Di Jinyou's mobile phone rang, and he didn't leave to answer it, but his face changed quickly after receiving the call.News.I guess so, otherwise he wouldn't have looked flustered, something I've never seen before."
I'm leaving."
Di Jinyou hung up the phone, the first time he said such an impolite goodbye, when he stood up, he knocked over the coffee cup in his hand, I stepped back and stood up immediately, he didn't even ask me if I was okay as usual, would it spill on me, and he was already walking towards the door."
What's the matter" I don't know why I'm following him, but his emotions do worry me, and he paused to tell me, "My mother." ”I was shocked.He had already strode to the side of the car, and before he could get into the car, he stopped and looked at me and asked, "Are you going to see her, maybe you won't have a chance in the future." ”I got in the car, and when I fastened my seatbelt, I whispered, "Be careful to drive." ”Di Jinyou didn't respond to me, of course the car was also driving like flying, I didn't bother him anymore, just grabbed the handle by the car window, I have been to this hospital many times, Di Jinyou rushed into the inpatient department and directly into the elevator, we rushed all the way to the urology ward.I remember Di Jinyou said that his mother was in a car accident, so the bones were injured, how did I get here I saw the kitten again, she just looked at me, and then threw herself into Di Jinyou's arms, she always looked like two, she actually cried."
How," Di Jinyou asked.The kitten choked up and said, "The doctor said it might not be able to survive." ”I froze in place, and so did Di Jinyou, just standing here motionless, I didn't even dare to ask any more questions about what was going on.The waiting time was very long, and when the doctor finally came out of the ward, Di Jinyou only took half a step forward, I saw the expression on the doctor's face, he took off his mask, walked up to Di Jinyou very solemnly and said, "Mr.
Di, I'm sorry" Di Jinyou let go of the kitten and rushed into the ward, and there were several doctors and nurses inside, all standing around the bed, seeing us come in, they all lowered their heads, no one spoke, Ms.
Di was lying on the bed, the fluctuation on the life meter was very weak, Di Jinyou pounced on Ms.
Di's side, Holding her hand, he called Mom a few times in a row, and the fluctuations of the life meter intensified."
Xiaoyou" Ms.
Di's voice was almost inaudible, her eyes could only open a slit, but tears had been flowing out of the corners of her eyes."
Mom, I'm here."
Di Jinyou pressed Ms.
Di's hand to the side of his face, and he cried.Ms.
Di almost only has intake air but no outlet.sighed, until finally made a voice: "Be yourself, do what you want, don't be tormented by any distress anymore" This sentence used all her strength, and as the words fell, the last wave of fluctuations on the life instrument was replaced by a straight line Di Jinyou's face buried next to Ms.
Di's arm, both hands still held her hand tightly, the kitten covered her mouth and went out, the doctors and nurses also left one after another, I stood in place and couldn't move.I couldn't even utter a word.Di Jinyou, what kind of pressure has been on Ms.
Di, why did Ms.
Di say such a thing to him, she is not like a traffic accident at all, what the hell is going on "Peach, you go outside first, let me stay with my mother for a while." ”Di Jinyou didn't look up when he spoke, his nasal voice was very heavy, and he felt that the whole person was drained of strength, I didn't speak, and went out gently.The kitten stood outside the door, looking up with tears in her eyes, and saw me come out and turn my back.Wipe your eyes with the back of your hand."
When I met Ms.
Di before, she was fine, Di Jinyou told me that she had a car accident, but she was fine, what is going on" I asked her, the kitten wiped away her tears and looked back at me and said, "My aunt has not been in a car accident." ”If there was no car accident, why did Di Jinyou tell me like that Kitten said: "The reason why my brother said that is because he claimed that my aunt had a car accident, but in fact, my aunt just fell ill, and there are many people from the Qu family in this hospital, in order to let my aunt recuperate with peace of mind and not be harmed, I let out such a mouth, my aunt has always had kidney disease." ”I was stunned, there are a lot of people from the Qu family, I really want to be a soldier, looked around, and the kitten said: "No, the doctors here are all people who have taken care of my aunt for many years, there is no problem." ”I didn't understand it, so I said: "In that case, why don't you go to another hospital" The kitten looked at me helplessly and said: "You are so naïve, do you know what Qu Jintian's grandfather used to do" Grandpa Qu Jintian is just a junior, and what else can he have a particularly powerful background The kitten continued: "To be exact, what is he doing now." ”"What" "He used to work in the Ministry of Health, and now he is a senior official of the SJ Health Organization, no matter where he lives, he just needs to know. ”That's why I invested in the hospital, kidney disease is not a day or two, in order to be able to get good treatment, I have to have such a countermeasure I have a brain like being blown up by dynamite at this time, Qu Jintian's grandfather actually has such a strong background, the kitten knows, how can Di Jinyou not know that since he knows, he actually wants to work against Qu Jintian, is his brain axis broken or overconfident I said: "Kitten, I have a lot of questions, really, a lot." ”The kitten sniffed, took a tissue and said, "Then you can ask my brother," I said, "He never spoke clearly, and there was no follow-up halfway through the point." ”Di Jinyou is like this to me, and until now I have not been able to put together everything that happened around him.The kitten continued in a low voice: "Actually, my brother is the same for me, many of these things were told to me by my aunt who was seriously ill this time, and she said that my brother was under too much pressure.He really never told me, he was afraid that I knew too much and would get into trouble, and I believe he did the same to you, not to tell you is not because he doesn't want to tell you, but because he is afraid that these will cause you trouble. ”I felt uncomfortable, this was completely different from what I thought before, I really couldn't believe that Di Jinyou chose not to tell me in order not to trouble me, but with the words of the kitten, I couldn't find anything to refute.I continued: "Your brother wanted me to help him deal with Qu Jintian together, what is the point of this" The kitten suddenly laughed.I was a little confused by her laughter, and she pulled me out of the ward, which seemed to be familiar to her, and went straight from the elevator to the top floor and then to the rooftop.The rooftop of the private hospital also has an area for patients to move, I have never come up, I didn't expect the greenery here is also very good, the kitten found a chair and sat down, lit a cigarette, looked ahead and said to me very calmly: "Do you think my brother is very bad, you hate him very much" I was silent and did not answer this question, after all, I told Di Jinyou's sister that I was annoyed by him, not very good.The kitten continued: "Pan Tao, do you remember what I said to you before?"
and "Which one" I asked her.I really hadn't listened to Kitten before, and I always thought she was a madwoman.The kitten muttered, "There is a kind of woman who is like in junior high school, what is high school like, what is it like after graduating from college, and what is still like it after a few years of class." ”It turned out that I remembered this sentence, she told me this sentence the first time we met, I didn't think there was any deeper meaning in it, I just felt that she was hurting me at the time.The kitten took a puff of cigarette and spit out a smoke ring, then blew the smoke ring into the sky and said, "I have seen the photos of you in junior high school, and it is no different from you now, the head shape is not the same." ”I stared at her, how did she have my photos or junior high school photos Kitten took out her phone, flipped through it and handed it to me, it looked like an encrypted album of the photo community, which was full of me, including photos from various periods, most of them were captured, but a few of them were my ID photos, the time can be traced back to when I graduated from high school, and I was already dumbfounded.What surprised me the most was that there was one of these ID photos from my junior high school days, I didn't have an electronic version of this photo, only one was pressed in my home album, I looked at the kitten very incomprehensibly, she took the phone back and said to me: "My brother's photo album." ”Di Jinyou told me that when he first met me, I had just finished the college entrance examination, and the date of looking at this album was also at that time, where did he search for so many photos of me, or rather, he took "You know why I like photography, I was brought by my brother to get started, in fact, he also likes it, but he also gave up."
My brother has encountered so many things over the years, and given up so many things that he is no longer himself. ”I never thought about this, I believe Di Jinyou has experienced a lot, but in the past in this direction, I didn't think about it, I always thought that he was a rich man kitten who was full of food and had nothing to do, and the next words surprised me even more.She said, "I thought he found you at the bar and you two would be together, but I didn't expect it" "Wait, you said you found me at the bar" I interrupted her, although I don't like to chew words.But the sensitivity of my profession forced me to grasp this word search.Because at that time, finding and encountering are two completely different situations.The kitten glanced at me and laughed at me again: "You are so stupid, I really thought that my brother followed you for almost a week before I met you in the bar, you didn't react at all, and your life is simple enough, go to work, go home, and the vegetable market" Di Jinyou said, I stalked people very poorly, and I couldn't find out at all when I was tracked, so I couldn't find out long before we met in the bar.He's been following me.But at that time, it was indeed as the kitten said, going home to the vegetable market after work is the whole of my life, if it weren't for the time when I went to see Tang Ming and the pregnant woman in the bamboo forest, I might still be commuting to work for ten years, the vegetable market.Fate is also quite ironic.I'm not in a very good mood, but I don't have a chance to tell others if I don't say these words now: "My ex-husband told me before that the reason why I divorced was because Di Jinyou gave him money. ”The kitten snorted even more unbearably: "You believe the words of the scumbag, why don't you ask my brother what he said" I was speechless, Di Jinyou wanted to explain to me, I didn't want to listen.Seeing that I was silent, the kitten continued: "I don't know the specific reason for this matter, I only know that my brother said that my friend has a commission, and I have to help him follow the photo, but he found out that the woman he was looking for was actually you, and he didn't sleep all night in excitement, and he really didn't sleep all night, so he sat on the sofa and smirked." ”I was still silent, what could I say The kitten finished smoking, she waved her hand, dispersed the smoke in front of her, took out another one and re-lit it, and continued the topic: "Don't mention this, it's better for my brother to tell you."
I haven't finished what I said just now, and I only learned about my aunt that Qu Jintian's mother and my aunt were good friends when they were young. ”I was surprised, to be honest, not so much surprised, but rather puzzled, since they are good friends.How can it still be like this" My aunt's mother is a celebrity in the last century, she has a very good education, she and my aunt's father have good family composition, so they have not been affected by the big times, and they have always been very stable, my aunt's mother likes to swim, and has participated in many swimming competitions, you go to the city library to check the old newspapers in the past, maybe there are reports about her. ”"It's also for this reason that my aunt actually received a good education since she was a child, and her family is well-off.When my aunt was young, there was a man who committed suicide for her, and that man was a very young deputy director of the cotton mill that has now closed down in the early 80s, I don't know, but I heard my aunt say that the factory used to be very famous in the whole country, with high yield and good quality, and it was not an ordinary person to work in that factory, and state-owned enterprises were very popular at that time. ”I don't know very well, but I did hear about that factory, after the reform and opening up, it was hit by a lot of foreign goods, even so, the products produced by the cotton mill were favored by the older generation, at least the shirts and pants after I remembered when I was a child were all fabrics produced by that factory."
My aunt said that the man was excellent, but his heart was small and nervous, in fact, in modern times, he was severely depressed, so he committed suicide later."
The kitten sighed: "This leads to all the disasters, this severely depressed man is Qu Jintian's mother's sweetheart." ”I was about to be confused, but the last sentence pulled me back to the center, and I seemed to begin to understand why Qu Jintian's mother did this, the man she liked committed suicide because of her good friend, who can anger such anger But then she robbed her good sister's husband, and has been entangled in grievances until now, and even ruined her friend's family and hurt her friend's parents, is it too ruthless A woman's heart, it is really unfathomable."
My aunt and my brother are really bitter, and the sourness in my heart is incomprehensible to ordinary people."
All kinds of mysteries seem to have begun to have answers, but I really can't imagine that my beloved has passed away.Whether it's because of his best sister or not, even if it is, it is not humane to make good sisters so troubled that they can't return home, and their parents die mysteriously."
I'll answer your question just now, why does my brother want you to deal with Qu Jintian with him, I don't know what reason he gave you, but my understanding is that he hopes you can give him some spiritual encouragement, that's all."
The kitten looked at me, and I looked at her.Her eyes were very sincere, I had seen too much of her indifferent look, and suddenly I couldn't doubt what she said."
My brother, it's really pitiful."
Wretched.Only a kitten would describe Di Jinyou to me like this, and if I hadn't known this, I would never have been able to associate that man with pity."
There is one more thing, I shouldn't have told you, but" The kitten hesitated for a while, but still spoke: "My brother also stupidly hooked up with Qu Jintian's mother before, but he was humiliated to the house, which is the psychological shadow and black history of his life." ”I looked at the kitten with some shock, I had said this before.When Di Jinyou asked me to help his mother get rid of the mistress, I also said that he would let him hook up with the woman by himself, but I didn't expect that he really did it, I hid this part and didn't tell the kitten, and changed the focus and said: "Di Jinyou has a lot of relationships with many very old women. ”The kitten didn't look surprised, nodded and said: "Most of those women are my aunt's friends, my aunt is not in good health and it is inconvenient to come forward, my brother is helpless to choose this way, after all, it is not uncommon for these women to ask a handsome guy outside, and no one cares about the identity of that man." ”"If you're so tired, why do you have to be yourself?"
I asked.The kitten smiled bitterly and said: "My brother actually has no goal and direction for a long time, my aunt regrets it even more, a few days ago when she was in a little better health, every day because of this incident shed tears, she always said that at that time my brother was taken abroad by her, it was she who dyed his youth and life black, at first my brother has been persuading my aunt not to be blinded by hatred, but my aunt almost broke off the mother-son relationship with my brother for this, my brother's current situation is cultivated by my aunt, and the seeds of hatred in his heart are also planted by my aunt, Stop it now, what are the previous ones, according to my brother's character, he won't give up. ”The kitten said this, and suddenly looked at me again and said, "It's like he likes you."
If you like it, you won't give up. ”I lowered my head and didn't answer her words, although these words made my heart tremble, but I could only sigh that we really met the wrong person at the wrong time, and there was no reason to intersect.The second cigarette in the kitten's hand was almost burned out by herself, she snuffed out the cigarette, got up and threw both cigarette butts into the trash, turned to look at me and said: "People say that love can change a man, no matter how painful and sad it is, as long as there is a beloved by his side."
There's nothing that can't be crossed, it's already painful to be blinded by hatred, my brother is even more pitiful, he doesn't even have love, to be exact, he was forcibly taken away when he could have chased love at any time, and it was too late to reappear, no matter what. ”I've always been a person who dominates conversations, listening to someone talk like this for so long, I can't answer a word myself, it's the first time I've appeared, I really have nothing to say, I can only sigh and sigh again."
You know how sad my brother was when he knew you were going to get engaged, and he shut himself up in the house and drank all the wine in the house.""
Don't talk about it" I finally couldn't take it anymore and interrupted her to say, "Me and him, impossible." ”The kitten reverted to his usual arrogance and said to me, "My brother said that the most wrong thing he ever did was to take you to the hotel, because it completely changed the course of your life, but that was also the thing he regretted the least" I got up and walked towards the rooftop door, I couldn't listen any more.No matter how hard my heart is, I will feel soft when I hear this, my heart is dead, and I don't want any external fluctuations to affect it.I went back to Di Jinyou's mother's hospital room, there was no one in the room anymore, and the bed where Ms.
Di was lying just now was re-made, but the instruments that had shown her vital signs had not yet had time to turn off, I didn't ask Di Jinyou where he went, I wanted to text him to comfort him with something, but finally gave up.None of us are the right people, so don't do anything that will cause misunderstanding between us.I used to like to joke with Lu Ning, saying that I was not afraid of anything else, I was afraid of getting old, so I didn't fall behind with her mask maintenance, I don't know if it was because I stopped paying attention to maintenance for too long, standing in front of the mirror, I really felt old.Looking at myself in the mirror, my eyes changed from the original agile appearance to a dry well, and I almost forgot the feeling of tears.If Miller's departure killed my heart, then Di Jinyou's past shattered my memory again, everything was disordered, I became more and more forgetful, and many things had to be written down in a notebook so that I would not forget, just after I was so immortal that I was almost half a month later, Xie Jia gave me news.He told me that Miller was in the United States, that he had been in the Netherlands all the time, but that he was now in the United States for treatment.When I came out of the U.S.
Embassy, I went straight to the airport without any hesitation, I don't know where the courage came from, which allowed me to overcome the fear of long-haul flights, to overcome the alienation of unfamiliar environments, I only knew that I wanted to go to him, even if it was in the city where he might be, I might be able to draw a little warmth.I vomited to death on the plane, I still endured it alone, and Mok Wenwei's song without you was playing back in the headphones, and the tears didn't stop, but because the vomiting was too bad, the passengers around me thought I was just crying because I was too uncomfortable.It's a good feeling not to be known why I'm crying, don't let anyone pay attention to me, just let me bear it silently.Miller is in Los Angeles, but Los Angeles is so big, where can I go?