Coming out of the theater, the traffic was a little chaotic for a while, and I couldn't get a taxi, so I simply found a step and sat down, Di Jinyou sat down next to me and said, "Peach, after you go back from Moscow, let me help you." ”I didn't have a brain to say directly: "Then let me be very grateful to you for helping you do the thing you asked for last time" He looked at me very seriously and said, "There is no exchange between me and you." ”I scolded him: "But what you did made me feel that it was clearly an exchange." ”"No matter what you think, I'm not going to let you get hurt."
He is really sincere, so sincere that I almost want to believe him, but he is Di Jinyou, Mr.
Dongguo was not eaten by the wolf, it does not mean that he will continue to be stupid next time he sees the wolf.I looked at him with a smile, he looked at me very seriously, just like he wanted to help me rectify Tang Ming, this time he offered to protect me again, should I use him to do this again Wouldn't I really become a scumbag.I can't."
Let's go, thank you for reminding me today."
My voice was so soft that I couldn't even hear it.The audience is almost gone, and there are more free taxis, I walked to the position where he took me to take a taxi last time, raised my hand and beckoned one, Di Jinyou followed me lonely, and after getting in the car, he didn't say a word to the driver except for reporting the destination.Once again, I had insomnia.It's funny.At the moment, all that can support all my self-confidence in my life is work, and now even work is starting to stumble me everywhere.Regardless of whether what Di Jinyou said is true or not, Si Mu and Zhang Yuan don't want to continue to follow, Ma Yunyun will be improvisable after I go back, and it will not be too late to figure out what she wants to do.I didn't want to stay here any longer and called Miller and he helped me change my flight time and I was going home early.I didn't want to say goodbye to Di Jinyou, but after all, he was here to help me a lot, so I went to knock on the door of his room before I left, and it was more polite to say goodbye in person.It's just that I didn't expect to see another person in my room.He didn't expect me to come, the woman behind him hung on his arm with a smile on her face, poked out a head and looked at me, and then she frowned and walked around to Di Jinyou, looking at me very arrogantly and saying, "Where have I seen you." ”Naturally, she has seen me, and her little three league has followed our office and taken so many photos before, there must be me in it.I don't want to know how Qiong Yaomei appeared here, I don't want to know what Di Jinyou and she are doing in the house, and I don't want to know where they have come, whether it is a fake show or something, her shy look makes me unable to look directly, I took a deep breath, lowered my head and didn't want her to continue to identify me, and I couldn't say a word of goodbye that I wanted to say.I turned around and left, Di Jinyou didn't speak, but she shouted behind me: "Are you Tang Ming's ex-wife" She called me like this, which means that she didn't recognize me as a person from their rival Dousan Office, which means that I haven't been completely exposed before, which should be considered a good thing.I didn't stop, I resolutely went back to my room, she didn't follow, I don't know if Di Jinyou stopped her, it doesn't matter.Speaking of which, Di Jinyou came to contact Qiong Yaomei because of me, but now it seems that men really can't control their hearts, and they are often lost on the road of love, and Di Jinyou may be in a state of loss at present.That's it, I didn't think I had any intention of being a matchmaker.On the way to the airport with my luggage, I was thinking about a lot of things Di Jinyou had said to me before, he said that I was the only woman who had slept with him, and said that he was not used to spending the night with those women, thinking that I did feel special to him because of the conclusions he gave me like this, and now it seems that the truth of his words also needs to be verified.My brain is messed up, and it makes no sense for me to pull these at this time, although I have a feeling in my heart that the cabbage is arched by a pig, but I believe that I will be able to adjust it soon.Ten hours later, the plane had once again experienced a huge bump as it took off, and I sat up straight, my hands clutching the handrails.My lips were about to be bitten by myself, the passengers around me were busy with their own business, no one paid attention to me, and when I came, the plane back was a domestic airline, and there was no communication barrier.I forced myself to fall asleep with a blanket, even though I didn't fall asleep the whole time.Miller came to pick me up, his face was not very good, and he was weak to speak, he told me that I came back from Moscow and kept having diarrhea, I should have been really tired recently, and I would have a good rest for a while after this busy time.Stay with me.Although there are many of these bad things, one thing that makes me happy, Miller's dad finally stopped being reluctant and agreed to our engagement, and the engagement banquet was held in a clubhouse in Miller's mother's name, two weeks later.Troubles always come suddenly, but so do happy things.It was not me who was the most nervous, but my parents, which made me feel very distressed, and my mother was restless since she knew the time, and I heard my dad say that she turned all her clothes out at home at night, and finally felt bad and yelled to go out shopping.Actually, I don't have much money now, and I don't want my parents to dress too ordinarily, so when I was struggling, Miller offered to take my parents to order clothes.I am grateful to him from the bottom of my heart, he always doesn't have to say anything, he has already helped me think about it in advance, since this incident in Moscow, I seem to have relied on Miller a lot, many times I can't help but want to discuss many things with him, what he is doing every day, I also want to know.This change will make me a little nervous, but more happy, at least I am not as cold as I thought, but I am too slow to heat up my feelings, and slow heat will always be hot.Time flies, and a week has passed in the blink of an eye.Miller's clothes for my parents are not very expensive, and ordinary people can afford them by gritting their teeth, but they look formal and generous, with Chinese-style clothes and red as an accent color, which is very suitable for occasions like engagement banquets.My mom's praise for Miller is getting higher and higher, and she has almost defaulted to him as a son-in-law, and although my dad is slow to respond, he is still very satisfied overall, he is such a father, as long as his daughter is happy, he is happy.My skirt was originally ordered by Miller, but Lu Ning had already taken the first step and delivered it directly to my door, I don't know when she made her hand, the clothes came with the designer, the whole skirt was decorated with a handmade lace pattern, a very figure-showing tight fishtail skirt, pure white, bandeau model.The size has not changed much, the designer has completed the partial correction on the spot, and the high heels are also matched.The stylist Lu Ning had already been contacted, and I learned that she had ordered a full set of services for her engagement at that time, and one was prepared for me.The original unpleasant life was filled with these surprises and touches, and my nervous mood was finally calmed down, and after almost two years of divorce, I didn't expect to marry again.It's like taking a fork in the middle of the road you should have chosen, but fortunately it didn't affect the final result.But I didn't expect how cruel it would be to wake up suddenly when everything was close to a perfect dream.Lu Ning still reacted very much during pregnancy, but on the day of the engagement, she still stuffed herself into a beautiful skirt and came to my house, the difference was that she didn't wear her favorite high heels, she said such a critical moment.She must be there for me.I sat on the couch waiting for my parents to get dressed, and my heart was beating so hard from the morning."
Nervous, don't you understand how I felt at that time" Lu Ning sat next to me and held my hand, I nodded and said to her, "I don't know why, I really want to cry." ”"It's just engagement, what are you crying about, you will spend your makeup when you cry, don't cry."
Lu Ning said yes, but he still put his arm around my shoulder and patted me lightly on the back.The car that came to pick us up went downstairs, my mobile phone rang, Miller was going to receive guests in advance at the venue, so he didn't come in person, my parents and I got in the car, Qu Jintian also drove with Lu Ning to follow us, neither of us had any special customs, to be exact, Miller and I decided to save these things.Today is also the first meeting between my parents and his parents, although it is a little awkward, it stands to reason that we should meet and chat in advance, but in order to avoid unnecessary embarrassment, it is also saved.My mother is actually a woman who can support the field, self-improvement and self-confidence, and I was a little panicked when I encountered a situation like today, I comforted her while comforting myself in my heart, but this kind of nervousness is really not comforting to say comfort.I have also participated in such an occasion with Lu Ning, but it is the first time for me as a heroine.I don't know how many well-known people will be invited to the Miller family, and whether they will show disdain for my family, I suddenly admire my bravery, I don't know anything about the future, or bravely go on the road.The scene of the engagement banquet was not as luxurious as when Lu Ning was engaged, but the white and light blue themes were booked by me and Miller, in fact, I didn't worry about everything, basically the wedding company handled it by itself, as long as Miller nodded, then I nodded.I used to be afraid of wealthy families, but I didn't expect to enter such a life when I got married for the second time.To my surprise, Miller didn't wait for me at the door of the clubhouse, he was supposed to say yes, he would wait for me, what went wrong, there were many people in the venue, the people from the wedding company took my parents to the main seat, which was also what we said hello before, they took care of me very thoughtfully, I was afraid that my parents would not be suitable, and there were special people to accompany them.I saw Miller's parents, they sat next to my parents, although they were not particularly enthusiastic, but they still greeted each other politely, the clothes they wore felt very similar, the two mothers were very temperamental, and the two fathers did not affect their demeanor because of their age, which was very harmonious.My nervous heart relaxed a lot.I had to find Miller, I called him but never answered, asked the staff and said that I didn't see him again after seeing him in the morning, Lu Ning was double after all, I settled her down and went to find Miller myself, the car he bought me was in the parking lot, but I couldn't find anyone from him anywhere.I stood at the door of the lounge and watched the inside of the clubhouse, the adults chatting with each other, the music soothing and beautiful, but there were only five minutes left before the engagement party began, and the male protagonist still did not appear.Miller's phone kept going, but no one answered."
Miss Pan, the engagement banquet is about to start, and Mr.
Mi has never been able to contact him."
The manager in charge of the engagement came to me, and I finally knew what it meant to be anxious.I didn't expect Di Jinyou to come, he met me at the door, I didn't want him to go in.But he actually came with a very old woman, and the woman had an invitation.I wasn't in the mood to stop him now, and he came out shortly after he went in, apparently seeing that I wasn't in a normal condition."
What's going on?"
he asked.My heart was like a cactus, and when I heard anything, I felt that it was aimed at me, and I almost said to him like a nervous person: "If you want to go in, go in, you don't have to worry about my business" Di Jinyou was stabbed for no reason, his eyes were very worried, but he still left.Twenty minutes had passed since the start time, and Miller still hadn't shown up, and I was standing in the doorway and talking on the phone, and Miller's mom came out.She didn't speak to me directly.Instead, he asked the manager, "What's going on?"
”The manager, who has been with me all the time, said, "My colleagues are looking for Mr.
Mi, but he is gone. ”"What do you mean I don't know where to go" Miller's mother is still very arrogant, I am in a lot of confusion at this time, and I even have a germination in my mind whether she did it on purpose, so that her son can't appear, and then come here to accompany me to act carefully It's impossible, if she doesn't agree, there's no need to wait until now to disagree."
Did he call you?"
asked Miller's mother, who still refused to call me by name.I actually didn't bother to pay attention to her, but I couldn't be rude when she was rude, shook my head and said, "No." ”"Ladies and gentlemen" heard the voice inside, I suddenly had a start, Miller spoke, and my mother and I turned around and walked to the venue at the same time, because Miller spoke and everyone was quiet, watching him slowly walk to the prepared stage with the microphone.Miller was really handsome today, more handsome than anything I'd seen before, his hair was no longer loose but very formally, and he looked so good, with fair skin, a straight nose, and slightly upturned lips at all times.The color of his suit was the one I picked, light silver with sky blue bow tie, everything was perfect.It's just that I don't understand the current picture, he is standing on the stage alone.looked at everyone expressionlessly, and said again: "Ladies and gentlemen" My heart was beating, Lu Ning walked to my side and asked the manager what was going on, and the manager shook his head in confusion and said that he didn't know what the situation was."
Turn off his microphone."
My lips trembled, and the manager clearly didn't understand what I meant, and everyone looked at Miller quietly.He didn't look at me, he should have looked at me, smiled happily at me, and told everyone that it was my beautiful fiancée.He lowered his eyelids slightly, and said very lightly but clearly, "I may not be able to stand up to you today." ”"Turn off his microphone."
I repeated it again, and the manager understood.I was going to go to the tuner, but Miller had already uttered the deadliest sentence: "My engagement banquet with Ms.
Pan Tao has been cancelled." ”"Turn off his microphone," I shouted like crazy, and everyone heard me without the microphone, and Miller looked at me slowly, his eyes were full of sadness and sadness.I walked towards him, and he stood there waiting for me, until I walked up to him, looked up at him, and he finally took a step back and lowered his head."
Why" I asked him, and he didn't speak."
You tell me.Why" I held back the tears in my eyes not to fall, Miller avoided me, and I was forced to the edge of the stage like this, before he finally looked at me and said, "Peach, we can't get married." ”"Why" God knows how hard I used, the sound that bordered on screaming scared even myself.Miller walked away from me and said something to the manager, who turned the microphone back on."
As you know, I've always liked a girl since high school."
Miller stood behind me, and after a long time, his voice came from the stereo next to me.Smashed on my cranial nerves."
I've chased her many times, proposed many times, and failed many times."
My brain was buzzing, I seemed to know what he was trying to say, but I still didn't dare to think in that direction, I was still thinking that Miller was just joking with me, and he would soon burst out laughing, hug me and say to me, I'm joking with you, it's just, he continued: "So I'm sorry to tell you that today's farce should be over."
I'm not going to marry this girl, a girl from an ordinary family. ”The farce, the jokes, all turned out to be true.I didn't even dare to turn to look at him, I could only listen to the sound on the stereo."
All I asked for was just to ask for a result for all my efforts, and she finally agreed, and I finally didn't lose face.""
You lie" I turned around, I don't know who gave me the courage, to grab the microphone in Miller's hand, he saw me pounced and didn't hide, let me scratch the back of his hand, the microphone fell to the ground, making a screeching sound, I pulled Miller's clothes, like a madman and asked him: "What you said is not true, no" "Pan Tao, people don't live in the world just to save face." ”When he said this last sentence, he really choked up, I didn't believe it, I didn't believe that he would do this to me, I wouldn't let go, Miller's mother had already come to me and dragged me away.I looked at me with disgust and said, "What are you going to be crazy?"
and "What are you pushing my daughter for?"
My mother also pounced and wanted to push Miller's mother, and when she saw that it was going to be a complete mess, the staff pulled them away.I just looked at Miller, and he didn't look me in the eye the whole time.He must have had a hard time, or was joking with me, there were so many bits and pieces before, how could he completely say no to a word, I didn't believe I wanted to go to Miller's side, but he deliberately avoided me, I tried my best to go towards him, but his mother and my mother were already about to fight.Everything around me has nothing to do with me, I just need an explanation, an answer, even if it is as he said, he looks me in the eye and says to me, I can't escape like this, I can't just give me an answer that has ended without beginning.Lu Ning kept calling me beside me, I wanted to move forward, but I only felt my body keep leaning back, and I couldn't stand anymore, I saw Di Jinyou, he jumped on the stage and rushed to Miller and punched him directly in the face, and then it was a mess.Miller's words kept amplifying and ringing in my ears, and over and over again I chased her many times, proposed many times, and failed too many times.Today's farce should be over, I will not marry this girl, a girl from an ordinary family.Pan Tao, people don't live in the world just to save face.This is not true, you clearly told me that living in this world, I am one of the most perfect reasons, and now you are saying this, you are teasing me, I don't believe that I was divorced.In front of me and many of his relatives and friends, he showed no mercy.I became a divorced, no beauty, no character, no one wants to still want to climb the high branches.Moreover, what made everyone applaud in their hearts was that this woman was also divorced and hit hard.I fell on the stage where I was supposed to receive the blessing, and in the end I couldn't give an explanation to my newly opened heart, I woke up on my own, and in front of me were two men who were still fighting, and the light silver suit I chose was full of blood, and the man who liked to wear black also had blood on the corners of his mouth.They are still fighting, and no one even dares to fight, Di Jinyou punched and said How can you be so unbearable to her Miller also said with a hand Who do you think you are My engagement banquet, I thought it might be the engagement banquet of the happiest moment in my life, and it was mixed in blood, I was so afraid that anyone would have a disdainful expression before I came, but now it seems that all the people around me have a sinister smile at me.The red wine that was supposed to be the engagement guest was shattered and stained the stage, and there was broken glass lying in the remnants of the red wine, and I stumbled to my feet, my high heels were gone, and I walked towards them barefoot, finally understanding what it was like to dance on the tip of a knife.The glass hurts when it gets into my foot, but it still doesn't hurt me.When I finally mustered up the courage to stand in front of the two men who were still fighting, the tail of my skirt was already stained red with blood.Many people called my name, and Lu Ning may have been angry because of me, and I saw Qu Jintian supporting her and forcibly taking her away.Di Jinyou stretched out his hand to me, and I opened it, and Miller's eyes were clearly sad, but he still withdrew the hand that was almost stretched out to me."
I'll just ask you, if what you said is true, Miller, do you not want to be with me anymore."
I admired myself for being able to speak so calmly at this time, when no one was talking and they were waiting to hear the final answer.Miller lowered his head, and after a long time, a broken sound came out of his throat, uh-huh."
If you hate me, just say it, why bother."
I laughed when I said this, why can I still laugh, only I know that at this moment, Pan Tao's heart is old.I turned around slowly, and I could even hear the clatter of the bones in my neck, and I looked at everyone like a soulless corpse and said, "Uncles and aunts."
Friends, Miller is right, he has been chasing me for a long, long time, I have always pretended to be high, refused to agree to him, and even got married before, but because I cheated on myself and was kicked out of the house by my husband, Miller was right not to marry me. ”"As early as many years ago, this aunt said to me that even if I become a phoenix one day, the Mi family must not be the sycamore branch that I am ready to give me, I am high, I'm sorry, I'm naïve, I'm sorry, I'm wrong, I'm sorry.""
Peach, don't say it" My mother hugged me and cried, I couldn't hold back the tears, after so many years, I really had never cried like this, this real feeling of heartbroken pain was the best punishment for my previous indifference.When I pulled it off, my nails cut the skin of my fingers, and blood stuck to the ring, so I wiped it with my skirt and solemnly handed it back to Miller.It's not my fate, even if you work hard, you'll leave sooner or later.I admit it
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