When I woke up in a daze, I stared at the strange ceiling of the unfamiliar room, and then looked at the messy everything, I suddenly felt a little startled, everything that happened last night is still fresh in my memory, but why do I feel that even the people who sleep next to me have become stranger Last night, when he called Xiang Qingtian's name and lingered with me, it was enough to defeat my last self-deception, but what made me sad was that he didn't even apologize to me, as if I was so unbearable that I didn't even have to say sorry.Gu Xi, the way you look, makes me really want to ruin Xiang Qingtian Do you know that I sat up complicatedly, but was grabbed by Gu Xi beside me, and then he also sat up, looking at me with a faint gaze.I dodged my head, not wanting to say anything more to him, for fear that I would be aggrieved when I heard his voice."
Su Han" Gu Xi was about to say something when he called out my name, and the door was opened without warning.Looking at Xiang Qingtian, who was standing at the door stunned, I pulled the quilt to cover it, but I still subconsciously turned my head sideways to look at Gu Xi.When he saw Xiang Qingtian, he obviously flashed a trace of panic, and then he frowned with a cold face, and said, "Why did you come and go out."
Xiang Qingtian looked at me in astonishment, and then laughed mockingly: "Su Hanxi, I really didn't expect it, you are a person who is about to be abandoned, and you climb into Beixi's bed in humiliation, thinking that you can keep him if you sleep with him, and if you don't change anyone, you can take it off for him" "Then I didn't see you take Gu Xi so casually when you took it off and slept on his bed, do you think he would be a casual person who accepts anyone" I chuckled quietly, but laughed at myself in my heart, "Xiang Qingtian, don't forget, Now I'm Gu Xi's girlfriend, who do you think you are to him" Yes, I'm his girlfriend, and my name is not there.And you're enough to make me jealous to death."
Of course, no one can compare to you Su Hanxi, it's not Su Hanxi who has been slept with by all kinds of people, it's better for you to say it yourself, this is the first time you have been slept with by a man" I clenched my fists with a pale face, and was about to make a sarcastic remark about Xiang Qingtian, but Gu Xi on the side had already roared loudly: "Xiang Qingtian, get out of here" Xiang Qingtian looked at Gu Xi aggrievedly, and then glared at me fiercely: "Su Hanxi, you are really a good means, you are so cheap in your bones that you can't let people pay for you" After speaking, Xiang Qingtian threw the door out angrily, Gu Xi was silent for a while, then got up and picked up his clothes and put them on before going out.I stretched out my hand and grabbed him, and even my voice couldn't help but tremble: "Where are you going?"
"I'll go see her, you can clean up yourself." ”Gu Xi coldly took my hand away, and then opened the door and left without any nostalgia.I hugged myself sadly, and when I looked down and touched the patches of pink on the sheets, I couldn't help but sob.Su Hanxi, living to this point, you are not just embarrassed.Not only do you lose love, but you also lose what is most important to girls.Aren't you very arrogant, and now you have become this lowly look, so low that you rely on having that kind of relationship to keep a man, and in the end you are still entangled by him as a substitute.Afterwards, people can pat their butts and leave when they eat and wipe them clean, and for you, you've lost everything, haven't you heard him say in person, I love you and I'm sorry, sunny day."
Gu Beixi, what do you mean to keep me by your side like a toy, I'm like this for you, why can't you break off with Han Xi" "How can she, Su Hanxi, be so nostalgic and reluctant to give up your body, do you want to be so nostalgic and reluctant to do it, I can't replace her at any point in the sunny day, I can let go, why do you still have such a relationship with her" "Gu Beixi, it's impossible for me to watch the person I like, and when this kind of thing happens to the person I hate the most, I can still be generous enough to let go" "Gu Beixi, choose one of the two, Do you choose me or Su Hanxi. ”I listened numbly to the sound of Xiang Qingtian coming from the living room, but my heart gradually became hopeless and helpless.It turns out that I am the person I hate the most in Xiang Qingtian.Choose one of the two.Gu Xi, I also want to ask you, whether to choose me or Xiang Qingtian, but it's not necessary, isn't it, no matter who you choose, what you like is Xiang Qingtian, this can't be changed, isn't it The living room was silent for a long time, and in the end, I didn't hear Gu Xi's answer, but I was a little flustered when I saw him suddenly walk in.He frowned slightly, but his feet didn't move, and asked me coldly: "Why can't you move, does it hurt so much" My heart was cold, and I didn't care about blushing, I grabbed my clothes and put them on in front of him for a while, but when I came down, I was still a little unsteady because of the soreness between my legs.Gu Xi walked over quickly and was about to support me, but I pushed him away, and I couldn't help but yelled at him angrily: "No need" "Then you can hold on." ”He said coldly.I looked at him sadly, and the tears that I had finally forced back suddenly welled up again: "Gu Xi, do you still like me?"
Seeing that he was silent and did not answer, my heart was crossed, and I had already made the final plan: "It's just a body, and there is nothing, in the end, it won't be broken by anyone, and everyone will be the same, and I won't lose anything to you."
Looking directly at Gu Xi's cold pupils, I still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, I only had gentle eyes for me before, but after deterioration, can I be so cold that I look like a stranger "Gu Xi, if you have already thought about letting go of me, but you hesitate because of what is happening now, then you don't have to be wronged like this, Xiang Qingtian, I quit." ”I said tremblingly, but my fists clenched and loosened, and finally let myself speak first I never dared to think about it, Gu Xi and I would also go to the point where we had to separate like Xu Cheng.In my eyes, the confidence that Gu Xi would never leave also began to collapse with the appearance of Xiang Qingtian."
Gu Xi, let's break up."
Xu Cheng once said to me, "Su Han, let's break up", and now God has also let me pull back a game, let me say the words of separation first, but why is it so unwilling, sad and painful, I don't want to be separated from him, when I heard him admit that I was his girlfriend, I deceived myself and told myself that he still likes himself, and it's also good.It's just that now, how can I, when I hear him say that he loves Xiang Qingtian, can he still pretend to be crazy and stupid to deceive himself, Gu Xi, between us, Xiang Qingtian is always the sharpest knife, and under the immersion of time, again and again draw the distance that we have finally come close.I'm also so sad that I want to die, just thinking about losing you want to die."
Su Hanxi, why did you mention that you broke up and slept with me, are you not responsible, I don't agree to break up."
Gu Xi coldly hooked the corners of his mouth, reached out and picked me up, raised his feet and walked towards the bathroom.I struggled to get out of his arms, but the soreness in my body made all my movements soft and tickle, feeling Gu Xi's subconscious reaction, I buried myself in his arms in shame and didn't dare to make any more movements.When I came to the bathroom, Gu Xi carefully put me into the bathtub, and after putting the hot water, I reached out to take off my clothes, but I was sensitively blocked.Gu Xi looked at me coldly, but when he touched his bare thighs, he couldn't help swallowing his saliva, and his tone became hoarse: "It's not that I haven't seen it last night, now what are you blocking" "I'll come by myself, you go out." ”"I don't."
Gu Xi quickly unbuttoned a few buttons on it as soon as he held me down, but when he touched a kiss mark on his collarbone, he couldn't help but pause.I pushed him to let him go, but he leaned over and stepped into the tub, put his arm around my waist and quickly peeled off my clothes, kissed the mark left last night, and then filled the room.After everything was over, I was washed dry by Gu Xi and carried back to the room, and when he saw the mess on the bed, he helplessly pulled a shirt and covered me, and then put me on the stool and cleaned it up by himself.When I saw the pink left on the sheets last night, I looked to the side with a sneering face, and Gu Xi silently took out another set of sheets to change, and then walked into the bathroom with a dirty one.It didn't take long for the sound of the washing machine to sound, and after Gu Xi returned to the room, he carried me back to the bed, and then took the laptop to me, saying, "If you're tired, you can rest for a while, and if you're bored, play games, I'll go back there and bring your clothes."
I obviously couldn't keep up with the rhythm and nodded, and only then did I realize that I realized what kind of trouble is it now, I don't want to be so shameless pestering Gu Xi anymore, and then I naturally mentioned breaking up, and then he turned me to be responsible for him, saying that he didn't agree to break up, obviously I suffered as a girl, okay, and then I was hugged to the bathroom by him, and I didn't know what was going on, and I lingered with him again, and finally it seemed to be like this, "I said I was going to break up, I will leave immediately after resting." ”I bit my lower lip and finally said ruthlessly."
I also said that I would not agree, and you are not responsible for me."
He said."
It's clear that you're responsible for me, okay, I'm a girl" "Okay, I'm responsible for you, promise by example." ”I looked at Gu Xi complicatedly, but I couldn't think of a little bit to joke, "Gu Xi, choose one of the two, who do you choose?"
"I chose Xiang Qingtian." ”He smiled and continued, "Then you can still stay here?"
and "Do you like sunny days?"
I said.Gu Xi instantly froze and smiled, looked at me for a long time before saying, "Don't think about it."
Looking at the figure of Gu Xi leaving after finishing speaking, I couldn't help but have a sour nose, and tears fell again.When I asked him if he liked me, he was silent, and when I asked him if he liked Xiang Qingtian, he told me not to think about it.If he had asked him before, he would definitely not hesitate to say: how could he not think about it too much.Gu Xi, when I saw that you were still in the mood to play tricks with me a second ago, I was deceiving myself, you just shouted the wrong name last night, or maybe I just heard it wrong.But now, you didn't admit it, but you didn't deny it, you just dropped a sentence telling me not to think about it.Do you really like Xiang Qingtian, if in the end I just left you with my body, then what's the point of keeping you even if you're still around?