"Mom, Ah Xi and I came to see you."
I walked slowly up to her, shook my hand in front of her glazed eyes, and held her hand tightly against the urge to cry.Gu Xi also walked over with a light smile, clasped her hand together, and said softly: "Mother Shang, let's come to see you together, how are you doing lately" "Okay" She smiled and squinted her eyes, and delayed for a long time before answering for a long time.She tentatively shook us back, and those old, skinny hands couldn't help but make my nose sour, and sad tears kept rolling in my eyes."
Ms.
Shang's condition is good and bad, if it continues like this, maybe the condition will become vicious, you two are her only spiritual pillars now, take more time to accompany her when you have time."
The doctor's words kept ringing in my ears, and I held back the guilt, and when I looked at her again, there was only regret in my eyes.Shang Shang, I'm sorry, I said that I would take care of her for you, but I made her condition more serious, "Mom, it's really different to go to college, I'm very idle now, don't worry, I will often accompany you, I will take you to bask in the sun, peel apples for you, and buy you your favorite osmanthus cake, I will accompany you with Axi" When I said this, I couldn't say any more, and the tears that I had been holding back couldn't help falling.I don't think she understood what I was saying, or she wouldn't have looked confused and confused as I spoke.But when she saw me crying, she took my hand in distress, gently wiped away my tears, and stammered: "No, don't cry me, I'm fine" Now it is difficult for her to understand what we are talking about, she only knows that she doesn't want me to cry, and she doesn't want me to worry about her.So she was talking about good things all the time, saying good things about herself, but I knew that at this moment she must be full of fear and anxiety about the unknown.She couldn't remember what had happened before, and she was cowardly and overwhelmed by the silence and coldness of the day in the corner room.She didn't know what to do and what not to do, she didn't know the years and months, spring, summer, autumn and winter, staying in a small room, looking at the different scenes outside the window, her eyes were dull and indifferent.She only knows that she has a daughter, and her daughter has a boyfriend, and she treats her very well, so she is also very good to them, so good that she is so scared that she is still saying "I'm fine".I don't know what else she is conscious of other than us, but judging by the worn-out Cinderella doll she's been holding, she remembers the dream of the Crystal Slipper, because she almost became Cinderella, marrying the prince from Cinderella.It's just sad that those loves that were once envied and fantasized failed to come together in the end.And Gu Xi and I are so lucky that two people who like each other can love each other."
Mother Shang, after graduating from college, when I find a stable job, we will get married, you will bless us, you must come then" "I will only be good to her for the rest of my life." ”Unexpectedly, she didn't understand, she listened with a puzzled face, and finally only when Gu Xi said, "I will only be good to her for the rest of my life", she nodded heavily and smiled very brightly.She is still her, although she can no longer remember the past and her condition is getting worse, but she always remembers that she has a daughter, and she will love her daughter with all her life.Mother Shang, since this dream is so beautiful, we don't mind pretending to keep it going.As long as all of us can be happy.What Gu Xi promised me was finally taken seriously.In order not to make me afraid of his departure, when he himself said, "We will be engaged next month", all the fears at that moment turned into sweetness.I also like to hear Gu Xi say things like "I'll marry you", but this kind of thing is too long ago after all, isn't it I'm also afraid that all this is just a joke, and I take it all seriously.But until he said the specific time and then got engaged, I still couldn't help but be moved, although I may not be able to get married if I am engaged, I still like it very much, isn't it after graduating from college, there are only two years left, everything should be okay When I was looking forward to the engagement, Gu Xi and Su Zhiyang also prepared everything together, I went to meet Xu Xianzi once.It is difficult for her to fall in love with other people after losing Lin Quan, but at least there is a person who loves her so much to accompany her in this life, then Fairy Xu will live a very happy life, well, I have always believed it.As for Lin Qi, I heard that she went abroad for treatment, and she also had a very sweet time with the netizen named "Su", and it seems that she is also planning to get married after graduating from college.Then everything seems to settle down, and everyone is happy and satisfied.It's just that while there are joys, there are also sad stories, such as Ercheng completely falling out of love.Ercheng said, I confessed to Jane and was rejected, and she also said that she would not fall in love or get married in her life, but only play onenightstand.What can be said is that Jian Yi's answer cut off all possible factors, and she rejected not one person, but the whole world.And on my engagement, I asked Jian Yi if she wanted to come, but she replied to me with a sneer, Su Hanxi, if you call me to come, aren't you afraid that I will rob your Gu Beixi, I am not too little, the only thing is that I am afraid that no one will accompany me.At the end of the matter, I couldn't say anything about Jian Yi, and when I heard the self-deprecation in her words, I clearly understood that I couldn't invite her.Her story is so devastating that anyone can provoke her bloody wounds.And when the engagement was going on calmly, the bombshell of Xiang Qingtian finally exploded.When I received her first call in more than half a month, I selfishly didn't want Gu Xi to answer it, but under Gu Xi's assurance that "I will make it clear to her", I chose to compromise.When guessing what Gu Xi would do, I hesitated and finally chose to believe him.He's my hero, my love, and what can't I trust him, but I regret that I would have chosen to compromise even though I had known the outcome.In the triangular dispute, the final result I thought of was Xiang Qingtian's unscrupulous means, or Gu Xi's betrayal.But what saddens me is that in the end, it was me who compromised first and I let go first.The selfish and strong Su Hanxi finally lowered his head.When Xiang Qingtian's "ill-intentioned" phone call was connected, and when she said that she wanted to see Gu Xi for the last time, Gu Xi was silent for a while and decided not to see her, saying that if she would never see her again, why should she care about this last side.Hearing Gu Xi's answer, I was secretly happy in my heart, but I was also uneasy and complicated, and I vaguely always felt that something would happen, and in the end, it was I who sent Gu Xi to see her.I can't tell what this uneasiness and complexity is, she is obviously my rival in love, isn't she, but in the end, for the sake of thinking about friends, and because of Shang Shang's relationship, I still didn't do things too hard in the end.But what I didn't expect was that everything after this would be so upside down for me.When Gu Xi and I rushed to the school, he and I went straight to the building of the Chinese department, but in the distance, we saw that the bottom of the building was full of teachers and students, and even a few policemen were asking the students something.The foreboding became stronger and stronger, and when I pursed my lips and looked at Gu Xi, I saw him frowning tightly."
Gu Xi, don't you see that it's a sunny day on the rooftop" I gritted my teeth, stopped and pointed to the slightly thin figure standing on the edge on the rooftop of the language department.I was about to say something, but Gu Xi on the side suddenly quickened his pace and ran over nervously.Looking at the eager figure that gradually ran away, I couldn't help but be bitter, I really wanted to ask Gu Xi, do you really have no feelings for her at all, do you really not have any heart for her But Gu Xi, your back betrayed yourself.I smiled mockingly, squeezed into the crowd and asked a policeman: "Uncle policeman, what's going on now, did that girl commit suicide?"
"Isn't it, she was crying and jumping off the building at a young age, and we didn't dare to approach her too easily, and now we are all asking about the situation of the students who know" The policeman sighed helplessly, and asked me again, "Do you know her, do you know what happened to her recently?"
"I don't know if the boy who came over just now has gone up" I looked around and didn't see Gu Xi, pursed my lips and became more and more uneasy.The policeman asked me suspiciously, "Yes, the young man said it was his girlfriend, he went to persuade her to come down, do you know each other?"
”With a bitter smile, I pushed away the security guards who were managing the discipline of the scene and ran up.Best friend Su Hanxi, you also said it.The best friend robbed her fiancé with herself, and her fiancé said that it was her boyfriend in the end, but she became a superfluous "Sunny day, come down quickly, I promise you everything, don't do stupid things." ”The moment I pushed the door open, I heard Gu Xi say this."
Are you really, really" Xiang Qingtian hesitated to get down from above, but became excited when he saw me, "No, you lie Gu Beixi, I like you so much, where can I compare to Su Hanxi, I also want to give up, but do you know, when I heard that you were going to get engaged, I was so uncomfortable that I was going to die" "Qingtian, Ah Luo likes you, and you will like him too" Gu Xi looked at Xiang Qingtian painfully, and the sadness in his eyes hurt me."
But I only like you, Gu Beixi" Xiang Qingtian cried bitterly and yelled at Gu Xi, "If you want me to watch you together, I really want to die, you know" The policeman who had been silent on the side walked towards me and Gu Xi, frowned tightly and asked us in a low voice: "What's the matter, can't you cooperate, persuade her down first, you know that she may jump down at any time.""
Sunny day, I" Gu Xi opened his mouth, but did not continue."
Don't worry, sunny day, I'll quit."
I laughed softly, but tears still flowed out, I saw Xiang Qingtian's shock, and Gu Xi's last pain."
Gu Beixi, let's break up."
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