I didn't stop, and now what Shen Jiahan said, I can't listen to it at all."
It's dangerous for you to be like this, it's so late outside, you are such a person" Shen Jiahan still walked up and grabbed my hand.I shook it off suddenly, turned my head to look at Shen Jiahan, and said coldly, "I know what I'm doing, I won't get out of this area."
I'm going to walk around here, I just can't go back and face a house like that right now.You go back first, I can do it by myself. ”My hand pressed against my forehead, and I felt like I was in a trance.But.Reason is clearer.Shen Jiahan looked at me and said coldly, "I drank just now, she gave me psychedelic drugs, and I see her as you." ”"What do you think," I couldn't help but laugh.Stretched out his hand and pointed to our floor and asked, "What do you think, I can see Ouyang Nana as mine, what is the same thing between me and her, we are not the same at all."
She drugged you, and you were able to come home from outside, but now you tell me that you see Ouyang Nana as me" I found that I wanted to cry very much.Let it out, vent my grievances and anger.But I found that I couldn't help it.I really like to be with Shen Jiahan, and I don't need to think about whether I will make him angry in the next moment.I don't have to live as cautiously as if I was by Shen Xiuze's side, I am always worried about what Shen Xiuze is angry and does to me, and I can't accept it, but I have to bear the punishment.I can have my own thoughts, my own loves, my own emotions, and Shen Jiahan makes me feel comfortable, so I like Shen Jiahan.But I couldn't cry.I couldn't cry at all.It was like chewing gum on the soles of my feet, and I could have taken it off, but I would have been nauseous for a long time.I continued to walk forward, and I muttered, "I'm around here, I can protect myself."
Don't worry, I'll breathe outside first. ”Holding my arm, I lowered my head and walked forward, but Shen Jiahan didn't catch up after all.I heard Shen Jiahan shouting behind me: "What kind of young man just want to, don't you want to go crazy" Then, I heard Shen Jiahan's footsteps behind me, but instead of coming towards me, he went upstairs directly.I didn't go very far, after all, I'm not a kid now.I found a spot not far from the street lamp and sat down under a tree.The night in the UK is really quiet, maybe it has something to do with the fact that there are not many people in this area.I sat quietly by myself.Ke Lan is here.He sat down beside me, and I ignored him, still leaning my head against the tree."
You look like a down-and-out little beggar now."
Ke Lan suddenly pressed my head against his shoulder.I didn't move, I let him hold it."
Don't you believe me, don't even dare to put your strength on my shoulder," Ke Lan said with a slight smile.I straightened up and rested my head against the tree.Ke Lan turned to look at me.Didn't speak anymore.The two of us sat against the tree, and after a while, I moved my mouth to speak, but found that my mouth was so dry that it was all sticking together.I laughed a little, and suddenly I laughed.Shen Jiahan turned his head to look at me and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Actually, I found that no matter what happened, it seemed to happen as if it happened."
There's nothing I can do to change anything, it's like I'm sitting here right now, and my mouth is sticking together because it's too dry.And when I first met Shen Jiahan, Shen Jiahan was breaking up with that school girl.Actually, I should have known at that time, Shen Jiahan was originally such a person.I know that Shen Jiahan is very good to me, so good that it is better than anything.Brother Ke Lan, do you say that I should be with him for his good" Ke Lan laughed, stretched out his hand to hold my hand, and after finding that my hand was cold, he held my hand in his arms."
Sissi, didn't you find out, you are now very much like an old woman who finds out that her husband is cheating, and whether to divorce or not."
I know I'm definitely ugly right now, after all, it's happened.But I ran out.If I had been Shen Jiahan's girlfriend at the time, I might have gone up and beaten Ouyang Nana violently.But I'm not Shen Jiahan's girlfriend.If I didn't care about Shen Jiahan at the time, then I shouldn't have been so emotional, and even stayed outside and refused to go home after a big fight with Shen Jiahan.But I care so much about Shen Jiahan, "Yes, now it's especially like the mothers on TV who asked, my husband cheated, should I keep this marriage for the sake of my children." ”Ke Lan laughed.Stretched out his hand and touched my head and said, "You were very afraid of me before, do you know something" was asked by Ke Lan, my body stiffened slightly, and I turned my head to look at Ke Lan, but found that Ke Lan was looking at me with a look like a kind.It's as if he didn't feel awkward when I learned that he had killed his brother with his own hands.I exhaled softly and nodded."
I know.Shen Xiu told me.During that time, Shen Jiahan has been bullying me, I heard from others that your family is also very powerful, and I plan to find you to protect me. ”Ke Lan laughed out loud, stretched out his hand and patted my head, and scolded with a smile: "Baoqi, you have the most careful eyes." ”I also smiled, and now that I think about it, it was really green and immature back then.Nothing to understand.With a sense of rampage.was either picked up by Shen Jiahan, or taught by Shen Xiuze.At that time, Shen Xiu hated me the most, almost watching me fall and not helping me, and then seeing that I fell and was covered with injuries.Shen Xiu was really like a great god, standing and telling me, remember, this is a pit.I think of Shen Xiuze's way of education.It feels really bad.Colan put his shoulders on top of my arm and leaned me over.The two of them leaned together, and their body temperature was repaired little by little.Originally, the two people who were a little cold eased up."
If you ask me now if you want a divorce.I'll tell you, let's go. ”Ke Lan's head touched mine, and the two of us snuggled together.I didn't speak, because I felt like Ke Lan was going to continue."
You know my mom, she loves my dad very much, so, when she knew that my dad was cheating, my mom chose to endure.At that time, I was already somewhat sensible, and my dad didn't like to come back.My mother was able to endure it at first, but in the end, she couldn't bear it anymore, so I secretly followed my mother.Seeing that the woman was being protected by my dad, my mom was pushed to the ground by my dad.Then the next day.My dad actually came home and took me to another house to stay.The woman was very nice to me, smiled and talked, and bought me things.Then, when taking me out the door.She pushed me into the driveway. ”My body trembled slightly, and Ke Lan reached out and patted me on the arm."
Sissi, wrong is wrong, right is right.My mom shouldn't have dragged it on, if it weren't for one of my grandfather's men who happened to pass by and traded his life for mine, my mom would have nothing.But even so, my mother still refused to divorce.So, the other way I came up with was to let the woman have no sons.So, I took a chance and fell to her son's death.I'll keep my daughter, after all, if that woman had nothing left, my dad would definitely leave my mom.I was a little soft-hearted at that time, so my mother is still struggling with whether to divorce my dad.Sissi, you can be soft-hearted, but you have to make sure that you will never remember today's events in the future.Otherwise, the person who pokes his heart with a knife every time is not Shen Jiahan, but the knife you picked up yourself. ”My body slowly trembled, and Colan said with a smile."
Coward.Human life is the most valuable, but it is often also the least valuable.Your life is your own decision. ”My eyes slowly moistened, and I reached out to hug Ke Lan a little tighter
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