Han Zining smiled at me in the wind: "I shouldn't be able to wait for him, so I can only leave with someone who is willing to take me away." ”At the end of the laugh, Han Zining's eyes were already soaked, she sat next to me and climbed my arm and asked, "If I didn't find you when the owner of the village went down the mountain to order the beauty embryo, and now that you live with Grandma in Fanyin Village, have you ever thought about being with Qibao" I looked back at her, bit my lip and shook my head.Han Zining asked with some loss: "Why do you shake your head, Qibao is so good, everyone who has seen him knows that he only has you in his heart." ”I sighed: "Some things are destined, such as we will know, such as stepping into this involuntary deep palace, such as you never thought of leaving, but you can easily escape from this cage, such as me, once you step into the palace, it will be difficult to get out again." ”Han Zining was a little timid, but she was silent for a long time, but she still mustered up the courage to say: "Actually, I think the emperor is very good, the rivers and lakes may not be comparable to the deep palace, why don't you give him a chance, maybe you will find your ideal life." ”I didn't get angry at all, I just smiled at her: "After returning to Shuiyunju, if you are free, help me go to Fanyin Village to see Aunt Yuewan, and help me bring a message to her, just say that I will go back sooner or later, please aunt wait for me." ”Han Zining wanted to say something more, but Shanniang urged on the side: "Han Meiren, Lord He has been waiting over there for a long time, if we meet again in the future, it will not be too late to catch up with the past." ”Of course, Han Zining, who was talented and intelligent, could hear the meaning of Shanniang's words, got up and saluted me, and whispered, "Take care." ”I didn't look back, the wind blew and shook my eyes.It's as uncomfortable as sand.After a long time, Shanniang put her hand on my shoulder: "It's already far away, the wind is strong and the weather is cold, Niangniang should go back to the palace to rest." ”When I came back from the pond, I felt empty in my heart, and I ate and slept every day, and I gained a lot of weight all at once.After Han Zining left, there was no one in this palace who could communicate with me, only the good lady surrounded me all day long, which made my heart a little more stable.He Donghai took Han Zining away.A few days later, Li Wenyi came back from outside the palace and went straight to the Lama Temple.Li Yao happened to be coaxing me to drink a big bowl of fetal pills, I was very irritable, if it wasn't for the good mother who kept signaling me to endure, I would have turned my face on the table a long time ago.As soon as Li Wenyi came in, he directly knocked over the fetal pill in Li Yao's hand to the ground, and I was overjoyed in my heart, but Li Wenyi's expression was a little weird, and he pointed to Li Yao's nose and asked: "Brother Emperor, why did you marry Han Zining to He Donghai, have you ever thought about my feelings" Li Yao got up.Good words persuaded: "Wen Yi, don't mess around, Yusheng is pregnant and shouldn't be frightened, let's go out and talk about what you have." ”Li Wenyi looked at me curiously: "Why, even you have compromised, how did you do it with one person in mind, but you gave your body to another person" Yuhe trembled on the side: "Princess." ”Li Wenyi turned around and reprimanded Yuhe: "You know that you are afraid, is it useful to be afraid, if you are afraid, it will not bring you the disaster of killing, if you are afraid, you will be pitied, and if you are afraid, you will be able to redeem your beloved" Yuhe shook his head tremblingly: "Can't." ”Li Wenyi scolded again: "Get out, this princess doesn't want to see you like this." ”We all know that Li Wenyi is very aggrieved in her heart, but we didn't expect her to be so angry."
Wen Yi, why did you come back, I thought you would have to stay in the palace for at least half a year before you came back this time."
Li Yao poured a glass of water for Li Wenyi, and Li Wenyi flicked his sleeves.The water sprinkled Li Yao's hand, and Fu'er stepped forward to wipe it with a handkerchief, but was stopped by Li Yao."
If I don't come back, I really don't know that my brother has such a great ability to let a woman who is not in your heart give you a child, brother might as well tell me, how did you do it" Li Wenyi's eyes were full of anger, and I got up with a light smile: "This is the emperor's family matter, the concubine is not waiting here, and the concubine will retire." ”Li Wenyi stepped out to stop me: "Don't go, I still want to ask you how you can do it with different hearts" I calmly persuaded her: "The princess should know that the whole world is not the king's land, and what the emperor wants is naturally at her fingertips, and the princess doesn't have to be annoyed, since He Donghai can't see the pearls, why should the princess be willing to be dusty" Li Wenyi's little face turned red, and roared at me: "Since the whole world is not the king's land, then why does he only care about satisfying his own selfishness, and he doesn't look at his sister at all" I couldn't answer, The good lady motioned for me to stop talking, and I shut up.Li Wenyi was aggressive, and pointed the finger at me: "Please also ask my sister-in-law to tell me bluntly, how did my sister-in-law lie down under a person she doesn't like" Her words hit my heart, and I couldn't vent my breath.Li Yao finally got angry and slapped the table: "Li Wenyi, have you made enough trouble" Li Wenyi turned back angrily: "No, I'm not feeling good now, don't think about it, especially you, don't think about it, you think she really likes you, what kind of ability is it to keep her body, you have the ability to make her fall in love with you." ”The slap of "snap" suddenly came, and I trembled in shock.The Empress Dowager Song, with the support of her grandmother, was ruthless."
Say hello to the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother is blessed with Jin'an."
I saluted, and the Empress Dowager Song immediately changed her face with a smile on her face to help me: "Yusheng, you are pregnant now, it is not appropriate to salute, you don't have to be formal when you see the mourning family in the future, good mother, you take the concubine Niangniang to the imperial garden to see the summer flowers, this room is very breathless, which is not good for the fetus." ”I can't wait to leave this place of right and wrong, Li Wenyi didn't dare to hum half a word in front of the Empress Dowager Song.When I walked out of the palace, I heard the Queen Mother saying: "The mourning family has found a family affair for you, marry Ma Renyu on the sixth day of the first month of June, before the marriage comes, you will think about it behind closed doors in Xingqing Palace, who dares to let you out of the palace without the permission of the mourning family, and there will be no forgiveness." ”Sure enough, it was the Empress Dowager Song who was dignified, and after I walked out of the Lama Hall with Shanniang, I asked: "This Ma Renyu, who is the person" Shanniang smiled and said: "Ma Renyu is a native of Xuzhou, and a descendant of Wang Sui of Tang Beiping."
The world is Wuning Military Academy, his mother is pregnant, although the princess is wronged when she marries, but she has no worries about food and clothing, I heard that this Ma Renyu is a good person, and the queen mother is looking for relatives for the princess, which is not bad. ”But I thought in my heart, I'm afraid Li Wenyi won't compromise easily.Walking and walking, I came to the Qinghui Hall unconsciously, and when Han Zining was there, as long as he walked to the door of the Qinghui Palace, a smell of tea would come to his nose.Coupled with the incense made by the treasure makeup, anyone who came to the door of Qinghui Hall couldn't help but want to go in and sit.Now the gate of the Qinghui Palace is closed, and seeing that the scorching summer is coming, the people in the palace who are afraid of heat have moved to the Hanliang Palace."
Niangniang, go back, it's not early."
The good lady couldn't bear to look at me and think about things, so she pulled me back.When I came back from the Qinghui Temple, I began to vomit.Especially in the morning, the morning sickness reaction is too strong, I feel weak every day, and my previous good appetite is gone.On the sixth day of the first month of June, Li Wenyi got married.I was surprised that she agreed to marry.I thought that Li Wenyi would marry the son of General Wang, and all the dowries had been prepared, so although the time was tight this time, Li Wenyi's dowry was very rich.Fu'er came to report that Li Yao was waiting for me at the observation deck, but I deduced that I was very tired and didn't go.The good lady blames me for being ignorant, Li Wenyi still blames Li Yao in the end, when she got married, she put on her wedding dress and sat in a sedan chair and went out of the palace, Li Wenyi is stubborn, although Li Yao feels sorry for this sister, she can only look at it from a distance from the observation deck.I took a sip of the decoction that the good lady boiled for me, and spit out the small bowl of white rice porridge that I had eaten in the morning, and Fu'er smiled and said that it must be a little prince, and it is a net toss.Because I vomited and dirty the dormitory, Fu'er and Cui'er were cleaning the dormitory, and the good mother went to cook medicated porridge again, and I sat alone by the lotus pond in the Lama Temple to feed the fish.There was an extra reflection in the water, and when I looked back, the little eunuch was very raw."
The slave greets the concubine."
I gave him half of the fish food in my hand: "You came just in time, Hongu is just boring, you accompany Hongu to feed the fish." ”The little eunuch stood beside me, and instead of reaching out to take it, he took out a black medicine bottle from his sleeve and handed it to me, and whispered: "If the concubine wants to leave the palace in the future, it is better not to leave this child." ”I was shocked, and I looked up and asked: "Who sent you" The little eunuch kept his head down: "No one sent a slave here, but the slave felt that the concubine Niangniang needed a slave to reach out and rescue her, there was only one pill in it, and it was taken with warm water before going to sleep, and the next morning it was as easy to solve the child in the mother's womb as if it was coming to Kwai Shui." ”I didn't dare to pick up the medicine bottle, so the little eunuch stuffed the medicine bottle into my hand: "That's all the slave can help, Niangniang wants to go out of the palace to reunite with her lover in the future."
or stay in the palace to be the emperor's favorite concubine, it is all up to the mother to decide. ”I looked at the medicine bottle in my hand for a few seconds, and when I looked up again, the little eunuch was gone.I didn't have the heart to feed the fish anymore, so I went straight to the dormitory, and the good lady happened to come in with a hot medicinal porridge.I sent both Fu'er and Cui'er to the kitchen to get snacks, and when I saw my appetite, Fu'er was very happy, so I took Cui'er out with her.I handed the pill given by the little eunuch to Shanniang, Shanniang frowned and asked: "What is this" I said bluntly: "When I was feeding the fish in the lotus pond just now, a little eunuch gave it to me, Sister Shan, I can only believe you in this deep palace, I can't hide this matter from you, you help me see, this pill is not an abortion pill" Shanniang shouted in surprise: "You don't want this child" I quickly covered Shanniang's mouth: "Shh, don't be too loud, be careful that the wall has ears, Sister Shan, let's see what kind of medicine this is" Shanniang poured out the pill and put it in the palm of her hand and smelled it: "It smells like an abortion pill, there are too many scheming people in this palace, you must not eat this pill indiscriminately." ”Li Yao pushed the door in: "What can't be eaten indiscriminately" The good lady shook her hand, and the pill fell to the ground.I was quick with my eyes, so I immediately bent down to pick it up and put it into the cuffs, and when I got up, I twisted my waist too quickly, Li Yao couldn't bear to blame me, but ordered me to lie down and not move.This night, my back hurt badly, and I snorted twice in the middle of the night, and Li Yao immediately woke up: "Yusheng, where are you uncomfortable" My mouth was dry, so I spoke: "Can the emperor pour a glass of water for his concubine" Li Yao touched my head: "Fool, of course you can, you wait and don't move, I'm going to pour water for you." ”Looking at Li Yao's back, I hesitated, put my hand under the pillow, before going to bed, I put the pill under the pillow, tossed and turned for a long time and didn't fall asleep, my mind was full of thinking that if Beili Qingluan took me out of the palace that night, I was now wandering the world, or accompanying my master at the end of Zhuyun, or returning to Fanyin Village to serve my aunt and rely on her for my life."
Yusheng."
Li Yao suddenly turned around, and I was startled.Li Yao immediately came to my side, touched my forehead and asked, "Is it that I am too loud and scare you" I shook my head weakly: "Your Majesty, the concubine is thirsty." ”Li Yao smiled knowingly: "You wait for me, this water is a little cold, it will make you sick if you drink it, I will boil some hot water for you, you eat less at night, I will give you a bowl of fresh meat wontons, how" I remember the taste of fresh meat wontons, and the handsome back of Beili Qingluan when cooking.I nodded when the ghost sent me, and Li Yao really went to the kitchen.I put on my coat and followed out, Fu'er and Cui'er helped in the kitchen, and Shanniang came to me: "This scene is very familiar" I nodded: "At that time, the owner of the village also cooked fresh meat wontons for me, and I haven't eaten it for a long time." ”Shanniang sighed lightly: "The emperor is the Ninth Five-Year Emperor, if you want to eat fresh meat wontons, he only needs to call once." ”I held Shanniang's hand: "I understand, I understand what Sister Shan's wants to say, but people are like this, you have eaten the first bowl of delicious fresh meat wontons, and you will never forget the taste, no matter how many fresh meat wontons you make later, and how much effort you spend to please you, I am afraid that the taste is not as good as the first time." ”In the middle of the night, I had a surprisingly good appetite, and under the attention of Li Yao and others, I finished eating two small bowls of fresh meat wontons.Li Yao wiped the soup stains on the corner of my mouth: "Yusheng, you eat slowly, if you like it, I will often make it for you in the future." ”Maybe I was choked by the soup suddenly, and my tears fell down.The good lady took the breeze and them down, and only me and Li Yao were left in the dormitory.Li Yao wiped my tears: "It doesn't matter if I don't make it delicious, I will study hard in the future." ”I nodded with tears in my eyes: "It's delicious, the fresh meat wontons made by the emperor are delicious." ”Li Yao got up, walked behind me and bent over to hug me: "Don't cry."
Although I can't give you the freedom in the rivers and lakes, but my love for you will change for a lifetime, and my greatest wish is to take the child you gave birth to me to go horseback riding, and then we will live in the suburban palace for a while, so that you will not be suffocated in the palace. ”I was very panicked, Li Yao sat down next to me and asked: "It's the first quarter moon now, do you want to go to the moon to admire, it's better to digest and digest, otherwise you will be uncomfortable lying down." ”I politely refused: "The concubine is tired and wants to sleep." ”Li Yao handed me the cup of warm water on the table: "Aren't you thirsty, drink saliva to moisten your throat before you sleep." ”My hand holding the cup kept shaking, Li Yao turned around and went to make the bed, I took out the pill from the cuff with my right hand, and glanced back at Li Yao, he turned his back to me, Li Yao looked like a little old man under the light.I hesitated, not knowing what to do.Li Yao suddenly turned his back to me and said, "Yusheng, let me cook food for you in the future." ”My heart was sudden, and my voice trembled: "Why did the emperor suddenly say this" Li Yao smiled: "I found that what others made, Yusheng would vomit when he ate it, and the fresh meat wontons I made, Yusheng ate very well."
It can be seen that my child has telepathy with me, and like me, he knows that he feels sorry for you. ”I asked tentatively: "If this child is gone, what will happen to the emperor" Li Yao paused, then turned around and walked towards me, I held the pill tightly in the palm of my hand."
Yusheng, don't you really want this child at all" Li Yao's eyes were sad, and I didn't dare to look into his eyes.After thinking for a long time, he replied: "The concubine just asked, the fetus under three months may not be able to go smoothly, if the child is gone, will the emperor blame me" Li Yao grabbed my hand tightly: "No, the most injured person is you when the child is gone, I feel sorry for you It's too late, how can I bear to blame you, don't worry, I will protect you and the child, and I won't let you suffer the slightest grievance." ”I smiled bitterly: "Your Majesty, if I give birth to this child, can you let me out of the palace" Li Yao's eyes suddenly flickered twice, and the meaning in his eyes was too deep: "Are you making a deal with me" I broke free of Li Yao's palm: "Just if the concubine didn't ask, the emperor still has to get up early to go to the court and rest early." ”I walked to the bed, and Li Yao said behind me: "I promise you, as long as you don't hurt yourself, when this child is born, if you still insist on leaving the palace, I will fulfill you." ”I didn't have the joy I expected, lying in bed with a lot of thoughts, I knew that Li Yao was making the last bet, he was betting on whether this child could keep my heart.Looking at Li Yao lying beside me, I had mixed feelings, if he was not in love with me, but Zhao Weiyan, or Han Zining.How nice that would be.Li Yao stayed up all night, and when I woke up the next day, I rummaged through the entire bed, but the pill I was holding in my hand was gone.Shanniang also helped me find it for a long time, and asked Fu'er and Cui'er, who came to the dormitory today, and they both said that they slept too late last night, overslept in the morning, and failed to change clothes for the emperor in time, and did not step into the dormitory at all.I panicked in my heart, if Li Yao took it, the consequences would be unimaginable.Got off the morning and back.Li Yao did not immediately return to the Lama Temple as usual.I waited for a day, and at dusk, Li Yao sent Su Zi to say that he was going to the queen's palace tonight, so he wouldn't go back to the Lama Hall to eat with me.I looked at each other with Shanniang, I couldn't eat anything at dinner, Cui'er packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went out of the dormitory, Shanniang said that she went to the kitchen and then went out of the Lama Temple.I think she should have sent a message to the Empress Dowager Song, after all, I haven't eaten all day.It didn't take long for the Empress Dowager Song to come to see me with a bunch of snacks, and when she saw that Li Yao didn't accompany me in the palace anymore, she couldn't sit still at that time, and after a few words of greeting, she left the Lama Palace.A quarter of an hour later, Fu'er came in and said in my ear: "Niangniang, guess where the Empress Dowager went" I was turning over the bed I don't know how many times, Fu'er asked puzzledly: "Niang Niang has been looking for everything for a day" I sat back on the stool embarrassedly, drank saliva and asked: "Where did the Empress Dowager go" Fu'er smiled on her face: "The Empress Dowager went to Qingning Palace, but the Empress Dowager did not go in, but just let Mama go in to tell her, saying that the Empress Dowager was unwell tonight, so the Empress took Concubine Shu and others to wait closely. ”I don't understand why the Empress Dowager Song did this, she was still in good spirits when she first came.Seeing that I was at a loss, Fu'er explained: "Niangniang doesn't know, the Queen Mother really loves you, before you entered the palace, the Queen Mother always came to the Yonghe Hall to advise the emperor, nothing more than some rain and dew are evenly stained and the like, now it's good, the emperor just went to the queen's palace with the front foot, and the queen mother helped you call the queen to the Yaoguang Palace." ”I finally understood what Fu'er's smile meant, and I took a sip of water: "Then you go and tell Shanniang to boil more medicinal porridge, the queen mother summoned the queen to serve in Yaoguang Hall at this time, but I am afraid that the emperor will not eat this meal well." ”Fu'er kept nodding: "Well, it's still the concubine Niangniang who feels sorry for the emperor, and the slave maid will do it." ”Half an hour later, Li Yao did not come back, but Su Zi came, saying that the emperor was going to the Xuanzheng Palace to deal with government affairs, and he would return to the Yonghe Hall for dinner later, so please prepare the kitchen.I pulled Su Zi and asked: "What is the urgency of the emperor tonight" Su Zi looked around at no one, and then whispered in my ear: "Niangniang, don't misunderstand the emperor, the emperor is not going to Qingning Palace to favor the queen, but someone around the queen wants to kill the mother." ”I chuckled in my heart: "Did you catch it" Su Zi looked at me in surprise, and I immediately explained: "Didn't Father-in-law Su say that there was someone around the queen who wanted to harm the palace, did that person catch it" Su Zi's expression was relieved: "It's been caught, and the emperor is interrogating." ”I asked again: "Is that person a man or a woman" Su Zi replied in a low voice: "It's a little eunuch, not long after he was sent to the queen's palace, he was punished by the queen into the palace this morning, the emperor is wise, and he didn't let the bad guys get away with it." ”I was a little dizzy and stumbled two steps.Su Zi came out to help me: "Concubine Niangniang, it's okay" I smiled at him: "It's okay, it's just that you're weak and have no strength, you go to the Xuanzheng Palace to tell the emperor, just say that you don't have to come forward in person to interrogate this kind of thing, the good lady has boiled the medicinal porridge, and the palace is waiting for the emperor to come back and eat together." ”Su Zi took the order and left.I stood in the night, and my heart was terrified.That pill fell into Li Yao's hands, and when he returned to the dormitory, there might be a lot of anger waiting for me.I was very worried in my heart, hoping that Li Yao would come back quickly, but also afraid to face his roaring face.As I was hesitating, I was gently tapped on the back
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