It was completely hot and rainy and humid in the summer, and a sudden heavy rain caught me off guard, I was anxious to find a place to hide from the rain, but suddenly collided with a body, and the phone instantly rolled to the ground."
Nima's where are your eyes, don't you know where to look" I almost subconsciously exploded, and after picking up the phone in a hurry, I saw that the person in front of me was Jian Yi, who had disappeared for a long time after taking a long vacation.I couldn't help but be stunned on the spot, looking at Jian Yi, who was pale and had heavy circles under his eyes, and said in astonishment: "Jian Yi" After that day, I can't count how long it has been since I saw Jian Yi, but I always feel that a long time has passed, and Fairy Xu's words, after breaking my story that day, we have never been in touch again.Seeing Jane change her usual abnormality one by one, I frowned slightly, pulled her past and ran in the direction of the nearest indefinite."
I want to ride the wind and waves, step on the yellow sand and ocean, and have a misunderstanding with it, and I want to live up to the bravery, I hope you are a lie, never appeared, the south wall laugh is a pretense of God, laughter is a forbearance injury" coldly looked at Jian Yi who was singing on the stage, I was a little sullen and poured wine, but I was helpless."
Han Xi" Ercheng, who was sitting on the side, looked at me lightly, reached out and grabbed my wine bottle and poured it down."
What" I looked at Ercheng unpleasantly, and was about to open another bottle of beer when I heard him say."
I like Jane."
I looked straight at Ercheng's serious face, but I didn't hold on for a few seconds before I burst out laughing: "Yes, one by one, you are quite compatible, the children in the future can be called Sanbao, Sixi, or something, it's just amazing" "Han Xi, this is not funny." ”Ercheng raised the corners of his mouth a little bitterly, and did not break the words.I patted him on the shoulder with a bit of sympathy and exclaimed, "That's right, it's impossible, she won't like you.""
Do you need to be so direct, you don't know, comfort me, I've made you a bad friend for nothing.""
I'm here to keep you from falling too deep, that's why I'm so cruel to tell you the truth.""
Don't you know that going on like this is torture, and you're not falling deeper and deeper."
I withdrew my hand silently, smiled forcefully and continued to pour the wine as if it would reduce the pain in my heart.How can our story and bitterness be told in just a few words When Ercheng and I were tacitly pouring wine, when I raised my head, I saw that Jian Yi was a little hesitant when he looked this way, but finally walked over.But I didn't want to be Ercheng, a spirit stood up, shook his head, and told me that he would go first."
What's the hurry, don't you like her, why are you still avoiding her" Ercheng smiled bitterly, picked up a bottle of beer and said: "She doesn't want to see me now, why am I embarrassed to not leave, not to mention that she is looking for you and not me."
I looked at Ercheng dumbly, but I didn't say any more words, and after answering in a complicated way, Ercheng walked out of the indefinite period with a sad face.Seeing Jane sitting quietly beside me, I thought she would have to say a more or less symbolic greeting, but I didn't want her to drink a bottle of beer as if she hadn't seen Ercheng.As soon as Jane saw that I had been staring at her and stopped, she couldn't help but smile at me, and then looked at me with a little surprise, leaned around my neck and sniffed it, and then said evilly: "Yes, Su Hanxi, you haven't had a snack these days."
Tsk, after this is broken, it is different from before, and it is obviously more fascinating before. ”I didn't expect Jian Yi's eyes to be so vicious, and my face couldn't help but be a little unconscious, and I said vaguely after a while: "Can you not say this in a boy's tone, you are a girl," Jian Yi was obviously stunned when she heard the word "girl" I said at the end, and then she smiled very well: "Girls, I am in my twenties, you should call me a woman, but Su Hanxi, you are not too stupid, at least you climbed into bed one step ahead of that junior, didn't you" "Jian Yi, you speak really ugly, but this is a fact." ”I smiled self-deprecatingly, "I didn't expect that in the end, I still relied on my body to keep him, it's really ridiculous" "What do you say, this woman doesn't rely on some means, you really think you can keep a man, even if you have loved so many women in the world, you don't have a snack machine, and you deserve to be robbed of a man, but there are really some women who are stupid to death." ”Jian Yi took a sip of wine mockingly, looked at me and continued, "Isn't there a saying that is quite reasonable, whatever can be snatched away is garbage, but don't you also like that garbage to the point of dying" "According to me, this is just fucking bullshit, who do you think you are, there are so many people in the world, you don't work hard, you don't want to fight for it, you want the best when you fucking sit" When I said this, Jian Yi's eyes were already red, I patted her back, but I heard her still choked up, "Su Hanxi, Is it very despicable if you don't compromise the means, that is what you want, and what others want, if you don't grab it, it is difficult to pretend to be innocent and wait for others to come to be pitiful" I put down my hand silently, and drank cold beer to myself, there are so many requests in the world, you can't complain about others, you can only blame yourself for not being capable.It was also because I knew that Jian Yi also had an unspeakable story, so when I heard Ercheng say that he liked her, he said the impossible words mercilessly.No one knows better than two people who are in sympathy that what they are desperately trying to hold on to eventually slips away from your hands, and when you can't blame anyone for resenting yourself, you realize that that emotion is not a substitute for a heroic promise.I have Gu Xi by my side, so I have a choice after Xu Cheng's death, and in the end, I did like Gu Xi.But Jian Yi didn't have anyone by her side, and even though Ercheng, who really liked her now, appeared, it was difficult to take her out in a short time."
It's just Jian Yi, I'm really useless, and I also want to do whatever it takes to leave no trouble, but I can't disobey my original intention."
Disobedience agreed to Shang Shang and not to bully Xiang Qingtian's original intention.In fact, I also regret it, if I hadn't met Xiang Qingtian, or if I didn't know her from the beginning, maybe I still wouldn't have been able to change the emotional deterioration between me and Gu Xi, but at least it was better than the person who came in now, called "Xiang Qingtian"."
So, Su Hanxi, you are a big stupid x, just like me at the beginning, so stupid and so embarrassed."
She said."
Well, stupid beyond help."
I say."
Then let's just get together a pair of C and run to the psychiatric hospital, squatting in the corner in the middle of the day and pretending to be cold with the aunt and uncle, and pretending to be crazy and stupid in the middle of the night, provoking the patient to revolt and have a midnight terror like a chicken and dog.""
You're too limitless, but remember to let me know when you go."
Then Jian Yi and I fell silent, each pouring wine with their own hearts, and finally when it seemed that tears began to roll, Jian Yi hugged me one by one and whispered, "Su Hanxi, everything will be overdone."
I smiled softly, and was about to answer her "definitely", but Jian Yi raised his head suddenly, his red eyes were almost about to cry, but he still threatened me strongly as usual: "Su Hanxi, let me tell you, none of us can compromise easily, so don't cheapen those little threes and fours, no matter how difficult it is, there will be an end.""
Okay.""
Su Hanxi, if you compromise, I'll be the first to fucking go against you, don't use that junior who can't get on the stage, I'll just go to your man's house to force him, and then record the video and show it to you, torture you to death" Listening to Jane Yi's serious words, I joked along with her words funny: "You are too vicious, even more ruthless than Bai Xue's stepmother.""
Then you tell me, Snow White is the most beautiful in the world, or I am the most beautiful.""
You're the most beautiful."
When I drank with Jian Yi until midnight, I was already a little drunk, so I greeted her and went back to the house that Gu Xi rented.Jian Yi lived in a small private room in the indefinite period for special reasons, and she ate and lived with 2,000 bags a month, which was pretty good for her if she only sang and sang.It is inevitable that there will be guests who play directly all night in the indefinite bar, and it was originally a headache whether to close the store early, but because of Jian Yi's stay in the later period, it played a role in watching the store.There are not many guests who stay all night at night, and Jian Yi also said that she can take care of it alone, but the indefinite proprietress still doesn't worry about her as a girl, so she arranges one more man and a woman to stay, saying that multiple women accompany her, and multiple men can stop making trouble.It can also be seen from here that the indefinite proprietress is still very kind to the employees, thinking that if only one man is left, there will still be some hidden dangers for Jian Yi.And I also support this, even if Jian Yi can fight, after all, she is only a girl, and if the lonely man and widow are calculated, it is not impossible for some unexpected situations to happen.When he took out the key and opened the door and went in, it was pitch black inside, and it was obvious that Gu Xi had not come back outside yet.I numbly turned on the light, brushed my teeth after taking a shower, and went back to bed.It hadn't been long since I lay down, and when I was half-asleep, I already felt the hand across my waist, and the familiar and unfamiliar embrace.When I smelled the perfume of the other girls in his arms, I still couldn't help but have a sour nose and tears falling, and Gu Xi, who was hugging me from behind, also noticed the tears, and couldn't help but turn my body and kiss my tears gently, and then slid down to my neck and asked in a dumb voice: "Haven't you slept yet, let's sleep."
I hugged Gu Xi tightly, buried in his chest but did not cry aggrievedly, nor did I ask one question from the left to the right as before.As I got used to the different perfume smells on his late arrival, I already understood that there was more than just Xiang Qingtian alone between us.Although he is so gentle to me now, it also makes me feel unreal because of the little company, and I am not afraid of waking up from a sweet dream, but afraid that the heart under the illusion of gentleness has long been numb to me, and there is no longer a trace of infatuation and affection.What I was most afraid of was not that he was no longer gentle with me, but that I was afraid to accept the fact that he didn't love me at all.But what can I do now, he can still let me stay by my side, it's nothing more than the relationship that the two couldn't help but have that day, or to put it more bluntly, now it's just greedy for the pleasure that my body brings him, how many sleepless days and nights, he gently hugged me, obsessively gnawed at my collarbone, and the charming peach blossom eyes seemed to be only me, so I couldn't help but shout again and again under him, and then intensified under the lingering, allowing him to ask for it again and again.But no matter how unbearable I am, I am still facing his gentle murmuring, and when I say "I want", I am so humble that I surrender my gun, isn't it the principle that used to exist for Xu Cheng, but now it has been replaced by Gu Xi, but after hearing his request, I am so lowly that I have no principle at all.I left you as a person by my body, but do you still love me?