Fairy Xu disappeared again, just like that year, and evaporated from the world again.I didn't go crazy to find her, because I knew that when Fairy Xu wanted to leave, no matter who she was, I simply didn't waste my time.Because there are some things, even if we keep our mouths shut, we tacitly laugh at each other.Just like now, even though Fairy Xu has disappeared for a long time, she will come back when she needs to rely on.Don't be strong, smile softly, and pestle there quietly against the moonlight."
Su Han, I'm back."
I heard her say.I gently raised the corners of my mouth, but the tears inadvertently slipped down, and my salty lips dried up and waited.It's good you're back.Fairy, I'm really afraid of the feeling of being alone, and you're the same, right, I raised my hand and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, I put my hand out of the window, and shouted to her outside the iron door, regardless of the image: "Hi fairy" I don't know what happened to her, and she doesn't know what happened to me, so we bear that pain stupidly, obviously sad and sad, but still so forced to smile.Now, it's stupid, isn't it, but I still want to laugh, because I don't want the other party to worry, so no matter how sad I am, I'll laugh, and I'll just laugh and laugh like that.When she took Fairy Xu back to the room, she couldn't help but be stunned when she saw me sticking to the various anime posters on the wall, as well as the figure figures and peripheral clothes placed on the cabinet: "Su Han, if you are a man, I have to believe that during the time I left, you have completely become a dead house" "Yes fairy, let me tell you, I am now a rotten double cultivator, if you don't stay away from me, maybe I will leave Gu Xi and make up with you." ”I was very satisfied and lay on the big bed, and made a joke on Fairy Xu with a bad taste."
Tsk, I'm desperate for the world."
Xu Xianzi shook his head helplessly, and asked again, "When did you get lost twice, and you became fascinated to this extent" I was slightly stunned, and then smiled and said vaguely: "I'm idle and bored, so I'm going to see the new ones.,Anyway, the recent new ones are pretty good.。
”"It's strange that you don't go crazy indefinitely."
Fairy Xu glanced at me lightly, almost casually, but when she talked about "indefinitely", she was stunned before me."
That's pretty good."
Fairy Xu turned his head a little strangely, and then pretended to beat his shoulder easily, "Wash and sleep, do you have any clothes" Seeing that Fairy Xu avoided this topic first, I also removed the embarrassment of waiting for the meeting, and joked with a smile: "Joke, we are sisters without clothes, if you can't wear my clothes, it's really a joke." ”"You don't blush, do I admit it" Fairy Xu raised her eyebrows lightly and looked at me coldly.I hugged Fairy Xu and said with a smile: "How can you be so thin-skinned, you are living in my house now, don't you admit it Well, dear" Almost instantly, I felt that Fairy Xu's body subconsciously trembled violently when he heard "dear".I was suspiciously about asking her, but she immediately covered it up and smiled at me in response.I bit my lower lip in a complicated way, and although I wanted to know what was going on, I chose not to ask her.The fairy finally let go and came back, since she didn't plan to say it, don't force her to be uncomfortable.It's just that what makes me particularly concerned is what it will be that can make the fairy who is a little cold and indifferent go out of order again and again."
But let me warn you, I don't have the kind of dress you like here, but the nightdress will make do."
I pretended not to notice and smiled at her."
It makes me look very demanding about skirts."
Fairy Xu couldn't help but laugh, gently brushing her long hair, and her smile was like a flower.I hurriedly said: "That's that, who doesn't know that fairy, you walk in an elegant style, I don't dare to buy that kind of dress as a joke, elegance is not suitable for me, but literature and art are still okay." ”"I don't blush."
Fairy Xu chuckled faintly, turned around and walked into the bathroom.I also pulled out a white nightdress from the closet, walked to the bathroom door and knocked on the door, saying, "The pajamas are on the bathroom shelf, and you can reach them with one hand."
The shampoo, conditioner, and body wash are all on the shelves, and then the bath towels are all new in the cabinet. ”"Okay."
Looking silently at the door of the bathroom, I put down my nightdress and walked to the balcony, took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked without a puff.Gu Xi, where are you going Su Han, I have something to do with me on a sunny day, I won't accompany you today, you go and play with them on a sunny day.Scratching my hair irritably, I smiled bitterly again, laughing at myself for being useless, I couldn't even keep a boyfriend.I think it's going to accompany Xiang Qingtian if there's something, it's a sunny day, it's really affectionate.The phone rang without warning, I picked up the phone and looked at the unfamiliar number on the screen, subconsciously frowned, but it was still connected."
May I ask if it is Miss Su Hanxi Su The patient Ms.
Shang's condition has worsened recently, and she is clamoring to see her daughter, can you come over if it is convenient for Miss Su" I couldn't help but "chuckle" in my heart, and then stared coldly at the light in front of me, and replied lightly: "Yes, I'll come over tomorrow." ”As soon as I hung up the phone, I was thinking about how to talk to Gu Xi tomorrow, but Xu Xianzi suddenly came over and exhaled a white breath mischievously.I was obviously a little angry, pouted and said to her dissatisfiedly, "Why did you finish washing too quickly?"
”"I didn't take a shower, but it wouldn't take long."
The fairy raised the corners of her mouth visibly in a good mood.I sighed helplessly, and when I realized that the cigarette in my hand was still burning, I hurriedly extinguished the cigarette and threw it into the trash can next to me."
What did you throw away?"
the fairy looked at me suspiciously, apparently not understanding that I had thrown away the remaining cigarettes."
I don't want you to smell smoke."
I glanced at her faintly, but sleepiness gradually set in.After both sides were silent for a long time, I was about to say that I was going to sleep, but Xu Xianzi took the first step and said to me: "Su Han, I'm pregnant." ”I looked at Fairy Xu in disbelief, all the words I wanted to ask her were like a fish in my throat for a long time without saying anything."
What are you going to do?"
I said."
Born.""
Your family won't want to.""
It doesn't matter, I've promised to listen to them on a blind date in the future, they allowed me to give birth, and I also promised to find a good person who can accept the child in the blind date.""
What if that person doesn't like you" "It's okay, it's enough for the child to be born." ”Later that night, we lay down in bed early, covered with a thin silk quilt, and talked all night.also said all the things that were on his mind to Xu Cheng that year without concealment.When I told her that I liked Xu Cheng, it felt like the whole world could only see him, and I told her that I liked Xu Cheng, complained, helpless and blamed myself.Xu Xianzi also told me about her personality when she was a child, and then to the changes after that, and to the eight years when she liked Xu Cheng, she said that she really liked Xu Cheng, and she really planned to go to him regardless of everything.Later, Xu Cheng's departure has always been a knot that we can't let go, but the most fortunate thing is that we have someone to love again.The fairy talked a lot this night, and she told me that the person she loved was called Lin Quan, Shuangmu Lin, and Baishui Spring.She said that she didn't like him at first, even hated and hated it.But later, she was moved, and she completely let go of her obsession with Xu Cheng back then, and when she planned to be with him completely, she was making people happy, and the people who should love each other couldn't stay together."
Su Han, the person I love, in the end, like Cousin Xu Cheng, was buried in the loess and never saw the light of day."
She said.She also said that the most regrettable thing in her life is that she didn't catch it at the age suitable for love, so the boy she loves the most, the boy who said "grotesque for a living, promise you Chang'an".In the end, with the promise of being together forever, he died in the operating room filled with disinfectant water, and also died in the sea of flowers that had long been barren on the tip of his heart, and finally he could no longer be watered and fertilized, giving birth to beautiful and moving flowers that bloomed in the sun.She said Su Han, do you know that I also want to die with him, and I also want to accompany him to live in heaven in another world, but I can't."
Su Han, I have a child with him, so I want to take his liking and live forever and smile forever" Izumi said that he liked me the most when I laughed. ”I was afraid that the fairy would get emotional, and she would cry out for it.But she didn't, she said so lightly, as if grief had nothing to do with her.But I also clearly understand that it's not that I'm not sad, it's just that it's covered up too well and buried too deeply.But if you don't cry, you won't suffocate yourself No matter what, it's going to hurt your body, isn't it fairy, I'm sad that happiness is contrary to you, and you also chose to be cowardly."
Su Han, I really like him."
After falling asleep at what time in the morning, Fairy Xu still got up early the next morning, and when I was in a daze, I opened the curtains, and the straight sunlight couldn't help but make me frown."
Fairy, hurry up and close the curtains," I complained dissatisfiedly, but I was still reluctant to put on the pillow quilt, and I got into the quilt and refused to come out.The fairy said rudely that I picked it up, and said coldly: "It's good to get up early, give me a speed, and I'll take you for a morning run" "No, no, no, you have a baby, you can't run." ”"It's okay, I'll just take a walk and watch you run, speed up" Under the bombardment of Xu Xianzi's firm will, in the end, I reluctantly got up, muttering dissatisfiedly and very unhappy.When I slowly touched into the bathroom to wash up for a while, Xu Xianzi was outside and said: "Hey, hey, where did you put the comb, Su Hanxi" "Woo woo" I made a few sounds with difficulty, but I couldn't say clearly, I couldn't help but take out a toothbrush and said, "Didn't you find it, look for it again, I really can't find it in the drawer." ”"Still not" "What's wrong" Hearing Fairy Xu's words, I paused suddenly, and I walked out curiously, but saw her in a daze in front of a drawer pulled out.Seeing that she didn't answer, I pursed my lips and looked at myself, but saw that those things were lying quietly with the same needle, I subconsciously reacted and wanted to say something, but I saw Fairy Xu's cold face suddenly stopped."
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