The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and shows no signs of abating.I looked at the spring with a mixture of feelings, and suddenly regretted it."
Let's go back."
Izumi took a deep breath, laughed softly, took my hand and walked forward, "Honey, if you have a cold, I'll feed you medicine with your mouth, and see if you dare to go to the rain again."
But if you like it, I don't mind if you catch a cold a few more times, but I won't use my mouth in the future, how about I just help you take a bath" I silently followed Izumi, looking at his tall but somewhat emaciated body, and I couldn't help but feel my nose sour.I don't know how much Izumi likes me, but the more he is so hot with me, the more I can't help but feel terrified, and even want to get rid of his love for me.Because I was afraid that I couldn't afford it, I didn't want to get close to me and hated myself like this, avoiding Izumi's liking for me, and I couldn't get used to seeing Muzi beside him.I really want to ask Izumi, what do you like me because of what can you accept, so the limelight Muzi is like two extremes, standing on the other side of near-perfection, I long for freedom and detachment, and standing on the other side of gossip, Muzi is imprisoned and free, stubbornly by your side.It's obviously a completely different us, but you won't give up either.obviously said that I was more important, but I didn't deny the importance of Muzi.But now I found that I was standing behind Izumi at this time, and let him lead me down, and then all the words I wanted to say would be stuck in my throat, and since then I have been immersed in the cycle of grief over and over again, and I have no way to go and no destination.The spring of the spring, the wood of the wood, the road of the road.It's like a triangle formed by rampage, no matter how uncomfortable and disobedient it is, it is difficult to disassemble and reassemble in the end.From the beginning of the encounter, a chaotic plot was buried.Walking silently with each other, Izumi and I were like two psychopaths, not buying an umbrella in the pouring rain, like a heretic existence in the crowd."
You're not stupid, you have to accompany me to the rain, you know what's idiot," I said slowly, staring down at the very bright leather shoes that had been washed by the rain."
Well, it's stupid, idiotic, and neurotic.""
But my dear, I'm very uncomfortable.I was hiding from the rain when you were in the rain, which made me feel bad, you know, so if you want to get wet, I'll accompany you to get drenched. ”"It's going to catch a cold."
I say."
You will too."
I stopped in a complicated way, looked at the hand he grabbed me, and felt indescribably uncomfortable, even more uncomfortable than the rain wetting my whole body and sticking to my body: "Izumi, just send it here."
He slowly turned around and let go of my hand, held my face very gently, carefully wiped the rain flowing on my face, and said, "Okay, remember to take a hot bath when you go back, boil some ginger soup by yourself, and then don't think about anything and sleep peacefully.""
If you catch a cold, I'll be distressed, but I can't be uncomfortable with you."
I lowered my head dumbly and didn't dare to look at him again, I was really afraid that I would cry out at once in the face of such a gentle him.Just like Cousin Xu Cheng did to me before, he cherished it carefully as a treasure.But I understand that the difference is that Cousin Xu Cheng's love is only for his sister, while Quan's love for me is as obsessed with his lover.I covet the feeling of being treated gently, and I am also afraid of being sorry for this gentleness, sorry for this gentle person."
I'll buy an umbrella later, don't be stupid to be alone in the rain on the street, it's not romance, it's idiocy."
I said softly, and I was shocked by the sudden softness of my tone.He raised the corners of his mouth in a good mood, exhaled the heating close to my ear, and became unserious: "My dear, it turns out that you are beginning to feel sorry for me, but I prefer that when you are on me, don't feel sorry for me."
Remember to come from above, take the initiative in attacking head-on, if you're shy, it's okay, it's okay under you, I think I'll be happier when you call my name at that time. ”I pushed the fountain away with some shame, and as soon as I made up for the scene, I unconsciously climbed up on my face, and just as I was about to say something, a hot kiss fell on my forehead without warning, and he said, "Okay, don't tease you, go back quickly."
I nodded a little hurriedly, and after saying goodbye to him, I walked away briskly."
Xu Lulu, I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you all over the world, I like you alone" In the last heavy rain in late spring, even the air is full of wanton madness, and in the dense crowd of people in the rain and fog, I only need to turn around, and I can accurately find the figure that looks at me behind me.He was very aware of my calculations in the matter of Muzi, and how sensitive he was to this matter, thinking that I would think and calculate, so he tolerated my little emotions and clarified the relationship between the three of us.Although it sounds a little incredible, but when I heard him say "I only like you", I was moved, isn't it a girl who is vain, even if she doesn't love it, she can't tolerate sand, and she is very possessive and only allows herself to be good to herself.And I gradually found that his liking and his gentleness were enough for me to sink.When I returned home, it was completely dark, the rain that had not been seen was gradually subsiding, and the turbulence factor in the air was gradually weakening.When I walked into the house wet, I thought that I would be scolded by Aunt Xue as before, or I was sarcastic by her strange voice.But I don't want to have no figure in the living room, and the TV is lonely in the center of the emotional drama.I frowned slightly, and when I changed my shoes and walked in, I took a dry handkerchief and wiped my wet hair, and when I passed by the center and turned off the TV, I saw Aunt Xue curled up in the sofa.She closed her eyes tightly, clutching the thin blanket uneasily, and her eyes were swollen on her tear-stained face, obviously she had just cried and stayed at home alone, and when no one was there, she would feel more or less lonely and difficult to walk up to Aunt Xue and look at her for a long time, I frowned helplessly, stretched out my hand and shook her: "Aunt Xue is up, go back to the room and sleep."
Aunt Xue seemed to be very insecure, so she sat up from the sofa all of a sudden, glared at me fiercely with a pair of big eyes, and her tone became sarcastic: "Yo, the young lady from our family is back, look at your current embarrassed appearance, I wish I would go back to the room, I won't leave" "Whatever you want." ”I glanced at Aunt Xue coldly, and walked towards the hug, and Aunt Xue behind me was not as entangled as usual, this time I just said a word or two, and I didn't say anything more After entering the room and putting the hot water away, I took the nightdress and went into the bathroom, and after taking off my clothes, the whole person was soaked in the hot water.I couldn't help but exhale, but when I looked down, I accidentally touched the kiss mark on my collarbone, and I was a little stunned and stroked my collarbone, the domineering in it was obvious.Withdrawing my hand and soaking it in the water, I gently closed my eyes and took a nap, but the moment I closed my eyes, Izumi's face suddenly ran in, so evil and dangerous, so charming that it was as dangerous as touching a poppy.Domineering, whether I want it or not, always when the kiss marks on my collarbone are about to fade, they forcibly pull me open my clothes and gnaw at them, threatening to let it last forever.He was domineering but never crossed the last line of defense, giving me the least trust and peace of mind.Slowly opened his eyes, and his hand subconsciously touched his forehead, and the piping heat seemed to be still there, with the unique breath of a teenager remaining.The man who was alone by the lamp of the street, guarding the bright man hanging above his head, silently holding a cigarette, his face gradually blurred in the mist.His hands were long and slender, and in the red dots that were clear and extinguished, only his dark pupils could be seen.The corners of his mouth seemed to be hooked into a smile, the coldness in his eyes was extremely terrifying, and he waited for the dawn by the street lamp, as if it were just a lover's glance.Like a wanderer from afar, he has his own story and someone to find.That was the first time I met him, and then I heard that his name was "Izumi".My dear, I'm coming for you.That day, when he saw me, he snuffed out his cigarette and smiled charmingly.In my memory, I have never met such a handsome and evil man, and his outline is so blurred that I have never seen him, I think I don't know him, so I think it is a deliberate ridicule and joke of passers-by on the street.He didn't go on, just watched me walk farther and farther behind me, and even when I was about to step out of his field of vision, he never stopped me.It was six o'clock in the morning in winter, and Su Han and I had just parted ways on the side of the road and went home.And he seems to be guarding the street lamp on the side of the road, waiting for the dawn of the late winter.Such a teenager, I never thought that one day he would take over everything I had and intervene in my life in a domineering manner.Wu Zi took the hand on his forehead, I couldn't help but hook the corners of my mouth with self-deprecation, Xu Lulu, what are you looking forward to and what are you longing for, if you don't love, it doesn't hurt, he has his Muzi, you have your story, and what is there to be dissatisfied With his thoughts getting farther and farther away, the mobile phone on the shelf rang suddenly, I reached out and touched the phone, and looked at the word "Su Han" on the screen, more or less uneasy.Seeing that the mobile phone was still ringing desperately, I didn't have time to think about it and connected the phone: "Su Han" The phone came from the hysterical cry from inside, I dumbly opened my mouth to say something, but I weakly lowered my head and said nothing.Just like when Xu Cheng's cousin left that year, Su Han on the other end of the phone was also crying hysterically.She couldn't hide anything on her mind, and when she wanted to cry, she had to cry dry her tears before she stopped.She cried hysterically in my ear like this, except for the death of Xu Cheng that year, this was the second time."
Fairy Su Zhiyang is getting married."
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