"Then my sister has become more, or the emperor has become more, or is it General Zhao" Qingqing held her head in her hands and also lay on the tiles.She clearly remembered that Yi Xue had a cheerful and lively personality in the past, and she was a little willful, which made people feel very cute.But now, she is always silent, she has a lot of thoughts, and her personality is a lot more mature and stable, by her side, she and Mingkong have a sense of security being protected, but they can no longer see her unrestrained and bright smile as before.Suddenly felt that it was a pity, it was all this palace, it was all Sima Jun, it killed all her happiness, before, she stupidly thought that only Sima Jun was worthy of her, only the best in this palace was worthy of her, but now when I saw her, I knew that it was not important that these worthy of her were not important, and it was still suitable for her."
It's all changed," Yi Xue sighed and said, closing her eyes, "Mingkong, wake me up when the sun goes down" explained, and Yi Xue fell asleep.In her dream, Yi Xue returned to the day she married Sima Jun, and she suddenly saw Zhao Zhengyu walking towards her covered in blood, asked her to go quickly, and told her that Sima Jun didn't love her, and he married her to get revenge on her.Hearing that, Yi Xue didn't say a word, and was about to run away if she really pulled Zhao Zhengyu, but suddenly saw Zhao Zhengyu lying in a pool of blood and falling in front of her.screamed in fright, but the "big brother" looked up and saw that it was Sima Jun who killed him."
Xue'er, you can go to make a pair of ghost mandarin ducks with Zhengyu now."
At a distance of ten steps from her, he smiled sarcastically at her, "Do you think I love you I'm just using you, the person I love is Wanting, always Wanting, don't want to hurt her, let alone replace her." ”Suddenly, Shen Wanting stood beside him again, and the two made love for a while, and then smiled sarcastically at her."
It's not true, it's not true" Yi Xue shook her head in fright, and said vaguely, but suddenly found that she couldn't even make a sound.I saw Sima Jun smiling coldly, no longer the gentle appearance he used to be, "Don't do any struggle, go with Zhengyu, he loves you the most, no one will save you, and your master can't save you, you can see me clearly, then you can go on the road" Yi Xue closed her eyes, and Sima Jun's cold jade ice fan flew towards her, "Ah" A loud scream, waking up from her dream.Yi Xue sat up sweating profusely, only to find that Qingqing and Mingkong were beside her, and she suddenly felt a lot more at ease.It turned out to be a dream, and it was terrible.Suddenly swore that as long as they were by her side, even if she lost her life, she would definitely protect them as they grew up.In addition to being frightened, Yi Xue looked at the sunset in the sky again, and said without opening her mouth: t micro autumn gt autumn wind hit, wood leaves dripping; The red face is fading, and the sunset is thousands of miles.The southern geese are relatives, and the northern gulls are miserable; Raise your eyebrows, and the grass is lonely.The autumn wind is blowing, the autumn leaves are about to leave the branches and drift alone, the face is easy to age, just like the sunset thousands of miles away at this moment, revealing the most beautiful age of life, the geese migrate to the south in flocks, but the seagulls in the north are mourning on the sea, and the oath of each other is still falling like grass, leaving me alone in the wilderness."
Why are your poems always so poignant," Sima Jun suddenly appeared."
You" Yixue looked back, not knowing when he appeared next to her.In fact, he came a long time ago, and saw her have nightmares, and also heard her voice called Zhao Zhengyu, he heard all the words in her dreams, but he always didn't understand why she only remembered Zhao Zhengyu in her dreams, did you never have him, he would never have thought that he was his nightmare but he couldn't blame, she was unhappy by his side, she thought that Zhao Zhengyu seemed to be taken for granted."
No wonder you always like to jump up and down on this roof with Qingqing and Mingkong, I never knew that the scenery on this roof is so good, and the sunset in the distance is also very beautiful, just as beautiful as you" Sima Jun said lightly, his eyes turned into the distance, quietly watching the sunset in the distance."
The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.It's beautiful, but it's because it's releasing its last rays," Yixue sighed.Sima Jun's eyes were full of sadness, "Xue'er, I haven't seen you for a long time, I didn't expect you to be so peaceful when you saw me again, you didn't want me at all, and you didn't have anything to say to me" "Could it be that I should be noisy every day, so that you and others can see me as a joke" looked at him puzzled, "I won't be so naïve anymore, I used to be ignorant and naïve, but now" Saying that, Yi Xue didn't say any more, gently hugged her legs, looked at the slowly fading clouds and shook her head."
What's going on now," Sima Jun asked, looking directly at her."
Just like them, no matter how good it used to be, when night falls, everything will be calm," he said, looking at the fading clouds in the distance."
But I can't do what you do" got up and sat down beside her, trying to hug her.Yi Xue turned around and dodged, shaking Qingqing and Mingkong next to him, "Qingqing, Mingkong, wake up, go back" Sima Jun was embarrassed, and he pounced."
Oh, it's so late, senior sister, I'm sorry, I'm asleep too" Mingkong opened his eyes and looked at the sky that had gradually darkened.The clouds on the horizon are faint, and his mood is also faint, at this moment he knows what he wants in his heart, he wants her, he loves her very much, he can never let go, no matter what color it becomes, he feels comfortable looking at her."
Isn't it very good that after the prosperity falls, it is another kind of wonderful, the stars and the moon will soon decorate its night sky, no matter day or night, it is always its most beautiful existence" Sima Jun's voice came, and the "emperor" Mingkong immediately sat up."
Mingkong, you're so afraid of me" Sima Jun suddenly felt very hurt.Although Mingkong doesn't call him brother like Zhao Zhengyu, he has always regarded him and Qingqing as his junior brothers and sisters, the so-called love house and Wu, which he believes he is definitely doing well."
It's not that I'm afraid, I'm flattered" Mingkong pulled his lips and smiled awkwardly at Sima Jun."
Sister, I'll go and prepare dinner for you" Qingqing woke up and was the first to flee."
Stinky girl, I'll help you" Mingkong also ran away, leaving Yi Xue and Sima Jun still sitting there at this moment."
They're all gone, and I'm supposed to go."
He said coldly, and stood up to leave.Sima Jun stretched out his hand to hold her, "Xue'er, can't you talk to me well" looked at her aggrievedly."
Say whatever you want" let go of his hand, took two steps forward and sat down.Sima Jun raised his eyes to look at her lightly, there was too much expectation in his eyes, and there was too much helplessness, "Xue'er, at this time last year, were we very happy to be together" asked, "Why is this year different from last year at the same time, why is the distance between you and me so far away, even farther than when we first met" "Because we are already far away, you are the emperor, I will never reach the high point" Yi Xue replied, she couldn't say that his heart was far away.Her heart was still calm, and there was not a ripple in her heart, as she said, everything might have really been easy in her heart."
Is this what it's like to be cold in a high place, even you won't come close to me, won't understand me," Sima Jun asked.Yi Xue didn't answer, and sat silently with him for a long time.As the sky gradually darkened, Yi Xue sat up straight and looked straight at the night in the distance.Sima Jun looked at her behind her back, for so long, but he couldn't wait for her answer.The two sat one after the other, he looked at her, and she looked into the distance.The evening breeze blows their lonely hair, beautiful but like a poignant picture."
Xue'er, don't do this to me, and don't do this to yourself" Sima Jun wanted to break the silence and said solemnly to Yi Xue.But Yixue just glanced back at him, and still didn't say anything more.The sky is silent, and they are silent, on that high roof, two hearts, let time trample their youth wantonly, let the evening breeze destroy their hearts, that is the stubbornness that no one can understand.After a long time, Sima Jun suddenly recited a poem: The past is long, and my heart is tugging; We are tired of coming from the road, and we are sorrowful when we go away.The autumn breeze is slow, and the thoughts are lingering; The sunset has been silent, and the stars have been extended.I am timid, and my wife will make an appointment; The shadow of the wind is still the same, and the sadness is unbearable.The moonlight is melancholy, and the sea of stars is danding; The world is cumbersome, and the affectionate "Xue'er, how are you back" looked at her sadly, still waiting for her answer.In the poems, they vaguely tell their memories, his thoughts, and feelings.There is sorrow, affection, suffering, sighing, sentimentality, word by word, which makes people feel painful."
Let's go, it's getting dark."
Yi Xue got up, "If you're not in a hurry, let's eat something together and then go" It didn't matter in her expression, and only she knew how much she cared, but she was afraid that if she cared, she would be even more frustrated.Sima Jun also stood up, her eyes following her figure, but she refused to look back at him.But he seems to have long been accustomed to her stubbornness, and for her, he can only wait patiently for her to turn back, and once again exchange her back with a thousand times the effort.But he didn't understand that it was she who had been waiting and suffering.Walked to her side, hugged her thin waist and slowly fell from the roof, and returned to the Guangshi Palace, where a sumptuous dinner was already fragrant.From going back to the house to eating, the two of them have been very quiet, without any verbal communication, and the expressions on their faces seem to be normal, but they are all colorless, and the entire Guangshi Hall is filled with a wordless coldness.Cui'er suddenly entered the house, "Madam, Miss Qingqing and Master Mingkong asked if you want to" raised her eyes and looked at Sima Jun, and suddenly swallowed her words back
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