As the door slammed shut, I sat limply on the floor, and I had no energy to respond to the eager questions of the nurses.I curled up with my legs in my arms, tears growing with the suffocating pain, and I bit my lower lip so hard that I could not cry out, and the memories that came up like a tidal wave were accompanied by pain, bit by bit and mercilessly gnawed at my body.As if it was about to be torn apart, I couldn't help but choke, and the long-term memories came flooding back.My name is Lin Quan, I know you, and your name is Xu Lulu.I looked at him in front of the bed in astonishment, he was very thin and dark, he was inferior and did not dare to look at me, and occasionally carefully raised his eyes with cowardice and inferiority.It seemed to feel that I had been looking at him, he was a little frightened, a pair of hands waved in the air for a long time and didn't know where to put it, and finally lowered his head and clenched his fist and put his hand on his knee, and stammered to me, you, don't keep looking at me like this, I don't look good, you also have something to say, otherwise I looked at him with such a funny behavior, I couldn't help laughing, and whispered to him, Okay, then Quan, please give me more advice in the future.Duoduoduo pointed at him and gritted his teeth, and lowered his head lower, so you still don't want to speak.With people like you, you will ask me to speak, and you will not allow me to speak for a while, you are too bullying.I said it on purpose.He instantly became anxious, looked at me at a loss, and it took him a long time to say "I'm sorry" perfectly.Teasing you I smiled, you are not from our class, how could you see you being carried to the infirmary here, I was a little worried and followed, you don't think much about you, I don't like you, I'm just a little worried.He said with a red face, and the more he talked, the more embarrassed he became.Thank you.I laughed softly and sincerely thanked him for caring about me.I heard that you guys are singing farewell today, won't you then I'll teach you okay We learned it last week, so let me teach you can He looked at me carefully, as if he was afraid to hear my refusal.Okay, let's start now, I'm bored sitting here.That's good, if I sing you, you should sing along.Seeing that he was so nervous that he stammered, I couldn't help but joke, you shouldn't stutter when you sing, won't he shout in shame.Then I heard him singing slowly, on the side of the ancient road outside the long pavilion.The side of the ancient road.The grass is green.The grass is green.Under the yellowish sunset, he grabbed his old schoolbag and ran desperately, ran to my front and wiped his sweat and asked, Xu Lulu, I heard that your family is moving, is this true.I responded lightly, and my mother's sleeping face in the morgue couldn't help but make me uncomfortable.Miss, it's time to go back, otherwise the lord will have to lecture again when he goes home.While I was still thinking about what to say, the special driver at home reminded me.That spring took a long time, and it took a while to take out a box of beautifully packaged chocolates from his old trouser pocket, and he nervously handed it to me for fear of rejection, Xu Lulu, this is for you.I took the money gently, and looked at him with a hint of hesitation.Don't worry, the things I send you are all my own money, I heard that girls like chocolate, so I want to give you chocolate too.He said.Dear Izumi, thank you for the chocolate.I happily waved my chocolate, looking at him who was still a little inferior in the sun, and I whispered, we will see you in the future.After saying that, I resolutely turned around and got into the car, and when the driver started the engine, I heard his clean voice behind me, and he said, Xu Lulu, I will wait for you to come back, if you can't wait, I will come to you, you can't say that you don't know me.My name is Lin Quan Shuangmu Lin, and the spring of the spring "Xu Lu Lu Lu is it" As the police came over, the long memory was terminated, and I nodded with swollen eyes and difficulty."
Please come with us to the police station."
I nodded, staggered to my feet, but the door to the operating room suddenly opened, and then I saw Izumi being pushed out, and the doctor's words were like a sharp knife cutting through my heart: "I'm sorry, we've done our best."
There was already an old wound in the brain, and now the new wound was hit on the old wound, and the knife wound in the chest was extremely deep, so we really tried our best. ”"No, no, no, we said yes, we said yes" I felt all the support collapse in an instant, I shook my head and said that it was impossible, and finally passed out in the whirlwind of the sky.In the fragments of broken memories, I heard him follow me over and over again: "Don't think about you, I don't like you, I'm just a little worried."
Xu Lulu, if only I could be as good as you, I can stand by your side as a matter of course.I've heard that girls love chocolate, so I'd like to give you chocolates too.Xu Lulu, I'm waiting for you to come back, if you can't wait, I'll come to you, you can't say you don't know me.My name is Linquan Shuangmu Lin, and if I catch a cold from the spring water, you will not be the only one who is uncomfortable, so I can accompany you.My dear, we have been here from the beginning, starting from the encounter, then acquaintance, confession, and finally pursuit.Grotesque for a living, I wish you Chang'an.I can lift a knife for you without hugging you.Whether it's good to be my girlfriend or not, my wood will only be born for you.I finally came to you, but you avoided me like a nightmare to guard against me, you obviously said that if you had a cold, I would feel distressed, but I can't accompany you to feel uncomfortable.Xu Lulu, I like you, I like you, I like you all over the world, I like you alone, Xu Lulu, I can die for you, you say I don't love you.Don't cry, I'm sick to death.Honey, I've really liked you for a long time.Later, in the end, I didn't wait for Huiquan in the end, he was like Xu Cheng that year, in this noisy and chaotic city, in a quiet corner of the quiet left.Cousin Xu Cheng died when I let go, and the spring I loved the most died when I loved him the most.Izumi, you are so cunning, you died when I loved you the most, so that I will never forget you for the rest of my life.You won and took everything I had.Looking at the sunny sky, I suddenly felt a sense of disparity, and my right hand subconsciously covered my lower abdomen, holding back and not letting the tears run out."
You were pregnant with a child not long ago, do you know that if you are emotionally unstable, you will have a slippery tire."
Izumi, do you know that I was pregnant with your child, but you are no longer there.I'm so sad, you know, I want to die like you, but how can I be so cunning with our children, you are so cunning."
Xu Lulu, let's go."
Muzi looked at me lightly, and couldn't help but be gentle when his gaze moved down to my lower abdomen, "Don't be too sad, you don't want to be like this for Izumi, don't you?"
”I wiped the tears that overflowed my eyes, smiled at Muzi, and walked with her to the ordinary residential area that had only been opened once."
Actually, that day, there was a monitor in the screening room, and Izumi was in the monitoring room to watch your monitor, and then after seeing that something was wrong with you, he rushed down anxiously.Because the elevator has not been waiting, he ran up the stairs. ”Muzi took out a lady's cigarette and was about to light it, but after glancing at my stomach, he put it away again, "He later told me that he was worried that something would happen to you, but it turned out that you were already indifferent, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief and worry about you again." ”"He said that you are so cold and indifferent to everyone, he doesn't know if it's good or bad, but he said that he only likes when you laugh and doesn't want to make you sad at all.""
So Xu Lulu, I hate you, but I also hope that you will take his children and be happy for the rest of your life, although it is difficult for you to be strong, but I also hope that you can get used to it and live in a world without springs.It's not for me, it's for Izumi and your children. ”When I returned to Izumi's house, Muzi entered his bedroom, and I followed her, but I saw her pointing to a cardboard box and saying, "It's something left by Izumi, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette, you pay attention."
I nodded, and when I looked at the cardboard box again after Muzi left, I couldn't help but feel stage fright.Because he knows what he thinks about himself, the more he doesn't dare to look at the likes he leaves for himself.I don't know how sincere it would be to like that, and I'm afraid to know again.I'm afraid I'll be sad and sad about the fact that I lost him.After hesitating for a long time, I finally walked over, and almost trembling my hands opened the cardboard box, but it was full of boxes, and the boxes were full of my photos.I was sad to flip through the photos, only to find a notebook with a pale cover.I wiped my tears and flipped them open, but I saw that the first page was sandwiched with a music CD, and the second page was full of words, neat and beautiful.I like a girl, her name is Xu Lulu, and it's a bit weird but a very easy name.She's so stupid, she's just a pig with a pretty head, she's so idiotic, I follow her every day, her leader doesn't notice it at all, and the vigilance of being stupid is too weak, but she's also very kind, obviously she has been bullied like that by her stepmother, and she chooses to forgive again and again so tolerantly.Why did I fall in love with her, this stupid person, I really like her, I don't want to like her until I die.Does this stupid girl know how much I like her, she is usually cold to everyone, and she does what she says, but my dear, your vigilance is really too weak, and you have been targeted by bad people, alas, maybe I shouldn't have come to her in the first place, but fortunately, although she is a little stupid, at least she has not been hurt so far.If she was hurt because of me, I would never forgive myself for the rest of my life, I liked her so much, I liked her so much, I liked her so much that I couldn't hug her, even though she hated me and didn't love me.Strange wood for a living, allow you to Chang'an.I didn't expect that I was also quite literary, my dear, I am sad that your old love letter is not for me.Is this a love letter, shouldn't it, but there's no way, and people who haven't read much of the book can't write very well, so let's do it first, and I'll make it up later.After all, my dear said that the coming day is long.Trembling and closing my notebook, I clung to the cardboard box in front of me weakly, and finally cried bitterly.This sunny year is my saddest love song, I have the love letter he gave me, and the love words he said in my ear
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