"Cats."
I crouched down in surprise and held the black cat in my arms, and one of the figures in the group suddenly stopped, and the rest of the group walked towards me."
Yusheng, you're really awake."
I looked at Han Zining's expression of joy and tears, and pouted, "What are you crying about, this fire is burning, it's so warm." ”Han Zining choked up, unable to speak for a long time, and the treasure makeup beside her looked at the person standing under the peach tree and said to me, "Little master, go quickly." ”I touched the black cat's fur and asked, "Where are you going?"
Han Zining also pushed me: "Go quickly, the emperor is waiting for you." ”I handed the black cat to Han Zining, raised my feet to leave, Han Zining reached out to stop me again, and after putting the black cat down, I took a silk handkerchief to wipe my face: "I haven't seen you in March, you can't go to see the emperor so dirty, now it's okay, it's clean, go quickly." ”I smiled at her, lifted the hem of my skirt and walked to the man under the peach blossom tree.I stopped three paces away from him, and he looked back at me, tears glistening with tears in his eyes.He opened his hand to me, took it back again, looked at the peach tree and asked: "Do you remember the peach forest in Fanyin Village" I asked at the exit: "Who are you" Su Zi pinched his sweat on the side: "Why don't you kneel when you see the emperor" I immediately knelt down: "Long live the emperor, long live, long live, long live." ”He squatted down, pinched my chin and asked, "Yusheng, you forgot about me again" I shook my head: "Yusheng doesn't dare." ”He looked at me with a calm expression: "Then tell me, who am I" I blurted out: "You are the emperor." ”He was helpless and asked: "What is my name?"
I lay on the ground: "The emperor spares his life, and the people dare not call the emperor by his name, and ask the emperor to forgive him." ”He sighed: "You still forget about me, you say that it will last for two years, forget the past, now it's only more than three months, you really don't remember me, or do you deliberately do it" I wiped my nose and looked up: "It's very tired to kneel, Your Majesty, can I get up" He helped me up, and said word by word: "You remember, my name is Li Yao, from today on, you are my jade beauty, you don't have to live in the Yeting Palace anymore, you should just forget about me, you should remember that you are my woman, you used to live in Yixian Pavilion, now, You'd better move back to Elite Pavilion. ”I took two steps back and knelt down again: "I don't want to be the emperor's woman, if the emperor doesn't want to let the concubines go out of the palace, please ask the emperor to allow me to continue to live in the palace, it's very good, quiet, and there is no dispute with the world." ”Li Yao frowned: "You don't want to leave me." ”I got up myself: "You are the emperor, you have the final say." ”Li Yao suddenly hugged me into her arms: "Yusheng, can you not be so cruel, but if I can control not wanting you and not loving you, I will send you far away, but I can't do it, do you know how scared I am in this March, I can't wait to chop off this hand that stabbed you, I beg you, come back to me." ”I stood there indifferently and asked in a muffled voice: "Your Majesty, have you seen Aunt Yuewan" Su Zi replied on the side: "I have already sent someone to find it, the little master doesn't have to worry." ”Li Yao hugged me tightly, and I pushed him hard: "I'm dirty, can the emperor let me go first" Li Yao replied in my ear: "I won't let go, go back to the palace with me." ”I was picked up by Li Yao, and after walking two steps, he stopped, lowered his head and asked me: "Have you not forgotten me at all" I touched my faintly painful heart and replied: "I remember that you are the emperor, you pierced my heart with a pendant, you are the king who decides my life and death." ”Li Yao frowned: "Then do you still remember, I brought you into the palace, I doted on you, loved you and protected you, I hugged you to sleep every night, but whatever I have, I am willing to give it to you." ”I bit my finger: "Is the emperor talking about the owner of the village at the end of the bamboo cloud."
The owner of the village carried me to sleep every night, but whatever he had, he could give, he was willing to give. ”Li Yao was angry and put me down: "Can't you remember how good I am to you" "Where is he better than me, you have been in a coma for three months, and I have come to see you every night, but what about you, you shouted his name over and over again in your dreams, Lou Yusheng, tell me, why did I give everything to you, but your heart can only tolerate him" My chin was lifted by him, and I cried out with tears: "It hurts." ”Li Yao suddenly came over, pounced on me like crazy, and pried my teeth open, I was stunned at first, and then bit him hard.After he let go of me, he touched the bloody corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "You remember, I know you remember, you used to bite my lip like this, come on, slap me." ”I smiled bitterly: "I don't slap you doesn't mean I'm not angry, I just don't think it's necessary, since the emperor has seen through everything, he should stay away from me, I didn't love you before, I don't love you now, and I won't fall in love with you in the future, I" "Hmm." ”I was picked up by Li Yao strongly, and he said as he walked: "Spread my will, I will summon Lou Yusheng to sleep tonight, restore her name as a jade concubine, whoever has an opinion, kill."
The journey was very long, I almost vomited in his arms, and when I returned to the Lama Temple, Li Yao threw me into the bath."
Wash her and bring her to my bed."
At the door, Han Zining followed, and Li Yao gasped: "You go in and look at her." ”Han Zining patiently persuaded: "Your Majesty, not long after Yusheng woke up, the wounds on her body have not healed, please ask the emperor to give her time to adapt, so as not to make her feel uncomfortable." ”Li Yao roared angrily: "Give her time, didn't I give her much time, I was so kind to her before, she would wipe me away from her heart like dust every two years, who knows the bitterness in my heart, there are more wounds on her body."
I don't care about this one, I can't wait for a moment, and tonight I will make her completely die. ”Han Zining didn't dare to persuade more, so she had to go into the bath.We were speechless for a long time, and then she withdrew from the palace maids in the bath, and asked worriedly: "Yusheng, are you afraid?"
I poured water on myself and said with a smile: "You are more afraid than me." ”Han Zining bowed her head shyly: "I'm not afraid." ”I lay on the edge of the bath: "Zining, do you know why the Queen Mother likes you so much, but she hates Wei Shao" Han Zi Ning asked curiously: "Why" I leaned over: "Because Zhao Wei Shao likes the emperor, and in your heart."
There are others. ”Han Zining didn't deny it, just pondered for a moment, and began to worry about me again: "The emperor is afraid that you will be bound to win tonight, Yusheng, should you threaten the emperor with death again" I comforted her: "No, I have only escaped death for twenty-four hours, I don't want to lose my little life again, isn't it just a bed, how many women in the harem are waiting for the emperor to go to bed, if you can't be with the person you love, then who is not with you in this life" I said impassioned, really on the dragon couch, The wounds on my chest hurt me in a panic.Li Yao stood in front of the dragon couch and stretched out his arms: "Dress for me." ”I propped my head and looked at him: "Don't you have hands" Li Yao bent down and stared at me: "I have hands and feet, but it is what you should do for me." ”I tugged at the quilt tightly, "But I'm not wearing clothes." ”Li Yao's originally serious expression instantly became extremely helpless, so I had to untie my clothes and go to bed, I took out the golden hairpin stolen from Han Zining from the pillow, and aimed it at Li Yao's heart: "Tonight, in front of the palace maid and eunuch, I have given you enough face, and now it's time for you to give me face." ”Li Yao was slightly stunned, and then took my golden hairpin and threw it on the ground."
You think I'm just talking, Lou Yusheng, don't think that just because I like you, you can do whatever you want."
I touched Li Yao's chest: "If the emperor is so backbone, okay, then don't like me, I didn't ask you to like me, don't think that being liked by you will make people feel supreme glory, on the contrary, if I had known that there would be today, I should have lifted a stone to kill you when I was seven years old, instead of saving you with a soft heart." ”I thought Li Yao would be angry again, but he laughed: "You won't, if you weren't the descendant of that damn witch doctor, you would have fallen in love with me a long time ago, Yusheng, don't admit it, if you are willing to wake up, it proves that you have me in your heart." ”I also laughed: "The emperor blames me, I didn't wake up because I had you in my heart, but I dreamed that the owner of the village told me that as long as I was willing to wake up, he would be desperate to save me out, so I woke up, and I was waiting for the owner to pick me up." ”Li Yao was angry and pinched my jaw: "Lou Yusheng, don't force me." ”I stubbornly shook my head and sat up with the quilt: "You can get my body, but you will never get my heart."
The emperor has 3,000 fans in the harem, why force me to be alone, the emperor will let me live alone in the palace with peace of mind, gold and silver are easy to get in this world, jewelry is easy to find, only the heart of a lover is the most difficult to find. ”Li Yao pushed me down and bullied me: "Since it is difficult to find, I will find a shortcut, get your body first, and it is better than having nothing in the end." ”I closed my eyes, no more arguing, no longer struggling, no longer resisting.Li Yao's kiss fell densely, he reached out and pulled the quilt I was holding tightly, and I heard the sound of the only clothes on his body falling to the ground, so subtle but shocking my heart.His kiss went down from the corner of his mouth to his earlobe, all the way down."
Does the wound still hurt?"
he suddenly stopped when he kissed his heart.When I was bathing, I saw the wound, it was like half a heart, the wound had scabbed, and I could see the bloodshot after soaking in water, Li Yao's warm hand touched my wound, and then kissed it.I raised my hand and looked at the Luan bird pattern on the Hegu Cave on my left hand, which was so dazzling."
Yusheng, don't hate me."
Li Yao kissed my earlobe again, his breath fell into my ears, and my tears fell irrepressibly.He tasted my tears and reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes: "Give yourself to me, does it really make you so sad" I raised my left hand and put it on the corner of my mouth, and kissed it with a smile: "Don't be sad, I will forget who you are when I close my eyes, in my heart, as if the owner lifted my red hijab that day, and the cave room spent candles and nights with me." ”I couldn't help laughing, Li Yao punched my pillow, then got up angrily, picked up the clothes on the ground naked, and strode out of the dormitory.Li Yao didn't return all night, and I didn't sleep all night.In the early morning, Cui'er and Fu'er freshened up for me, both of them with red and swollen eyes."
Fu'er, you are" As soon as I opened my mouth, Fu'er and Cui'er both knelt down in front of me, and Fu'er choked up and said: "Please feel sorry for the emperor, the emperor put Niangniang in the palace, and it was also due to the repeated persecution of the ministers, but the emperor has not slept well for several months."
The slave and maid hoped that the mother would wake up early and the emperor would be able to sleep peacefully. ”I stretched out my hand to help them: "You all get up, isn't it just sleeping, he doesn't sleep himself, who can force it" Cui'er also cried and said: "Niangniang doesn't know, since Niangniang entered the palace, the emperor felt that the palaces in the palace were not suitable for Niangniang to live, so he spent a lot of money to invite Chen Ping to design a new palace, these days when Niangniang was in a coma, the palace has begun to be built." ”I never heard Li Yao talk about this, but I remember that he asked me where I wanted to live and I sighed: "This palace knows, you guys get up quickly." ”Fu'er continued: "The slave and maid don't get up, after the emperor went out of the palace last night, he practiced his sword in the courtyard all night, and the slave and maid looked distressed. ”I can't do anything about these two people, it just so happened that Han Zining came with treasure makeup, so I quickly got up and ran over: "Zining, you came just in time, help me persuade them." ”Han Zining saluted me: "Say hello to the concubine." ”I frowned, Han Zining held my hand tightly: "Yonghedian has the queen's eyeliner, it's better to be cautious, Niangniang was good last night" I looked at Fu'er and Cui'er who were kneeling on the ground, and sighed again: "I'm fine, but they are too stubborn." ”Han Zining squatted down and whispered a few words in Fu'er and Cui'er's ears, and the two of them went out happily.I was puzzled and asked: "How did you convince these two stubborn girls" Han Zining smiled and shook my hand: "You, you, stubborn, refuse to bow your head to anyone, they have been serving the emperor closely, the emperor is very good to the people, and they should feel sorry for the emperor, so I said to them, how can there be two people who don't quarrel, even teeth and tongue will inevitably fight." ”I didn't expect those two simple girls to be so easy to deceive, I gave Han Zining a thumbs up.Han Zining waved her hand, several palace maids came in from outside the house, and a hearty breakfast was placed in front of me: "You are safe to live in the emperor's Lama Hall now, Yusheng, I heard what the palace maids said last night, the emperor practiced the sword all night, you tell me, what happened to the emperor" I ate white fungus porridge, and kept nodding and praised: "It's delicious, Zining, don't you know, I'm almost hungry these days, especially last night, my stomach rumbled all night, but I am not familiar with the Lama Temple, I don't know where the kitchen is.Otherwise, I would have quietly gone to the kitchen to steal food. ”Han Zining wiped my mouth: "Eat slowly, you are the concubine in the palace, if you let people with ulterior motives look at it, you may not know how ugly the words will come out." ”I smiled slightly: "I'm so hungry, they don't know how hungry they are, if they are locked up in the palace and lie down without eating for three months, they won't be much better than me." ”After eating, Han Zining wanted to speak and stopped.I wiped the corners of my mouth and looked at her: "You can't hide your words, say it quickly, what's the matter" Han Zining glanced up at Bao Makeup, the master and servant both looked preoccupied, and I urged again.Bao Makeup stomped his feet: "Let's talk about it, Niangniang, last night we searched for a night in the Yeting Palace, and found Aunt Yue Slow in the pond" My heart hurt greatly, I got up and grabbed Bao Makeup and asked: "What's wrong with Aunt Yue Slow" Bao Makeup stabilized me: "Fortunately, I saved it in time, and my life was saved." ”I breathed a sigh of relief, but I realized that the words were wrong, I looked at Bao Makeup, and Bao Makeup said timidly, "But when we found Aunt Yuewan, her other leg was broken." ”I trembled: "Where is my aunt taking me to see her?"
”Han Zining got up and hugged me: "Aunt Yue Slow doesn't want you to see her like that, the emperor went to see her earlier, and my aunt said that she wanted to go back to Fanyin Village."
Now out of the palace. ”I sat down on a stool, thought for a moment and said, "If you go to the observation deck at this moment, you should be able to see the carriage leaving the palace." ”I ran out without saying a word, and Fu'er bumped into me at the door, and followed.I ran up to the observation deck in one go, and the carriage out of the palace was slowly heading towards the palace gate."
Auntie."
I shouted loudly, tore the wound on my chest, couldn't help but caress my heart and gasped violently, and gently patted my back: "Niangniang, at such a distance, my aunt can't hear it." ”I watched Aunt Yuewan's carriage drive out of the palace gate, and Fu'er suddenly shouted to the emperor.My body fell into Li Yao's arms, and he hugged me and apologized: "It's my negligence, I didn't know that Si'er and Xiaoqizi were locked up in the Yeting Palace, and I originally planned to hand over Xiaoqizi to you for disposal, but when Suzi took people to Yeting Palace, he found that Xiaoqizi had died tragically." ”"Did my aunt leave a message for me before leaving" I leaned on Li Yao's chest, Li Yao touched my arm and said, "Before Yue Slow leaves, let me bring you a word, if one day you feel that the world is big but there is no home for you, she will wait for you to go home in Fanyin Village." ”My tears fell: "It's all my fault, if I hadn't been so willful, everyone would have been fine." ”Li Yao comforted me softly: "I don't blame you, I don't blame you for not protecting you." ”After Aunt Yue Slow left, I sat alone in the dormitory with the black cat in my arms every day.Waiting for dusk, waiting for sunset, waiting for dark, waiting for dawn, the days passed day by day, Li Yao never persecuted me again, and would still hold me to sleep every night, coaxing me like a child.I didn't see the queen and others come to the Lama Hall to make trouble, Han Zining would take the time to accompany me for a while every day, and more often I locked myself in the study, painting Aunt Ran Yun and Aunt Yue Slow.Shanniang, Xiaoliu, Xiling and Jun, and even painted Chabai.But I have never painted Beili Qingluan, every time I want to draw him, but I always feel in a trance, his face I have seen countless times in my dreams, but after waking up, it is gradually blurred.In April, the peach blossoms are in full bloom.The peach blossoms in the Lama Hall are blooming very well, I sat under the peach blossom tree basking in the warm spring sun, since the observation deck that day tore the wound, the wound on the chest is not known for some reason.It can't be scabbed anymore, and it will crack every time I exert a little force, and the faint pain seems to be taken for granted.The black cat curled up at my feet, collecting the withered peach blossom petals in the courtyard, Han Zining came earlier than before, and whispered in my ear and said: "I heard that Princess Xingguo got married in June, do you want to go to Xingqing Palace to see" I don't like to join in this kind of fun, but Han Zining's eyes and eyebrows have an unusual smile, and I nodded: "Fu'er, go to Xingqing Palace with this palace." ”It really didn't disappoint me, I met Lili and Xiaoliu in Xingqing Palace.Xiaoliu and I hugged and cried, she was really rescued by Mizuki Gongzi from Dali Temple.We had dinner in Xingqing Palace, and it wasn't until the palace gate was closed that Xiaoliu reluctantly left under the pull of Lili.Han Zining and I were also about to go back to the palace, but Li Wenyi stopped us: "I heard that He Donghai gave you a letter" I nodded: "Yes, the emperor has read that letter, and it has already been torn up." ”Li Wenyi stared at us for a long time before he said to Han Zining: "Come with him, what's so good about the palace, on glory and wealth, you have been in the palace for two years, the emperor's brother has never looked at you squarely, you can only get the title of a Han beauty in your life, on the love of men and women, the emperor's brother has only Sister Yusheng in his heart, you won't be widowed for him for a lifetime, after the queen made trouble in Changchun Palace, many people in the harem handed over the excerpts to leave the palace, and the emperor's brother allowed them one by one, you can also go out of the palace, build water conservancy and build this kind of thing, It doesn't have to be favored by the emperor's brother. ”Han Zining and I were both shocked, and Li Wenyi said very plainly: "I have liked him for several years, with my status, if he was greedy for vanity, he would have become a horse master long ago, and you will not suffer if you follow him." ”Han Zining saluted dignifiedly: "The princess is lying in vain, the concubine is the emperor's woman."
It's not early, and I'll come back another day to congratulate the princess on her marriage. ”I also chased out, Han Zining went straight back to Qinghui Palace, and when I returned to the Lama Temple, it was already late at night.The dormitory was empty, and when she saw me coming back, Cui'er said in a panic: "Niangniang, go to the study and have a look, the emperor is furious." ”As soon as I walked to the door, I saw Li Yao striding in, full of anger: "You all go out, close the door, no matter what happens in the dormitory, you are not allowed to come in without my permission." ”Looking at the anger all over his body, I couldn't help but beat the drum in my heart."
Your Majesty, what's wrong with you" Although I was scared, I walked over.Li Yao picked me up and threw me on the bed like crazy, tearing my clothes.He tugged at the wound in my chest, and the pain was unbearable."
Your Majesty" "Hmm. ”He kissed him hard, I didn't even have the strength to struggle, and the clothes on my body were torn apart by him one by one
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