"The person that day, was it arranged by your family" I bit the straw lightly, and the original bubble tea became bitter again."
Hmm."
Fairy Xu responded gently, and there was no trace of emotion in those eyes that were indifferent in themselves.I looked at Fairy Xu dumbly, but there was no further word, and the silence between the two of them made the atmosphere a little subtle for a while."
Su Han, have you quit" When I was absent-minded, the fairy suddenly ran out of a sentence, but I was stunned on the spot."
Don't worry, I've quit."
I replied softly, but my fists clenched subconsciously.Fairy Xu raised her head slightly, and after looking at me for a while, her eyes fell straight on the scar on my arm, she couldn't help frowning, and asked me coldly: "You are on your hand" I looked at Fairy Xu in astonishment, and then chuckled again, waved my hand indifferently, and said indifferently: "How beautiful is it, but do you say this is a wildflower, peach tweed or cherry blossoms?"
”She said.I smiled far-fetchedly, and the forced indifference made my expression uncomfortable: "I still prefer cherry blossoms and cherry blossoms" "Su Han, don't keep pushing yourself." ”I stared at Fairy Xu blankly, my mouth closed for a long time, but I still couldn't say the words, "I'm fine".Fairy, I'm not good at all, not at all.Like you said, let me stop pushing myself, I've never been so persistent, only occasionally a little reluctant and compromised, and then I pushed myself again.Force yourself to be happy.This is a bitter and difficult thing, but fairy, do you know, I have no way at all, I am not like you, I can completely put it down, I am really too weak, I lowered my head sadly, looked at the original bubble tea, and suddenly a tear splashed inside, and there was a circle of ripples.Later, tears flowed down his cheeks, and he reached out to cover them, and they were all moist from his hand.So Han, why are you here today I looked dumbly at the bundle sitting in the chair, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of her high nose, the eyes hidden under the lenses seemed to be about to see through me, and there was no room for a mistake in her strict countenance.I couldn't help but smile wryly, tightened my fists and said slowly, Shu, I suspect that my boyfriend has a crush on someone else, and he may have betrayed me.Shu frowned tightly, then reached out and raised his glasses, and said calmly, just doubting it doesn't mean that the certainty of this matter is not the same as if you doubt it, after all, if you like this kind of thing, he didn't admit it personally, and it can only be regarded as your unilateral guess.Besides, you haven't broken up yet, even if the facts are the same as your guess, at most it can only be regarded as a stepping boat, and if he doesn't abandon you, it is not a betrayal.I don't understand, isn't it a betrayal if he likes someone else, and if he doesn't like someone else, then why snub me as a girlfriend and find other girls ambiguously I shook my head complicatedly, obviously a little unacceptable to the remarks of the bundle.Han, you calm down first and drink some water.Shu pointed to the water glass on the table, and continued, "If you like it, it's not singular, just like you like apples and pears."
In your case, it is on the premise that he abandons you and accepts someone else, which can be regarded as a betrayal of you.But he didn't, the fact that you are his girlfriend is a fact.Maybe you can't accept me going around like this, but if I explain it this way, from the perspective of the situation of the three people, he didn't betray you, but in terms of the single-mindedness of emotions, it can be considered a betrayal.Shu lightly tapped on the table, and did not rush to continue, but left me time to digest.Han, we're not in a hurry, drink some water to calm down, let's talk slowly.Shu gently pushed the glass closer, and I looked at her blankly, but took a sip anyway.Seeing that my emotions calmed down a little, Shu continued, Your guess itself has not been confirmed, and you said that he snubbed you but was with someone else, so have you ever thought that it will be your own reason Then you hesitated for a while when you mentioned the ambiguity, obviously you yourself are not sure what he and others are doing when he is away.No, it is impossible that I have seen them kiss together several times and how could it be my reason I suddenly became confused, is it really not my reason Shu, I admit that I am starting to become sensitive and cautious because of some things, but this shouldn't be my normal behavior because of something Hearing me say this, Shu's brows immediately relaxed, and then I heard her calmly say to me, the two kissed together, so can you guarantee that it must be him who took the initiative He is your boyfriend, Aside from the fact that you are not sure of his true feelings for you now, is there anything you don't understand about him As for the sensitivity and caution that you developed later, have you ever thought that this will cause him some trouble and some want to escape, in fact, theoretically, this can also be regarded as the reason for the change in your relationship.I held my head irritably, and screamed at the bundle, no, I don't believe it, I don't believe it's impossible, it's impossible, it's impossible, he must have betrayed me, if you really can't accept it, you can also put a small bug on him appropriately I looked at the bundle in dismay, and finally put my hands down weakly, I covered my mouth and finally sobbed, bundle, I can't do it.I can't really question him, and I use such despicable means, and even though I doubt him and have speculations about him, I am only cowardly enough to make excuses for myself in this matter, and then push myself harder and harder.Do you like him very much, well, I like him very much.So are you going to do that, I still can't do it.Because no matter what the result is, you can't do without him in addition to being sad, yes, beam.Han, find a chance to talk to him, don't be sad after guessing.Shu reluctantly stood up, patted me on the shoulder, and retreated to the consultation room.I stared at the glass of water in my hand so suddenly that I forgot to wipe my tears."
Well, I can't push myself anymore."
I gently rubbed the moistened corners of my eyes, and then slowly raised the corners of my mouth under Fairy Xu's slightly surprised expression.It's just that this step is the most difficult choice for me, him, and her.In fact, fairy, what I want most is to be like you, one day after another, put on a coat that is warm enough, and then smile and smile freely, and walk away in the crowd without taking anything away, and go to a foreign country to walk through thousands of mountains and rivers.It's just that in the end, I can't be generous, and I can't be free, and I will never forgive you for losing to him.I thought about leaving, maybe it will be more sad and lonely for me in the future, but as long as I think that we who once loved each other will no longer torture each other, then I won't be sad if I say that if I leave, he won't forgive me.I also want to smile heartlessly, that's his business and don't do my business, I'll just go mine, whether he forgives me or not, but fairy, I can't do it, Gu Xi would rather treat me as a stranger one day than ignore me, I really didn't want to leave his mind completely, really, it's too sad and sad.Why does it not seem to be between us, but it is her who has to appear no more, no less, so that the only hope I have for Gu Xi has been shattered to the point that it is all broken."
Su Han, seeing you like this, I wish you were dead."
I heard her say to me in disappointment at the end.I pushed myself too hard, and I also split my relationship with Gu Xi into two opposites.We can't enter, we can't retreat, although we still love each other and can't do without anyone, but we also force this emotion to deteriorate and detach.Gu Xi, what should I do When I wandered aimlessly on the street, I had unconsciously come to the door of the indefinite period, looking at the dazzling indefinite light in the night, I gently hooked the corners of my mouth, and I lost interest in life.Ten years have been spent in a daze, and I have done all the things that a rebellious teenager should do, but why do I feel that in the past ten years, except for the only few people, I have been so pale and unfamiliar and powerless to all this Am I alive Why apart from them, I can't remember what I have done over the years Su Hanxi will never be a person who can endure loneliness alone.It was, it is, and it will be in the future.When he raised his feet and was about to leave, two figures poured out of the door of the indefinite period, and the moment he looked at it, the tears that had been rolling finally ran out in an instant.looked at Xiang Qingtian and struggled to support Gu Xi, but Gu Xi didn't consciously hug her, leaning into her ear and not knowing what to mutter.Looking at the drunken Gu Xi being helped out by a delicate body, I suddenly felt dazzling, when did it start, our distance became so unattainable I pursed my lips sadly, and didn't want to step forward, I raised my feet and was about to turn around and leave, but Xiang Qingtian's voice had already come: "Han Xi" I was suddenly stunned, and I remembered something and was about to leave in a hurry, but I saw that Gu Xi quickly broke away from Xiang Qingtian's hand the moment he heard his name shouted, and subconsciously shouted my name and staggered.Bang Gu Xi suddenly fell to the ground, but he didn't seem to be aware at all, and shouted blankly that I struggled to get up and continued to run in my direction.I cried more and more fiercely, but I became more and more sad under the emotion, why did you just hear my name, so desperate to know that you are still drunk now, and you can't tell the situation, but you still run after hearing my name, no matter how many times you fall.Since you care about me so much, why can't you bear to make me so sad Gu Xi, what can you say to me Gu Xi who staggered and ran to Gu Xi suddenly stopped, looking at me crying so much, I opened my hands at a loss, but I didn't dare to reach out and hug me easily, he was hesitant and finally cried: "Su Suhan, don't cry, don't cry, I'm uncomfortable" "Gu Beixi, you fucking bastard" I roared at him in a dumb voice, but I had already taken a step to hug him tightly."
Su Han, don't cry, I brought fruit candy, let's eat watermelon flavor, it's sweet, and it won't be uncomfortable if you eat it.""
Suhan, we eat sugar":