No matter how reluctant I am, I still have to go to bed with Lu Ning.The nurse took care of me very well during the day, when I went, he happened to change shifts with another nurse, Qu Jintian's mother was also there, she saw me a few times and was familiar with me, and she was more polite to me, I don't know who asked for it, she also prepared dinner for me, although I didn't have much appetite to eat, but I didn't dare to refuse too obviously, for fear that Qu Jintian would go crazy again.Lu Ning is very good, he has the spirit to eat, the food sent by Qu Jintian's mother with the nanny is relatively light, she will ask Qu Jintian if she wants to taste it before eating, he just sat on the bed, looked at her very plainly and smiled, his eyes were full of love.I'm really disgusting, I can't wait to tell Lu Ning now, don't laugh at him, he's a bastard bastard demon, but I can't, to be exact, I don't dare.I could only look at Qu Jintian.I know that everything he is showing now is fake, but I can't tell Lu Ning, I'm afraid that Qu Jintian will hurt her again, so I can only wait until they are all discharged from the hospital, I must tell Lu Ning everything when I find a time, and she will definitely believe me.After Lu Ning's miscarriage, she has been tossing a little bit badly, that is, she has a good physical foundation, otherwise she may end up with the root of the disease.Looking at her emaciated appearance, I wanted to cry in distress, I always accompanied her to listen to songs when she was infused, we both liked Lin Yilian's disappearance very much, so it was like this, until she fell asleep quietly, I secretly shed tears.Qu Jintian was busy holding his notebook all the time, ignoring us.But in this house, I feel that the air is poisonous and oppressive.Just like the feeling played in Silent Hill, every time the alarm sounded in the dark, I felt like I fell into the arms of the devil, after Lu Ning fell asleep, I wanted to become an invisible person, find a place where Qu Jintian couldn't find me and hide, I got up lightly and went to the sofa to sit.The screen of the mobile phone was very dimmed by me, and I even tried to breathe as lightly as possible.I couldn't settle down, I found a few books to read, Qu Jintian had been busy, the light of the computer screen flashed on his face, revealing gloom, although in fact he looked quite calm.At twelve o'clock, I was really sleepy, leaning on the sofa and wanting to sleep for a while, but Qu Jintian closed the notebook at this time, my drowsiness was suddenly frightened, I looked at him nervously, he looked at me calmly, and smiled faintly.I can even imagine the expression on my face, like a frightened cat, staring at the danger while the danger triumphs at my fear.After a long time, Qu Jintian got out of bed and walked in front of me, picked up the mobile phone in my hand, dialed his number, and then he went out.He didn't let me follow him, maybe he went to the bathroom, I hurried to squint my eyes and try to slow down for a while, but the text message came."
Rooftop."
came from an unfamiliar number, the one Qu Jintian dialed just now.I took a deep breath, God knows how much I didn't want to go, after a long time I still gently walked out of the ward, I was actually scared before this moment, but at the moment I stepped out of the door I made a decision, I had to cheer up, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to solve anything, I needed to calm down, slowly sort out everything, let Lu Ning recognize Qu Jintian's true face, and not let her be hurt again.To do that, I still need the help of others, and I certainly can't do it on my own, but anyway, calming down is a must.If I can make Qu Jintian pay less attention to me, I can reduce my sense of existence.I'll find a way to unite with Lu Ning to get rid of this demon completely.It turns out that I think too simply, and I also think Qu Jintian too simply.He sat on the rooftop, silently looking at the neon of the city in the distance, and when he heard me come up, he looked back at me."
What's the matter with me," I walked up to him and asked him, and he said easily, "It's nothing."
The ward is stuffy, come out to breathe, don't you like the night of this city" I like, but I don't like to stay by your side and watch.I didn't speak, he pointed to the darkness in the distance and said: "Soon, a large wind and solar hybrid power plant will be built there, and then I will build a fully ecological living area around, with large shopping malls, supermarkets, scenic parks, there will be top-level schools, sports venues, but I will not endlessly raise the price of housing, buyers must go through strict vetting, and it will soon become a new city." ”"What do you think is the name of Xincheng" He seemed to be used to me not reacting to his words, and asked me half to himself, I still ignored him, he smiled: "How about calling Taoxi Dongtian" I wanted to say that it was really fucking ugly, but I still chose to be silent."
Looks like you don't like it."
He was still talking to himself, I had had enough, I wanted to go but couldn't, so I could only ask him, "If there is nothing important, I will go back to sleep, I am very tired." ”He doesn't say yes, he doesn't say no.I'm really going crazy.Knowing people and knowing faces, I began to regret a little that I didn't listen to Di Jinyou's words at the beginning, if I had decided that Qu Jintian was not a thing from that time, Lu Ning would not have suffered so much, and we would not be in such a passive state, and there would be no chance to fight back."
It seems that you don't like to hear people talk about your dreams."
He said again.I wouldn't be surprised that he is going to conquer the Earth now, that it is normal for a madman to have any kind of crazy thoughts.I don't want to anger him, the best way to resist is to be silent, but I feel that if he is silent for a long time, he may also be angry, I really hope that I have enough courage to push him off the rooftop, so that the whole world is clean.He didn't speak anymore, and when he was quiet, he exuded a very gentlemanly air, but it was different from the feeling that Miller naturally exuded.I always think that Qu Jintian is a gentleman who is pretending, but I am not interested in his past, I just know that he is a pervert now.I'm prone to night blindness at night, but I'm probably in the right direction at Miller's house, he should have returned, with his parents, he's going to look for me, he's going to worry about me, he's going crazy, his peaches are going crazy.Only when Miller comes to mind.My heart will be slightly warmer, so that I will not feel so afraid.I tried to cry, but I tried to keep my eyes open so that the night breeze could dry the tears that had not yet flowed."
What are you thinking" Qu Jintian's voice came from my ears, I was startled, he actually leaned so close to me, and looked at me so ambiguously, I avoided him two meters away and said, "You respect yourself." ”He burst out laughing.The more you laugh, the more presumptuous you become."
In the past, when I first started the company, most people didn't like to listen to me carefully, so it took me a long time to squeeze out these people who didn't listen carefully and drove them away, but those who listened carefully to me began to feel uneasy again, and I also gave them a place to go."
Qu Jintian looked at me and said, "You didn't take your words seriously from the beginning. ”I didn't want him to say anything threatening to me, so I emphasized it again: "Qu Jintian, I said it."
I don't have anything to conflict with you. ”"No, you have."
He said.I didn't say anything, he laughed again, and said very arrogantly: "You are like an ant in the palm of my hand to me, I like to watch you struggle to escape, and I like that you can't resist any ravages I bring you." ”He rubbed his fingers as he spoke: "In this way, if you don't use force, the ant can break off its legs, and if you use more force, it will become a small black lump, and if you use more force, only residue will remain." ”I gritted my teeth, but I tried to keep my composure, and he shook his head and said, "But I don't like the dregs, I still like to see the ants alive and try to run away." ”I am now finally sure that the most wrong thing in my life is to go to the bar and meet Di Jinyou, to be exact, I went to the bar and was caught by Di Jinyou in his trap, he kept saying that he liked me, and what he brought me was a broken marriage, a ruined life, and a pervert who couldn't be killed at all.The real lying gun is nothing more than that."
But you make me feel weird, too.It's just an ordinary woman who can't be more ordinary, what does Di Jinyou like about you" He finally told the truth, I laughed sullenly and said: "Di Jinyou doesn't like me at all, you think too much." ”"Like it or not, I'll soon find out."
Qu Jintian stood up straight, shook his shoulders and moved his neck, and said, "After Lu Ning is discharged from the hospital, I will go through the divorce procedures and then marry you." ”I almost fell from the upper floor, and I looked at him in shock.I really want to slap the soles of his shoes in the face, marriage is nothing to him or even child's play, it's like going to the mall to buy something, saying that I want it but I'm not an object, he said he can do whatever he wants, that's right, he has absolute confidence, but it's all based on threatening me, and the meanness can't describe this man, I really can't find any suitable words to describe him."
Qu Jintian, how can you let Lu Ning go, let me go" I asked him with emotion, he thought for a while and said: "It's basically impossible, Lu Zhenyun will go to where he should go soon, Lu Ning I will take care of it, after all, I can't let her be displaced, as for you."
You know so many of my plans, do you think I can still let you get out" I know the plan, I know what the plan is, I was pressed on the chopping board by him, and I chopped it so wildly with a knife, I can't resist everything He forced me to listen to, and it wasn't my will, but, can you reason with the bastard" It's not fair, everything is up to you.I don't have any choice at all, I'm not an ant running in the palm of your hand at all, you don't give me a chance to struggle and run at all. ”The first time I said so much to him in one breath, he looked at me with some confusion and said, "Go on." ”"The reason why the ant can run is because it does have a chance to escape, a kind of blindness from those in power, that is, the disparity in strength between you and me is too great, you don't need to be like me.But since you said that this is impossible, it is another kind, give me a chance to escape, I can't run away is my own failure, but if I run away, you have no reason to catch me back. ”"What do you want to do" "Qu Jintian, Di Jinyou doesn't like me, don't you believe it?"
”"Do you want to marry me to stimulate him?"
”"You let Lu Ning go, and I will marry you.""
Impossible.""
Then I can't marry you."
The smile on his face gradually faded, and he slowly spoke, "You don't count." ”"Do you know that there is a kind of insect in the world that is smaller than an ant, the cryptoptera, many people think it is very weak, so they crush it to death in the palm of their hand, and the final result" Qu Jintian's expression became more serious, I think he knew."
I am indeed a very ordinary woman, but I can also tell you very clearly, this is the last time to hurt Lu Ning, if you do anything to make her miserable, I want your life."
My last sentence is the most serious thing I have ever said in my life.This time it was Qu Jintian's turn to remain silent, and after a long time, he still said to me seriously: "Your expression just now is very similar to a person, he also said that he didn't want to be controlled by me, and then it really got out of control more and more." ”"It's just that he's dead."
Qu Jintian patted the top of my head, and suddenly smiled very softly and said: "Lu Ning, I won't let it go, but I promise you that I won't hurt her again, as long as you wait obediently to get married, how about we ask Qu Jinyou to be the master of ceremonies" I was silent, Qu Jintian smiled lowly, and left.The night sky was full of stars, and I looked up at them, tears streaming wildly down my sideburns."
Is there anyone, give me a little bit of strength to defeat this bastard."
Even if it's just a little bit of power.Lu Ning was discharged from the hospital, Qu Jintian never gave me any chance to be alone with Lu Ning, and almost every word he said to me reminded me that although he promised not to hurt Lu Ning again, it was only because he was in a good mood.It's a charity to me.I also knew that Zhou Meng was indeed his person, after Lu Ning went home, Qu Jintian simply worked from home, and the person who often came to the joint was Zhou Meng, I didn't like her very much, and I didn't see her when I saw her.Qu Jintian invited me to live in their house and accompany Lu Ning, Lu Ning naturally agreed, and I was very willing on the surface, because I knew very well that I was a hot potato now, and if I went out, once I met Miller, I might be able to draw demonic fire to him.I watched Lu Ning and Qu Jintian show their affection in front of me every day, until one day, when Lu Ning accompanied me to the garden to bask in the sun, he took my hand and gently drew circles in my hand, and said to me very calmly: "Peach, help me go and see the house next door if you have time." ”"Which" I looked at her, thinking she was quite strange, Lu Ning leaned on my shoulder and said in a low voice, "I know everything." ”I don't know what I don't quite understand looked at her, she looked at me calmly, slowly drawing words in my palm, I understood after a long time, the three words were bugs, and she drew two more words, mailbox
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