When she found Su Han, she was kneeling in front of a tomb with the portrait of her aunt, her face covered with deranged tears, and her eyes were already red and swollen."
Su Han" I walked over to Su Han in a complicated way, but did not continue.When my eyes touched Su Han's empty right, I couldn't help frowning and asked, "Su Han, where is Beixi?"
There was no extra sound of talking, except for me and Su Han, in this uninhabited cemetery, it was so quiet that only occasionally there were one or two bird chirps.Silently took out the two bouquets of white chrysanthemums in my arms and put them in front of my aunt's grave, and I said softly: "Hello aunt, I am Xu Lulu, a friend of Su Han."
Looking at Su Han, who had been refusing to speak, I had no way to force her to speak, so I could only stay by her side weakly, letting all doubts grind and swallow into my stomach."
Fairy, what do you say is permanent in this world, is it permanent equipment brushed out of the game, or is it a durable substance bought with money, or everyone's casual promise can become permanent" Su Hanwu chuckled to herself, her eyes full of sadness almost engulfing her.She grabbed the beautiful curly hair irritably, and said with obvious crying: "Su Zhiyang is getting married, he wants to marry his lover outside into the door, it's funny, he wants to tear down my mother's portrait and paste the wedding photo, and he also found a stepmother who is only a few years older than me, it's funny" "Fairy, I haven't hated Su Zhiyang so much, he really doesn't want my mother, and he has to move everything my mother left behind." ”I bent down silently, put the white chrysanthemum in my arms on the ground, and hugged her.Feeling the tremor in her arms, I frowned slightly, but I was thinking about where Beixi went.If it was just a little abnormal that day, even if Beixi was not around today, it would be impossible if something happened.Although it was not good to think that it was not good to mention this matter, he hesitated for a moment and asked again: "Su Han, where did Beixi go?"
"Fairy, don't mention whether he is good or not, I am so uncomfortable." ”Su Han choked and raised his head, the disappointment in his eyes made me suddenly stunned, and then I immediately compromised with her willfulness."
Well, let's not mention him.What are you going to do with that uncle" helplessly wiped her tears, and at this time even I didn't know what to say so as not to touch her sensitive heart."
What should I do, I can't let him marry that lover into the door, let me watch as my mother's things are replaced with wedding supplies" Su Hanwu laughed sarcastically, "Fairy, as long as I'm still there, he Su Zhiyang won't want to marry other women and come in, and he won't even be allowed to bring it" "Look at you like this, you should have quarreled with your uncle" I reached out and pulled her up and straightened her messy curls, "Everything will be fine, uncle loves you, just discuss it with him." ”Su Han pursed his lips and asked me tentatively: "Fairy, what did you do when your father married your stepmother that year" I obviously didn't expect Su Han to ask this question, and I couldn't help but be asked, and then laughed softly, without a trace of superfluous emotion: "Su Han, he doesn't treat me as a daughter, what do you think my words are of any use, what's the use of my words, what's more, I haven't resisted.""
What about the uncle" "He is such a good child, how can he argue with my father" Su Han lowered his head silently, picked up the bouquet of white chrysanthemums I put on the ground, and appropriately changed the topic: "Fairy, why did you buy two bouquets of this" "Su Han, let's go see Xu Cheng." ”I raised the corners of my mouth in a good mood, thinking about what she would ask next, and I replied first, "My mother is buried in her hometown, not here." ”"Okay."
Su Han turned his head a little evasively, and his eyes were full of guilt and regret again."
Su Han, it wasn't all your fault that year, and now you can still laugh like this, Cousin Xu Cheng is also very willing to see it, I like you, I want you to be happy, even if I can't be by your side."
I replied to Su Han softly, but the last sentence was to myself.Just like Beixi back then, the whole world has seen that he is different from you, but you only have Xu Cheng in your eyes.It's the same as when I let go, even if I can't be a lover, I want him to be happy, don't you, even if you say something against your will, you really let go and bless it.Just like when the young man was stupidly protecting me, he was also scared, but he forced himself to say, don't be afraid of Lulu, my cousin will protect you.And when the boy grows up, he is not in front of me, he has his girl, he laughs and cries and his eyes are full of that girl, even when he is in front of her, even if he is afraid, he is more resolute, I will help you.It's just that cousin Xu Cheng, half of your short life has been divided into protecting me, and half of protecting Su Han, so why don't you want to protect yourself Just leave calmly like that, and you will never resent until you die, but I said with some regret, I wish I could marry her, if not, it would be good to watch her get married.Lulu, I've really never been so fond of a girl.Lu Lu, will be happy.You laughed and said, but you couldn't even convince yourself, and when you were pushed into the operating room, you cried out in despair.Just like when I was a freshman in high school, I was pushed into the water by Aunt Xue, and I sank like this without struggling, and I cried first when you rescued me.At that time, we already had our own thoughts, but I imprisoned myself in the prison where my drowning mother died that year, stubbornly guarding the first laughter and began to forget.At that time, you were really afraid of me leaving, and I really wanted to leave at that time.My family doesn't like me, but my brother hates trouble, and my favorite you also told me in person, you have a girl you like.I thought, since Aunt Xue hates me so much, let's die, and if I obey her wishes, I can escape from this lonely prison.Teacher Rian, who said he loved me from afar, where would you still cry when you saw the old photos and would you think of your sister, how did you look like I was out of place, and I couldn't even move an inch along the crowd, and I was so redundant that I died quietly."
Fairy, what are you doing in a daze?"
Numbly came to Xu Cheng's tomb, Su Han saw that I was distracted and had to remind me helplessly.People who can walk can be distracted, why didn't they bump into anything that caused the hidden plot I think, Su Han must have thought so at this time.Su Han pursed his lips unhappily, but he didn't say that thought, bent over and put the white chrysanthemum in front of Xu Cheng's tomb, and said softly: "Lord, I haven't seen you for a long time, the fairy and I have come to see you."
I stretched out my hand to hold down the long hair raised by the breeze, pinned it behind my ear and gently raised the corners of my mouth, and said, "Cousin Xu Cheng, today is a sunny day" After speaking, I looked up at the cloudless blue sky, and couldn't help but let go of the coldness of my whole body, and my voice became soft in the wind whistling in my ears: "We are all very happy, and we have not forgotten you.""
Adult, let me tell you, I'm with Gu Beixi, who you hate the most, you must think I'm naughty, hmm" Su Han burst out laughing, laughing and laughing and crying again, "Xu Cheng, you will bless me, right" I reached out and held Su Han's hand, looking directly at the name and photo engraved on the tombstone, and the long-term memory seemed to be flooding back again.Cousin Xu Cheng, I will always remember everything you did to me, every heartbeat and longing you brought me.Although you rejected me like that in the past, but isn't it over now, Su Han and Beixi are together, although there will be some small contradictions, they also cherish each other.Even I'm starting to let go.Cousin Xu Cheng, you will also bless me, right, I think, I have remembered, how to smile and cherish.So let's toast a glass of wine for youth, since it is out of place against the crowd, it is still living chic.Freedom and ease are their own, and they used to be used to remember, so cousin Xu Cheng, let's say goodbye without saying goodbye.The seven words of the green paper envelope, the old love letter to you will have time to read in the future, then I can tell you with a clear conscience now, what the seven words for you will be.I can't ask for it, I can't love it.Something hot seemed to slip down the corner of my eye, and I reached out and wiped the tears from my face with a smile, and said, "Cousin, we'll all be fine."
When my hands were already wet and my eyes were still smiling when I cried for you, I already understood that I could really put it down.When she left the cemetery, there was only one person, and Su Han said that she wanted to stay a little longer, and I also understood, whether it was remembering the past with Xu Cheng's cousin, or thinking of his uncle's marriage, this was enough for Su Han to calm down alone.It's just that what I care about the most is not whether my uncle will get married in the end, but where Beixi went and what happened to Su Han in the past few days.took out his mobile phone and was about to call Beixi.There was a sudden darkness in front of him, and the moment he looked up, he saw that it was a spring, but he was blocked by his domineering and punitive kiss.I subconsciously pushed Izumi and refused, but he imprisoned me closer and closer, and I had no choice but to bite his lip, but he only frowned, and the predation against me became more intense.For a moment, there was a smell of blood in my mouth, and I obeyed when I saw that I couldn't break free from him, I thought that this kiss would wait until he left after he was satisfied, but I didn't want him to let go as soon as I obeyed.I frowned slightly, and when I was about to say something, he took the lead and said, "Don't talk" I closed my mouth again dumbly, he looked at me coldly, pulled me to the side of the road, stopped a taxi, and then stopped talking.I couldn't think of what was going on, but I couldn't ask, and I just kept my mouth shut and didn't argue with him.But he didn't expect that this compromise with him would be the beginning of all sins in the future
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