"Didn't you hear from Teacher Rian later" Su Han nodded lightly, beckoned to the waiter and said, "Another glass of lemonade, thank you." ”"You're really not afraid of acid after drinking so much, I'll see you looking for public toilets everywhere when I'm outside."
I glanced at Su Han faintly, intentionally or unintentionally, biting the word "sour" very hard.Su Han's hand playing with the straw paused suddenly, and then she chuckled again, with a hint of unclear emotion in her eyes: "It's okay, you have to accompany me if I look for a toilet anyway."
I looked at Su Han lightly and bypassed the topic directly, "Well, after Mr.
Rian left that year, it was like he had completely disappeared, and there was no news at all.""
Ove" Su Han bit the straw and seemed to remember something and sighed, "What she said is really right, it's good to love yourself whenever you want, if you only love yourself, it won't hurt so much." ”I couldn't help but laugh: "What are you doing, you're still in love, and you look like you're out of love now.""
Fairy, do you think Gu Beixi will let me go one day" Su Hanwu smiled bitterly, turned his head and looked at the gradually darkening sky outside the window, stunned.I frowned slightly, and there was a hint of inquiry in my eyes when I looked at Su Han, she was really abnormal today.Seeing that she didn't plan to say too much, I didn't ask her, and replied to her question: "Su Han, Beixi won't let you go.""
Hmm."
Su Han hooked the corners of his mouth, and turned back to look at me, "Then do you know later that Mr.
Rian compromised and why I'm sorry for you" I looked at Su Han dumbly, and then smiled bitterly again, and the pain came up like a tide, and the pain and despair of that year were far more than that."
Su Han, Teacher Rian's mother, that is, Aunt Xue, in fact, she and my dad got together outside before my mother died."
I closed my eyes in pain, leaned back on the seat weakly, and my fists couldn't help but tighten, "Teacher Rian already knew about this, but she compromised and didn't know what to do, and then after my mother drowned in order to save me that year, although my father was in pain for a long time, he quickly married Aunt Xue." ”"I think Mr.
Rian felt that his own compromise caused my dad to care less about me and my mom, which led to such an accident, so I feel sorry for me."
I couldn't help laughing at myself, it was my own naughtiness back then, but Mr.
Rian took everything by himself.Actually, Teacher Rian and her boyfriend were broken up by Aunt Xue.Aunt Xue didn't allow the poor boy in England to be with Teacher Rian, so she kept forcing Teacher Rian, and then Teacher Rian eloped with the boy, and had a car accident on the way to the airport, and the man blocked all the dangers for Teacher Rian, and in the end only Teacher Rian survived. ”I pulled the corners of my mouth stiffly, unable to cry or laugh: "Su Han, you should understand that kind of pain can swallow people, and there are no bones left to swallow them.""
It's really dramatic, saying that whoever dies is really dead."
Su Han said.Well, drama.Just like the departure of Xu Cheng's cousin back then, the drama returned to dust and was silent.Capricious cities are always like this, and quietly the last rain of late spring falls, hitting you cold.I stared blankly at the busy streets, the sound of whistles blowing in my ears was unexpectedly distinct, and I felt so out of place when I looked at the red, green and green umbrellas.Looking through the window at the umbrellas in the boutique, I subconsciously took a step, but then stopped consciously.Suddenly, I don't want to play an umbrella anymore, and if I don't fit in, I don't fit in.Braving the icy rain above my head, I gently lifted my head, and the cold of the rain gently slid down my cheeks, wetting my collar and sliding into my chest, freezing the warming heart.I walked in the sea of people against the crowd, and let the rain wet my body blurred my vision, and I couldn't even tell whether my eyes were full of rain or tears, and I only felt choked and uncomfortable.Don't you like the rain, can't say you hate it.The phone in my bag suddenly sounded, and I wiped the rain from my face and took the phone out."
Nightclub Queen Pei Muzi is a technical in bed and under the bed, a prostitute who walks on time and for a fee" Looking at the big red headline that first caught my eye, I continued to flip down without changing my face, and the following is just a detailed description around the title.After a moment of silence, I turned off the screen and put my phone in my bag, and my decision began to waver.I continued to walk aimlessly, and at the moment when the red light came on, I listened to my footsteps, and looked at the traffic light that was unusually bright under the increasing rain, and I felt in a trance.Quietly lowering my head, I looked at the reflection of the traffic lights on the water and my own wet figure, and I couldn't help but feel that I was mocking, and I really became a chicken in the soup, embarrassed and ridiculous.The moment the green light came on, I raised my legs and walked towards the zebra crossing, but the moment I looked up, I saw a familiar figure that I hadn't seen in the past few days.He kept pressing his phone with his head down, and he didn't even look up when he walked over, while Muzi was so quietly on the side, raising his hand and thoughtfully holding an umbrella for him, which matched so much that it made people feel dazzling.Looking at them in silence, I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart, just like three people who didn't know each other, I walked past them lightly, and they passed me without looking at others.The moment "Xu Lulu" walked by, Muzi's surprise suddenly came from behind, and then the mobile phone in the bag rang suddenly.I turned around a little stiffly, but I saw that Muzi and he were also turning around.Izumi looked at me stunned, then at his phone, and then silently disconnected the outgoing call.The phone rang instantly, and I looked at them coldly, not knowing what to say.The two people with umbrellas and me in the rain, are they hinting at something, and waiting for me to say something first, is it the same as usual indifferently said "What a coincidence", and then turned away Inappropriately This light bulb Xu Lulu, when did you become so cowardly, didn't this man keep saying that he liked you, you had an accident, he didn't come to you for a few days, and he was still mixed with other girls, even if you don't like him, shouldn't you ask him about your liking, how much is it worth I hooked the corners of my lips a little self-deprecatingly, and said hello to them, Turn around and raise your feet to leave.A strong hand suddenly stretched out, pulled me tightly in my arms, looked at the car that flew past, and the instant startled whistle, I subconsciously suddenly got up."
Stupid, don't you even look at the road" Listening to the sound of nervous scolding above my head, I frowned slightly, a little difficult to accept the status quo at this time.I broke away from his embrace slightly, but his hand grasped my wrist and did not let go for half a minute, I looked up at him dissatisfied, but saw that his dark eyes were full of sadness, and he said, "Honey, it's already raining, let me send you home."
Then, you can scold me for beating me and ignore me, but don't reject me. ”I ducked my head evasively, not daring to look at his sad pupils that were gradually becoming hot, but I saw Mu Zi holding an umbrella and lit a lady's cigarette and smoked silently, and the fire in the rain and mist became more and more red and scorching.Without waiting for me to reply, Izumi pulled me across the zebra crossing, quickly took off his coat to cover me, and then threw the wood aside and pulled me in the direction of my house."
Don't you care about Muzi" Turning my head and glancing at the lonely figure on the road from a distance, I asked Izumi softly."
She's not as important as you."
Izumi said.I looked at the fountain in astonishment, and then I felt a surge of heat in my heart, and my whole body couldn't help but become hot.He discarded the girl who held the umbrella for him, but chose to accompany the girl who didn't love him in the rain.He said, don't refuse me, I'll send you home.He also said that she was not as important as you.However, she is just as important, you just told me that she is not as important as me, but you didn't say that she is not important.Quan, sometimes I really think about what kind of position I am in your heart, and Muzi, what position will I live in your heart, and it will be tiring to divide my feelings between two people, but why did you choose me and don't want to give up Muzi, even if I am because Muzi will never agree to you."
The wood of strange wood can also be wood."
I say.Izumi couldn't help but let go of my hand, but immediately grabbed it again, and said, "My wood will only be born for you.""
Izumi, it's a little fake."
I stopped abruptly and pulled my hand back in a sullen manner, and this time he didn't hold on to me anymore, but chose to let go.He suddenly laughed bitterly, and pointed to his heart, his voice inexplicably hoarse and choked: "But my dear, my feelings for you have never been fake.""
It's okay to talk about love, it's okay to be domineering to you, but do you know how sad I am when you're not by my side, every minute and every second is suffocated to death."
He looked at me painfully, and smiled very far-fetched, "Do you think it's just love words, have you ever thought about it, have you ever said such affectionate words to other people besides you, and do you know that the pain of missing the bones will involve the whole body" "I finally came to you, but you avoided me like a nightmare to guard against me, you obviously said" Woo fell with the long tail of the bus, and the last words of the spring were mixed with the sound of the rain and drowned together, Shattered in the hustle and bustle of the city, I never heard his voice again.As if deliberately not letting me know, the funny sound was finally buried in the rain, and even the always strong spring was now fragile enough to be full of sadness, and the figure in the rain seemed to be crumbling.Izumi didn't repeat the last words for me, and I didn't get to ask him about that again
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