Endless nights are always there, but in this small bar, it is always a gathering of all kinds of people in this city.Gangsters, students, unemployed white-collar workers, lovelorn lovers, down-and-out singers and dancers, or homebodies who do nothing will also come out in the middle of the night to seek the poison of forgetting the pain.People are always like this, when they don't want to bear the pain or can't bear it, they will first choose to escape, paralyzing every cell in the body, making the already panicked cytokines become more and more manic.Jian Yi on stage was still singing the song of July, as if she only knew this song.She sang one by one, and the other sang on it alone, her eyes were red and her pupils were wet, and she was so helpless that her bright eyes lost focus.This is the only time I don't understand her, she is obviously not afraid of anyone with 6 teeth and claws on weekdays, but she will become so fragile at this time.She told everyone around her that everything she said was not true, and she said that whoever believed her lies was stupid, but what she couldn't fake was her sadness.No one knows her story, and no one walks into her heart again.At least that's what I think at this moment."
Li Chengyu, do you like Jian Yi" I looked at him miserably and hurriedly withdrew my gaze, but I couldn't help but feel bitter in my heart.Li Chengyu looked at me unchanged, pursed his lips but didn't say anything."
You say" I looked at the little hair Li Chengyu beside me amusedly, he was the only person I trusted except for Gu Beixi, "Li Chengyu, you say, do you like Jian Yi or not." ”Li Chengyu looked at me with a struggling face, and finally gritted his teeth fiercely, and said slowly: "I like it" "Then why do you want to bear her" I hooked the corners of my mouth mockingly, and the afterglow accurately swept to his instantly stiffened body.I pursed my lips bitterly, curled up in my coat, and said with a hint of obvious crying: "Li Chengyu, I'm so cold, I'm afraid of the cold" Li Chengyu looked at me complicatedly, frowned, took off the outer part of his body and covered my body.And I was like a cat that had been stepped on its tail, angrily threw it on the ground, and roared at him with red eyes: "Who needs your outside, are you two deliberately bullying me like this, right, Li Chengyu, you bastard, such a good girl, have been ruined by you" Li Chengyu also grabbed my shoulders angrily, and also yelled at me: "You sober me up, Jian Yi is not Su Hanxi, and it can't be Su Hanxi, can you give me a good sober up after so many years" I suddenly became dumbfounded, There seemed to be something hot dripping from the corner of my eyes, and finally I whispered under Li Chengyu's sharp gaze: "Bastard bastard brother for so many years, can you not expose the short" "Ah Luo, do you like Xiang Qingtian or Su Hanxi" "Qingtian" I looked at Li Chengyu in shock, and shook my head with a miserable smile, as if I was laughing at Li Chengyu's question, "It's better to like her than to like Su Hanxi."
Li Chengyu suddenly let go of me and smiled coldly: "You are the biggest liar, you even lied to yourself.""
Li Chengyu, I killed Da Cen and their bastards, and now you are staying with the murderer."
I lowered my head slightly and couldn't help but shudder."
I know, even the car and passport have been done for you."
Li Chengyu lightly lit a cigarette, and he continued, "You have to save your life to find her, you finally have a chance, you can't lose to Gu Beixi this time." ”"It turns out that you are also a person who is suspicious of life, and you are not afraid of Xiang Qingtian to retaliate against you, but that's right, even Jian Yi can't fight you, how can you be afraid of a stranger who is just a wheel" I laughed mockingly, and looked at Xiang Qingtian and Gu Beixi not far away, and returned to the original in a trance."
I didn't expect Da Cen to be so stupid, and I didn't expect Xiang Qingtian to be your person."
He said.I hooked the corners of my mouth self-deprecatingly, wiped the tears from my eyes, and looked at Jian Yi on the stage with a smile, but I couldn't help but have a sour nose.Li Chengyu sighed to himself in the red light and green wine, and he didn't know why, and finally he and I were silent.Let the tinnitus still blow up the hustle and bustle of this downtown city, and let the thoughts hit the fragile memories like a tide.Han Xi, in this world, where are you now, don't you even want your favorite Gu Xi Qingtian, I will never come to you again, you will be happier without me, and Jian Yi, who is very similar to Han Xi, you are far stronger than Han Xi, so you must work hard to be strong, you will have the best.The last time I left Wuji, I grabbed Li Chengyu's collar and said to him almost desperately, Li Chengyu, really going to leave I said, in that bleak, cold and lonely time, everyone would like Su Hanxi, who was so person, as long as they fell in love with her in the passing years, they would like her, although it was still the age when they shouldn't be in love.I said, Li Chengyu actually said something ugly, as if in the era when Su Hanxi was there, there was only one woman left, Su Hanxi, and if it was a man, he would like Li Chengyu and tell me that he understands, understands that our group of people like Su Hanxi, and why do you think they like it.I amusedly scolded him for knowing a fart, but I was also speechless under his determined gaze.It's just sad that Su Hanxi will eventually be the past of all of us, and it will not belong to us in the end.Except for the Gu Beixi he was thinking about.Maybe even what she didn't know was that she liked Gu Beixi far more than the gentle and elegant elder in that high school day.Indeed, the president is used to put the ridicule in front of him, and he has been guarding his little follower, how can the president's unreachable identity compare to the compromise and companionship of the little follower again and again The little follower can be used to bully, it can be used to trick and wanton harm, so you are not afraid of his excessive coldness and heat, and you will enjoy the company with him by your side, really heavy and warm, just dear Han Xi, don't forget, the hurt is mutual, and the little follower will also be hurt sometimes, If you are willful, come back quickly, your Gu Xi is still here, I will help you watch it, I wish you happiness, health, peace and joy.Three hours after leaving the indefinite period, I drove on the highway, and in the car was an old children's song, the insect fly was her favorite song, and it was the only thing I left, nostalgic for her.The time was ten o'clock in the morning, the fourth hour of departure.Lee Seung-wook got married.It was 10:15 in the morning, and Li Chengyu called and told me flatly: "Jian Yi committed suicide."
I asked him what was going on with the wedding, and he said lightly that it was still going on.I wanted to turn around and go back immediately, but I still moved on the highway rationally, listening to Li Chengyu's indifferent words, I knew that he must be desperate and desperate at this moment.The girl I love the most committed suicide for herself, and who can really stop my heart I finally swallowed everything I had to say, and only responded to him lightly: "Well, I know."
Li Chengyu, I wish you happiness and a beautiful early birth of a noble son.This is my only blessing to you now.None of us has the right to curse others for our own misfortunes, to curse the happiness that others are about to get.It's just that Li Chengyu completely lost Jian Yi, will you really be happy The time was half past ten in the morning, and when she called Qingtian, she cried heartbreakingly, telling me that Gu Beixi was gone.The time was eleven o'clock in the morning, Gu Beixi called, and he said, Ah Luo, I found Su Han first.In the end, there was a dead silence, no more calls came, and I stared blankly at the high-speed man who couldn't see the end, and finally laughed with relief.Gu Beixi, you really have to be one step ahead of all of us at all times.But it is also good that you are the ones who deserve to be blessed.It's all too hard to meet again, but don't let down your love.It was eleven o'clock in the morning, and at the corner of the highway, two cars collided, and the last loud bang seemed to be the final end to this ridiculously bleak youth.I stiffened and couldn't move as I felt the heat cascading down my forehead, and then I hooked the corners of my mouth with difficulty, and when my vision was about to blur, I moved my fingers and whispered the name.The song playing in the car seemed to stop, and I could no longer hear a sound, staring out the broken car window, the clear blue sky, as if I had returned to that hot July.It's still the same sky, the summer cicadas are still whispering among the branches, and Su Hanxi's heartless laughter is still ringing as always, she wasn't so sad at that time, and her beautiful face was always full of joy and brilliance.It was also a summer, and there was a girl who smiled timidly and said cautiously: Hello, my name is Xiang Qingtian.Sunny and sunny, cloudless and sunny.On a sunny day, after Gu Beixi is also gone, will you become as lonely as me It's just a pity, I don't have a chance to come back again.So, I wish you to become stronger and happier.At the last moment when my consciousness dissipated, I woke up and felt the phone buzzing in the passenger seat, I struggled to open my eyes, and after glancing at the two intimate words on the screen, I finally smiled in relief.Well, that's it.Only this time, I'm really sorry I can't get your call back.Dear girl, you must be happy.The sky will still be blue.In a few decades, even if the sky is hidden by dust and cannot be seen, it will definitely become the most beautiful blue in your eyes.Your sea, your sky, everything about you will be beautiful.Bye.I said softly in my heart, slowly closing my already tired eyes, and calming down with the loneliness and loneliness of more than ten years.That brightly lit and noisy game city will also have the lights off
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