Looking at the demons dancing under the bright lights, I indifferently lifted the sunglasses on the bridge of my nose, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.The moment the liquid fell into my throat, I raised my head and saw him walking slowly towards me against the light, and the evil smile became more and more charming in the light.He picked up the wine glass in my hand and drank it all, and then put his arms around my waist ambiguously, and a pair of hands wandered wantonly on my waist: "Come to the bar and wear a pair of sunglasses, are you afraid of being recognized or are you seducing people, well, dear.""
What do you think?"
I'm already used to Izumi's temperament, and I'm not as repulsed by him as I was at first, but instead ask him what he thinks."
It's very seductive."
He took off my sunglasses, leaned over and kissed them, so gentle that he just touched my lips and walked away as if nothing had happened.It was the first time that he was so gentle without any playfulness, and all I saw was tenderness and obsession in his eyes.What kind of man is this, the chill that seeps into the bone marrow is so quiet, slowly conveyed through the pair of dark pupils, even the smile on the side of his mouth is so evil and dangerous, and in a blink of an eye, only tenderness and obsession remain, just flowing quietly and peacefully."
My dear, I've already promised you an acquaintance, don't panic and say that we haven't gotten acquainted yet, you let me kiss us and we're not familiar yet, so next, dear, listen well, I'm going to confess to you."
He smiled wickedly, leaning his face against his left earlobe, and exhaling softly a slightly winey white breath."
I could raise a knife for you without hugging you."
Izumi said so softly, even if I couldn't see his expression at this time, I could think of the tenderness and greed in his eyes, "Is it good to be my girlfriend?"
I was suddenly stunned, and what was still lingering in my ears was the ambiguous white gas, and the love words that could not be returned to calm for a long time, instantly provoked the waves in my heart, surging so much that they almost drowned me.I've always known what Izumi thinks of me, and the lust and trust that burns on the tip of my heart with a burning light, I can see it better than anyone else.It was knowing that his feelings for me were not false, so I dared to let him be by my side unscrupulously, even if I dodged his menacing love, I didn't do everything.In the final analysis, this feeling of being remembered and loved, no one can do it to the point of Quan, and I am also eager to forget Xu Cheng's cousin and fall in love with an existence like Quan From the time I saw Su Han put down Xu Cheng and Beixi walking together, my persistent love for Xu Cheng was also diluted a lot, and I secretly hoped that someone would love me.Then, Izumi appeared in a high-profile and domineering manner.He listened carefully to every word I said, and he would carefully maintain my proud self-esteem, domineering but not crossing my bottom line, it was everything he loved me.Even anything he said to me, he was not perfunctory, even if it was a love word that I heard in my ears, I would inexplicably believe him and his unprincipled love for me.Even that day, he slowly fulfilled his promise as a promise, acquaintance, acquaintance, confession, and finally the pursuit began to proceed slowly.He gave me the most vulgar love plot in the plot of the novel, but it's also false to say that I am not moved, I am not an iron man, and I like the feeling of being cared for and loved.I thought that he was so seriously preparing for the acquaintance, so the confession would definitely be different from the usual, and he must be all kinds of high-profile wishing the whole world would know, because this is in line with his character.But he didn't.He only said a love sentence that I could entrust everything to him, and then asked me bluntly if I should be his girlfriend, so simple and rude is also like his style.He didn't try to be so romantic or enviable, he just held his heart in front of me unreservedly, bowing his head just to listen to my wavering reply.With such a him, what reason do I have to deny and reject him, even if he is not in love with him, but he is tempted enough.I was about to open my mouth to say "yes" to him, when my eyes suddenly caught her sitting at the bar, calmly smoking a lady's cigarette, with no expression on her face covered by heavy makeup.I hooked the corners of my mouth mockingly, looked down and touched Izumi's hair numbly, and I heard myself answer him coldly, "No."
His love for me was serious, but I also couldn't tolerate any sand.I'm not a virgin, and when I see the man who says I love kissing like any other girl, I can still indifferently let him follow the other girls.Is it that one day when I am not by his side, he can roll on the sheets with other people, still full of love words and love to integrate into each other's body Muzi is like this, cross-forked in the middle of the spring saying that he loves me, and the unique emotion is cut into a love triangle.I don't like Muzi, and Muzi doesn't like me as a rival.When I was thinking about the spring and always carrying Muzi by his side, he let go of me calmly, and a trace of loss and pain flashed quickly in his dark pupils, but he pretended not to care and said lightly: "It's okay, I already knew that you wouldn't agree so easily, isn't there still a way to pursue the courtship of saying you like it first and then pursuing."
I looked at Izumi dumbly for a long time, and finally I was very humble about the fact that Izumi liked me more, and said to him frankly, "I don't like Muzi.""
I'm sorry."
He said.I looked at him coldly, and suddenly felt ridiculous, he was also a proud person, but the first "I'm sorry" he said to me was for girls other than me.He has this self-confidence that makes me tempted and even loved, but the wood between us is always the reason why I reject him, not to mention that now my most emotion for him can only be tempting.We are at the two extremes of the noise, refusing to bow our heads to each other, stubbornly pushing that emotion into torment.I can love you, but I can't tolerate any sand.In the silence, we didn't know what to do for this farce, and a roar exploded menacingly in the bar: "You shameless little slut" When I was still mocking in my heart who didn't handle the emotional matters, I found that I didn't handle these shit well, and I just got up from my seat in a gagged heart, I wanted to leave, but I was suddenly slapped to the ground, and the forehead that accidentally hit the corner of the table immediately broke, and the gurgling blood rushed out instantly.I was a little dizzy and tried to stand up on my own, but I was helped up by Izumi first, I shook my head and tried to shake off the dizziness, and at the moment Izumi was about to make a move, I couldn't help but be surprised when I saw the person coming: "Dad, why are you back" My father, who worked all the way in the United States, suddenly appeared here in such a way tonight, which made me a little flustered.After my mother's death, my father has always rejected me and treated me dispensably, but I am his daughter after all, and going in and out of this chaotic bar is undoubtedly a resounding slap in the face.His current status and identity do not allow me, who is still known as the "piano princess" to the outside world, to have any bad things to say, even the friendship with Su Han, the whole family except the eldest brother is fighting."
Don't call me, why did I give birth to such a sinister seed as you, I won't come back, you're not just messing around with this group of indiscriminate, maybe I'll be a grandfather inexplicably" "Dad, let's talk about it when I go back." ”Looking at my father's gloomy face, I said calmly, without a hint of anger on my face.The blood that kept flowing down his cheeks was also bewitching in the dim light."
Go back, will I allow your shameless thing to go home Xu Lulu, you really make me embarrassed" As soon as my father's words fell, the audience became agitated, and there may be many people who can't recognize my face with a mask on the stage, but the name "Xu Lulu" is known to everyone.I frowned slightly, I couldn't help but be a little irritable, but the spring that had been silent beside me suddenly blocked in front of me, clenching his fists as if to suppress the full anger, I heard him say: "Uncle, although you are Xu Lulu's own father, but I tell you, whoever dares to bully her in front of me, no matter who it is, I will double the pain" "Xu Lulu, you have such a great ability, call someone to beat me, I should have let you drown in the fucking water that year" Seeing that Quan was about to do something, I pulled him down, I didn't want the farce to get worse and worse, so I said to him, "I'm going back."
My father also sensed the agitation of the scene, and when he saw that I didn't want to mess with him, he shut up and walked out of the bar first, I picked up my bag and followed with a blank face.My father's return was not groundless, but I also promise that I will repay the shame of today, and when anyone was about to step out of the door, I suddenly stopped, and when I looked back in his direction, I saw Muzi affectionately holding Izumi's arm, and the bird kissing the corner of his mouth, but he did not resist at all.As if feeling the gaze, Izumi, who had been keeping his head down, suddenly raised his head and looked straight at me, and suddenly realized something and hurriedly pushed away the wood beside him.Muzi glanced at me faintly, hooked the corners of his mouth with a smile, and kissed him on the lips on tiptoe.At that moment, I felt dazzling, and I glanced at the two of them coldly, and I walked out with my leg raised, and the only emotion left disappeared in an instant.Until I walked away, there was no familiar footsteps behind me, and he didn't catch up in the end.A man like him must not be willing to have only one person by his side, let alone someone like me who will give him a face.Muzi looked like a little bird, didn't he win his last irretrievable to me, there seemed to be a faint sound of an ambulance in the distance, I scratched my hair in annoyance, quickly stood on the side of the road to stop a taxi, and walked away in this dark night that was like water but restless.If I hesitated to leave for a moment, or when Izumi first asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend, I promised him how good it would be to love each other at the time I should love, and not put on a stand and push everything away, even if I bowed my head first, and trusted him a little more.It wasn't until later when I was guarding the empty room and burning my lips with hot tears that I was so eager to have a home with him.However, we have lost in an unpredictable tomorrow
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