"Words and afternoons, all the way, Xu Lu Road."
She held my hand and taught me how to write my name in a regular way.At that time, people seemed to attach great importance to names, as if names could determine a person's life.And I can't think of any special meaning in my name, except that it is easier to pronounce it.I looked at her stupidly, and my mind completely ran to the thick eyelashes on her drooping eyelids, and her lips were tightly pursed into a line in the morning light, and the shimmering color made people look very comfortable.With a pampering slap gently fell on my head, she raised her eyebrows and said slightly angrily, teach you to write and give me a serious job, so big the name is not written well, you are not ashamed to be embarrassed I pouted unhappily, but suddenly heard a call from downstairs, Lu Lu Lu came out to play, I quickly broke away from her arms, picked up my own cartoon backpack and carried it on my back, and ran to the door with a grimace at her, and laboriously stood on tiptoe and twisted the doorknob.You're so wild, remember to go home early, or your dad will punish you again when he comes back.She said this at the end, and the worry and worry were all written on the frowning brow.I pursed my lips disapprovingly, smiled mischievously at her, and dragged my voice weakly.After saying that, he ran out of the house and walked into the elevator, without waiting for her to say any more wordy words.While riding the elevator, I took out the little cartoon book in my backpack and suddenly giggled at the crooked words written on it.711, go to the suburbs to see the lotus, go to the creek to catch small fish, and be with Xu Cheng.As soon as I put away the small notebook and the elevator door opened, I grabbed my schoolbag and rushed out of the community quickly, and at a glance I saw a friend who came to pick me up.Do you want to come or not, you have already said that you are playing tricks on me and talking angrily into the phone, anxious to grit your teeth and stomp your feet on the side.No, Lu Lu, my mother locked me up at home to do exercises, you go to play with your friends, next time, next time, next time I have time, I will accompany you out I was so angry that I hung up the phone, but my good friend joked without looking at his face, I got the way, he is not your brother, how can he come to play with us, what is this kiss and not kiss, what is it, it is not Xu Cheng, it is not him, this is my boyfriend, I was embarrassed and yelled subconsciously, and as soon as I finished speaking, I found that there was something wrong and weird inside.After a dry laugh or two, I irritably grabbed my neat ponytail and was the first to get on the bus.The friends also smiled tacitly and followed in turn, listening excitedly to the bus prompts, hoping that the next stop would be their destination.After coming to the suburbs and playing casually for a while, I still sulked a little with a black face, damn Xu Cheng released my pigeon again, and obviously said that it was too much to play with me.The time is July 11th of the second year, I am Xu Lulu, and I like Xu Cheng.After recording in the recorder, I put the recorder in my backpack and suddenly remembered the "OVE" that Mr.
Rian had taught us.Teacher Rian was transferred from Xu Cheng when I was in the third grade, and now I am in my second year, and I still like Xu Cheng.I don't know what liking is, I just know that Mr.
Rian likes to record his voice with a voice recorder, and he has to record the time before recording.She said she was afraid that over time she would forget the throbbing sensation.She also told me that if you like someone, you must be brave and tell him.I don't know if I like Xu Cheng or not, because it's too difficult for me to be in the fourth grade not long ago, I just think that I can be with him forever, and there are no other girls around me, how wonderful it would be, so I also followed the example of Teacher Rian, recording my own thoughts and joys.A scream "AhhI subconsciously shouted "help", hoping that passers-by would help, but now it was the summer heat, and it was in the already sparsely populated suburbs, and there was not even a shadow on the road.Looking at the rest of my friends who were hesitant on the shore, I gritted my teeth and cautiously swam into the fish pond to retrieve the friend.I'll swim some, not to mention that this drowning friend is not heavy, it should be no problem Well, thinking of this, I sped up and swam to her, this time the play project was proposed by me, and I should be responsible for the accident.When they struggled to pull her pale to the shore, everyone took a hand and dragged her ashore.And when I arrived, my foot was stuck in something in the water, and I couldn't pull it out.I was a little anxious, and they panicked even more, and they took my hand and accidentally let go, and I fell back into the fish pond, and a large amount of water poured into my nose and throat, causing me to cough.My body became weaker and weaker, and it seemed to be sliding in the gentle water, until at last when my vision began to blur I saw a few figures fleeing from the desert, and the hand that I should have stretched out hung limply halfway through.It's really too much, these friends, one by one, are greedy for life and afraid of death.When the catastrophe came, did they fly separately, bastard, I saved you, you still ran away with that group of people, what do you say, good friend, hypocritical disgusting, dead bastard, what a bastard, is it just me, but why did her crying sound around and the warm embrace under the water, I felt that the little fish was kissing my skin, and her breath was wafting between her noses, so faint and reassuring.But it shouldn't be, isn't she, she won't be here, and she can't be here.Maybe it's a little unwilling to be forgotten here.When I opened my eyes again, I saw a white ceiling, followed by a choking smell of disinfectant water, and I couldn't help but blush and cough.There was a sudden pain in my ankle, and I looked sideways to see that my right ankle was wrapped in thick gauze, and some bright red was oozing out slightly, soaked in white gauze."
Fuck you damn scourge" Before I could react back to what was going on, he rushed in angrily, and the loud slap was particularly piercing in the ward, and it also made my ears "buzz" non-stop."
Dad, what are you doing" I touched my swollen face aggrievedly, and then remembered that I went to the suburbs with my friends, I saved a friend who fell into the water, but in the end I fell into the water, and their group of people were still ungrateful, and they ran away in front of me, but, how did I come back, "By the way, what about them, my friends, what about them," I looked left and right, and didn't notice my father's increasingly black face, "One by one, they didn't even come to see me." ”"Friend, you tell me to Lao Tzu, friend, what the fuck do you know" He suddenly raised his hand and was about to slap me, but stopped in mid-air, "Why did I give birth to you This scourge You are happy to see your mother lying there" "Xu Lulu, I should really let you drown there" I couldn't help but be baffled by my father's call, but I still captured the relevant information, what did my mother mean when she was lying there, and what did it matter to him that I made friends, "Dad, what are you talking about." ”I turned my face a little uneasily, thinking that I would say something nice to make him not so angry, otherwise I would not be beaten to death by him as soon as I got home, "Hehe, Lulu, you are so capable, why don't I know that you have the life of your mother, do you have to tell me about it, are you willing, your mother died next door, you are happy" I stared at my father in disbelief in surprise, and then shook my head vigorously, how could it be that although that embrace was very similar to her, how could she appear there, she should be reading a famous book at home, Or on the computer to read the web, or listen to music and watch TV, at noon ready lunch and wait for the busy husband to come home.How could she come to the suburbs to look for me, even though I didn't tell her, where I went to play."
Hmph, I really have no conscience, my mother died and couldn't even shed a tear, I raised a white-eyed wolf for nothing, and I took my life alive, why did our family put up your heartless evil spirit" Looking at the back of my father leaving, the door of the ward was slammed shut, and I touched the red and swollen face that was beaten by him, but I couldn't shed a single tear.Scourge damn Ke Mu has no conscience and the white-eyed wolf harms people, is this me the person who reads "Yan Wu Xu, Foot All Ways, Xu Lu Lu" in her mouth, it turns out that I am so unbearable, why can't I cry, I have obviously suffered such a big grievance.Unwilling, I regret it, I haven't written my name well, and I haven't told her what I want to do when I grow up, is it too late "Lu Lu" When I couldn't shed tears, the door was gently pushed open, I looked at Xu Cheng who opened his mouth, and then looked at my brother who was standing on the side with a blue face and red eyes, and my nose suddenly became sour."
Brother" I called softly, and lowered my head very aggrievedly, but I still couldn't cry.I don't understand, why I can't cry, it's so sad, so sad that it's like I'm going to die.I know that something has deteriorated and decayed at this moment, even though I can't laugh in the face of my cousin Xu Cheng, who has always been stupidly liked.I couldn't cry or laugh, I was suffocated before I was dead, as if I was choking my throat and struggling, but in the end I gave up the struggle easily, my eyes were red and I couldn't scream out of the last only sad murmur.I hate myself like this, I hate it to death
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