I have a college classmate who went abroad after graduating from college, and now she is in Los Angeles, and my relationship with her is actually quite ordinary, but when I contacted her, I had a feeling of meeting someone in a foreign country, she drove her child to me, she was a lovely mixed-race child, even if I hadn't seen her for so many years, I still felt very cordial and familiar when I spoke.Knowing the purpose of my visit, she spared no effort to take me to many hospitals, and she even asked her husband for help and asked a friend to inquire, but in the end to no avail.Every time I went into a new hospital, I thought to myself that maybe the next moment I would see Miller.I will definitely catch him, bite him hard, ask him why he won't tell me, let me accompany him to share the burden I must catch him back, and accompany him well.Although the condition is not optimistic, but it is not a dangerous disease, as long as you take care of it, you can still live well, I have also consulted many experts, although the disease is a money-burning disease, but as long as it is carefully maintained, patients who have no physical problems abound.But all this is just an illusion, and when the time for my visa came, I still didn't find Miller.Unfortunately, my classmates don't know what words to use to describe their feelings.I even wish that the plane back home would fall from the sky and leave this world before Miller, and I would let him taste what it was like for me to suddenly disappear, and although it was a bit crazy, I really thought so.However, the plane still landed steadily.The ups and downs of life are accompanied by ups and downs, all I do every day is to sit in the house in a daze, my mother has rarely spoken since I was divorced, I don't want to go back to the rented house, when I live at home and see my parents, my heart is blocked, this atmosphere close to the freezing point has driven me crazy.Thinking that after saving enough money to pay three, I went out to rent a house again, and I was shocked when I contacted the bank card, Qu Jintian paid me a salary every month.In the past few months, I have stopped going to the office, but he has been sending me more and more, and this time this time, it is close to my previous three months' salary.Even if I am indifferent, I can't help but be suspicious, I need to ask him what he means, I always feel bad to go directly to him in person, I bought some nutritional products to see Lu Ning.While Qu Jintian was not at home, it was better to ask Lu Ning about the salary first.Lu Ning recovered a lot, knowing that I went to the United States to find Miller to no avail, but she kept comforting me, I couldn't help crying just by listening to her, and then she was provoked by me to hug me and cry together."
Peaches, don't cry, don't cry, you've never cried like this before."
Lu Ning snorted while crying, and kept comforting me, I felt very uncomfortable, but I was afraid that she would be in a worse mood, so I could only try to endure it, but where the tears were I wanted to endure it, I could bear it back."
If he can't find it, forget it, if he really wants to hide, even if he sees you, he will hide."
Lu Ning wiped the tears from my face, I knew she wanted to scold Miller, but she was afraid that I would be in a bad mood, and she was trying to endure it."
Every time I went to a hospital, I thought I might be able to meet him there, I thought it was my sixth sense, it would work, but I still couldn't find him."
When I think of those ten days in the United States, I feel as sad as if I have been cramped and skinned, and any sixth sense is a lie."
I've always been good at comforting you, but I really don't know how to comfort you this time."
Lu Ning cried again, and the two of us endured it like this, and we both collapsed in the end.Leaning on the sofa, I let the tears flow into my sideburns, and could only hold Lu Ning's hand quietly, and she didn't speak.Just silently accompanied me to tears.The nanny of Lu Ning's family came to persuade a few words, but in the end there was nothing we could do, I cried a whole box of tissues on the table of Lu Ning's house, the taste of tears flowed into my mouth, in my nasal cavity, and the salty taste made my heart ache for a while.I didn't expect Qu Jintian to come back suddenly, and when he drove into the garage, Lu Ning heard it and told me that Qu Jintian was back.I wiped my tears and saw the time, three o'clock in the afternoon, he came back a little early.Qu Jintian carried handmade yogurt, and after entering the house, he asked the nanny to give it to us, for two.He changed his clothes and shoes, and when he entered the house, he saw that we were both crying like red-eyed rabbits, and his eyes suddenly softened, he came over and sat next to Lu Ning and patted her on the shoulder, comforting her softly, Lu Ning leaned on him and nodded, it was really much better.I was a little embarrassed, after all, it was not good for me to make his beloved wife cry like this, but the red and swollen eyes could not be recovered in an instant, I lowered my head and tried to restrain my emotions, Qu Jintian didn't have any intention of reproaching me, and asked the nanny to change a box of tissues, and asked me with a very modest and polite smile: "Peach's salary this month should have been checked." ”He didn't even ask us what was wrong, but started a new topic.I really wanted to ask about it, but after being sad with Lu Ning for so long, I didn't bother to say it, he brought it up directly, which means that it was indeed what he ordered.I nodded and said, "That's too much, so I wanted to ask you guys what's going on." ”Lu Ning asked in some surprise: "What salary" I was surprised, giving me so much salary, Lu Ning didn't seem to know that Qu Jintian smiled very gently and said to Lu Ning: "I paid Peaches three times my salary this month." ”Lu Ning looked at me, then at Qu Jintian, and she was very moved and said, "It's still thoughtful." ”Qu Jintian smiled, without any intention of inviting credit, but I can see that Lu Ning is very satisfied with this, I seem to know the way he and Lu Ning get along, Qu Jintian will help Lu Ning do what he wants to do very thoughtfully, even if Lu Ning is strong, there is also a little woman's side in her heart, Qu Jintian can do everything better than Lu Ning, and she can also value all her things very much in her busy schedule, even if she helps her best friend, it is no wonder that Lu Ning has no parry."
I also wanted to give you more money, and you have to live abroad again.Those salaries are not enough to spend. ”Lu Ning looked at me and said, I was still looking at Qu Jintian, he and Lu Ning looked at me together, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, his expression was very calm, I couldn't see any other emotions in his eyes at all, let alone conspiracy.Qu Jintian's appearance is not particularly similar to Di Jinyou, but the feeling between gestures is too similar.He is more like a regular version of Di Jinyou, without the ruffian that often appears, he has always been so calm, which makes people feel pressure.If Di Jinyou is more like a fallen son, Qu Jintian is an authentic and domineering president, and the two have a common character, but if you look closely, they are completely different.At least Di Jinyou always made me feel that he was a liar, and Qu Jintian gave me the feeling that he didn't feel it.I can't even tell if he's happy or unhappy now, like a living statue that hides all his joys and sorrows well."
Thanks, not next time."
I looked at Lu Ning, the words were actually said to Qu Jintian, I saw that the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, so he didn't react anymore, and didn't agree.Didn't say no.Lu Ning finally adjusted his emotions and said to me: "Eat here with me at night, I haven't been able to invite you over after being married for so long, what steak do you want to eat?"
”Qu Jintian's words were very light, but Lu Ning and I both understood what it meant, because beef attracted cats, so Qu Jintian did not allow beef to appear at home, Lu Ning said, "There is no need to be like this" Qu Jintian smiled and said to Lu Ning very gently: "Okay, if you want to eat."
I'm going to ask the babysitter to buy it now. ”Lu Ning asked me, "Do you want to eat peaches?"
I shook my head and said, "No, I don't eat here, there are still some things at home, I have to go back." ”Lu Ning wanted to keep me, but I didn't give a clear reason, and she wouldn't keep me more.She sent me out with Qu Jintian, and she was supposed to send me with the car, but Qu Jintian refused."
Xiao Zhang, how did you drive back by yourself."
Lu Ning only asked at this time, and I also knew that Qu Jin usually had a driver, and he took the car key and said to Lu Ning: "There is something at home about him, I asked him to go back first, and he hasn't driven for a long time, and he drove quite smoothly." ”"Then be careful when driving."
After Lu Ning told Qu Jintian, he went to drive, and she leaned into my ear and said, "Since the last time Lu Kai happened, he hasn't driven much." ”I nodded, didn't speak, anyway, driving and killing someone, that kind of scene is not something that can be forgotten in a day or two.Sitting in the car, I realized that I was really thinking too much, Qu Jintian didn't feel unaccustomed to driving at all, but changed his serious appearance at home and pulled his tie loose.After he left the villa area, he turned on the music radio station, and there was a very obvious smile on the corner of his mouth, which made me smile with some fear."
Miss Pan should be very worried about Miller's whereabouts, and I have asked a friend to help inquire, Miller may return to China in the near future."
Qu Jintian didn't want to wait for me to speak, and continued to say slowly: "It's just that I've heard, I'm not sure yet, but if I can find him first, I will definitely tell you." ”I don't know why, there is a voice in my heart, I hope Qu Jintian will never find Miller first.I didn't want to talk to him, I just wanted to get home quickly, so I could only look at the scenery outside the window, and even regretted a little that I didn't sit in the back row just now.Qu Jintian's villa will be open to the city for a while, there is basically no one in the middle of the road, the more I sit, the more scared I become, if he kills me now, no one may be able to know.He also deliberately drove the car very slowly, and I really wanted to rush him.The weather was not good, it was gloomy and gloomy, it was already a little dark before five o'clock, and that section of the road where no one was there had just passed, just when I wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, Qu Jintian found a place to pull over.I wanted to unbuckle my seatbelt, instinctively run away from danger, and my first action was to unbuckle my seatbelt.Qu Jintian pressed my hand, I retracted my hand like an electric shock, he opened his left window, but the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more obvious when he looked ahead.I tried to keep my composure, didn't make any other movements, didn't speak."
You're scared of me."
Qu Jintian said this after a while.My heart suddenly panicked."
The first reaction after parking was not to ask me why I stopped, but to unbuckle my seat belt, and we did not reach our destination, which means that you are afraid of me."
Qu Jintian looked at me indifferently and asked: "What are you afraid of me?"
All my acting skills were useless, and I said very unprofessionally: "No, you think too much." ”Qu Jintian didn't want to get my answer at all, and smiled softly and said, "It's right to be afraid, what you know is enough to make you afraid of me." ”I didn't move, but a layer of cold sweat was already on my back, and he knew something, "Qu Jintian, there is nothing worth conflict between us." ”He said calmly: "Well, no." ”"Then send me home."
I also pretended to be as calm as I could."
Okay."
After he finished speaking, he drove the car, and he didn't speak again until I got to my house, and said goodbye to me very politely after parking, and I went upstairs and sat on the bed for a long time, and my heart was still beating very panicked.I wanted to call Di Jinyou, but I didn't want to call, as soon as his mother left, I immediately brought him into such a tense atmosphere, which is not good.If I could, I would even hope that he would stop being bothered by these things and be his true self, as his mother said when she was dying.I still didn't go to work at the coffee shop and started resubmitting my resume online.I found that after being mixed up for so long, I didn't know what other job I could find except for teachers at language institutions, and my resume was lost, and I never had a suitable company.Just when I was about to try it out in the talent market, I received an interview call, and when the company name was reported to the HR, I felt that the whole person was not good.Tianyou Nano Technology Co., Ltd.The position is a French translator.I tried not to panic and politely asked personnel how they got my resume, but they didn't tell me.But what I know is that I haven't submitted a resume for translation at all.I didn't say yes, I just said that I got a job, and the personnel only said that it was a pity, so there was no follow-up.This frightened life is not good.Even if I really got the interview notice, I didn't dare to go, I didn't know what I was afraid of, but I just felt that I could get as far away from Qu Jintian's man as possible, and the farther away the better.In the end, Tian Tian gave me a response, my mother mentioned to her that I had been sullen at home, and she called me and said that she wanted to invite me to dinner with Zhou Ning.I was a little surprised when I met her, but I quickly accepted it.She was pregnant, even so, she still hugged Niu Niu with a big belly, Niu Niu could speak, babbling and calling her mother and father, and kept saying that Tian Tian was a younger brother in her belly.A happy family, even if they have experienced hardship, at least got a good ending.I almost had red eyes, but I finally held back the tears
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