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Chapter 121: More than Loved


I turned my head and saw Beili Qingluan standing on the right side of Li Yao's body, his lips opened lightly, and he said word by word: "Not only loved, this love has not stopped for a moment, I loved you in the past, I love you now, and I will love you well in the future." ”This face has been revisited countless times in my dreams, but it has never been clear under my brush.His voice was so warm that I reached out to him and he walked slowly towards me.Li Yao let go of me and stood in front of me: "You are still here after all." ”Beili Qingluan's eyes were cold: "I'm here to take Sheng'er away." ”Li Yao draped the cloak on the screen on herself, and a jade fan was already in her hand: "You think the palace is a place where you can come and go as you want" Beili smiled lightly: "I have been to this palace wall compound more than once, today I not only come and go freely, but also take Sheng'er away and fly away, this palace has never been a place I like to stay, but it just made my Sheng'er wait for a long time." ”I wanted to step forward with tears in my eyes, but Li Yao came out of the fan to stop me: "I'm afraid you won't be able to leave so easily today." ”After speaking, Li Yao waved his long sleeves, and the jade fan stabbed straight at Beili Qingluan's chest, Beili Qingluan turned around lightly and dodged the jade fan, and the two fought by the bath.I know very well that Beili Qingluan's martial arts are strong.didn't know that Li Yao's martial arts were not under him.The two of them fought dozens of back and forth and couldn't tell the winner, and I was anxious about whether Qingluan's body was healed, and there was one more person next to me."

When you meet an opponent in chess, your brother Qingluan is afraid that it will be difficult to get out for a while."

I looked back and saw Cha Bai standing beside me with a sword.I nudged him, "Then you can go and help." ”Cha Bai asked playfully: "Who do you want me to help" I chuckled in my heart, I always dreamed of flying away with Beili Qingluan, but I never thought of hurting Li Yao.Even if he forced me, in the most desperate time, I only wanted to finish myself, and I didn't even think about hurting him.I can't answer Chabai's question, and when Beili Qingluan took over, he didn't forget to say to Chabai: "You take her away first." ”Cha Bai shrugged at me: "Then we'll have to go first." ”My words choked in my throat, and Cha Bai's shoulder was patted: "Dude, do you think you can walk so easily" Duanmu Xun had an indifferent expression, and Cha Bai asked very calmly: "Or we have a trick" Duanmu Xun stretched out his hand: "Please." ”Although Cha Bai has a sword in his hand, the bath is too small, and the two did not use any weapons in their fight, which is quite friendly.It's just that Li Yao's end, the two of them have a strong desire to win, Li Yao's jade fan is poisonous, and Beili Qingluan's sword is sharp, my heart is crumpled into a ball, and someone gently asked in my ear: "Guess who will win" I turned my head in surprise.Xiaoliu gave me a bear hug: "Great, finally wait for the owner to take you out of this ghost place, little master, let's go quickly." ”Suddenly, a long sword lay across Xiao Liu's neck."

If you want to go, first ask my sword if you agree."

It turned out to be a flower with the moon, and there was a faint fragrance floating on her body.In the blink of an eye, Xiaoliu and Hua Suiyue disappeared in front of my eyes, the door of the bath opened and closed, and the two of them had already gone outside the hall.I stood by the bath and watched the four of them fight, not knowing what to do."

Stop."

The door opened as soon as it swooped, and the Empress Dowager Song stood outside the door and walked in with a majestic face.Duanmu Xun and Cha Bai were the first to stop, Li Yao and Beili Qingluan were already inseparable, and when they saw the Empress Dowager Song coming, Li Yao was distracted and almost hit Beili Qingluan's sword."

Li Luan, don't you give up today" As soon as Empress Dowager Song said this, Li Yao and I were stunned.Beili Qingluan put away his sword, came to my side, and held my hand tightly: "I said a long time ago, I have no ambition for this supreme position, and I am not interested in the three palaces and six courtyards in this palace, I just want to take Sheng'er out of the palace, as long as the Empress Dowager Song is willing to nod and let go, I guarantee that your son will sit firmly in the country." ”Empress Dowager Song laughed, pointed at me and said to Beili Qingluan: "Xilingyue is known as the world's medical immortals, you have been by Xilingyue's side for so many years, you must also have a certain understanding of Wangwen, Wenqi and Che, you might as well make a conclusion about Lou Yusheng's vein." ”Beili Qingluan turned his head to look at me, I subconsciously took two steps back, and withdrew my hand from Beili Qingluan."

Li Luan, you are Li Luan, the son of Concubine Shun, you are not dead" Li Yao was very shocked, and the Empress Dowager Song nodded: "Not only is he not dead, but his mother, Concubine Shun, is also alive, but she is weak, and she has few years to live." ”Bei took two steps closer to Qingluan: "Sheng'er, what does the Empress Dowager Song mean" I took two more steps back, and didn't stop until there was no way back: "It turns out that you are also a prince." ”Beili Qingluan hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed my arm: "Sheng'er, you believe me, I didn't mean to lie to you." ”I smiled and nodded, "No matter what you do, I don't blame you." ”Empress Dowager Song sneered: "Lou Yusheng, do you dare to give your hand to Li Luan, if you are not innocent, how can Xilingyue tolerate you, if you are not only not innocent, but you still have our Jing'er's blood, I am afraid that Xilingyue will not only not tolerate you at that time, but will also try his best to execute you." ”Li Yao walked to the side of the Empress Dowager Song: "What does the Queen Mother mean by this" The Empress Dowager Song smiled: "Jing'er, don't worry, let Li Luan pulse first, Lou Yusheng, do you dare" I stretched out my hand in front of Beili Qingluan: "Why not, although the number vein is." ”Beili Qingluan hesitated twice, and grabbed my hand tightly: "No need to be in the vein, even if you are no longer innocent, I still love you, even if you have Li Jing's blood in your body, in my heart, that child also has half of your blood in his body, as long as it is yours, I love it, I want it." ”I was moved to tears, but the Empress Dowager Song poured cold water: "Xiling Yue is bent on revenge, she thinks that the concubine of the mourning family wants to harm Concubine Shun, if you are pregnant with Jing'er's child in your belly, can you still live with Li Luan" I faced the Empress Dowager Song: "I'm afraid that it can't be as the Empress Dowager wants, after Li Yao forcibly took possession of me, I have already taken the safflower pill, I used to think that once a month, as long as I can prevent me from getting pregnant, but then I felt unsafe, I ate three in a row, I am afraid that this life is not only Li Yao's child, I can't conceive any of my children. ”Empress Dowager Song's eyes were sharp: "Lou Yusheng, you are really ruthless to yourself" I nodded: "What is ruthless, compared to this deep palace, lifelong infertility is a gift from God to me." ”Empress Dowager Song approached me.Li Yao had the heart to stop it, and the Empress Dowager Song waved her hand, walked up to me, held my hand and said: "You think that the mourning family loves Han Zining so much, it is really because she has no Jing'er in her heart, and she can't pose a threat to you You think that Han Zining refuses to leave the palace alive or dead, because she is carrying the high hope tower Yusheng of Shui Yunju, you are really stupid and naïve." ”I was at a loss, and I saw that outside the door, Han Zining was dressed in purple, and walked up to me step by step with her head down.When you look up again.Tears filled her eyes: "Yusheng, I'm sorry. ”I looked at her in astonishment: "Isn't what you gave me safflower" Han Zining's two lines of tears fell: "What I gave you was safflower, but the black cat accidentally ate the safflower pill, and after the queen mother learned about it, she ordered me to make a fetal pill and dye it red, so that Cui'er replaced your safflower pill." ”My hand hung down suddenly, and the Empress Dowager Song took two steps back and laughed: "Zining is very good, I will give your good sister the number and pulse now, and see if she is already pregnant with Jing'er's child in her belly" I don't think about tea and food these days, and I always like to vomit after seeing the death of the black cat, I thought it was psychological.Han Zining stretched out her hand tremblingly, and knelt in front of the Empress Dowager Song after finishing her pulse: "Empress Dowager Qi, Concubine Yu is already pregnant for a month and a half. ”My heart was beating wildly, and Li Yao walked towards me happily: "Yusheng, you have my child." ”The joy was palpable, but I stood stupidly.I am pregnant, and I am pregnant with Li Yao's child.In front of Beili Qingluan, the Empress Dowager Song cut off my retreat one by one.After a long time, Beili Qingluan asked me: "Sheng'er, are you still willing to go with me" I wanted to nod, but my whole body seemed to be bound by something and couldn't move, Beili Qingluan's eyes dimmed instantly, and he looked at me with a sad expression: "It's okay, if you don't want to go with me, I won't force it, no matter when, as long as you want to come back to me, I will come and pick you up at any time." ”I smiled at Beili Qingluan, took Li Yao's arm and said, "Since I already have Brother Yao's child, please forget me and treat Cui Xue well." ”Beili Qingluan wanted to take a step closer, but was blocked by Li Yao with a jade fan: "Did you hear that Yusheng didn't want to go with you." ”I added: "The owner of the village should go quickly, from now on you and I will forget each other in the rivers and lakes, just a dream in the dust, and wake up without a trace." ”Beili Qingluan shouted anxiously: "Sheng'er, is this what you are talking about" Tears invaded my eyes: "People's hearts are flesh and blood, I have been pampered in the palace for several months, Li Yao has been good to me in my heart, I live a life of clothes to reach out for food every day, I have long been used to the days in the palace, the owner of the village should not embarrass me anymore, I don't want to go with you, and I am afraid that you will say that I have taken the oath before, and you will make me embarrassed." ”Beili Qingluan's eyes were red: "Okay."

Okay, I'm not embarrassed, as long as you want, I will fulfill you. ”Beili Qingluan took two steps to the door, and then turned back, I turned my face away and stopped looking at him."

Chabai, let's go."

Beili Qingluan finally ruthlessly strode out the door.A quarter of an hour later, someone came in and muttered in the ear of the Empress Dowager Song, looking at the shape of the mouth, I learned that Beili Qingluan had left the palace safely, and his whole body was so weak that he almost fell to the ground.Li Yao hugged me tightly: "Yusheng, you are really pregnant with my child." ”My heart tightened, and my eyes stared at the Empress Dowager Song: "There are so many masters in the interior, it's time to withdraw" The Empress Dowager Song laughed: "I don't know why, the mourning family likes you as soon as they see you, you are a smart child, there is no need to work hard with you, the night is late, you and Jing'er rest early." ”Empress Dowager Song walked out of the door with everyone, and Li Yao was still happy about my pregnancy.Fu'er and Cui'er at the door shouted: "Congratulations to the Queen Mother." ”My throat was sweet, and a mouthful of hot blood gushed out, and then the whole person fell softly into Li Yao's arms.Three days later, I came to my senses.The good lady took care of me in front of my hospital bed, the medicinal porridge in the house wafted with the fragrance, and my stomach gurgled and screamed.Fu'er also followed and waited, Cui'er knelt at the door, and listened to Fu'er say that Cui'er had been kneeling for three whole days, if it weren't for the good mother smoking the incense of Chinese herbs in the house, Cui'er would have been unconscious.I drank a big bowl of porridge and had a terrible appetite."

Whisk.Let her go back to sleep, and when she is awake, she will come to the palace to plead guilty. ”I stood up and relaxed, and my whole body ached."

If Niangniang doesn't go out to see her, she is so stubborn, I'm afraid she won't get up."

Fu'er cautiously replied to my words.I asked curiously: "If the Queen Mother asked you to replace the medicine in the palace, what would you do" Fu'er knelt down in front of me anxiously: "Does the mother want to listen to the slave and maid tell the truth" I gave her a blank look: "Nonsense, am I willing to listen to the fake" Fu'er lowered her head and raised it suddenly: "Back to the mother, if the queen mother asked the slave to change the mother's medicine, the slave and the maid will do the same." ”I was puzzled and asked: "Why just because she is the queen mother, you don't dare to offend" Fu'er shook her head again and again: "It's not because of the majesty of the queen mother."

But the slave maid feels sorry for the emperor in her heart, the emperor is good to the mother, the world says that the authorities are obsessed with the bystanders, the slave and the maid see it really, the emperor is sincerely loving the mother, the mother is rebellious, different from other mothers in the palace, but people's hearts are made of meat, and please understand the emperor's sincerity. ”I thought it was funny, they didn't know the pain in my heart, so I reached out to help her: "Get up."

You tell Cui'er that if she insists on kneeling for a long time, she doesn't want to serve in front of the palace, and if she still wants to serve the palace, she has to take care of her body and work hard, don't want to be lazy when she is sick. ”Fu'er got up happily and walked out with a smile on her face.It didn't take long for Cui'er, whose knees were already numb, to leave with the help of Fu'er.Shanniang rubbed my shoulder: "You, you are still such a good mother, you are not afraid that she is the eyeliner that the Queen Mother planted beside you, and your every move in the future will not help you at all." ”I touched the good lady's hand: "It would be nice if you came back to me sooner." ”Shanniang squatted in front of me and beat my legs: "Niangniang doesn't want to give birth to the emperor's child" My eyes flashed: "Sister Shan, what can you do to make this child disappear" Shanniang's eyes dimmed, and she sighed: "Yusheng, you call me Sister Shan, can you listen to my heart" I smiled bitterly and nodded: "Sister Shan, I have something to say." ”Shanniang paused for a while, got up and closed the door before returning to me: "Yusheng, do you love the owner" I replied without hesitation: "Love, of course love." ”Shanniang asked again: "Then do you love the emperor" I hesitated for a moment: "Sister Shanniang asked what to do with this" Shanniang persistently, and then asked: "Do you love the emperor" I replied loudly: "Of course I don't love, Sister Shan, I know that my heart loves the owner, why bother asking" Shanniang touched my hand: "I know, if it wasn't for the Queen Mother's precautions that night, you would definitely go with the owner, but have you thought about it, after leaving the palace, even if you don't have this child, even if you are still innocent, even if Xilingyue accepts you, Even if Concubine Shun does not object, one day, the owner of the village will stand on the opposite side of the emperor, and at that time their brothers will be fratricidal, how should you deal with it I didn't think about so many questions at all, about Beili Qingluan's life experience, I didn't expect it.I was silent, and the good mother said: "The queen mother calculates you step by step, but her calculations make people hateful, aside from the identity of the queen mother, she is just a child's mother, no mother does not want her child to be happy, everything she does, but because the emperor loves you, she loves the house and Wu, and has never hurt you half a point, which is rare." ”"Since you entered the palace, she has not only not embarrassed you, but has defended you everywhere, do you know that the Queen Mother punished the queen for you, and also offended the queen's forces, in this dilemma, she did not hesitate to stand up to protect you.Changing Concubine Shun is absolutely impossible. ”I was a little sluggish, and asked blankly: "Sister Shan told me why these things" Shan Niang said earnestly: "What I want to tell you, follow the owner, there are too many uncertainties in your life, and the road is long and difficult, I don't know if you can survive all the hardships in order to taste that little bit of sweetness."

But have you ever thought that in your heart, you really don't care about the emperor, as long as you give birth to the emperor's child, you will never have the idea of leaving the palace.The Queen Mother will definitely treat you well, maybe the emperor can't give you a vigorous love, but his love for you is as warm as jade and a long stream, isn't it a kind of happiness. ”I finally understood Shanniang's words: "So Sister Shanniang wants to persuade me to keep this child" Shanniang persuaded me bitterly: "The child is innocent, since he is here, no one who is a mother will hurt his child." ”I remember the last time Han Zining persuaded me, I was furious with her.But what the good lady told me, I couldn't vent my emotions.At noon, Li Yao went down to the court and went straight to the Lama Temple.I ate a big bowl of rice for lunch, and I squinted for a while when I was sleepy.When I woke up, Li Yao was lying next to me.The hand was placed on my abdomen and rubbed repeatedly.I grabbed his hand: "If the emperor doesn't take a lunch break in broad daylight, let's go to the Xuanzheng Hall to review the recital." ”Li Yao kissed me lightly on the forehead: "Yusheng, in another eight months, this child will open his eyes and see the world, since you are pregnant, move to Tinglan Water Pavilion in the summer." ”I sneered: "Didn't the emperor want to go to the palace for the summer" Li Yao touched my forehead: "You are still choking on words, the children are protesting" I sat up: "The emperor said that he laughed, he is still a ball of blood, and it is unknown how long he can survive." ”I got up and got out of bed, and Li Yao followed closely: "I have already given the order, if the child in your womb has the slightest mistake."

I asked the entire Lama Hall to bury my child, and I did what I said. ”I poured a glass of water for Li Yao: "The emperor is angry, drink water to dissolve and dissolve." ”Li Yao put down the teacup and hugged me from behind: "I'm not joking with you, if anything happens to this child, I will definitely let a group of people bury him." ”I broke Li Yao's hand and looked back at him with a smile: "The emperor thought that this would threaten the concubine Yonghe Hall is the emperor's bedroom, and the emperor still has no pity, the concubines have not lived here for long, their lives and deaths have nothing to do with the concubines, and the emperor can deal with them as he wants." ”Li Yao pinched my chin: "If I tell you."

Is this matter related to the life and death of Concubine Xian, and it has nothing to do with you" My hand shook twice, grabbed Li Yao's arm and asked: "You mean that Weiyan is not dead, where is she" Li Yao handed me Zhao Weiyao's copper lock, which was Zhao Weiyao's lifeblood, and he had never taken it off since he was a child."

Concubine Xian is not dead, she is your good sister, even if I do everything I have, I will protect what you cherish."

I was surprised and delighted, I couldn't help jumping twice, Li Yao hurriedly hugged me: "My little heart, you are pregnant now, it is not suitable for strenuous exercise." ”I broke free from Li Yao's arms: "Then ask the emperor to let the concubine meet Concubine Shangxian." ”Li Yao shook his head lightly: "Not now." ”I asked anxiously: "Why not" Li Yao hugged me and said: "I promise you, when my child is born safely, I will let you see an intact concubine, and she will stay in the palace to be your companion in the future, do you say okay" It turned out that Zhao Weiyan was a magic weapon he used to threaten me, and I rubbed my temples: "The concubine has been in the house for a long time and has some chest tightness, and the concubine will go out first to breathe." ”Li Yao wanted to follow, but was stopped by Shanniang at the door.Shanniang muttered a few words to Li Yao, and Li Yao went to the study.The Lama Temple is really boring, I have been walking for a long time and I am very tired, and the good lady has been following me, sensing that I am uncertain, and it is not good to persuade me to do anything.Eventually I was feeding the fish by the pond and bored.The breeze was gentle, and the fish in the pond swam to and fro, but they could not swim out of the small pond.I sat by the railing, drowsy.Shanniang pushed my arm: "Niangniang, Han Meiren is here." ”I looked up and saw Han Zining walking towards me from the end of the rockery, I threw all the fish food in my hand in the water, clapped my hands and got up to leave.Shanniang grabbed me: "Niangniang, don't be angry, walking in this deep palace, half a step is inarticulate, why don't you listen to Han Meiren's explanation" I don't have time to turn around and leave, Han Zining has already walked to my side.I leaned on the railing, staring at the fish in the pond scrambling to eat.Han Zining stood beside me for a long time before she spoke: "Yusheng, I'm here to say goodbye to you." ”I didn't raise my head and threw it to her: "Go slowly, don't send it." ”Han Zining stood there a little cramped, and squeezed out another sentence after a while: "Yusheng, I'm going out of the palace tomorrow, after this incident, I finally understand that the deep palace is not a place where I can stay, so I came, first, to apologize to you, and second, to say goodbye to you." ”I'd love to ignore her.But I couldn't help but ask: "Who are you going with":