when the rain was pouring, I finally abandoned her, hurt her, and completely lost her.Nima's I'm a bastard, "Ah" Listening to the explosion of the brakes in my ears, I looked at Cheng Xiaoguang who was close at hand in amazement, holding a bird in his hand, and finally couldn't hug her and fell to the ground weakly.I smiled at her dumbly, but my voice still couldn't stop trembling: "Cheng Xiaoguang, you stupid pig, next time don't run onto the road without looking at the traffic light, it's very dangerous if something happens to you, everyone will be sad."
Cheng Xiaoguang looked at me suspiciously, and after a while, she gently raised the corners of her mouth, lowered her head bitterly, and her voice became ethereal and distant in the breeze: "Teacher, you are laughing.""
It's obviously a very dangerous teacher.,I almost got hit just now" I looked at Cheng Xiaoguang's helpless face in horror, and then turned my head to look at the car parked at my feet, I felt that all the lies collapsed in an instant, waking me up in my sweet dream."
No, no, no, no" I clenched my fists in pain, my sight was filled with mist, I cried and kept calling Cheng Xiaoguang's name, but I couldn't get her gentle response anymore, she just looked at me with a smile like that, and then lost her expression."
Neurotic, I saw the red light and ran to the road without my life, you young man want to die early, don't drag my Nima's bad luck, meet someone who doesn't want to die" Listening to the driver's angry abuse, I wiped my tears and slowly got up from the ground.Looking at Cheng Xiaoguang, who also stood up with the bird in her arms, my pupils shrank suddenly, and the bird she was holding in her arms suddenly disappeared.I retreated in disbelief, almost crying again, I reached out to Cheng Xiaoguang, leaving all the facts behind, and begged her bitterly: "Xiaoguang hold on to me, I'll take you away, let's go home, please" But when my hand was stretched out, I grabbed a vacancy, I looked at Cheng Xiaoguang, who took two steps back, and the car drove away very close to her body like that, and she smiled helplessly unconsciously: "Teacher Yu, you are confused again, now is not the time to joke."
She stroked her long messy hair in the wind, turned her back to me and looked at the forget-me-not who was crushed all over the ground, the contours of her beautiful face finally began to blur, and she slightly opened her lips as beautiful as she first saw it: "It's just a pity that the teacher didn't give me a bunch of forget-me-nots in the end, it's true, do you want to forget me?"
”I bowed my head feebly, and in a voice that only I heard, I replied softly, "So, forget about you, unless I die." ”If nothing like that happened, I think I would have accompanied Cheng Xiaoguang through 20 years of peace and sound, but the truth is always unsatisfactory in the end.In the late autumn of Xiaoguang's sophomore year of high school, after I heard her say that she was pregnant, my world was completely dark.I think I can deeply understand what it is like to be pregnant at the age of seventeen.Holding the appraisal results, I felt extremely strange and dazzling when I watched the little girl caress her lower abdomen contentedly, smiling with a happy face.There is no doubt that her child is mine, and from the beginning I have plundered everything that the little girl has, liking, single-mindedness, body and soul, and I have let her eyes only exist for me.Now, two months after I learned that she was pregnant with my child, I began to panic and despair.I looked strangely at the little girl who was muttering to herself in my lower abdomen, and suddenly I felt suffocated, as if I was on the verge of death in the next moment.せせい teacher,It's our child.,You said it would be a little Zhengtai or a little Lori, so happy.,Little Zhengtai's words will be as handsome as せせい teacher.,Little Lori's words must be very similar to せせい teacher.,If the child grows up in the future, it will definitely be as popular as せせい teacher I looked dumbly at Cheng Xiaoguang, who was obsessed with having a child.,There's a suffocating feeling of decay.,It seems that I'll be able to swallow me up right away.。
I can't imagine the gaze that everyone looks at us when they learn that Cheng Xiaoguang and I are in love and have a child.Contempt, disdain, disgust, ridicule, anything but I can't lift my head.I can't even imagine that one day the little girl will become a mother so young, holding a child who looks very much like me in her arms, feeding him milk powder and singing lullabies, and even when he grows up a little more, she will tell him stories every night before going to bed.She became a mother at such a young age, and she suddenly became a mother with a delicate in my arms, her body became more and more mature and gradually had the fragrance of milk, and the contours of her face will also fade away from immaturity and become charming and mature.Everything was something I had never thought or dared to think about, and it was almost like a taboo that befell me.After the child was born, he would also learn to call Mom and Dad, and began to intervene domineeringly in my life and Xiaoguang's life.I like children, but I can't accept his arrival so early, and I don't even have the courage to accept him.I am a teacher, she is a student, we have a child I decided to go with her all the time, but I still dare not touch the idea of wanting to marry her, and I have not even thought about having a home and children with her.The arrival of the child is just a bombshell for me, which will not make me feel the slightest joy, but will only make me more and more frightened and uneasy in this silence.The little girl looked at me timidly, subconsciously protected her stomach, and asked me cautiously, Teacher, are you unhappy I turned my face painfully and didn't dare to look at her, she was so happy with the arrival of the child, but I couldn't accept it.She was so careful to protect the fetus that was still in her womb, afraid of all those who treated her child badly.And I, as the father of the child, have become the heinous sinner, Xiaoguang, beat the child so that we can still be together.Teacher, don't you really like it, the little girl choked up sadly, and the trembling in her words seemed to be about to defeat her.I got up and walked to her side and hugged her tightly, and I couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable in my heart, Xiaoguang, it's okay if you scold me and say that I threaten you, we can't have this child.The little girl pushed me away hard, sniffed and said painfully, "Teacher, okay, I'll beat the child off, you don't have to worry, I'll go tomorrow morning."
I'll be with you.I reached out to rub her hair, but she carefully dodged it, and she smiled at me forcefully and turned back to the room.I sat down on the couch in pain, rubbing my aching temples, I took out a cigarette and lit it, and silently took one puff after another, and in the fog I remembered the scene when I first met the little girl.Her somewhat baby-fat face was covered with nervousness, and her mouth was closed but nothing was said.Under a white and blue sailor suit, he wore a pair of beige leather shoes with a round toe, which was simple, fresh and elegant.Her small hands clutched the sailor's skirt tightly, her pink cherry lips pursed tightly, but in the warm March sun, she was still too thin, and she couldn't help but shiver a little in front of me.She asked me seriously and seriously, せせい teacher, do you know, what is the next sentence of this poem, faintly thundering, hazy sky, but I hope that the wind and rain will come, and you can stay here.The next day, I still had some suspicions to follow her, she liked this child so much, how could she really be ruthless to accompany her to complete the relevant procedures and wait, the little girl was a little thirsty and wanted to drink water, I thought that she was still pregnant, so I told her to be careful and wait for me to come back, and then went downstairs to get hot water.But when I came back, I couldn't find the little girl anymore, so I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and dialed her, but I said that it had been turned off.I panicked and asked the patients around me if they had seen her, and after learning that she was hurrying away from the other side as soon as I left, all I could not bear was anger.I immediately rushed out of the hospital to look for her on the street, but it happened to be a heavy rain, I braved the rain to find the figure of the little girl, and in more and more disappointment, I saw Cheng Xiaoguang curled up next to the vending machine.I ran to her angrily, pulled her up rudely, and said fiercely, Cheng Xiaoguang, didn't you say that you would beat the child, what do you mean by running away now, teacher, I am reluctant, I am reluctant to beat this child, I am so afraid that I will lose this child, and I will no longer be the mother of the child.Cheng Xiaoguang covered her face weakly and cried bitterly, looking at her who was in a state of collapse, my heart couldn't help but be hurt.Immediately, I shook my head again, tried hard to suppress the unbearability and pain in my heart, and said to her ruthlessly, Cheng Xiaoguang, as long as you listen to my words and beat this child, we will be fine in the future.No, I really can't do it, I grabbed Cheng Xiaoguang's wrist angrily, looking at her little face that was gradually distorted by pain, I gritted my teeth and said, Cheng Xiaoguang, I tell you, this is not the court of words, we can't go on forever If you listen to me now and beat the child, I can still be with you Teacher Cheng Xiaoguang shouted at me in pain, but I shook her off fiercely, and said ruthlessly, Cheng Xiaoguang put away your dimensional dream, this is not a two-dimensional This is reality, We can't be like the poems you sent me in the Court of Words, don't expect me to be able to tell you a second time Since you like the second dimension so much, and want to be the same as the plot in the Court of Words, if you have to try teacher-student love, I advise you to follow the original plot and become a teacher after completing your studies, and then find a student to fall in love Cheng Xiaoguang, your teacher fetish really makes me feel disgusting, you and your two-dimensional really make me disgusting, it's obviously fake and stupid to be a believe, it's really stupid, the little girl smiled disappointedly, The bottom of the eyes is clear as if it has been washed with water.,せせい teacher,Do you really think the second dimension is disgusting?。
I said against my will.But are we wrong, we're just、It's just a simple liking, isn't it like a clown.,Think we're going to laugh, won't we really be sad?
Teacher, do you know that under the smiling face mask of every clown.,Some are sad.,Some are stories.,I hate せせい teacher.,I don't want to see せせい teacher again.。
Note 1: The Bowl of Words was directed by Makoto Shinkai, who has directed animated films such as The Voice of the Stars, 5 Centimeters per Second, and The Child Who Chases the Stars, and the film was released simultaneously in Taiwan, Hong Kong, and Japan on May 31, 2013
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