When I was eleven years old, my father died the day after I took the high school entrance examination.I never met my mother, and when my father died, I was left alone.However, his death did not bring me the slightest bit of sorrow, and I was even relieved to say that it was contrary to the word.On weekdays, he was a heavy drinker, and as soon as he got drunk, he would come home and punch and kick me, and for as long as I can remember, I have not lacked scars on my body, and I have long been used to the pain.Perhaps, the only thing that worries me about his death is that I won't be able to go to school in the future.At this time, a person who claimed to be my sister-in-law took me through the adoption procedures.As far as I know, she is a brother and sister who are not related to my father, and she has a lot of contacts on weekdays, and she feels very sorry for me, and her arrival finally made me cancel my plan to be a street child and beg for a living.On the day I finished the formalities, when my sister-in-law took me by the hand and walked into the palatial room, I was greeted by a girl with long shawl hair, melon seed face, and a white dress like a princess.At that moment, I forgot everything around me and just looked at her so stupidly that my mind went blank.I've never seen such a pretty girl."
Mom, you're finally back" Her voice was sweet, with a hint of coquettishness.My aunt hurriedly introduced her: "Jiaojiao, this is your brother, live with us from today onwards" "There was silence around them.I looked up and made eye contact with the girl.That was my first meeting with Xu Jiao.The first time she saw me, her eyes instantly changed from joy to coldness, and her eyes seemed to be looking at a cloud of air, without the slightest emotion.I felt uneasy in my heart, and I opened my mouth to say hello, but I didn't know what to say, but Xu Jiao was silent, and turned around and left without waiting for my aunt to finish speaking."
This kid, why are you so ignorant" My aunt smiled apologetically at me and walked over to teach Xu Jiao a lesson.I looked at the leftover clothes from my father's clothes, and the pair of shoes full of holes on my feet, and my heart ached.As a young child, I lowered my head with low self-esteem, and I could read her eyes, and I didn't blame her.I haven't been in contact with any girls since I was a child, and I don't even know how to say hello to Xu Jiao.I only dared to look at her secretly all day, like a lowly beggar.She is very beautiful, like a fairy in her gestures, and compared to her, I am a complete toad.The second time I had a conversation with her, it was when I called her "sister" for the second time, and she told me in an extremely cold tone that she was not my sister and that I had nothing to do with her.My uncle doesn't come home for many years in business, and my sister-in-law still loves me very much, so I gradually got used to it.But Xu Jiao still hates me very much, she never wants to talk to me, every time she sees me, her face will appear indifferent to people who are thousands of miles away.However, I have seen more than once that whenever she is alone with her aunt or uncle, her face will be filled with happiness, and I have discovered for the first time that she is actually more beautiful when she smiles than when she has a strained face.In the three years of junior high school after that, I began to live a careful life, trying not to appear in her sight, because I wanted her smile to appear a few times.Therefore, I focused all my attention on studying, and like a madman, I abandoned all extracurricular activities, and did not make any friends or read any extracurricular books for three years, just to achieve a grade comparable to hers, and no longer be a toad.In the past three years, except for every time Xu Jiao's birthday, I would secretly buy a birthday cake for her, and we have never had the slightest intersection.Three years later, I was admitted to Xu Jiao's high school, which was the best school in our city, and my score was even higher than her original score.Seeing that I worked so hard, my aunt was very pleased to call me and Xu Jiao together, and told us to study hard together and take care of each other in the future.When I blushed a little, I couldn't help but glance at Xu Jiao, but I found that she was also looking at me, and there was a slight smile on the corner of her mouth.She still refused to talk to me, but that smile because of me made me extra happy during the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination.I thought that after the same high school, our relationship would get a little better, and even gradually break this cold situation.However, an accident brought everything back to square one.It was the night before the start of high school, Xu Jiao went out for a party with her classmates and didn't come back late.My aunt and uncle were not at home, and I sat in the living room waiting for her with some concern.It wasn't until the wee hours of the morning that she opened the door and the sound of jagged footsteps entered my bedroom.I rushed out of the room to find her in high heels, staggering against the wall, as if she was about to fall.I was frightened and hurriedly supported her: "Sister, what's wrong with you" This is the first time I took the initiative to talk to her, and I was inevitably a little nervous, but I was also ready to be ignored by her.What I didn't expect was that although Xu Jiao ignored me, she leaned on my body softly, and her mouth made an inaudible muttering sound.I smelled a foul smell of alcohol, and it looked like she was drunk.However, the smell of wine mixed with the rich body fragrance on her body made my heart tremble.I didn't dare to think about it, so I hurriedly let her lie down on the sofa first, went to the kitchen and poured a cup of tea to sober her up.At this time, Xu Jiao was already lying on the sofa and fell asleep, and even made a slight snoring sound.I just walked over with tea, and when I saw her sleeping, I was stunned in place.Her white face had a hint of redness, and she looked even more seductive than usual.Because he went out to party, he wore a short denim skirt on his lower body, and his slender and smooth legs shone seductively in the light.Although she is only in her second year of high school, her body is well developed, her breasts are very plump, and her whole figure can be called the golden ratio.The surroundings were quiet, quiet only for the two of us breathing.My heart began to beat faster and my face flushed a little.The long-endured love burst out at this moment.Now there are only two of us in the house, and she is still drunk, if I do something to think of this, I was taken aback by myself, how can this disgusting thought be worthy of my aunt I took a deep breath, put down the teacup, and walked over to help Xu Jiao up.This time, I came into close contact with her face, and the fragrant breath hit my face, and I could feel the warmth of her body.This is the closest I've ever been to her in all these years.I couldn't hold it anymore, so I leaned over slowly, thinking that if I just kissed her quietly, no one would notice and nothing would hurt her.I just want to kiss and don't do anything excessive.Just as I was about to get close to her lips, Xu Jiao, who had been sleeping, suddenly opened her eyes.At this moment, the faces of the two of us were at zero distance and I was dumbfounded, looking at her stupidly, not knowing what to say.Xu Jiao looked at me in a daze for a while, as if she suddenly woke up, and let out a terrible scream: "Ah" I was frightened, hurriedly covered her mouth, and hurriedly explained: "Sister, you misunderstood, it's not what you think, I just want to wake you up for a cup of tea" I'm afraid that her screams will disturb the neighbors around, I don't dare to imagine what kind of disappointed eyes she will look at me if this matter is known by my sister-in-law.While I explained, Xu Jiao struggled desperately, and after a long time, she quieted down, and finally let go of her hands that had been pushing me, and motioned for me to let go with calm eyes."
Sister, I'm sorry, it's really not what you think" I breathed a sigh of relief and let go of her lips a little nervously.Before I could finish speaking, a loud slap hit me in the face, and my whole head was buzzing.For the first time, I found out that a girl's strength can be so great."
You're disgusting" was the first time she had spoken to me in three years.Regaining that indifferent face, Xu Jiao staggered back to her bedroom.I was stunned for a moment, and rushed over to explain outside her room, but there was no response.That night, I sat in front of her room and stayed awake all night
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