Izumi stared out the window of the car silently all the way, and I was silent not to talk to him, until I reached my destination, when I realized that it was an ordinary residential area.He seemed to be afraid of me running, and dragged me tightly into the corridor of a building, apparently there was no elevator in this ordinary residential area.After following Izumi into a room, before I could take a closer look, he pressed me against the wall, resting his head on my shoulder and breathing as if it were a little difficult."
Izumi" "Don't talk, just let me lean on for a while, just for a while." ”He said softly, and after fading the toughness just now, his tone was extremely soft.I was a little scared and couldn't accept it.The overlapping figures in my head were Quan and Xu Cheng's cousin, and they exploded in my brain in an instant, leaving me with no idea what to do.I was about to let go, but what was the matter with this strong sense of uneasiness that made me want to cry.Fortunately, Izumi didn't lean on it for long, he lowered his head and removed his head from my shoulder, then turned his back to me, and said softly, "Go back to my room first, don't stay in the living room."
Looking at the spring, which was trembling against the light, I felt as if something was about to slip out of my palm, and his body was so emaciated that it seemed that it could not support it.It's not an illusion, it's real, Izumi's body is really getting thinner and thinner.But what could I do, I still obediently chose to go to his bedroom.If I had turned around and looked at him when I went, or if I hadn't listened to him in the first place, I wouldn't have been kept in the dark and wept for him for the rest of my days of hatred.He won, winning too pretty and ruthlessly.When I got to Izumi's bedroom, I realized that it was really a simple and chaotic room, with only a bed and a table stacked with a few cardboard boxes, on which were a mess of books, and the floor was full of torn paper and spilled ink.I frowned slightly, and when I picked up a piece of paper and looked at it, I saw that it was written with the three words "Xu Lulu", which was neatly beautiful and serious.I picked up one after another with trembling hands, and the more I looked at it, the more unbelievable it became, even if it was torn into very small pieces of paper, it was still a regular and beautiful word, and it was written all over it with "Xu Lulu", and every word was written so seriously.I smiled hoarsely and picked up one after another in disbelief, as if I had to find the piece of paper with "Muzi" written on it in order to be willing.I didn't dare to imagine that he was serious about me, and I didn't dare to speculate about his relationship with Muzi, but there was no way to remove all my defenses for him."
Stupid."
Izumi's helpless voice sounded behind me, and then I was pulled up by a force, and before I could react, he hugged me tightly from behind.When I was stunned, Quan's hand gently covered the position of my heart, which made me extremely sensitive and ashamed, and when I was about to push him away, he said lightly: "Honey, I really don't have any place in this place, why is he already dead, and he still misses him so much" As if I had been touched by the scales, I suddenly broke away from him, turned around and slapped him in the face, and even my voice became sharp at this time: "You follow me and investigate me, I just miss him, what can you do."
He was not angry, he hooked his lips lightly, grabbed my hand and said evilly: "My dear, do I need to investigate you, you ask me what I can do, of course I can eat you and wipe you clean, no matter how much you love that man, he is dead, you can't jump up and rob you from me again, you say" "Quan, if you expose my scars like this, you are not afraid that I will never accept you, and even hate you, maybe I am arrogant, but I can completely disappear so that you can't find it." ”After listening to Quan's words, I also slowly calmed down, he is a person who is soft and hard, and I can't take advantage of it verbally."
Why do you want to die, the outlaw mandarin duck is really disgusting," Izumi looked at me coldly, pushed me to the bed, leaned over and pressed down."
It's good to hate me, it's better than not having any place in your heart" Looking at Izumi's pupils, which gradually became darker, I suddenly felt my scalp tingle, and although the corners of his mouth were still hooked into a smile, it also made me feel uneasy."
I'm going to hate you."
I almost gritted my teeth and finished speaking, not daring to look directly into his gaze, and the cowardice conveyed in the words without the slightest confidence also left me at no choice.I was afraid of him, he was really dangerous, and I never doubted what he said.Izumi chuckled, but his eyes were clouded with darkness and anger, and he rudely ripped my clothes open and gnawed down on my collarbone."
If you hate me, then I don't mind making you hate me even more."
As I frowned, I heard his low and hoarse voice, and in the next moment I felt a pair of hands covering my back, and then the restraints on my chest were gone, and strange emotions immediately filled my body.I shuddered in fear, but I could feel the heat of the hand that was wandering around."
Izumi, no, don't."
I gritted my teeth and said softly, there seemed to be a cry in my voice, and the hand he was holding had no strength to resist."
Honey, I'd prefer you to call me that when you're there, I think I'll be happy to, you know" he whispered to me as he kissed my collarbone, the last of the veiling being removed as he spoke.I couldn't help but shout, and Izumi's movements only paused for a moment, and then followed by a frenzied demand and plunder, which was even more domineering than the previous gentleness.At this moment, I really understood that Izumi also had a bottom line for me, that is, I was not allowed to think about boys other than him.And the respect for me before also broke down at this moment.He's serious, from the beginning.When I woke up again, it was dark, the room was pitch black, and when I fumbled to turn on the light, I felt a pain all over my body, and I didn't have any strength at all.I closed my eyes a little uncomfortably the moment the lamp came on, and when I opened them again, I was completely accustomed to the light, and I looked at everything around me dumbly, and it was no longer as messy as before.Everything was neatly arranged, the confetti that had been all over the floor had been cleaned, and even the clothes that had been torn off by Izumi were neatly folded and placed at the head of the bed, within reach.The door was open, the light in the living room came in through the crack, and listening to the sound outside, I subconsciously frowned, and took the clothes and put them on with pain.When I walked lightly to the door, I stopped silently, pushed away a little, and saw two familiar and dazzling figures standing in the living room.I raised the corners of my mouth bitterly, looking at the two people kissing hotly in the living room, I really wanted to rush out and ask, do you like me as a person, or just want to get my body, or, I am not satisfied enough, so I can't wait to call the spare tire over, or I am your spare tire The lawless spare tire that you spoil This means that the person who loves me can easily kiss with another girl after being entangled with me, and whether the kissing without suspicion will one day later, it can also evolve into a room shared by two women, you are so greedy.Something seemed to fall out of the corner of his eye in an instant, and the mole that splashed on the cold floor and burned his heart.I really want to rush out and slap Kiko, and then look at Izumi to see if he will scold me or let Muzi leave.But in the end, I didn't do anything, in fact, there was no need anymore, didn't it, no matter who I saw was more important, Muzi just stood beside him like that, and no one could get rid of him except him.Isn't that okay from the beginning, honey, she's not as important as you, but she's also important.I can't live without you, and I can't let her go easily.The triangle that was combined horizontally slowly sharpened its edges and corners, and in this dark and dull world, it became sharper and sharper, and it began to become hideous.I left the door with trembling legs, but I couldn't take a few steps before I fell limply on the cold floor.Gently pressing my face against the cold wall, I stared at everything in the room in distraction, and tried to make the bone-chilling chill on the wall clear my mind.There was a sudden feeling of suffocation in my throat, my face turned pale, my vision became more and more blurred, and when I reached out to cover my cheek, it was already wet.I want to love but don't dare to love, this is the most painful thing, isn't it Cousin Xu Cheng, I can't ask for you, I really can't love it."
The time is April 7th of the eighth year, I am Xu Lulu, and I like Xu Cheng."
The rainy season in April wasn't that cold, but it was arguably the coldest time for me.At any time, it was not as intense and unprepared as his sentence "I have a girl I like".A very beautiful and very good girl, with a cheerful temperament, it can be said that she is very suitable for being friends, but such a person is my rival.The rival in love who really makes me feel dangerous, just because the girl Xu Cheng's cousin said is her.And I can see that she really likes Cousin Xu Cheng, the depth of those eyes can explain everything at a glance.But I still had the mentality of luck, I thought that my aunt would definitely not accept her, just as she would never accept me.It doesn't matter, if I can't get it, others can't get it, then it's best, isn't it: