When the midnight bell struck the city's highest point, I silently glanced at the time flashing on my phone screen, and couldn't help but wrap my coat tightly and hunch over before I dared to move forward.It's almost summer, but the temperature is still not rising, and the night is much colder than the cold wind blowing during the day.Although I have long been accustomed to the city's rainy and unstable temperatures, it is a joy to have a little sun once in a while.Looking at the cars shuttling on the road, I looked at the people behind me again, and I couldn't help but want to go back.I reluctantly opened the main panel of my phone, and I suddenly hesitated when I looked at the message from Izumi.I really didn't want to go, but if I didn't go, as long as I thought about his behavior in the future, I would still compromise and slowly search for the address he said.My dear will remember to come out and find me later, and the address is in Room 14 of the Screening Hall in the Central Plaza.If I don't come, you know what I'm going to do.I glanced at the address on the message he sent again, and after making sure that it was correct, I looked at the serial number of one room after another in frustration, and when I found the serial number 14, I pushed open the door and walked in with some relief.The moment I pushed it away, I was stunned, looking at the oversized photo projected in the center, I couldn't react, and when I looked around, I saw that the white walls were full of large and small photos.A message suddenly flashed on my phone, I hurriedly opened it and looked at it, but I saw that he replied very carelessly: Don't hurry away, dear, go in and have a look.I gritted my teeth, but finally didn't leave the room, and carefully looked at every picture hanging on the wall, and the high-resolution photos that were being shown.I probably wouldn't have paid much attention to it if it had been a different photo, but now it's not all the people in the photo.There are photos of me when I won the award, there are photos of me that have been washed out every day, and more are all kinds of snapshots that I don't even know about.So many that even I don't even look at it myself.I trembled and gently stroked the photo with my fingertips along the frame, looking at the different selves, I suddenly felt panicked, and I even found a picture of myself as a child.It seemed that in an instant, all my thoughts and secrets were revealed, and it was so clean that it was as if I had been stripped naked and stood in the middle of the crowd.I looked at one photo after another with mixed feelings, and finally stopped at the first time I was standing on the podium in the fourth grade of elementary school.I scratched at my long hair with a headache, and the familiar feeling filled my body again, as if I remembered the warm brown autumn of that year.The grass on the side of the ancient road outside the long pavilion is green, the evening breeze is full of willows, the flute is remnant, the sunset is outside the mountain, Xu Lu Road, you come up and sing it, everyone applauds.The music teacher looked around earnestly, and finally, in my silent prayer that I would not be, God seemed to be against me, and the music teacher called me by name.It's definitely playing with me, and it's a high-tech belly black line, and it has a pig's foot aura thousands of times, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do, just kill me, okay, I smiled at the music teacher reluctantly, and walked in front of her very slowly and with great difficulty.I clearly understood that the music teacher was a person who said the same, so I wouldn't be bored and ask her to let me go.What's more, born in a family with strict family education, it is absolutely not allowed to disobey the teacher's requirements.Even in a normal relationship with friends, my father only allowed me to socialize with friends from scholarly families, and in his eyes, I was absolutely not allowed to play with ordinary friends who did not have a family background.And no matter how bold I was, at most I dared to play a scoundrel in front of my mother when my father was not at home, and secretly ran out to play for a while.It is a well-known fact that my father wanted to make me a famous pianist, and when I was in the top three in the city, my father was also strict with my grades in music.I like the piano and I can play it, but what no one knows is that I don't have the courage to sing, I don't have the courage to sing in front of everyone in anticipation.Even in the activities organized by the school, I have always silently neglected singing, refusing to sing solo with all kinds of excuses, and only moving my mouth indiscriminately when singing.I was afraid that as soon as my voice came out, it would be seriously out of tune, and then I would be embarrassed in front of everyone so that my cheeks turned crimson, and I had to flee in the end.How can I bear the title of "Piano Princess" with a clear conscience, I can't sing, and the rhythm is a mess, except for the fast hand speed and the ability to move the keyboard, what is the difference between me and ordinary people, I have always been careful to avoid this secret, but I still have to face it I stood on the podium with some trepidation, listening to the applause for me, I suddenly felt unusually heavy, and even the smile that had been hanging on my lips became far-fetched.What am I going to sing and what face I am going to face the whole class subconsciously clenched my fists, the pain of my nails sinking into the flesh is not as stinging as the smile and expectation of the audience, they must be thinking, it is Xu Lulu who plays the piano so well, and it must be good to sing The vision is a little blurred, under the repeated urging of the music teacher, I looked at those expectant eyes in a daze, and opened my mouth with difficulty but couldn't make a sound, as if I had become deaf and mute, I couldn't speak, I couldn't hear anything anymore.I hate this kind of self, it's useless.I took a deep breath with some difficulty breathing, and there seemed to be something in my eyes that kept swirling, and I first heard the broken voice clearly, and the ancient road outside the long pavilion was fragrant and green, and the grass was green, what is it, it is ugly, will you sing it, hurry up and come down I pursed my lower lip dumbly, listening to the dissatisfaction that first broke out in the classroom, I lowered my head in shame, and the severe dizziness almost made me fall to the ground.Why is it so ugly, I thought I was the only one hallucinating, it didn't feel right, hey, hey, what else is the most talented "piano princess", I don't think it's great, singing is really ugly.Listening to the growing dissatisfaction from the audience, I was so ashamed that I almost broke out of the door, and those wanton taunts and smiles, each of which was like a sharp blade cutting through all the glory and proud capital that I had painstakingly managed.I am proud because of the title of "Piano Princess"; I have low self-esteem, also because of the title of "Piano Princess".The music teacher impatiently picked up the whip and slapped the table, and there was no smile in his eyes when he looked at me again, and even with the same ridicule he disdained me, okay, such a simple song is sung like this, I wonder if you are so serious that you are going out of tune with your intentions, I don't know what you did when I taught, okay, go down quickly, it's not a shame, I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying, and walked off the podium quickly hoping to get out of class immediately, but the moment I came down, the dizziness hit again, I stumbled on my feet and ended up falling.Then, there was no sense.Cut, fainting after a fall like this, the children of rich families are really delicate, and it makes people sick to watch.You don't know that today I asked her to sing on the podium, a farewell song she was stunned to be able to sing another version, out of tune I don't know where to run, this is too stupid, I can't sing such a simple song.Her family probably just saw that she couldn't sing, so they let her learn piano, and then use the background to walk backstage, and use money to buy those or something.Tsk, and the "piano princess", I think it's a little fake.I hate the children raised by this kind of rich and powerful family the most, what is this like, I really think that the sand can shine like gold, not to mention, I heard that this kind of family, private life is not very checked, don't look at Xu Lulu is still very obedient now, who knows what will become in the future, I look at it quietly and withdrew my hand, I quietly looked away, looked at the corner of the thing covered by the black cloth, thinking of the "vast" content of the spring's brain, I reluctantly came to this thing, and uncovered the cloth covering it.Looking at the enlarged version of the statue in front of me, I couldn't help twitching the corners of my mouth, listening to the footsteps from behind, I brushed the broken hair that fell on my chest, and said: "I'm not dead yet, it's really good to make such a big statue" "I see that the back of the young lady is a little familiar, and it seems to be the same as in the photo when you look closely" What remained unchanged was his slightly frivolous voice, I turned around slightly, but saw that his nose was still covered with some beads of sweat, and he was sweating profusely on a not hot day."
Then you take a closer look, isn't it" I raised the corners of my mouth amusedly, he was the first to go to such great lengths to get this.He laughed happily twice, looked around me twice in a pretentious manner, and suddenly said, "It's really me, I didn't expect the young lady to be more beautiful and extraordinary than in the photo.""
Thank you."
I smiled politely, like we really had never met, and now all that was left was politeness and detachment.If, if we really didn't know each other, I think Izumi would be a very good existence, he wouldn't stay so long for me, and finally leave with a lot of regret after burying himself in the loess for a long time.I hated him, I hated him, I hated him.He is such a person, living in the bottom of my heart, and no matter how decay time can erase him.He won, he won beautifully, no matter which one I loved or not, he appeared in my life so domineeringly.And if time is not old, the people who should love each other love each other to death, and the people who should forget each other will forget each other."
Hello, I'm the one who carved the statue for you, you can call me Mr.
Strange Wood, do you need to meet and make friends," Izumi said, and then stretched out his slightly calloused but slender hands."
It's an honor, my name is Xu Lulu."
I laughed softly, and in the somewhat dimly lit room, I shook his hand back vigorously."
I heard that wood is a living, Miss Xu knows why I am called a strange wood" He took my hand, lowered his head slightly and gently dropped a kiss on the back of my hand, "Grotesque for a living, Xu you Chang'an." ”: