Sitting in the chair, I thought about the password of this diary repeatedly, Chen Yao's birthday, no, my birthday, and I tried it 5 times and found that the passwords were all wrong.I put the journal on the table again, took out a cigarette and lit it, not so much trying to open it and peek at its contents, but trying to open the curiosity that I hadn't opened when I was a child.While thinking about it, Chen's father came over and said to me: "What, take out this little diary and want to see it" I smiled and replied: "I'm very curious, I miss seeing this little diary, I want to try to open it." ”Father Chen nodded and replied: "Yaoyao also liked to write a diary when she was a child, I remember that this diary was given to her by your mother at the beginning, and she was given her the first birthday gift, and Yaoyao was very happy when she received it." ”"My mother sent it" "Well, I remember when Yaoyao was 5 years old, at that time, the day our family just moved from their hometown was Yaoyao's birthday, your father and your mother came to my house together to celebrate our living here, and also took this opportunity to give Yaoyao such a gift Your mother liked it very much when she first saw Yaoyao, and told us that when she grew up, she wanted Yaoyao to be her daughter-in-law, but it's a pity for your mother" Speaking of this, Father Chen sighed, I know that Uncle Chen is sorry for my mother to leave so early, after lamenting, He said again: "Actually, your father and I haven't forgotten what your mother said about this matter, but you were still young at the time, we were just joking and sloppy, until your mother left, your father and I seriously discussed this issue, until a few days ago, I told your father that if the two children really have that mind, I don't mind marrying Yaoyao to your family, after all, you are also what I watched grow up, although there is no success in your career, but Uncle Chen knows your child's character, and he will never bully this girl, If this girl is in trouble, you kid will always help her out, but after all these years, neither of you seems to have the desire to develop in this direction, and we will slowly look down on this matter. ”After Chen's father finished speaking, he patted me on the shoulder and left the room, as soon as he left, I began to think again, in fact, I was a little surprised by what Chen's father just said, if, these years I heard this earlier, from my mother's mouth, I really could be with my aunt After all, she understands me, I will also be serious to her, as long as my mother says to me personally, I will definitely obey.Over the years, no one and I have crossed the line with my aunt, and no one has ever broken it to tell the truth, I am very confused now, and I am puzzled that since my aunt said that she liked me, why would she go to say such a thing to Yan Jiaxin, and ask her to accept me I don't understand, I really don't understand.She is different from Yan Jiaxin, at least Yan Jiaxin can fully face up to her feelings, but she is so hidden, even if Yan Jiaxin and I have known each other for less than 20 times of the time we have with my aunt and grandmother, but we are still together in a broken way.Looking at this big diary, I have a feeling that those things that I don't know and don't know, it will definitely tell me.Originally, I didn't have the idea to peek at the contents, but now, I choose to understand in a way that I want to know the result, no matter what the result is, I want to muster up the courage to accept it once and clarify it once.I picked up the journal again, and searched in my mind repeatedly, I must have known the password, and she must have thought that I knew the password if she didn't show it to me, yes, I knew it, but what was this password, what was it.Finally, I seem to have a 4-character password in my mind, and the password is there, but I just don't know it, I don't know it clearly, so I took out my phone and called my dad.When Dad connected, I hurriedly asked, "Daddy, when did you first bring me to Chen Yao's house, and when." ”I'm very anxious, and my heart is also very turbulent, I'm not sure if Daddy knows, but I feel that Daddy should be clear, because he always keeps track of the days, likes to tear up the calendar day by day, and he will have to pay special attention to important days.Daddy finally replied to me, and didn't ask anything because of my hurry," said August 31. ”I laughed, finally smiled, took the diary and typed the numbers 0831, opened, really opened.I was so happy, in my mind, the picture was so clear, it was the day before I went to elementary school, that night, my father led me to Chen Yao's house, I saw such a stubborn and cute little girl, the first time I saw her, she took out a turtle lollipop to me, which made me feel more cordial.Since that day, she has become my first female playmate, and also the best playmate for me, studying with me, elementary school, junior high school, high school, and even college dad hung up the phone, and I finally opened the first page of this diary It reads: August 31st, sunny, on this day, my father said that he wanted to introduce me to a good friend, and said that it was my future little husband, but what is my husband, and after dinner at night, Uncle Lei came to our house, and brought a little boy who was about the same age as me to my house, His runny nose is very funny, is this what my husband and father said, I want to get along with him, because he is Aunt Angel's child, so I gave him my favorite thing, turtle lollipop, I hope we can get along happily like this.When I read the first page, I burst out laughing, and I was amused by my aunt's innocence at that time, it was really cute, even cuter than I imagined.I continued to read it, I was inadvertently touched, touched by the content of it, it turned out that this diary is all about the things between me and her, the first meeting, the first time I climbed the mountain, the first time I took waste products to sell, the first time I got money to buy salt water popsicles to eat, so many firsts, so many firsts that I never put in my heart.My eyes were a little wet, and I was touched by this girl, even if it was just such innocent words, I was really moved.It turns out that I have experienced so much with this girl, and none of them can be recorded in a notebook and taken to heart like her.I turned another page, and it was also the page I touched the most, on April 4th, he confessed, but it was not me, it was my good sister, good girlfriend Yu Fei, Fei Fei is a good girl, and she is also a good girl that I agree with, the two of them will definitely be happy together and this night, I am very happy, really happy, watching him hug each other and stand on the bridge and kiss, I was happy and unconsciously cried, I felt the happy pain in my heart for the first time, he will be happy, sure because he can't see standing on the other side of the bridge, Leaning under the very old tree, my eyes were tearful and I was happy.The moment I finished reading this page, I immediately closed the diary, I didn't dare to look at it again, even if there was something I hadn't finished reading behind, I didn't dare to look at it anymore and lit a cigarette, at this moment I can imagine what kind of mood she used to write down that day Holding a pen, crying, word by word, without a single typo, and each one seemed to carry her infinite pain and happiness, in such a way of writing to stimulate my eyes and touch my heart.aa2705221: