Xu Cheng, I like you.Cousin Xu Cheng smiled slightly, reached out and rubbed my hair and continued to walk forward, Lu Lu, my cousin also likes you, but you are too rude, how can you not call me brother I coldly shook the hand on my head, and my tone gradually became sharper, Why do I call you like this I don't want to be your sister at all, Xu Cheng, I like you, the kind of like that I want to be your lover.The road, we can't do it.I looked straight at Cousin Xu Cheng, and secretly clenched my fists, but there was no flaw on my face, how could it be impossible that I like you, and you also like me, don't you Xu Cheng dodged his head, pursed his lips and said, Lu Lu, this may just be your illusion, if there is any misunderstanding, I will make it clear now, my liking for you will only be my brother's liking for my sister, and I have someone I like.I looked forward silently and didn't speak, but Xu Cheng continued, I think you are just too dependent on me, and you regard my sister's love for my brother as the love you said.It's okay, there is no need to say anything like this today, even if this like is true, we are absolutely impossible, isn't it I bit my lower lip tightly, and smiled stubbornly at him and said, I like you I like like Lu Lu cousin, is it that I call you like this, you are happy I gently hooked the corners of my mouth, stood on tiptoe and reached out to hold his face, and the next moment I had already put my lips up.I don't like you as a joke, and I like you not just for a year or two.If the first few years of liking you were just young and ignorant, now I can tell myself clearly that I really like you.This heart will beat violently when it sees you laugh, it will be sad when the corners of your mouth slide, and it will be excited and excited when it kisses you.Cousin Xu Cheng, maybe you're right, I'm just a sister to my brother who likes you, but my sister has never treated herself as a sister.All the time, I want to be able to appear as a lover with you.Even if you say you like that girl, I can accept her, as long as you tell me yes, I'm willing to do anything for you.Xu Lu Lu Xu Cheng pushed me away, and a loud slap fell on my face, which made me stunned immediately, looking at the anger in Xu Cheng's eyes, I actually thought guiltily, it's really good, willing to be angry with me, it's better than being numb to me Xu Cheng, didn't you say that I was just a sister to you, and I was like my brother, then I'll tell you now.I raised the corners of my mouth in a good mood, pointed to my heart and said, Here, I have been beating for you, I will be jealous, jealous, and inferior, and my heart is beating faster, you say, what is this kind of liking Seeing that Cousin Xu Cheng was silent and did not speak, I took the previous step and hugged him as a matter of course, buried in his chest and whispered, It's the same, your emotions towards Su Han are the same, right, do you want to say it to yourself again, Xu Cheng, you don't like her, your liking for her is just your brother to your sister.Then cousin, you tell me, in your eyes this is not a liking, then what is it I raised my head up, looked at the complexity in his eyes, and felt a little blocked in my heart.But Lulu, even if you like me, I don't like you.We can't do it, do you know what about it I chuckled, lowered my voice and said softly, Cousin Xu Cheng, no matter how the background is set, I will like you.Even if you are my teacher at the moment, I will like you if I am a student; It's my father and I'm my daughter, and I'll like you too; If we're gay, I'll love you too.Cousin Xu Cheng, don't you understand, I will like you no matter what, not to mention that now we are not brothers and sisters, you are cousin, I am cousin.Xu Cheng looked at me in astonishment, and then frowned and shook his head very firmly, Lu Lu, I have a girl I like.Even if we were to be taken apart, it would be absolutely impossible for me and you to do so.Put it down, and you'll meet a better one.What does it matter I looked at Xu Cheng lightly, and continued, as long as I like you, isn't it enough, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, it's okay for me to be ambiguous, as long as you Xu Cheng says a good word, I will never leave, I can strip naked at any time when you want to say it, I don't feel too much, after all, I am determined to break things down.As for what will happen next after I say it, I don't have a delusional idea that Cousin Xu Cheng will agree, but if you don't say something, it will really become a heart disease.Xu Lulu, you really make me sick, I don't want to hear this kind of thing a second time in the future.He said.Okay, cousin Xu Cheng.I say.The moment I turned around, I felt my nose sour, and the tears I had endured poured out like a, and even the strength that I pretended to be strong collapsed in an instant.Xu Cheng, do you know that the word disgusting comes from wanton more than anything else, it wantonly hurts, wantonly breaks the last layer of stubbornness.I want to slap you and scold you for being a coward, I'm willing to do this for you, but you still don't accept it, you say you're not a coward, what will you be, but what's the difference between beating and not fighting, you will still refuse me, just because the girl you like is really living in your heart, and you can't let people blaspheme your love for her, even if that person is your most beloved sister.Xu Cheng, I want to ask you, if you also like me a little, then will you hesitate a little more in today's answer In this case, you will be in a dilemma, no, the current situation is that I have caused you to fall into a dilemma.I was full of joy to like a girl.,But I learned that my cousin also likes me.,Rejection is certain.,But it's also psychologically cowardly, isn't it?
,Cousin.,It would be nice if we weren't brother and sister.,But you won't hurt me so much, right?
,Because it's not a sister.,It's not easy to be nice to a girl.,Unless that girl you like too.。
But cousin, do you know how difficult it will be for me to let go of the love for so many years, and how can it be that you can let go when you say you can let go When the atmosphere in the bar progressed, I waved my hand and followed the crowd and kept twisting my body, but when my eyes fell on the bustling street at the entrance of the bar, tears suddenly fell.Cousin, I am decadent like this, you are also disappointed, but now I have become like Su Han, but there is no way to be like her, for the sake of the person I like, long hair and high bundles are pure and moving.Cousin, I really let you go, but I also went into decadence.The person I love now, he is different from you, he can have many women around him, or he can turn around and kiss with someone else when he is full of love words to me.I've never been so disgusted with a rival in love, Su Han and I became friends with her at the beginning, and now Muzi I don't think I can be friends with her for the rest of my life.Even if I can release my suspicions one day, it can't change that she was the most dazzling sand in my eyes.The sand ran into the eyes, and it hurt and was very angry, and it couldn't tolerate her existence.But what can I do, even though he loves me, he will not give up that grain of sand, let the sand sting in my eyes to the point that it makes me cry.Quan, you won so beautifully, you won everything I had, and made me clean to the point of worthlessness."
Xu Lulu" grabbed my wrist with one hand, and I was forcibly pulled out of the crowd as the words fell.I was forced to follow into a corner where there were few people, and before I could react, I was pressed against the wall, followed by a kiss of punishment.The familiar feeling came to my face, and I looked at the person in front of me dumbly, and the tears that had been rolling in my eyes finally fell.Feeling his movements stop, I pushed him away and slapped him, I choked and yelled at him: "What do you want" Izumi was slapped by me and became angry, grabbed my hand fiercely, and roared in a low voice: "What do I want to do, I still want to ask you how you want to go, are you crazy" "I'm just driven crazy by you, so can you let me go, I've had mine, you've got yours, there's nothing between us" Izumi was obviously stunned for a moment, and then he laughed evilly, picking up a strand of my long hair and playing with it:" It doesn't matter, then it doesn't matter if we slept between each other Well, Xu Lulu, you look like a fried kitten now, much better than the lifeless look at the beginning. ”I looked at Izumi in astonishment, but he raised his eyebrows slightly and continued: "Sometimes I really don't know if it's good or bad to force you to look like this, but no matter what, this kind of chaos can't come if it doesn't come, especially when you're with me.""
How are you afraid that my appearance will hurt you and those spare tires of good things Then you also think too highly of me, in your eyes I am not also a spare tire, how much of a thing can I set off" I coldly withdrew my hand, and couldn't help but say sarcastically."
I don't know how much of a thing it can set off, but if you are allowed to appear in a place like this again, there will never be any more, even if you are locked up."
Izumi glanced at me faintly, turned and left without a hint of nostalgia."
Izumi, do you really love me," I heard myself subconsciously ask him."
Xu Lulu, I can not want your life for you, do you say I love you or not."
He said."
Then do you know that there is no room for sand in your eyes?""
Okay."
Looking at Izumi's figure squeezing into the crowd, I couldn't help but cover my mouth and cry bitterly, but he still couldn't promise me a promise that he could deliver everything.It turns out that liking is really so subtle, so subtle that getting along with you for a short time can replace so many years of liking Xu Cheng.But do you know that I'm really sad, sad that the wood that crossed in between us just pushed our relationship to extreme pain."
Xu Lulu, let's go, I'll send you home."
is still the same heavy makeup and glamorous wood, always smoking a brand of women's cigarette, and the dark circles under his eyes are deeply exhausted and numb.I silently bypassed her and planned to return to the crowd, but Muzi grabbed me and said coldly: "How long do you want to be childish" "If I'm childish, you don't have to worry about me at all" I looked at Muzi angrily, trying to break away but found that she was harder than Izumi, yes, Izumi thought it would hurt me, and it didn't matter if she was a rival in love."
You think I want to take care of you" Muzi was also obviously annoyed by me, "It's better to take you away than to leave you here to harm him" I gave up the struggle dumbly, and when I looked at the crowd again, I couldn't find that familiar figure anymore.Muzi also took advantage of the situation to force me out of the bar and drove me away in a second-hand van.Looking back at everyone's favorite bar "Indefinite" again, my heart was faintly blocked, and I subconsciously felt uneasy again.There is no time for the end, but I don't want to say it as a prophecy, and in the end it will be forever
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