It wasn't until Chen's mother finished eating that I put down the diary heavily, I wanted to clarify the answer, but I didn't dare to clarify it again, I was afraid that this little bit of writing would be like a sharp sword, piercing my heart.At the dinner table, Chen's mother has been holding the dishes for me, treating them like her own son, and Chen's father poured his good wine for me that has been stored for a long time, I know that my father has always wanted to drink a few sips, but Uncle Chen has been collecting it like a treasure, and now, because of my arrival, I specially took it out for me to drink, and I was indescribably moved."
Lei Hao, eat more, it's not enough for your aunt to cook it for you."
I ate the chicken wings, picked up the wine glass and Father Chen, and after a sip, I looked up at the window, and the moon was so round and so bright.I can't help but think of Chen Yao, where will Chen Yao be, is she back, if she comes back, why don't you want to meet her parents, why don't you have a reunion dinner with these two old people who are over half a hundred years old.I took another big drink, I didn't close my eyes, my eyes kept looking out of the door, waiting for the long-awaited figure to come back, back to this home, not only me, but also the two old people around me, from time to time looking back at the silver-gray iron door, waiting for the child who did not return home.The door opened, and the silver-gray iron door opened from the outside, and when the door was fully opened, I immediately stood up from the dining table.My sudden action startled the two old men, and then, the two of them immediately turned their heads and stood up, the three of us looked extremely disappointed, the door was open, but no one entered, and no one came.I'm sure she's back, Aunt Chen must be back, but why don't you dare to go into this room I gritted my teeth, this time, I didn't hesitate, picked up my clothes and ran outside."
Bring Chen Yao back, you must bring it back."
The moment I ran out, I heard such a sentence, and I don't know whether it was Chen's father or Chen's mother who said it, but no matter who said it, I must bring her back, bring my aunt and grandmother back to this home, and give an explanation to the two old people, give me an explanation, and give herself an explanation."
Chen Yao."
In the dark night, I ran towards the brightest place in the moonlight, because I was sure that Chen Yao would definitely be in that place, and I don't remember how far I ran in the brightest place in the moonlight, even if my feet were obviously tired, I was still like a fierce bull, running on the festive streets of Shaodong.Baifu Plaza, I finally came here, panting for a while, I shouted at the top of my voice, "Chen Yao, you come out, you come out to me You said, you won't hide anymore I opened the diary, I understand, I also understand that you come out, give me an explanation, and give yourself an explanation." ”In the moonlight, the figure behind the tree finally turned out, and she was getting closer and closer to me, and her face was becoming clearer and clearer, and my eyes were looking deadly ahead, not allowing the girl to run away from me."
You're finally out, I thought you've been captured by the Red Devils again."
I straightened up and looked at the girl in front of me dressed in red with a natural smile."
You've finally found me, and I thought you'd be playing hide and seek again, because you couldn't find me and crying again."
The two of us stood in front of the brightest moonlit screen with a most indifferent smile, and the light of the big screen illuminated the two of us so obviously.I walked up to her, and when I came to her, she held her hands on her chest, looked up proudly, and said to me, "Happy New Year, little snot." ”"Happy New Year, Grandma."
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and spoke again, "You can't afford to give me an answer, and you can't give me an answer, can you?"
”"Yes, I can't afford it, and I can't afford to pay it back, but I don't want to just owe it all the time, whether it's for you or for me, it's unfair, so I want to understand this time, I want to understand it once."20 years of love, 20 years of love, 20 years of silent looks, I want to return it to her at this moment, all of it will be returned to her.I took this girl into my arms, and she cried, and in my arms, she laughed and said, "Promise me, be my lover for this moment." ”She finally took action, didn't give me any chance to speak or refuse, and directly blocked my mouth, and blocked it tightly.At this moment, she told me with her rustiness that it was her first kiss, the first time she kissed me, and I thought: maybe for the last time, but that's enough.I'm not a good person, I'm not a bad person, don't think about how good and bad it is, at least I don't want to let myself continue to owe it without any reason, I can't afford it, I can't afford it, I can't let her continue to mourn for me like this without answering, she should have a home, a home that is better than me and more suitable for her.I broke free of her, she smiled, I laughed, laughed very purely, laughed happily The moonlight made me find that she was also my pure natural girl, and the pure natural girl who used to be just the love we should have went farther and farther away in the distance between that and only that room, and was replaced by the more and more obvious care and care, which belonged to the care of relatives."
Come home with me, once, just this once, and let me send you home in its entirety, okay.""
Hmm."
I took her by the hand and took her to the place where she was most needed and where she could give her the most warmth, and for 20 years, every time I couldn't find her, she was the one who appeared in front of me as a guide and took me home, and this time, I took her home.We didn't walk slowly or fast, this way, we didn't laugh and play as usual, until I took her to the small alley and saw her dad sitting under the lantern looking at us with a kind face, I let her go, pushed her, and said, "It's home, go, this time I'll watch you from behind, just this time." ”She finally walked forward, without looking back, proudly walked over, and her father was using his old hands to beckon me and shouted loudly, shouting with all his might, "You want to be happy, live happier than me." ”She stopped, stopped after my shout, a gesture, a most confident ok you must be happy.I watched her enter the house accompanied by her father, and heard the sound of the iron door closing, and I turned around and walked back, and the moment I turned around, I was stunned, because while I was sending away this happiness that did not belong to me, I also saw another happiness that belonged to me smiling at me, and she stood behind me, smiling behind me and looking at me.I walked over and hugged her, and she finally said to me with the warmest words: "She will be happy." ”aa2705221: