I think that the strange wood of the spring, wood can also refer to wood.And I, trying my best to bite and swallow the pain, have no way to forget the fact that I once loved Xu Cheng.If I love someone, I will never let him fall into a dilemma, so after failing to confess to Xu Cheng at the beginning, I resolutely left.And now Izumi's existence, I can't tell you how it feels, but it's definitely not love.But Quan and Xu Cheng are different after all, he has love for me, but Xu Cheng just loves Su Han wholeheartedly, so Xu Cheng doesn't have to hesitate to make a decision, and I don't have to hesitate to make a decision for him.Izumi is different, a very different existence, and even I can't explain it.The door of the bubble tea shop was gently pushed open, and as a pleasant wind chime fell, the waiter officially said, "Welcome.""
Fairy, it seems that you are very idle."
Su Han walked quickly to me, pulled out the chair opposite and sat down quickly, and immediately said to the waiter, "A glass of lemonade, thank you." ”"Okay."
I raised the corners of my mouth slightly, but when I saw that Su Han was the only one who came today, I couldn't help asking, "Why are you the only one, didn't Beixi come" Su Han smiled wryly, looked out the window a little evasively, and said vaguely: "Well, he's been a little busy lately" I obviously didn't believe her words, stirring the milk tea with a straw, and I asked with an unchanged face: "Su Han, how busy can he be as a freshman, even if Beixi is busy with his studies, he won't snub you so much, are you quarrelling" I didn't think it was convincing anymore when I said it, Although Su Han said that Beixi was busy, isn't it a little unbelievable when I said that they quarreled Sure enough, Su Han laughed suddenly, as if relieved, and said lightly: "How is it possible, how can Gu Xi and I quarrel and say that he has been busy lately, in fact, it's nothing, call him here, don't you become a light bulb, then you are still happy and happy" Seeing that Su Han was determined not to say, I didn't ask again, in my opinion, even if there are some small contradictions, the two of them will not make trouble for too long, After all, Beixi's liking for Su Han was seen by everyone.I didn't give a salty "um" in response to what she said, and I didn't dwell on the issue.Su Han took a sip of the lemonade handed over by the waiter, and seemed to remember something and suddenly asked me: "Anyway, fairy, why did your father suddenly come back and find that kind of place to go to who framed me" I still responded lightly, knowing what Su Han was going to say next, so I took the first step and said: "Don't worry, I won't let her go like this, I can handle it.""
Okay, if you need my help, remember to call me, leave this kind of thing to me to do this bad thing," Su Han said nonchalantly, ignoring the strange gaze cast at the adjacent table."
What are you bad me," I amusedly hooked the corners of my mouth, stirring the milk tea without taking a sip."
Fairy, that's what I call you."
Su Han raised his eyebrows slightly, and there was a malicious smile between his eyebrows.I looked at her with a dumb smile, thinking that it would be enough to have a friend of her, well, there wasn't much to be around, not too much excitement."
The time is September 1st of the fifth year, I am Xu Lulu, I like Xu Cheng."
Our road is really the most beautiful, this white dress really fits Ah Teacher Rian happily picked me up and spun around, and his eyes were red as he spoke.What's wrong I asked Teacher Rian lightly, although the way we used to get along was crazy together, but now, I have become accustomed to indifference and loneliness.Teacher Rian stopped suddenly, put me down in silence, picked up the comb on the table and expertly tied my double ponytail for me.I frowned in disgust, and said coldly, it's ugly, I don't want to tie a double ponytail, naïve.Teacher Rian pinched my face angrily, stared at me with a pair of round eyes and shouted, how mature can you be, a little fart is still pretending to be cold, do you know it's ridiculous, just be more mature than you, Teacher Rian, you are a childish ghost.I grinned and tried to break free from Teacher Rian's clutches, but she let go first, silently untied the double ponytail for me, and slowly combed the single ponytail for me.The teacher's ex-boyfriend said that I just need to be stupid and wait for him to hurt me.Teacher Rian said sullenly, her neat bangs covered her eyes, but I think Teacher Rian must have cried, and then I stared at the delicate brown round-toed leather shoes with some confusion, a little sad and couldn't find the words of comfort to comfort my favorite Teacher Rian.Later, we parted, and he left me first.Teacher Rian gently stroked my hair and didn't rush to tie it up.What's so sad about it, giving up Teacher Rian is his loss, Teacher Rian just needs to be happy.At that time, I didn't understand what "separated" and "left first" meant, but I only knew that Tong Yan sprinkled salt on her wounds again and again under the guise of fighting for Teacher Rian.That's right, she said, Lu Lu, I'm sorry, I'm leaving.I got up from my chair excitedly, and when I looked up, I saw Mr.
Rian's red eyes, and my heart suddenly became so stuffy that I couldn't speak.I grinned sadly and smiled at Mr.
Rian, my hands slowly touched my long hair, and I grabbed it into two high ponytails at random, and I heard myself tremble a little and say, Mr.
Rian, you are a big childish ghost, what words to leave to scare me Ah, look, I tied up my ponytail.You see, I've tied my ponytail up, so don't go and stay with me, okay Finally, I saw the tears that instantly welled up in Lady Rian's eyes, but I still couldn't get the words out of my mouth to save her.She hugged me tightly, buried in my shoulders and choked and screamed sorry, and finally I heard her say, you are a junior high school student today, so you have to be strong for the rest of your life.The teacher is sorry for you, it was my compromise and my fault, and then God punished me, he took the person I loved the most and made me live in remorse by guarding two graves.Lu Lu, I love you, I really love you, but I'm sorry, I made you the way you are.Lu Lu, never hate Lu Lu, I'm leaving, and I'll never come back after I go back to the UK.On the day that Teacher Rian left, I secretly went to the airport with the pocket money I had saved, taking advantage of the fact that the teacher could not recognize the students at the beginning of the school year.I didn't know what time it was for my flight, so I rushed over before dawn and curled up in the airport and froze all day.When I was about to fall asleep in the cold night, I saw Mr.
Rian, who had cut her hair short and pinned her bangs, and she slowly walked in with a suitcase full of cartoon characters, which was much more beautiful than before.Under the smooth and beautiful forehead, there was no trace of sadness in a pair of big bright eyes, and it was good that Mr.
Rian didn't cry like me before leaving.If she could be happy if she left, I wouldn't be sad at all, but I couldn't think about how hard it would be to live without Teacher Rian.The moment I saw Rian, I leaned my head back on the cold seat and fell into a deep sleep, never thinking of saving her again.It's good for her to be happy, really, as long as the person I like is happy, I don't mind how sad I am.When I woke up the next day, I was back in a familiar room, covered with a thick quilt, so warm that I couldn't believe it.When I got home, who picked me up I got out of bed gently, and the clothes I wore were carefully changed into winter pajamas, and I quietly opened the door, just in time to hear the voice coming from the living room downstairs.She didn't have my mother in her heart to leave and leave, and returned to that damn Britain Is it a gringo She forgot that she is Chinese A Xue, she is your biological daughter, how can she not recognize you?
Don't worry, she is just playing tricks and will come back.She is in her twenties, how much time do I have to give her to play my own sister ran to the airport to find her alone, she saw it, but she just called us to pick up people, can't she send her sister back in person, even if she is not biological, nominally Xu Lulu is not her sister Ah Xue I closed the door in disbelief, and the moment I turned around, I sat on the ground weakly, I looked at everything in the room in a daze, and felt that everything was so unreal.Father and Aunt Xue won't be someone else, but the word "sister" turned out, Teacher Rian already knew that I was her nominal sister, so she has been tolerating me like that, saying words of love Teacher Rian is Aunt Xue's biological daughter, my brother and I are my father's biological children, Aunt Xue is my father's current wife, Teacher Rian said that she made me become like this, and she also said that she shouldn't compromise, what does this mean I suddenly felt disgusted, disgusted such a complex and diverse relationship, Innocent people are involved.Since the departure of Teacher Rian, Aunt Xue, who has always been gentle and considerate to me, has completely changed, she has often been cold to me and I say nasty things, she also quarrels with my father, and sometimes the two will even fight together.Aunt Xue hated Teacher Rian's departure, but she was unable to find her, and she inexplicably hated her father's dislove for her and guarded against her.After half a year passed in a stiff and cold relationship, my father did not file for divorce but chose to go abroad for development, and Aunt Xue also made trouble but couldn't do anything.My father's departure made Aunt Xue's resentment fall on me, a "daughter", she no longer only said ugly and sarcastic words, she began to target me and embarrass me in different ways every day and night.After my brother protected me a few times but couldn't say anything about Aunt Xue, he could only watch me being bullied, and said that he asked me to be more considerate of Aunt Xue, who lost my daughter, and asked me not to do anything against her.I also understand my brother's difficulties, Aunt Xue is our nominal mother after all, and we can't do things too much, not to mention that grandpa can't tolerate the spread of these bad things.Grandpa's patriarchy is not optimistic about my affairs, and everyone in the family knows it, and they are more or less slowly disgusted with me.The human heart is like this, no matter how close it is, it can't resist the decay of the years, and it begins to rot and stink.The only one who has always protected me is my cousin Xu Cheng, although he has been punished many times by his grandfather and aunt, he also firmly protects my little cousin.I found some comfort in these painful years, and gradually became stronger and more like him.Until the next three years of junior high school, I kept wearing a double ponytail and did not wait for Teacher Rian to return, and she said that she would never come back.She said that she went to the UK, so did she have a good time there, did she often think of me, maybe Teacher Rian was also numb
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