In the thirty-ninth year of Chengjia's reign, my father was seriously ill.
I was only seven or eight years old at that time.
My mother held the young me and stayed by his side all day long, for fear that he would leave us that day.
At that time, we were imprisoned in Tongxi Palace by Yu Jin, and there was no one around to wait on us.
Even the food served by the palace servants was dregs that even animals would not eat.
The queen mother took care of my father and me alone, and she grew older day by day.
But I have never seen her show any resentment, no matter how difficult it was.
She touched my head and said, Yu'er, don't be afraid, everything will pass.
In the first year of Youqing's reign, his father died of illness.
I have never seen my mother cry so heartbrokenly.
She hugged me and was trembling all over, unable to speak a word.
I hugged the queen gently, and I wanted to tell her, don't be afraid, queen, there is still Yu'er here, and Yu'er will grow into a man who will protect the queen.
Her pale face washed away by tears finally revealed a smile.
However, on the night of the wake, Yu Jin led his troops into Tongxi Palace.
I have been extremely afraid of this person since I was a child.
His snake-like eyes always wander around my body, like a cold snake that keeps moving.
He never even hid his nakedness from me.
When I was taken away, my mother whispered in my ear: "Don't be afraid, Yu'er.
No matter how humiliating and painful you are, you must endure.
Someone will definitely come to save you."
For the next three years, my life was filled with darkness.
He treats me differently, at least from other taboos in his house who are about the same size as me.
At least he won't kill me until my body is carried to the mass grave through the back door.
I tried to escape countless times, and the furthest I even escaped from the Yu Mansion, but I was quickly captured again.
Then there was boundless darkness again.
He smiled and said, this is my punishment.
Then the cold tongue wandered around my body wantonly, and the tearing pain that was penetrated countless times screamed in every part of my body, but I kept holding on to prevent myself from crying.
Compared with the pain, the most unbearable thing is the humiliation.
Queen mother, how should Yu'er hold on?
Will someone come to save me in three years?
Will anyone come to save me?
No.
Queen Mother, Yu'er can't hold on any longer, so she may have to go to see her father before you do.
Until that day the imperial sister appeared.
Just like a dazzling skylight instantly illuminated the chaotic night, infinite hope suddenly arose in my heart.
She was sitting on a war horse, in front of an army of 300,000 people, with an awe-inspiring demeanor and a light smile on her face.
From a distance, I couldn't see her features clearly, but I seemed to feel her concerned eyes on me, so warm.
Yu Jin finally lost, I really want to look up to the sky and smile.
Father's hatred, my humiliation, and the entire Donghe turmoil finally came to him.
It’s really satisfying.
When Yu Jin was executed, she walked up to me and handed me a sword: "The last sword is for you."
Looking at her glazed eyes, I felt extremely relieved.
In the end, I stabbed his heart with that sword.
Looking at his disbelieving eyes, I slowly laughed out loud.
His hands were stained with so many lives, and it was too unfair to end him like this.
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No amount of pain, skinning, or cramping could relieve the hatred in my heart.
But I know that Sister Huang will not like it, and I want Sister Huang to stay with me.
So, I completely sealed away the evil and twisted self in my heart.
I told myself that only in this way will the imperial sister sympathize with me, take pity on me, and not leave me.
Later, my mother passed away, and I didn’t shed a single tear, because these three years had consumed all my emotions.
What I am happy about is that she still did a good deed for me before she died, which was to make the imperial sister the Princess Protector of the Country.
Year after year, the grass swamps the horses' hooves.
I think it would be great if it could always be like this.
Unknowingly, this attachment turned into admiration, and my eyes towards the imperial sister became increasingly hot.
It was clear to me that I wanted to have her as a man.
Until Yun Xiu appeared, his charming purple eyes seemed to be able to understand my heart, and he led me step by step into another abyss.
But it seems that I am happy with it.
During that heavy rain, the emperor's sister jumped off the cliff.
At that time, I was unconscious and could only vaguely see the figure leaping down.
A heart becomes empty in an instant.
I personally forced the person who was the best to me in this world to death.
Then the greatest meaning of my life seems to no longer exist.
I later discovered that Yun Xiu might be manipulating all of this secretly.
However, he seemed to be even more lonely and sad than me.
Only then did I realize that I was not the only one who thought of her in my heart.
Anyway, I have nothing to worry about in this life
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