Ke Lan patted me on the head and said, "Go back." ”I was blown by the wind, nodded and asked, "If you want to go back to China, what do you need now?"
"Passport, and money to buy a plane ticket."
Do you want to go back now" I shook my head slightly, stood up first, and then took Ke Lan's hand and pulled him and said with a smile: "Get up, let's go back." ”Ke Lan stood up after me, I turned my head and smiled, "Give me the room at night." ”Ke Lan smiled and asked me: "Do you want a divorce?"
I didn't feel so angry when Ke Lan compared me to this.After all, I really clearly loved, liked, and relied on Shen Jiahan.Who would not like people who take care of themselves, love themselves, and care for themselves, and Shen Jiahan's way is compared to Shen Xiuze's kind of control, I think Shen Jiahan is so good.But when cracks appear.I shook my head slightly."
I don't want to risk my life for anyone's wrong character or change.""
If you can't get married in the future, you can come to me."
Ke Lan's hand was on my shoulder, more intimate than Shen Jiahan's on my shoulder.Ke Lan's shoulder is like an alliance of partners.After listening to what Ke Lan told me just now, if I don't understand what Ke Lan is approaching me for, then I'm really stupid."
Don't worry, you see I didn't live in a particularly good family.I used to face simplicity.Just because I don't have a brain.There's no need to be so tired for anyone to match your whole life, you don't look like you're going to get married, why should I get married and divorced so quickly" Ke Lan smiled and didn't speak again.When I returned to the house, I saw Shen Jiahan sitting in the house smoking.I smoked very violently, and there were bursts of smoke drifting in the room, and there were more than a dozen cigarette butts in the ashtray.Seeing me and Ke Lan walking in, Shen Jiahan raised his head and looked at me."
Brother, stop smoking like that."
I looked at Shen Jiahan, and my heart was still twitching.However, the anger that had just now was gone.Shen Jiahan stood up and looked at Ke Lan, Ke Lan smiled and said, "I'll sleep with you tonight or be the hall director" Shen Jiahan will understand immediately, I still mind.Shen Jiahan suppressed his voice and said, "Share a room with me." ”I lifted my feet and walked into the room, began to pack my things, and took them to Colan's room.Shen Jiahan walked in and suddenly closed the door.I heard a voice coming from the living room, and I was relieved to know that Ke Lan was still in the living room."
Sissi, let's talk."
Shen Jiahan pulled over the chair and sat down in front of me and said.I nodded, looked at Shen Jiahan seriously, and I wanted to try to raise a smile to make the atmosphere less tense, but in the end I gave up."
This thing.It's my fault.I apologize, after all, I said that when you grow up, I don't want to hurt you at all, even a little. ”I agree with Shen Jiahan's words, there may be many people in this world who will want to harm me, but at least I believe that Shen Jiahan will not hurt me.Seeing me nodding, Shen Jiahan exhaled slightly and said, "But I need it."
You sleep next to me every day, and you see it when I react, and that's what it looks like.Before I met you, I slept with a girl at the age of sixteen.I never thought it was anything ugly or weird.But because I think of you, I'm willing to endure it and masturbate thinking about the way you look.There is nothing unspeakable about this, although the Chinese teachers do not teach it seriously.But I know it's just a need, I'm a man, so I'm going to have that need. ”When I heard Shen Jiahan's words, my face flushed slightly."
Ouyang Nana drugged you so violently" I still couldn't help but ask my doubts, Jiang Ting drugged Shen Jiahan and poisoned it at the beginning.At that time, Shen Jiahan's consciousness was not clear at all, and he could return to the Shen family with all his might.Why is it completely out of control this time Shen Jiahan sneered, his face was full of mockery: "She gave me psychedelic drugs, which are not very powerful, I drank a little wine, and I was a little drunk."
None of this is great, though.This woman is cheap, and she rushed to post it herself.Knowing that I was thinking of you, I wore your clothes, and I learned from you to call me brother, and I was hard, so she stripped naked herself. ”I was a little confused by Shen Jiahan's straightforward words, and Shen Jiahan stood up.sat next to me."
You think I'm dirty" I shook my head, thought for a moment and said, "I just think you're doing something wrong."
Or to put it another way, I seem to want to live a life that is not like this. ”Shen Jiahan stretched out his hand and wanted to touch me.I instinctively dodged it.Shen Jiahan turned around and hammered it on the bed, and the look of annoyance was all written on his face.I can't comfort Shen Jiahan, after all, the person who was raped was not me, just like Shen Jiahan and Shen Xiu saved me and comforted me and said that it was okay.In fact, those words are pale, harm is harm, and it will never be okay.It's just the size of the damage.Ouyang Nana's actions were beyond my expectations, and she actually wore my clothes and learned from me to call Shen Jiahan brother.Did this woman fall in love with Shen Jiahan from the beginning, or after knowing Shen Jiahan's identity in China, she planned to seduce Shen Jiahan, "Brother, now that it's like this, what are you going to do" I slowly moved to the floor and sat down, raised my head and looked at Shen Jiahan, my eyes were clean, angry, disgusted, and disgusted.It's like I just threw all these emotions out of the way, and I just asked very calmly what to do.Shen Jiahan reached out to me again, his hand slowly resting on my head, and this time I didn't dodge."
What do you want to do" Shen Jiahan asked me, with a little coaxing attitude in his tone.I thought for a moment and said, "Why don't we go back?"
”"After you go back, will you part ways with me" Shen Jiahan's tone did not improve, but raised his eyebrows slightly.I didn't speak, after all, it was my thoughts.I can't study here, because the education method here is different.When I first planned to run away on my own, I was going to flee to a small city in the south.After knowing what Shen Xiuze did to Shen Jiahan, I planned to take Shen Jiahan with me.Shen Jiahan's uncle arranged for us to go abroad, and I didn't have any opinions.But I myself absolutely don't like life abroad.I am Chinese.I love the bustling streets when I wake up in the morning, and I like to go out and see kids playing.I like to see aunts square dancing, and I like to listen to the news that I don't know much about.I can live in the UK, but I don't like foreign countries.Now something like this is happening.It's not that you can't change places and stay there, but it doesn't seem necessary."
Sissi, answer me, what are you going to do when you go back" Shen Jiahan's hand picked up my chin and made me meet his black eyes."
I think we should all calm down, or I'll calm down on my own first."
Shen Jiahan's hand was slightly strained, I didn't struggle, but then he stood up openly.He shouted at me, "It's not that serious, I know it's my fault."
But I just want to get you so much, but if I sleep with you now, do you know how many gynecological diseases you will have in the future?"
"How do you know that I mind getting sick You have said a lot, but what you are doing now is not at all the same as what you said. ”I also stood up, and the anger that I had been persuaded by Ke Lan just now rose again.Shen Jiahan strode towards me, hugged me and threw me off the bed.He pressed on my body, I stared at him stubbornly, his breathing was very short, just when I thought that Shen Jiahan was going to do something to me, Shen Jiahan suddenly roared."
You don't mind, master.Master minds that you are so ugly when you cry, and that it hurts so much when you have your period.Mind if you don't understand anything, but you're still rushing forward. ”: