"Pan Tao, what do you want to do?"
he asked me.What I want to do is just want to drink, nothing else."
I want to stand up."
It took me a long time to get up, but I couldn't get up.He lifted me up, and I held on to the tree and said thank you.He drove me home, and in the car I was almost gone, at least not so dizzy, and he was silent the whole time.He drove the car downstairs to my rented house, and I wanted to get out of the car, but before my feet touched the ground, those piercing memories returned.It's a place I've walked with Miller so many times that I still can't set foot in it."
Can you please take me to my mother's," I closed the car door and didn't say anything loud.He started the car and took me back to my mom's house.I know I'm not normal, but Di Jinyou has also become abnormal, he rarely seems to be so silent, and it seems that this is what he really is, when he got out of the car, he said to me: "Your life will not stop because you are missing one person, if you want to stand up, I can help at any time." ”"No, you're wrong."
I smiled softly: "My life has stopped." ”I didn't look back when I closed the car door, and he didn't chase me and continue to talk to me, but what I said was true, my life had stopped.I don't even want to tell where I'm going, I'd rather stand still and wait.It doesn't matter if that person comes back or not.Just when I was really about to fend for myself, Xie Jia came to me and said there were some things I had to know.I was standing downstairs, still wrapped in that big scarf, Xie Jia drove over in a sports car, the engine was loud, but I could no longer laugh at the driver and say that he was a nuisance.Xie Jia got out of the car, wearing a colorful shirt and colorful eyes, he wanted to say hello with a smile when he saw me, but my appearance may have scared him, he took off his glasses and looked at me sympathetically, yes, that look was sympathy."
How did you come to this," he said with a sigh, and I smiled at him reluctantly and said, "What do you want to tell me?"
”"Don't get me wrong, I only found out in the past few days.Miller is abroad now, and he entrusted me with something to give you. ”Xie Jia took out the document bag from the car and handed it to me with a long sigh: "You don't want to be like this, let him know" "It doesn't matter if he knows it or not." ”I stopped Shejah.I'm afraid I'll cry if he continues.Xie Jia nodded, opened the file bag, handed it to me, and said, "Miller sold his company and took over my horse farm, and now the horse farm is yours, and so is the house." ”I looked down at the pile of papers, but didn't reach for them.Xie Jia was also embarrassed, touched his nose and coughed lightly and said to me: "I guess you are unlikely to want it, but you just take it, there are some things in that house, you should go and see it." ”I took the documents back, and he wanted to leave, so I stopped him: "Xie Jia, how much does it cost to buy the car that Miller sold you." ”He looked at me in disbelief, I looked at him in silence, he thought for a while and said, "The original price, the original price will be the transfer fee." ”"Okay."
I nodded.He's gone.I took those documents, and I couldn't describe the feeling in my heart, so I didn't hesitate and immediately took a taxi to the horse farm in the suburbs.There is no one in the villa.It seemed that Xie Jia had dismissed the nanny as well, and I opened the door and entered the room, which was so cold that I barely had to think before I went to the room where I had stayed with Miller, and on the chair where I had sat sat had a letter.Miller's letter to me.I know there will always be hardships, but he chose to tell me now, when he thought he had completely faded out of my life.I don't know where he got his confidence, but I think I can really be strong just these days.Perhaps, it was because I was too strong before.I looked at the plain white envelope.There are no words on it, and the letter paper is plain white, I saw Miller write in high school, and he is especially good at writing English.Like the fonts of those nobles in the West, but Chinese is actually very good-looking, and the inky blue handwriting is no longer clear when it was written.Peaches, see that the letter is good.I'm sorry.When I opened the letter, I thought my heart was strong enough, but when I saw the first sentence, I suddenly burst into tears.The horse farm is left to you, as are the thimbles and awls.I hope you can live happily and forget about me.I should have cried and vented hard when I was dismissed, but I didn't know where I was hiding from this emotion, and the moment I saw Miller's letter, it finally broke out, I held the letter in my hand fiercely, called Xie Jia, and told him that if he didn't come within an hour, I would set fire to the racecourse.In fact, it's ridiculous to think about it, the horse farm is already mine, I just set it on fire, and there is no loss for Xie Jia.In the end, there was an emotional concern, Xie Jia appeared in front of me in less than half an hour, and when he saw me sitting in the room peacefully, the first thing he said was: "Grandma, what do you want to do" and "Where has Miller gone?"
”I asked him.He said with a distressed expression, "I don't know. ”He knew, my gut told me he must know."
Xie Jia, if you don't tell me today, then you don't want to leave here."
I threatened him, and then laughed at my own innocence in my heart, what right am I to threaten others, but I messed up, and even chose the way to do things.It's all so low-level.Xie Jia looked at me helplessly and said: "Pan Tao, don't make trouble, if you want to run this horse farm, you can continue to operate, if you don't want to, sell it to me again, I can't recycle it at a high price, Miller forced me to sell it to him, otherwise I really won't sell." ”"Tell me, where Miller went.""
I promised him, I can't say."
He was persistent.I don't talk nonsense with him either.Open the door and go out, the more like this, the more afraid Xie Jia became, pulled me and said: "I'm afraid that you can do it when you went to school, you were one two hundred and five, now so many years have passed, why is it still two hundred and five, the horse farm can't be ignited, and it will really catch fire It's all fate" I looked at him and asked: "Say it or not" Xie Jia continued to try to persuade me: "Pan Tao, you and Miller are not suitable, even if there are no such messy things, you will not have any good results when you marry into the Mi family, and the Mi family's parents are not easy people to get along with" Messy things, it seems that there is really something.I lost my patience: "Don't talk nonsense with me, Miller", "You're making me betray my friend."
I," he said.I lazily listened to him continue to talk nonsense, and was about to go out but he dragged him back again: "I said I said" I looked at him with the last bit of patience, he sighed again and said: "Miller is sick, I don't know exactly what happened, but he said that he was going to see a doctor abroad, and maybe he won't be able to come back."
His parents must know about this, so why don't you ask them?
”I'm sick, maybe I can't come back, my cranial nerves are about to break at this moment, when it happened, why I don't know at all I suddenly remembered, Miller has been in a bad stomach.I asked him, "When did Miller give you this?"
”Xie Jia said: "On that day, the day after the engagement banquet was cancelled, he came to me, but he told me to wait three to four months before telling you" Finally there was hope, for the first time in a long time I felt that I was alive again, I asked Xie Jia: "What country is he in now, do you have contact information" "No, his previous mobile phone is not working. ”Xie Jia was afraid that I wouldn't believe it, so he specially emphasized once: "This is the truth, and I will never lie to you." ”"Miller's car, what do I have to trade with you?"
Xie Jia thought for a while, and said in a low voice: "At least, a quarter of the shares of the racecourse." ”"Deal."
I nodded, and he froze: "So you just knew I wanted a third" I said to him, "If you can help me find Miller, I'll give you another quarter." ”Xie Jia was frightened, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't let me, I feel cold on my back when I hold your money." ”: