The next day, my aunt and uncle came back, and I thought Xu Jiao would complain to them, but I didn't expect her to go straight to the school without saying a word, and went through the accommodation procedures by the way.Ichichi High School is not far from my aunt's house, and she probably never wants to see me again.I regret that I also went through the accommodation procedures.I tried to find a chance to explain to her, but I didn't dare to meet her, and just like that, the relationship between us, which had finally eased somewhat, returned to the freezing point.After that, Xu Jiao in high school became more and more rebellious.Because her aunt's family background is good, she is very generous, and she has made friends with a lot of school bullies and school grass, and in the second year of high school, she also fell in love with a young man.That young man is very handsome, but even I can see the frivolity in his eyes, and dating her is definitely for her body, I didn't expect Xu Jiao to be confused by him.I couldn't help but try to persuade her in private, and I wanted to tell her that I had seen the man walk around the campus more than once holding the hand of another beautiful girl.I didn't expect her to react to this, just looked at me indifferently, and then walked away around me like a piece of garbage.After walking a few steps, she suddenly stopped, turned her back to me and said, "Don't tell my parents, or I will tell them what happened at the beginning" My heart trembled, I lowered my head, but I still agreed: "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone." ”From then on, I was even more silent, watching her walk around the campus with the tall and handsome boy every day, and then lowering my gaze and burying my head in hard study.There is a big gap between me and that young man, and in my heart I think he is not worthy of Xu Jiao, so wouldn't I be even more unworthy.In this way, the inferiority complex in my heart became heavier and heavier.Even if it is a boarding student, I have to go home on vacation every half a month, and every time Xu Jiao goes home with that boy, and I follow me like an idiot in the back, stupidly and secretly, not letting her out of my sight.As soon as I got home that time, I heard Xu Jiao's cry.When I entered the door, I found that my uncle was beating him, and he cursed in his mouth: "Do you want to have sex with someone else at such a young age" Uncle has a very short temper, and even a little perverted, I have been beaten a lot in the five years here, but this is the first time he has beaten Xu Jiao.What shocked me even more was that Xu Jiao slept with that guy, how could it be that I didn't have time to think about it, because I had already seen Xu Jiao's angry eyes, as if I wanted to eat me.My aunt wiped her tears on the side, and Xu Jiao looked at me viciously while crying, she probably thought that I had told the truth.I didn't know how to explain it, so I could only desperately persuade my uncle not to fight anymore, but to no avail.My uncle has always been violent, and sometimes when he is in a hurry, even his sister-in-law will beat him together.In the end, I could only muster up the courage to stand in front of my uncle, and under my sister-in-law's hoarse voice, I finally ended this domestic violence."
Look at her and don't let her go out, I'll kill that little rabbit cub" After saying that, the uncle pulled the aunt out of the house, looking like he was going to settle accounts with the rich and handsome.As soon as she heard this, Xu Jiao stood up and was about to rush over, I hurriedly grabbed her: "Sister Jiao, don't go, you will be killed" Xu Jiao couldn't break free of my hand, turned to look at me: "Let go" "Don't let go" "You" Xu Jiao was a little anxious, but there was a trace of pleading on her face: "Lin Zhe, please let me go, I don't want my father to go to his trouble." ”For the first time in three years, she took the initiative to plead with me, but for the sake of another man.I was a little soft-hearted, but I thought that this might be an opportunity for her to give up the thug, and gritted my teeth and refused to let her go.After a stalemate of five or six minutes, Xu Jiao looked at me as if she had given up, and smiled: "Forget it, you let me go, I won't go." ”I suspiciously blocked the door and let go of her arms.She exhaled, as if she had made a decision, and a hint of despair welled up in her eyes.She glanced at me, turned around and took two steps, took off her top, and leaked out her little pink vest.I was dumbfounded, watching her sit silently on the sofa again, and hurriedly asked nervously: "Sister Jiao, what are you doing" Xu Jiao smiled, did not speak, but silently took off the school pants on her body.This time she only had underwear on her body, and then she looked at me silently, my heart trembled, and I almost couldn't restrain my impulse."
Xu Jiao, don't make trouble, put on your clothes" I was really frightened, turned around, and didn't dare to look at her.Unexpectedly, Xu Jiao actually smiled and said, "Why, don't you like me, you think I can't see it" "Sister, don't make trouble" I could only repeat this sentence weakly, I don't know what she wants to do."
Don't pretend, peeked at me from the first day you came, thinking I didn't know" Xu Jiao suddenly walked over and hugged me gently."
Don't worry, now that my parents are gone, there are only two of us in the house, do you want to come with me once" Hearing her bold and explicit words, my heart was about to jump out, and I stretched out my hand to push her away: "What nonsense are you talking about" Although it is a refusal to speak, it is so weak and powerless to come out of my mouth.Seeing that I was still resisting, Xu Jiao sneered with some disdain: "I'm all stripped naked, you don't dare to make a move, it's a waste, you will never be able to compare to him" That "he" should be the man who slept with Xu Jiao, thinking of this, my heart is a nest of fire.Unexpectedly, the goddess I have had a crush on for so many years, and Xu Jiao, who I have been with for so long, was actually deceived by him so easily into bed.At the end of the day, I still didn't get anything, not even a chance to let her see it in the eye.For a moment, I only felt that the fire in my heart was about to be vented, and I lost all my rationality, so I turned around and threw Xu Jiao on the bed like crazy."
Bastard, you light" Xu Jiao screamed, clutching my back.I felt like I had lost my mind, and I just kept her under me and ignored her.Xu Jiao looked at me with a very empty smile: "Okay, just like that, I'll let you go once, you let me go" This sentence was like a basin of cold water, which instantly extinguished all my desires."
What do you say" I looked at her empty eyes, my body stiffening a little.Xu Jiao still smiled: "I know you like me, I know that you have been paying attention to me for so many years, and now I let you go last time, let me go, and we will be clear." ”I suddenly noticed that at this moment, her smile was not as beautiful as before, a little stiff, and even a little pathetic.The body in front of me, which I had dreamed of for so long, seemed to have lost her due attractiveness, and after being stunned for a long time, I casually picked up a piece of clothing, covered Xu Jiao's body, and then walked down.She seemed a little surprised: "What's wrong" My hands couldn't help but tremble, and my heart was extremely empty, as if a belief that had been held on for a long time had been shattered in that moment just now.I raised my head and looked at me on the TV screen, with embarrassed hair, dark eye circles, and a thin figure, and finally smiled self-deprecatingly: "Sister, let's go." ”Xu Jiao was a little surprised, but she didn't speak."
Let's go, go find him, I'll call and bring my uncle back later."
Xu Jiao finally reacted, didn't speak, stood up and got dressed silently.During this time, the two of us fell into a deep silence, and neither of us spoke.At the moment when Xu Jiao put on her shoes and was about to leave, I spoke again: "Sister, from now on, the two of us, death and life will never see each other again" Just this sentence seemed to use all the strength of my body.Xu Jiao stood in place and was stunned for a few seconds, and then walked out without hesitation.There was the sound of the door closing, and I fell to the ground weakly.I realized that no matter how hard I tried, I would always be a piece of garbage in Xu Jiao's eyes that made her feel disgusting.Dream, wake up today
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