I didn't die as I wished.
Even if I never wanted to wake up again, even if I wanted to die, I still came back.
This world has abandoned me time and time again, but it still traps me here and suffers.
I lay on the hospital bed like a zombie, relying on daily infusions of nutrient solutions to survive.
A week after I woke up, the doctor removed the gauze on my body, and my skin became smooth, white, tender and delicate.
"This is" I touched my fair and flawless face and looked at myself in the mirror.
I could hardly recognize that it was me.
Because of my weight loss, my chin looks very pointed, but the prosthesis that was placed inside it has been taken out, my nose is no longer straight, and the scar on my face is gone.
Not only that, but all the scars on my body are also gone.
Gone.
I asked Min Xuyang: "Is this me?"
"Of course it's you, but you're a little too thin.
I'll find some chefs to make up for you later."
No, I can hear it.
I raised my hand and touched my ear, and there was no protrusion.
I didn’t wear a hearing aid now, but that sound, the sound just now With tears in my eyes, I can finally act like a normal person.
Finally, I can no longer worry about being deprived of my voice at any time.
I will no longer suddenly fall into silence, and I will no longer see pity in the eyes of others.
Finally, I am myself again After getting excited, I turned around and looked at Min Xuyang and asked him seriously: "What's going on?
Why did I hear that?
And where are the scars on my body?"
"That" Min Xuyang said with a smile on his face: "Your doctor in charge of pregnancy and childbirth also happened to be an expert in this field, so he performed a skin grafting operation on you right after you gave birth.
Your ears were not healed either.
The hearing aid is implanted in the cochlea, and it needs to be replaced every ten years.
But from the outside, no one will know that you can't hear.
Look, isn't it nice to be like this now?
It's so beautiful, and it's not bad either.
It’s so troublesome to wear a hearing aid every day.”
He spoke very seriously, but his eyes were evasive.
It was obvious that he had done something sinister.
Some people are like this.
They obviously can't tell lies, but they still tell lies every day, thinking that they are very smart and have deceived everyone.
In fact, everyone treats them like a clown, just for fun.
I used to be such a person, always thinking how capable I was, deceiving others and myself, but now I want to live more truthfully.
But I met Min Xuyang, who was so similar to me, so similar "Min Xuyang, who do you belong to?"
"Of course I am Huihui's member of our family.
I need to explain clearly what you are doing first.
I am not interested in you at all.
Don't try to influence me."
I watched him talking to himself, and suddenly I felt very boring.
I have had enough of living like this with a mask.
How could a smart man like Min Xuyang still enjoy it?
Isn’t it tiring to say something and think something every day?
then.
I decided to tell him straight to the point: "Min Xuyang, actually, you are from Xu Qiaosen, right?"
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"I don't know who Xu Qiaosen is, but he has the same surname as Huihui, so he shouldn't be a bad person."
"I know it all, do you still want to keep pretending?"
I walked towards him, stared at him with both eyes, and took a step forward and said, "You are the person Xu Hui has found.
It's true that you like Xu Hui."
Really, at the beginning, I believed it very much.
Xu Hui told me that she saved me accidentally.
I believed it at that time, but I ignored some things.
How can there be so many unintentional so-called coincidences in the world?
There must be a reason, and Xu Qiaosen is the reason.”
"You, Chen Qing, what are you talking about?
I can't understand a word.
Haha, you must be too tired, too tired."
"It doesn't matter if you don't understand.
As long as I understand."
Xu Qiaosen first asked Xu Hui to hide me, and then like others, he pretended to think that I was the murderer of Zhou Huiwen.
When the opportunity was enough, Xu Qiaosen asked Xu Hui to hide me.
Hui arranged for you to take me away, and then asked you to persuade me to have plastic surgery to look like my original self.
Originally, all this could have gone smoothly.
You gained my trust, and I accepted your suggestion, but...
At this time, I was found to be pregnant.”
"So, Xu Qiaosen changed his plan again.
He asked people to monitor my actions at all times, so the people who followed us in the mall last time were actually Xu Qiaosen's people, right?"
I just looked at him, very sure of the results of my reasoning.
Min Xuyang obviously didn't expect that I would infer so much.
He looked at me in shock, with his mouth open, not knowing what to say.
In fact, I just figured it out.
After being asleep for so long, it seems that many things have become clear.
But I was not very sure yet, so I asked Min Xuyang, hoping he could tell me the truth, but unfortunately, he was not honest with me.
Taking a deep breath, I continued: "Actually, I know this is very simple.
Investigating the identity of a stalker is as big as a grain of millet for you, Min Xuyang.
It couldn't be simpler, but it takes so long.
There is no result for you.
If the person following us is from the Liu family, you will definitely be more cautious.
If it is someone else, then you will definitely ask me if I have offended anyone, but you didn't.
Not only did you not relax.
Get up, you used to stay with me, but now, you show up every day for a walk and leave me alone in the room.
This only shows that the person following me is actually sent by Xu Qiaosen to monitor me. " "Also, the man you meet every day under the pretext of walking is one of Xu Qiaosen's subordinates.
I forgot to tell you that when I went to Shanghai with Xu Qiaosen, I met him twice before.
Although we didn't say anything, But man, I will never admit my mistake.”
That man was the driver who picked up Xu Qiaosen when he was in Shanghai.
He was young, handsome, and stylish, similar to Xu Qiaosen's temperament, but different.
It was precisely because of this that I took a few more glances.
When I saw him and Min Xuyang together, I just thought they looked familiar.
Until some time ago, when I wanted to die, everything seemed to be clear at once, and many things that I didn't understand before became coherent.
But, my heart hurts even more.
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I don't understand the purpose of Xu Qiaosen's doing this.
Hasn't he already given up on me?
Why go to so much trouble and why can't he tell me directly?
All this time, he will not say anything to me clearly, no matter good or bad.
In fact, what I want is nothing more than his honesty.
Even if he is honest just once, no matter how bad he is, I will stay with him.
However, even if he is honest just once, he is not willing.
If it hadn't been like this, my child wouldn't have died I touched my lower abdomen, and there was still some protrusion there.
In one month, my confinement had just passed, and I had lost a lot of weight, but there was only some protrusion in my lower belly.
It reminds me all the time that once, there was a little life that lived here for nine months.
Once, the little princess that I was looking forward to and eager to see disappeared here.
"Chen Qing" Min Xuyang wiped my tears with a tissue, and I realized that my face was actually wet.
He pursed his lips and looked at me, and said: "You are right, I was not honest enough with you.
Those days, I did go out to meet people, but it was not like what you said.
Anyway, Mr.
Xu, you really It’s a misunderstanding.”
"I misunderstood" "Yes, that person is my friend, and he is also doing this.
He is also the person who followed us.
Xu Hui found me at the time, but later became worried, so she asked him to help again, one in the open and the other in the dark.
Moreover, he It’s not surveillance, it’s protection.”
"Then what you mean is that this is Xu Hui's arrangement."
Min Xuyang suddenly raised his right hand, stretched out the three fingers in the middle and said: "I can swear that I will never lie to you."
"But why did Xu Hui do this?
She has no reason to do this."
"I don't know about this.
She just kept saying she was sorry to you before.
She said that if it weren't for her, you wouldn't be like this.
She also said that she just thought the previous things were funny, so she didn't To be honest with you, she didn’t expect this, let alone someone trying to kill you, so he begged me to ensure your safety. " After hearing this, I somewhat believed that Min Xuyang could not know these things unless Xu Hui told him.
It turns out that that girl actually thought so in her heart.
She never told me.
Even after knowing my identity, she only scolded me with cold words but didn't say anything.
It turned out that she had so much hidden in her heart.
Why is my brother like this and my sister like this too?
How can I know if I don’t tell them?
I don't blame Xu Hui, as she said, I am just a person who depends on men to live her life.
Even without her, Zhang Jia and I would not be together for a long time.
I already noticed something was wrong after I became pregnant with Min Wen.
But at that time, in my eyes and in my heart, I only wanted a better life, so I would rather stay in this marriage in name only than face the reality.
This is all my own fault.
I don’t blame Xu Hui at all.
I didn’t expect that she would blame herself so much, let alone that she would do this for me.
I raised my eyes and looked at Min Xuyang.
He was still swearing.
I should, I could believe his words.
"Xu Qiaosen is Xu Hui's brother.
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Brother, do you know?"
"What" Min Xuyang looked surprised, his eyes widened, and his jaw almost dropped.
He didn't want to pretend at all.
After being surprised, he sat down on the stool and said dejectedly: "I don't know, she didn't say I haven't mentioned it before.
It seems that Xu Hui really doesn't like me."
It seems that I really don’t know If what he said is true, does that mean that Xu Qiaosen had already found someone to protect me when he went to Shanghai?
"Don't be discouraged.
If you really like her, you must first learn to tolerate and understand, and then slowly understand everything about her.
This is true love.
I believe that as long as you use your heart, Xu Hui will always You will understand one day."
I patted his shoulder to comfort him, but I didn't tell him that Xu Hui was an invisible nun.
I thought, something like this.
Xu Hui should tell him herself.
If she can't even confess these things, their relationship won't last long.
After clearing up his heavy heart, Min Xuyang took me to see Yaya's tomb.
In fact, it's not really a tomb, just a mound under a blooming peach tree.
I imagined what it would be like after meeting my daughter.
I thought I would be happy and cry, but I didn’t expect that the first time I saw her, it would be her grave.
I didn't prepare anything, I only brought a small cup of breast milk.
I strongly requested to suck it out.
My child has never tasted breast milk.
In another world, I hope to remember the taste of mother.
In the next life, we will still be mother and daughter, and mother will definitely give the best to her. you Min Xuyang handled the discharge procedures for me, and we returned to the original hotel.
The room was not returned.
I felt a little distressed because I had been in a coma for so long.
Min Xuyang is taking care of me.
Every day is money.
Min Xuyang also laughed at me because of this, saying that I had so much money and was still so stingy.
He went through the formalities downstairs and asked me to go up and rest first.
I didn't doubt his presence and went directly upstairs, but as soon as I opened the door, I noticed something was wrong.
There is a pair of shoes at the entrance, a pair of men's leather shoes.
I closed the door quietly and grabbed something at the door to defend myself.
I walked in slowly and just stepped into the living room with one foot.
I heard someone say gloomily: "I'm back."
I paused and the thing in my hand fell to the ground.
My eyes were filled with tears.
This voice He stood up and turned to look at me.
His face was still handsome, but it was a little more weathered.
There was a layer of green stubble on his chin, and his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't rested for a long time.
I looked at him, and the person I was thinking about suddenly appeared, which made me a little at a loss.
"You look very beautiful like this."
Xu Qiaosen said.
I quickly lowered my head and touched my face, not daring to look at him.
I just asked in a low voice: "Why are you here?"
"Of course you are here to pick up my child."
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Xu Qiaosen said matter-of-factly: "I heard that you are pregnant and gave birth to a girl successfully.
That is my daughter.
I will pick up the child."
His words shocked me on the spot.
I didn't expect that he would know, let alone that he would come to pick up the child.
If he had said this before I gave birth, I would have cooperated.
But now, now that the child is gone, where can I find a child to return to him?
My hesitation made Xu Qiaosen frown.
He thought I was unwilling, so he said: "Don't worry, I will give you a large sum of money, enough for you to live without worries for the rest of your life.
You can go where you want to go and live your life."
I want to live a life where I don’t suffer any loss in this business.”
"Xu Qiaosen, you bastard" I yelled at him angrily: "Am I just a woman who loves money in your heart?
In your eyes, am I a woman who would sell her flesh and blood for money?"
"Then what do you want to do to get back to me with the help of your child?"
He sneered and said, "At first you said you would stay with me, but in the end, you didn't try your best to leave just to leave.
You actually killed me cruelly.
Zhou Huiwen, Chen Qing, I have already shown you favor by coming to see you alone.
Otherwise, you should be sitting in the police station recording a statement now instead of standing here unharmed and bargaining with me."
I looked at him with disbelief on my face.
If Xu Qiaosen doesn’t believe me, he really doesn’t believe me.
I said: "Whether you believe it or not, I didn't kill Zhou Huiwen, I didn't kill anyone."
"You should save this and tell the police later.
After all, what's left on the knife is your fingerprint."
"That's Liu Ruqing, your good wife.
It's her.
She wanted to kill me and frame me."
I arched my waist and roared at him.
Holding my chest couldn't relieve the pain, the pain of my heart being cut apart.
Xu Qiaosen walked into me, his bloodshot eyes glowing red.
He grabbed my shoulders and asked me to stand up.
He ran a hand through my hair and said coldly: "I don't want to hear this.
I just want to hear it." , Take my daughter away, Chen Qing, haven’t you always wanted to be free?
Didn’t you always want to leave me?
I will give myself to you and let you leave.
But, child, I want to take it away.”
"I" "Shhh you don't have the right to say no."
Didn’t I have the right to refuse?
As a chess piece, I didn’t.
Now, I still don’t have it.
What a sad fact.
"Haha, hahahaha."
I threw my head back and laughed.
Tears fell from the corners of my eyes, but they couldn't take away the sadness in my eyes.
After laughing enough, I met his eyes, trembling lips, and said, "The child is not alive."
Gone, gone, died before he was born, do you believe it?”
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"You're lying to me."
His face turned completely dark, and he looked like he would get angry at any moment.
"Yes, I lied to you.
I wanted to lie to you too, but" I touched my belly, feeling endlessly sad: "I am so looking forward to meeting her, even just for a glance.
Xu Qiaosen, if you want a daughter from me now, I Where were you when you were pregnant?
Why didn't you come to me earlier?
Why did you let me be here by myself?
Xu Qiaosen, you are not qualified to have a child with me, you are not even qualified to mention her."
"Chen Qing."
He glared at me with wide eyes, grabbed my shoulders tightly, and said word by word: "I'll say it again, give me your child, and I will give you freedom."
"Then let me say it again, the child is gone.
Don't you understand?
She is dead."
I shouted with all my strength, and then I felt like I was exhausted.
I sat on the ground and hugged my legs and cried bitterly.
My body was like a lake that never dries up.
No matter how much I cried, the tears would still remain.
Xu Qiaosen was also stunned on the spot, as if he was still discerning the authenticity of my words.
I guess he didn't expect this.
When I was giving birth, I thought he had come to see me, but now it seems that it was really just my illusion.
Suddenly, he took two steps towards me, then squatted down, pinched my chin with his fingers and forced me to look up.
He said, "Since the child is gone, you can continue to stay with me until you give me back a daughter." until":